1. Jason Statham was in the dream, saying he wanted to know some animal rights people. Odd to me because he was my brother's favorite actor. And there was a strange dream segway where JS met my deceased yet embodied brother and sat next to him. Strange part of my dream.
I thought maybe it was triggered by the VW I had. And living like a local Hawaiian like KaiKai told me to do to survive shit from 2009 till 2018. One day I was stuck in traffic at the North Shore and saw someone who looked like JS. In the incoming traffic in a flame colored SUV accompanied by a person wrapped in scarves like they had just had plastic surgery. Totally rando.
2. My deceased brother who was a big JS fan was in the dream- disoriented from his death but together enough to have JS sign the back of his Tshirt. He used to bring JS movies home to watch, and I always thought they were quite evil and violent.
3. My father got new Christmas decorations- a fake tree he put on the family piano. And I protested since we hadn't had a family Christmas since the Buddhism taking over years before my brother's death. I gave everyone Dalai Lama books that year and we all agreed to be Asian since my dad's family and community didn't even take a family pic with us. (Except real: USA Langley gunner & Iwo Jima Japanese killer Uncle Eddie who was at my earliest birthday parties.)
It was a very strange dream for me. And there was some focal point on a tiny "suitcase" sized key for some reason.
But I started crying when I woke from this dream today. Uncertain if there is some healing for me from it.
It's more strange than the actual real day I missed work because someone, ( a paratrooper who kindof looked like Bruce Willis ) used dim mak on the back of my heart, and I passed out for what seemed like12-14hours in Waikiki. They had their arms wrapped around me like hoping they hadn't killed me. But the skin___ker moved through my mind and used this person to harm me. Stuff that I shouldn't speak of...only I know.
Aside from KaiKai insisting on training me, which I had been thinking of before I went to sleep. All the Alpha males and being one of a few females...yet the only one who was around him daily;- I am really wiped out from Special forces using me like a live dummy wherever and whenever
I am crying because I went to Hawaii for a vacation and to Segway into family life. And got a special ops disaster. It's now way to late for that.
