Never Rerurn- elderly parental lawfare

This Pandemic has shown many people the downfalls of aging parents who have maintained a classic disfunctional family structure. 

And moving in with them, is not the greatest of choices, albeit the only one for many single people. Especially, being Asian-American through this pandemic.

Some positive things to do or try online while your elderly parents disrupt your income any time you speak to the outside world-- these are quiet things to do in under 2hours:

-  Secure a virtual volunteer position (as a conference assistant or writer) with an organization ie., Red Cross

-  Meditation 

-  Join an online prayer and healing group ie , Bruno Groening Circle of Friends

Like a having second childhood, these elderly parents are in denial and fail to see the reality of their toxic behaviors.The classic Alcoholic parent, community leader, and abuser at home still returns home crushing cans and sipping whiskey with their medications and abusing the enabler, feeling justified to be as irate as ever. Like a psychological torture deconstructed to layers of victim exploitation , isolation from persecution, and alcoholic family structure repeated with the new knowledge of Deep state. Not only threatening your life, but first threatening to take the life of your immigrant mother who was a married foreign national at your birth. The behavior to torture the 'enabler spouse's who is, in reality been tortured by IS State actors since before your birth and is an enduring captive to USA Deep State. If she doesn't comply with the US State actors, her own life is threatened. Yet they instigate the torture by threatening her life for non-compliance. While screaming and yelling through your Online video conferencing. That is until you decided to spare yourself the sheer humiliation of having to live with these parents.

It's not only cringy, it's downright life threatening. Much like an involuntary social suicide whether you speak about it or bear the harassment and "abuse" in silence and isolation. Early on in the pandemic, stepping into their world full time resulted in their control of the house wifi. Irate threats the call the police and elder abuse hotline anytime you attempted to go online and have "a normal" 21st century cyber life.

 Something any elderly person can do-- hit the off switch. Coupled with yelling and accusations of being inept and incompetant to support them-- all while knowing about the life insurance policy on your single life, without kids-- that will find them and their coverup of a murder they plan loudly through the lockdown with their old friend state actors. And so the decade old policy is cancelled, while they get more angry and hungry for money. Old Deep state behaviors haven't waned in their aged bodies that are now haunted by the demonic.

  And there's no rationalizing with people who still believe that "Jobs and employment" are something you go away to. And that their behaviors at the home will produce good economic results for them- even in the pandemic. 

The reality is life crushing-- a psychologically and financially a precarious nightmare ending to all social acceptance. And there is no negotiating with these elderly control freaks. Their personal stigma to fill out paperwork that gives adult children income to spend 3hrs a day cleaning up after them and their messy home from carelessness, arthritis, and accidents is just one of their financially non-cooperative behaviors. They think the state will view them as beggars, while they arre hiding away awaiting aa new episode of Hoarders.

And any attempts to talk and conduct a virtual business or job interview during lockdown and pandemic rules were thwarted by a new bout of hysterical control freaks screaming through thin walls and doors during normal business hours. All while being forgetful enough to cause concern that they may set fire to their own home amidst the clutter with forgotten stoves, fireplace, or irons being left on.

What's a genXer or millennial to do with elders who insist on destroying social credit and life? Especially in places where internet alone is expensive and tough to come by and the public attacks you for your race? What will happen to them? The state doesn't care. Especially when your own father is a part of the local deep state.

What is the escape, the self-rescue, after all finances and every last crypto coin is sold? It's 2022, and things are looking grim?

Excessive Violence by US State Actors

Below is my text and use of Google Maps to in a letter to  Nils Melzer, an international humanitarian attorney and about excessive force. Since I do not expect a reply;- I am posting this publically.

February 4, 2022

Dear Mr. Nils Melzer,

Today I heard your interview posted by de Andere Krant international about patterns of excessive violence with regards to protests and police in other nations. The world climate we arrived at today was built on a ladder of excessive violence and shows by authorities.

On 11/10/2011 I attended the APEC-ABAC Symposium for public shipping as a Japanese-American nisei. There was considerable concern from the diverse international Waikiki community about the large number of armed guards present and many residents fled their condos for the trade summit.  

On the map, in orange is my walk from the bus stop corner of Ft. Derussy Park (an official US military installation) seated in the grassy center of Waikiki, Honolulu Hawaii. On the left side of the street, on the sidewalk were nearly a dozen armed soldiers (probably volunteers).  

Since I was in a rush- having to complete proper attire at the nearby mall prior to my arrival- I hadn’t paid much attention to what was going on around me since there were concrete barricades, and limited bus service, and it was very empty for Waikiki.. But, I stopped and hesitated (OH SHIT moment) once I realized I walked into what military people called “an incident.” 

This group of armed soldiers with M-16s had all of their weapons raised and pointed in my direction. I thought they had intended to shoot me since I did not see the protestors immediately. And I took a deep breath and kept walking until I noticed a group of protestors on my right. 

Mr. Melzer, these 15-20 protesters were kneeling in the front row and standing in a back row holding a large banner written in Chinese. They were not in my immediate line of site due to walls by Shores and The Outrigger hotels before the final destination.  Not only were they peaceful and silent, but I do not believe that I deserved to be subjected to a firing squad with raised weapons and at such a close distance.

It was very clear that these soldiers had no intentions to take any other action than shooting the protestors. At the street level, I did not see anyone else in the area until I reached the Halekulani where the APEC-ABAC Symposium was held with Ambassador Schwab and other corporate reps. 

Here is a link to the beach side security measures: https://www.hawaiinewsnow.com/story/16014591/apec-security-prompts-waterway-restrictions/

I would like to ask you;- how much violence is appropriate? Is this what the world wanted when they protested the trade summit?  

I was psychologically impacted and I lost faith in the USA entirely, on nearly every level of non-immigrant society. And, other APEC attendees were dismayed with my stature in the USA community due to the prominence of my Japanese family relations. There will always be a clear line for the impunity of national leaderships and intelligence agencies But it became widespread in every facet of human rights across the globe.

Possible death by a volunteer USA military firing squad was highly unexpected for me. And I certainly didn’t expect to witness and walk through such a scene with the lives of so many protesters literally in the line of fire.  That type of scene is what I am concerned about in the near future for so many civilians.

Your voice is refreshing in the mix of today’s heavily biased media outlets. Many US attorneys are too chicken shit to handle such matters. The other side of contractors is gnarly. One the USA military told me to secure a TRO Temporary Restraining Order on, literally sued my attorney who helped women victims of domestic violence. That action impacted more women than me. And the impunity of them ordering me to get a TRO was allegedly not legal either. What would you do with an international paramedic who trained special forces? I did my best to get through it. 

 Lawyers fearful of targeting, take the easy client money, and sell out victims– it is a real issue with the US Department of Justice and many civil rights attorneys. They seek the glamor of affecting national policy. The pile of victims in their dossiers has grown out of control.  

Thank you for your work and dedication to be a voice for human rights today. Thank you for speaking out against senseless brutality. Stay Stronger!!! Also Congratulations on your position with ICRC later in 2022! 

Mahalos and Arigato, 

Angela M. ‘Kikuchi’ Kneale