this is a United Nations submitted site

An attempt to submit Sproutfuel.com was  to the UN was made in the course of my UN communications. This site will be updated with a page of organized links to the pages containing information for the UN and or UNESCO communications began in Summer 2019. 

This makes a great deal of my personal life transparent until I am able to relocate the information and have safety in the USA to keep such sensitive matters private.

It is with great sadness that I must do this to communicate to the world, the ill intentions of the United States of America upon my life and the lives they took of the other victims, my siblings.

In addition, any other victims of Human rights violations of Torture, Persecution of Japanese citizen(s) and/or Japanese-American, and or cruel and unusual punishment by the USA that occured will be addressed as the United Nations treaties bodies see fit. 

It is not up to the interpretation of the common USA citizen or their biased State actors.  I hand this matter up to God at this time. So be it.

i am a child survivor of parental alcoholism

Today is Christmas day. It has been about a decade since I spent significant time near my elderly parents. My mother seems quite happy to see me. 

My father is not and locked me out of the house until I called my mother to allow me inside. I actually didn't want to deal with his tyrade and slept in my SUV Christmas Eve Eve in 31° weather. The sad part is that I gave up most of everything I owned in Hawaii to help them since they are both disabled, and I am the last living child. Ironically, I'm alive because I stay away from them and their toxic friends who convinced them that friendship is more important than family. 

My mother, being an immigrant from Japan, now realizes this mistake in her 80's. This place is a  rural suburb compared to most larger towns and small cities. So, diversity in community is a new interaction for the 50 shades of white community members who only speak about their ties to European motherlands. It's an odd type of colonial obserd to me. However they call it American tradition. 

Under my breath it's like watching an Mi5, Mi6, KGB, IRA, Stasi, and Italian maffia psyop roll out in front of me as the most utterly un-American behaviors ever witnessed publically. 

In high school, I was pulled from classes to attended alateen meetings for social intervention that gave me skills to navigate the scapegoating abuse my parents put on me. It is nearly 25years later and on Christmas day the alcoholic, now on chemotherapy medications, is talking about how the entire house has fallen apart because I took a shower. Last night, while I was cleaning the kitchen and powder room he yelled at me angrily and attempted to hit me with the plastic waste can while my back was turned.

Mind that I have been largely gone from their physical presence living a relatively happier (though not lucrative) lifestyle in Hawaii. 

In hindsight, the lessons I learned from Alateen were critical to my being able to control the parts of my life, and my dreams, that I wished for and also worked hard for. However the reality of the term "parents" and the power society gives to these people is demeaning and destructive in my life since these two people conspired to destroy my hard work for decades.

That is reality. Despite my compassionate heart for their health situation now that they are 70. When I returned from Hawaii last fall 2018, I spent weeks cleaning, scrubbing, doing yard work, and picking through a nightmare that is on the verge of Turing into a condemned building if their negligence doesn't stop.

While my friends have been kind to put me up, I've had nightmares over my wasted time arguing with both parents over their accumulated mess. It's one of their power trips since they have reached their sunset years. And, they have never cared to socialize with friends who welcomed me openly and reciprocated gifts. Rather they have socialized with a majority of judgemental, racist, backstabbing and violent people who killed my sister and conspired to harm my brother repeatedly while he was alive till age 26. 

My adult life is now confronted with these egocentric biggots and their games to cause harm. 

There is nothing that they, my parents and the community have done individually or collectively to be peaceable without violence.

Ultimately, everyone knows I will have to walk away again. It doesn't matter because this part of the world has chosen to present itself to me in this way.

It's a bad place where they refused to allow me to purchase a vehicle at a normal car dealership. Where they also sent state perpetrators to destroy the used vehicle I purchased from my father. It has been a horrible time with less than amicable people amidst the curt pleasant tolerances.

Sad ultimately. 

If I am to judge the old ans new contents of this Bucks County, I call it pathetic.

Weak perverts who prayed on me as a Minority child and finacially damaged me deliberately into adulthood. While Noone has provided a buffer or stopped their collective Deepstate behaviors.

It needs to end. Their lunacy has affected foreign policy unchallenged.

in PA bad neighbors

The white male neighbor rammed his snowplow into my parked vehicle in the parking spot off the drivewsy 1st snowfall  he did not have any permission to be on the property at the time. It is appx $900 in damage he did to my vehicle.

Since my vehicle had been tampered with before my brother's death, I suspect this is the person responsible for tampering with my vehicle in the past from 2000-2009.

Throughout my life, alot has been less than ideal and perfect. It's the spirituality that belongs to me that I cherish the most. I keep fantasizing about a kinder and gentler life where i have friends and good times and a beautiful home. Somehow, hearing all the issues from others and circumventing my own problems of being a single Japanese-American female in a very rude american culture makes it tough to see the good vibe.

split pea salad

Making my lunch for tomorrow (see pic to be topped with organic greens); Scraping after the long awaited Targeted Individuals protest in DC for me. I was able to get some ketoish groceries from Target for $5.29 with $1coupon on the Organic 50/50 greens mix ringing in at $1.49 Made mustard vinaigrette with 2 packets mustard, a 1/2 capful white vinegar and a few tbsp of avo oil I have left on hand an

d greens to spare. A 1/3 of the avo and 1 segment of the lemon fruit.

Non organic ;- 1 avo @ $1.29, 1 lemon 59¢

1 bag split peas $1.59, and 1 creamy pb $1.39 ( yeah I stooped to cheap grungy vegan protein.)

So I am cooking 1/2 the bag of split peas with water, 1tbsp avo oil, zest from the entire lemon, 1tsp scorpion habanero to start. I cooked this for 20min. Then I added 1tbsp my mix of powdered: mushroom, beets and MCT

And filled it up with a generous handful amount of  salt. And, 2tbsp manna with avo oil mix.

That's where I'm at and it's lions den hot right now for spice factor. 8:52PM 

I can't say it's great yet. It may serve as the base for "the rest" of the split peas since it is quite strong.

May 2017 Hiking

2017 Honolulu, Circle of Friends at Ho'omaluhia for a hike with visit from Andreas & Danielle. I'm grateful to the community leader and group for helping to see me through toxic mold fasting till 2018. I was a success report writer. 

Left to right Angela Kneale- Success report writer, Lusana H.- Community Leader, Elmy B. - Treasurer, Shri O. , Al Gamache

Sunplate Logo

I created Sproutfuel over 15years ago.  I never expected to be around this long. After many years, and quite busy,  I settled on a 'workable blue lightbulb earth' logo.  And, never expected to be around this long again. I created the sun plate logo because my activism takes many different forms. One of the most intimate those forms is my daily fueling.  Every morning I could,  I meditated by the Hawaiian ocean. Sunrise was the quietest time, while the Honu became familiar with my presence on the beach and greeted me as I walked along the shoreline.  I had a keto Vegan breakfast for the past 3 years of my 25+ year veganism. Everything about sunlight, photonic light, giving and receiving higher form than reiki, and eating a small salad & nuts each day with my hydration and supplements. My high vibration was often combatted with my club job in the night scene. Yet everyone stayed positive, with a love of life and smiles.

On my return to the mainland this past year;- alot went wrong. The hatred and violent frequencies were noticable and increased. Maybe it's because I've grown so far apart from commonplace USA life.

So, broken hearted, I humbled myself and faced reality of the USA menace that bulldozed me out of the mainland.

I sat down, revisited who I was and the things that make me me. The higher frequency is all that I am. Fighting the good fight.

I designed the sun-plate so I have a daily reminder of what makes me smile, what makes my heart Happy, and that which keeps me going each day on earth. Even if it is a solitary sunset in nature. 

Aloha and Arigato for visiting.

Please support me as I continue to work on my campaigns. Some are personal yet vital to future generations and other 1st generation Americans fallen victim to surveillance and Intelligence Community abuses. Some are simply a continuation of my passion to save animals from cruelty. My most recent endeavor is to campaign against large-scale mining and undersea #strategicmineralsalliance. 

 

Einstillen over Evil

I'm still trying to heal from the toxic Quakertown, Doylestown, Bucks County community. But, they are taking actions to harm me due to my attendance at APEC 2011 International Summit. They seem to think that killing me is the answer to economic anger. 

However, they have involved and manipulated my parents so that I have no support. They turned my brother into a recovered drug user from their torture and abuse and ruined his life.

Due to the overriding Ill nature of both of my parents, who have an attorney to protect their criminal actions against me. As well as the full cooperation of the Quakertown Police and Richlandtown Police in PA. I am making this post. 

They know full well, I was to return to our family home since they aged. I had to give away, for zero profit, most of my belongings for this move. This included a classic aged vehicle I had invested a large sum of money in repairing. Including a $500ish brake job for rear breaks and calipers just a few days before I gave away the vehicle. When I returned, i did dozens of hours of work at the house and in the house in complete dissaray. Cleaning out dead mice and spiderwebs from many areas. Aside from outdoors work and daily kitchen cleaning up after my parents.

 I regularly cleaned the floors since they walk in and out with heavily soiled shoes. I tried cleaning the carpet, but it was too soiled to appear clean. 

One day I spent over 3hrs cleaning out spiders and spider webs from a small area in the laundry area. There are several spiders from Wolf spiders, Huntsman, and one spider I removed that appeared to be a very large brown recluse/fiddlehead spider. Additionally, the cat's fountain water bowl needs frequent cleaning as slime builds up I the water bowl.

I also cleaned up what was left of my office from the vacation in 2009 that I was prevented from returning from by a Federal agent also USSS who warned me that "they" would attempt to murder me if I returned. This intervention disrupted my normal life and my piano teaching in entirety. However it was not unfounded since against my will, I was abducted assaulted and locked in a room from a setup temporary job I had in Doylestown to Buckingham Township in 2006. The police did not take a full report. They also seem to be participating in rule of law violations.

I was also abducted in 2002 in Lower Merrion and locked in a basement against my will. This didn't include the state worker who smashed in the rear of my vehicle in front of the Doylestown courthouse. And when I tried to establish a studio in Ithaca in 2007, there was a fire that required the building floor to be ozonated. I was unable to move a piano in due to the fire.

Today I called them to wish a happy holiday which I did. This conversation after my mom tried to find out my exact location turned into their anger directed at me and venemous accusations. My mother claiming that I attacked her and she needs to call elder abuse if I talk to her  My father claims that I belong to a German Cult that is Bruno-Groening Circle of Friends and berated it with his tone of disgust and shaming.

So, my side of this story is that on the evening Feb.18, 2019 I was doing Einstillen and praying by my brother's ashes. Explosively, My mother interrupted me and screamed at me, "you deserve to die too." She grabbed my right arm from resting position and barred my elbow and jumped down on my arm. I was in severe pain for weeks. My friend, a PHd chiropractor  took a look at my shoulder and said that the ligiments were torn and it would take weeks to heal.

I was able to secure a part time position in a political sanctuary, Ithaca, NY. I had to sleep in my vehicle for months with only a few work clothes I secured from a reuse center and a blanket in freezing temperatures since I could not run the vehicle when I slept. I took work through a temp agency with various caterers until the season ended and businesses were closed permanently due to the economy.

The last work I had was at a DOD Pentagon site as valet that turned into hotel concierge with valet responsibilities and having to handle a dozen emergency situations that occured the last weekend I worked. I quit the position due to the enormous issues of hotel fires, injuries from the events booked by sales managers, and a tall elevator that was known to freefall up to 28floors.

It is a nightmare at $13/hr with tip share between 3-6 people. My average take home tips were $6-15 a shift with too many liabilities and blame from the hotel client for their own inability to serve guests and their event attendees safety.

It has been awful to return here.

I contacted Richlandtown Police and they alluded to complying with my father's request to arrest and take his erroneous complaints against me. He and his NRA shooting buddies plan to murder me or my mother and get rid of both of us. Both of my parents are filing reports to intentionally destroy my ability to have any income because they seek to collect life insurance monies due to their old age. 

It was never my intention to have to communicate this abuse by the United States of America. But this is their attorneys advice that they alluded to through my life because they chose to exploit me throughout my gradeschool years. It doesn't even matter if my mother is sincere anymore, they use her to bait my sympathies. Once I arrive they ensue with verbal, emotional, physical, and even violence that had involved a gun and taking my cell phone. And in my childhood far past using knives, walls, stairs, belts to inflict more harm. I still have a scar on my chin from the day my mother slammed my face into a set of light switches as I was going to the High School school bus. I had to promise to lie for her in order to get stitches at the hospital. 

The abuse from both of my parents has never ceases, and never has had an apology. They create story lines to entertain their friends who are linked to NRA, Rosacrucians Cult on nearby Clymer Rd, and also White supremacists and Patriots who dislike me for being Japanese-American, an indigent ethnic due to my parents actions and the actions they support in the Bucks County Community. Even the minority police officers participate in threatning me and my life. This has been ongoing over decades. 

Today, I informed my father I made a UN communication. He is indifferent to the matter.

In my entire life, I have never met more consistently violent people than my parents. They have no hesitation in their sick games and have lost my respect due to their lack of restraint. 

They also invite people with guns to shoot on the property. Some of these people have followed me in their vehicle this past year. One, after asking my father if he could use a scope he purchased for a drive-by shooting. Within 2 weeks, I read that there were drive-by shootings in Bucks County, and it made me wonder if that person stalking me (who seems to be a farmhand) at a neighbors home (Lee & Cathy Clymer) does actually plan to murder me as retaliation for writing about their gun manufacturing and running operation that lead to my brother's death.

However, I have to return to collect what is left of my personal effects. And the police do not want to provide safety or correct information to me for my own personal safety. They have obstructed my life and livelihood for decades, even with minimal time at the residence.

my leftover beets

They are starting to grow... organic beet peels... I left for 3weeks

yesterday foodlog

Yesterday I had non protein coffee. Then had beetroot powder mixed with a 1/4tsp of spirulina hotwater and Alae'a salt for broth. 

I drank my Creatine HCL in water. Then added more water. 

1/2lb beets today

Not the most attractive show of lunch. almond protein in coffee with appx tsp coconut oil .

Today's lunch... 

1/2lb organic beets

3tbsp organic coconut oil

1tvsp cinnamon

5pieces lightly marinated artichoke

2tbps artichoke marinade

1st candied in all ingredients 

2nd then sliced & blanched beets

 

my activist thoughts tonight.

The United States has been the monolithic hippocrasy dominating the international world's dreamers. However the harsh reality is a conundrum of psyops and props for both State and DeepState actors along with seemingly brazen whistleblowers.

I can only draw a comparison to the 'Who Cares' phenomena to the vegan activists who documented horses being hauled off to glue factories. The French, have no problem eating horsemeat. The USA finds it a shame but not wasteful. Vegans, in the Democratic sense find it an appauling level of abuse and rally others to stop the heinous practice and allow the horse to live longer on a farm. This eases any childhood or personal dreams of having a horse living happily on a big field and running freely. The action is essentially a collective rescue of our dreams.

However, delving back into the rotten world of industrial military force where they are trying to dominate dreams with subscriptions and turn us into transhuman robots ... They need to destroy our ability to actualize our dreams. 

Thus the hardcore attacks, Cointelpro, and informants along with occasional influencers in movements where some people still have a conciousness.

Somewhere it must stop.

The targeted individual movement is one of the most heinous interactions of nightmares I've experienced. It's first to discern who is a "perpetrator" and who isn't. It's become a term tossed around like cooties in an elementary recess. And, it doesn't help that it's worse than a strip club full of personal problems waiting to be compounded. I mean, personal problems of the nature of those who are or were targeted by Federal informants or Cartel. So it doesn't offer the same sanctity of focus with any clarity. Even new organizations that focus on lobbying are highly questionable since they should be a private lobby firm and not a Non-Profit. And, it's coupled with those reporters and their own info agents as influencers who tend to fall forward for the same crap I started fighting long ago. I mean seriously;- some of these people are looking to join and gain Entry to the heinous shit I've already had to live through while reporting that they are different than MSM. It's just another tier of the large media outlet scrambling for more attention and new assignments.

I honestly don't like it. 

I think I decided that many people I met in the TI movement do have heart. However the ones who are groping for Bildeberger balls don't actually care and are passing their judgement on others. This is really dangerous to me. It's not focused on activities, there is little clear and actual help, and the 'focus' tends to be on what seems helpful to patch together a campaign. Seriously, this seems self defeating if the larger picture is to defeat long-term goals for Foreign Policy that are peaceable.

I'm retreating back to my college mindset of education and action. And as usual forgoing the petitions ans letter writing.

I'm just not that person who enjoys writing to politicians and spending money the way I have over 2-3yrs to get ZERO results.

That includes 6mos on a UN communication and research since I can't afford $100000's to hire someone since NO organization I met in the USA has the capacity to understand and handle my matter.

Ugh... Back to where I was before they (Intel) broke up my vegan group in 1996 and sent an agent at me to derail my life plan. This was what Lead up to the agent taking me to Venice Florida pre 9-11.and then back to Bildeberger land in Bucks County by mid 2000.

This will never be over for me.

They have threatened my life for many decades while using my profile. I need that to end, immediately.

my activism going back to Sproutfuel

I feel it will be forever before I have a working group of one or two people on the issue(s) that are most important to me.

I'm not against targeted individuals, however a large number are former Intelligence community employees. Which I am not, nor have ever been. Instead I've been pummelled by them and forced into compromised ans threatning positions due to being the grandaughter of a Japanese official. Not only do I not have a paycheck, but the men feds and others take my money because they need money to cover their buts in lie detector tests. They use and take whatever they can. And, my life has been decimated and controlled financially this way. 

USA has been a life threatening  situation for me for decades;; before the targeted individuals activism. I returned and I don't see that things are workable between the attitudes that put me in this situation being apparent with many ti.
I can't afford more turmoil. I'm Japanese many still are inconsiderate or want to hurt me intentionally for political or patriotic reasons.
I don't feel that this is working on a satellite issue or targeting issue.
I feel like it's a Roundup or a trade of info. And ti's haven't been winning.
Uncertain how my life will move forward;- I'm still dedicated to my activism because I still have no other options and will never be able to let down my guard.

Consideration of my culture

Most of my life in the USA has been berated for being Japanese descent.

I've been psychologically pummelled with horrific and demeaning Images and comments from US citizens all of my life.

One reminder is that the "appearances" we made in Hapi or Japanese Kimono were not the happy scene pictures shown for publicity. Rather the aftermath and targeting and being physically beaten and verbally ridiculed by numerous those in the community who hate Japan and Instilled those values in my classmates was extremely overlooked (including fro. The children in the photo- many were poseurs who literally acted like shitty double agents to harm me.)

I was forced to endure a horrible upbringing in Bucks County, PA. Despite the one day here or there for public appearances to represent Japan.

I'm making this nice for the reader. It by no means reflects my entire perception or sentiment of people who feel that they own me, my soul, my vagina, my words, and my creativity.

500' Oahu UFO sighting January 2018.