Why I divulge this now.

I suppose most naive readers think that this is a pity party. Its simply to document, for my relatives in Japan part of what happened to us.
I realize that it is upsetting material, as if I like to grovel lower than American household pets. Because I don't. My distaste for American style forced on me has only increased. Especially for those other Asian Americans who immigrated and buy into the USA games in order to fund their new national existence. In fact, Asian accented/ serviceable language makes me cringe as a resonance of abuse.