Saturday, November 19, 2022

Mahler and Kindertotenlieder to add to Wozzeck

This is an edited reprint of writing and research I conducted independently in the 90s as a teenager. 

It reflects my historical, philosophical, and musical interests centering around the time of revolution and war in Germany and Austria. And, again, like my ebook on Wozzeck- my personal fascination with the forensic psychology of composers guided the nature of this short ebook on Mahler. It is written for those who already grasp Mahler's music and know of the curse that accompanies the performances of this very dark vocal and orchestral work, the Kindertotenlieder or Songs on the Deaths of Children.


The Idea of Immortality in Gustav Mahler's Kindertotenlieder

By  Angela M. “Kikuchi”  Kneale

March 4, 1994  

self-published reprint November 19, 2022


Gustav Mahler was a conductor and composer who was born in Kalischt (Kalist), Bohemia

 on July seventh, eighteen-hundred and sixty, 07/07/1860. Of fourteen children born to 

Bernhard and Marie Mahler, Gustav Mahler was the first of six to survive early childhood.

 Gustav Mahler, known simply as Mahler, was born to Jewish parents, but later in his life 

converted to Catholicism for the sole purpose of drawing larger audiences to his

 performances during his time in Vienna. He was also vegetarian, and had a strong 

philosophical view of life. 


Mahler studied history and philosophy at the University of Vienna between 1877 and 1880,

 and came in direct contact with Sigmund Freud, who was surprised with Mahler's psycho-

analytical perceptiveness. Mahler also came in contact with people who knew the famed 

Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche, (1844-1900), a philosopher who intrigued Mahler.


In conjunction with his philosophical interests, Mahler's encounters with death and his 

desire for immortality lead to the composition of his operatic song cycle the  

Kindertotenlieder in 1904. The first three songs were written for the song cycle in the 

summer of 1901, "Nun will die Sonn' so hell aufgeh'n", "Nun seh' ich wohl, warum so

 dunkle Flammen", and "In diesem Wetter, in diesem Braus", respectively song numbers

 1, 2, and 5. The remaining two songs, written in the summer of 1904, were "Wenn dein

 Mütterlein" and "Oft denk' ich, sie sind nur ausgegangen", respectively numbers 3 and 4.

 These Kindertotenlieder or “Songs on the deaths of children”,  5 song cycle, was written

 to commemorate his younger brother Ernst Mahler who died in 1874. Mahler was deeply 

affected by this loss. It has been said that:


"Ernst's death was the first cruel experience in Gustav Mahler's childhood. 

He loved his brother, and followed every stage of his illness with profound distress.

 It seems that he did not stir from his brother's bedside throughout the many months

 of his illness, and passed the time by telling him stories."1


However, this was not the only catalyst of this sorrowful and cursed song cycle. In addition

 to his brother's death, Mahler lost his parents in 1889. On February 24, 1901 the final 

catalyst was Mahler’s own direct personal experience with death;-  when Mahler had 

a hemorrhage that was caused by the bacteria streptococci viridans that prevented his

 heart valves from functioning properly and was a near fatal experience.2  Given the relatively

 short time-frame of these tragic events within 17 years, Mahler re-evaluated his life. His

 fear of mortality led him to look for ways to surpass its boundaries, the most obvious being

 to have children. Since he was in his early forties and still unmarried, he had no practical 

and socially acceptable way of proceeding with this solution. This is why the 

Kindertotenlieder were written. Within these songs, Mahler expressed his want of having 

children of his own while faced with the harshness of reality.


"Mahler's crisis shocked him into the thought of having children of his own 

'as a gateway to immortality'; his whirlwind courtship of Alma Schindler 

resulted from his wish to have children; he symbolized his wish to have 

children in the Kindertotenlieder in the form of a mourning parent."3


In 1902 Mahler’s longings were fulfilled by his marriage to Alma Schindler on March ninth,

 and followed by the birth of their daughter, Maria Anna on November third.  Also in 1902

 Mahler's Third Symphony was premiered. This Symphony contained the poem  

“Zarathustra's Rundgesang” of Friedrich Nietzsche. Mahler showed great interest in 

Nietzsche's philosophy, as can be seen in part of his daily routine in the autumn of 1896,

 "With his coffee and a cigarette he first reads for a while (Des Knaben Wunderhorn

Goethe, and Nietzsche)."4 It was also through his interest in Nietzsche's philosophy that

 Mahler was able to overcome the despair of his earthly dilemma. It was this same philosophy

 which added momentum to the writing of Kindertotenlieder.


Mahler's Kindertotenlieder set are only five of several hundred Rückert poems. How Mahler

 decided which poems to use for his Kindertotenlieder may have been influenced by Nietzsche's

 primary philosophy in “Also Sprach Zarathustra”, which Mahler was reading in 1894. Bruno 

Walter G (1876-1962), a German conductor at the Municipal Theater in Hamburg, stated,

 "Mahler also inspired me with an interest in Nietzsche, with whose Also Sprach Zarathustra

 he was just then much occupied."5 The Kindertotenlieder cycle starts with sunrise and concludes

 with sunset. Typically, throughout human history, these solar images symbolize birth and death,

 yet, this concrete symbolism applies only to the commemoration of his brother Ernest’s life and 

the incomplete life cycle of Mahler himself. This widely accepted association does not explain why

 Mahler felt that writing of children, forever irretrievable-- both unborn and deceased,  displayed

 his emotional and psychological longing for the birth of his offspring. 


A less traditional association of sunrises and sunsets -- which could explain Mahler's reasoning

 pertaining to his choice of 5 of 428 Rückert poems-- is found in Also Sprach Zarathustra. Here,

 Nietzsche connects the sunrise and light with things which are religious, religion being decadent

 and thus scorned. However, life in the earthly, dark, Dionysian sense is hailed as the expanse of 

infinite imagination and a dream world intermingling with a veil of madness without the spiritual 

grace of God. The image of the sun going under the earth (a sunset) is seen as desirable as it 

draws attention to earthly life and improving mankind’s day to day reality, rather than to live in fear 

of nature and  to neglect humanity by looking to the heavens. It symbolizes the birth of new 

generations which would follow this doctrine.



Fig. 1



Sunrise

Human limitations


Sunset

Beyond Human Limitations


Immortality


Traditional view

(widely accepted interpretation)


Birth of Gustav Mahler


Death of Gustav Mahler (1911)


No evidence

Nietzschean view

Non-existent Children = 

(Mahler’s Death)


Birth of children

 (& their survival)

Mahler supersedes his mortality.


Keeping in mind that songs 1, 2, and 5 of Kindertotenlieder were written shortly after Mahler's February

 1901 encounter with death, the evidence of the Nietzschean view of the sunrise holds true. In the first 

song of Kindertotenlieder, "The symbolic mitigation is the sun- the sun that will rise and gladden the 

heart."6 "The sun that will rise and gladden the heart" is contrary to what Mahler apparently feels and

 wrong according to the Nietzschean view. The rising sun in the first line (see appendix for complete 

poems) reflects Mahler's realization of his mortality. In line 8 of the poem, "A lamp has gone out in my 

(his) abode.” His "abode" is referring to his house and the reality that when he is gone there will be no

 living embodiment of his descent to occupy it. The concluding line of this poem, "Hail to the whole 

world's gladdening light!", then becomes a cry of great despair over his impending death. This mood

 leads to the second song where he lingers upon this terrifying fate and becomes spiteful (with himself)

 for being too busy with his day-to-day concerns.


Song 2 - Nun seh' ich wohl, warum so dunkle Flammen


line 1 Now I see clearly...

line 5 Yet I never suspected (because of the mists that hovered round me, 

line 6 All spun by the deceitful looms of fate),


The tension builds to the fifth and last Kindertotenlieder song, where Mahler has become emotionally 

fierce, thus opening and closing the song with a storm.


Song 5 - In diesem Wetter, in diesem Braus


line 1 In this grim weather, this raging storm, 


(closing lines 17-21)

17 In this grim weather, this howling gale, this raging storm,

18  They rest, as if in their mother's house. 

19  No storm can now frighten them,

20  The hand of God protects them,

21  They rest, as if in their mother’s house.


There is one especially interesting factor that could contribute to the choosing of the setting of the fifth

  Kindertotenlieder song. Mahler changed "mother's house (Haus)" in lines 18 and 21 to "mother's 

womb (Mutterschoß)," (see fig. 2).7 This intentional change of the original Rückert


fig. 2 

 A 5 measure example manuscript from  Engraver’s Copy of “In diesem Wetter” 

Bedeckt sie ruh’n sie ruh’n wie in der Mutter Haus, wie… The song example begins with Treble

 clef and 2 sharps F#, C# beginning on a half note E5 with the syllable de- of Be-de-cket. 


m. de-cket, sie      m.   ruh’n, sie      m.   ruh’n wie       m.   in der Mutter    m.   Schoß  Haus, wie

 




In diesem WetterStichvorlage (portion of final measures.) 7


                    _________

poem signifies an ending which speaks of unborn, non-existent children. It also contributes to the 

uncertainty, frustration, and reality of Mahler ever having children to fill his "abode."


Mahler composes "Wenn dein Mütterlein" und "Oft denk' ich, sie sind nur ausgegangen"


Keeping in mind that Mahler was married and had his first child the year after the first of the songs

 of the Kindertotenlieder cycle were written, a change in mood is found in Kindertotenlieder 

song 3 "Wenn dein Mütterlein"and song 4, "Oft denk' ich, sie sind nur ausgegangen"."Wenn dein 

Mütterlein" depicts a father daydreaming of a daughter, who is non-existent, but he very easily

 conjures her image. It is very probable that this poem was chosen since Gustav and Alma Mahler

 expected a child the same summer the third and fourth songs were composed. On June 15, 1904

 their second daughter Anna Justine was born.


The setting of Rückert’s of "Oft denk' ich, sie sind nur ausgegangen" in Kindertotenlieder depicts 

lost children, and a parent's hope that their children will be returning home. This song, like the

 others, depicts dead, non-existent children in the traditional sense of a delusional or intoxicated

 parent easing their grief with a mirage of memory. A duality in real life and in spiritual 

life;- “Coming home”, to the parent who lives or to God.  However, in the Nietzschean sense,

 it shows the success of Mahler surpassing his mortality reflected in the last two lines of the poem.


Song 4


line 11 We'll soon overtake them, up on the hills,

line 12 In the sunshine! The day is fine upon the hills!


Referring to figure 3, "We'll soon overtake them, up on the hills,/In the sunshine!" is the parents’ 

death in God’s light, They are both in the sunshine and since the children cannot be found in the

 light where their parents are, they must be in the tumultuous Dionysian darkness, remembered.


Fig. 3



Sunrise


Sunset


Immortality

Traditional view


Birth of parents


Death of parents 


No evidence 

Birth of children

Death of children

No evidence





Nietzschean view

Parents' death

Surviving Children

Parents surpass


"In the sunshine!"

darkness

Parents surpass

    mortality



The remaining phrase "The day is fine upon the hills!" is the cry of continued life that was missing

 in the first Kindertotenlieder, although the parents are going to be "In the sunshine," they have

 assurance that their children are not there. The dual meaning that these five Rückert poems

 take on made sure that they were not set to music due to some frivolous fancy of Mahler's.

 Surly it was the philosophical interests of Gustav Mahler and his encounters not only with 

death, but also with birth, influenced the choosing of these particular Rückert poems.


 Incomplete rehearsals and other performances of the Kindertotenlieder cycle were conducted with a singer and smaller chamber ensemble more suited for Mahler's Rückert-Lieder (see fig. 4 ) or Songs after Rückert in January 1905. The complete Kindertotenlieder cycle was premiered with a full orchestra, with similar fuller and robust instrumentation (see fig. 5), for his 5th Symphony that was orchestrated in Essen on March 8, 1906. In a letter to his wife dated March 9, 1906 Mahler wrote,


 "...So yesterday the symphony (5th), Kindertotenlieder, magnificent performance 

except for the singer (Gerard Zalsman), who lacked warmth."

 

 

Fig. 4 - Ruckert-Lieder Orchestration

Fig. 5 Kindertotenlieder Orchestration


It is well known that Mahler's wife had said to Mahler, before they married, that to compose such

 sorrowful pieces as the Kindertotenlieder was "tempting Providence!" The year after the 

premiere of the work, Maria Anna, his eldest daughter died at the age of five. Her death

 was followed by the composition of Das Lied von der Erde (The Song of the Earth) 

which was to commemorate her. Mahler died at the age of fifty-one from heart disease,

 that was diagnosed the same year Maria Anna passed. Fortunately, his younger daughter

 Anna Justine survived him, living into the late 1900's.

 


Miss Angela M. “Kikuchi” Kneale has a B.A. in Music (piano) and extensive private studies in

 European classical piano performance. 

 

 

References 


1.  Kurt Blaukopf and Herta Blaukopf, Mahler, (Yugoslavia: Thames and Hudson, 1991), p. 21.


2.  Edward F. Kravitt, "Mahler Dirges for his Death: February 24, 1901," Musical Quarterly, 64 (1980), p. 329.


3.  Kravitt, "Mahler Dirges," Musical Quarterly, p. 333.


4.  Kurt Blaukopf and Herta Blaukopf, Mahler, (Yugoslavia: Thames and Hudson, 1991), p. 118.


5.  Kurt Blaukopf and Herta Blaukopf, Mahler, (Yugoslavia: Thames and Hudson, 1991), p. 106.


6.  Donald Mitchell, Songs and Symphonies of Life and Death. (Berkeley: University of California Press, 1985),p. 93.


7. Edward F. Kravitt, "Mahler Dirges for his Death: February 24, 1901," Musical Quarterly, 64 (1980), pp. 335- 336.


Other References: 


Recording: 

Gustav Mahler, Thomas Hampson, Weiner Philharmoniker, Leonard Bernstein “Kindertotenlieder

 from Symphony No. 6 & Kindertotenlieder,‎ CD 427 699-2 Deutsch Grammophon GmbH, 

Hamburg 🅟1989, 🅒1986 by Sevenarts Ltd. London.


Books: 

Nietzsche, Friedrich, “Also Sprach Zarathustra” 

 

Please see complete works of Nietzsche








Saturday, August 27, 2022

Garlic today

Today, I finished making the tomato sauce I began yesterday. And also cooked remaining tomatoes and eggplant-- to which I decided to put garlic into and make an eggplant roulette flavor. What I wound up with (aside from heartburn) was something that tastes close to my old college favorite boxed organic vegan eggplant roulette. 
I skipped eating garlic for most of the past several years. 
Though I cooked and jarred my way through a spiritual healing conference. I finally sat down as the online conference streamed live from Geseke continued.
After DH shared a moving truck driving story, I was stunned I could relate to the situation on any level. And somewhere after that and before a music performance happened- I sat quietly and felt a spine tingling up my back to my shoulders.
So, I wonder how many things changed today in my biochemistry. I typically don't eat that much nightshade or garlic 
And I had quite a day spiritually.

Was it vampire removal of the European flavor of garlic? Or was it an invitation for spiritual evil by consuming the night blooming evil garlic plant that Krishna's followers abstain from eating?
 Strange.
Yet articles say there is an adrenaline rush when the spine tingling happens -in absence of any damage.

Wednesday, August 24, 2022

hair changes

After a somewhat fun and healing decade in Hawaii-- despite the political, financial, and other stress-- one of my hair goals is on the mend.

The level 11 platinum mishap) that lost all of my conservative clients after my brothers death is finally vanishing from 2005. I went to the same hometown salon and they were busy (for a change) so they let their less conservative daughter do my lowlights. Lowlights with a few blond highlights before she started talking about my brother and turned me into a platinum blonde freak after foil after foil was laid down in my hair and she talked about partying.-- it didn't go over well with the international families whose kids I taught. It was already a stretch they hired me as a Hapa 

So it took many years of my trying to resolve the expensive disaster on my own. Going from metallic black to blonde since I found some friendlier people after 9/11 through my first experience being blonde.
But, it was a total life changing disaster.
And my coarse Asia hapa hair was barely holding up at all- blown cuticle etc by the time I arrived in Oahu. It was a time other mainland Hapa and AAPI started arriving to seek peace from the mainland.

I found and afforded natural  egan and hapa/Asian salon visits to heal my hair. They did their best for me, but I still wasn't. back to me. Not even when I attended the big international trade summit to show face- sadly as a mostly blonde that reeked of unity with the USA. No, the past decade of my life has not been about me at all-- it's been about everyone scratching their name into my being to make their statement- like tourists carve their names into trees to leave their mark.

I used to gawk at the beautiful model photo at the entrance of the salon sitting on the  beach with thick shiny healthy natural Asian hair. Not this mop that reminded me of so many racist people I loathed and I had to heavily condition and gloss to get a shine.

So it's been 4 years. And my hair is no longer soft and wispy from the chemical treatments. It's returned to it's natural nisei hapa thickness for the most part. Still, I probably have 3 years to grow all of it out with regular trims. I thought it wouldn't take so long -8 years,  but I kept at the balayage for a while before I dropped doing highlights alltogether.  Today, I'm proud to have mostly virgin hair color- aside from the toner I used to cut down on the old colored ends that were once top notch hand painted highlights. 2018 had been my marker- but I'm still getting the color trmed out of my hair. Maybe another 2 years and I'll be covering up the increasing greys.

So for everyone who destests natural hair color for selfies and pic and vids- I have been longing for it for a while. And I'm ok with being me, authentically.




post Keto & Pandemic pounds

Vegan Keto or plant based keto
Whatever you call it, I did it through my 30s to save my life. And the pandemic came one year into my move back to the mainland USA. It's not pretty, thinking it would be no big deal to use grain based protein powders and eat some normal foods with family-- I packed on pounds that my petite frame has never had on it. And I didn't bulge out of my size fours- I got my first ever "muffin top" and my face aged so fast. 
No, I don't even look like the same person  to me anymore. My ripped and lean abs vanished. My daily routine wanted as I patiently waited and meditated through extreme life threatening anti-Asian and Anti-Japanese hate attacks by hiding, yes literally hiding and being barricaded in my old office-- essentially a storage room of critical parts of my life including me.

I no longer look like the lean waif I was 4 years ago, typical sized. Back then where I looked acceptable  compared to my "all Asian" coworkers in Hawaii.

And I can barely stand looking at myself into the mirror. My life, finances, friends,have vanished
 And I only had too many European American algorithms showing me how I'm not going to fit into life anymore.

But the pandemic pounds, must come off somehow. And it does mean cutting all the grain again. And irrational food theory that surrounds me and is thrown in my face as being "acceptable" in meteocre America. I can't go on like this. And the solutions here- solutions to my immediate aafety-- have destroyed not only my body, but broken my heart through the past few years. And destroyed my livelihood in entirety. 

Don't ever eat out of fear after going Keto
It made me look like a beast.
Though most of my clothes fit tight.

Monday, August 22, 2022

Positive and Good

The positive, there were tons of great ideas. The negative, these great ideas fail to keep the world from destruction when used simultaneously. And what needs improvement-- is that the issue has become so overwhelming, we actually need real corrective actions - outside of more regulations that will fail us.

Look for the positive in everything and what is good. Ignore the dark tragedy and evil.
Leave duality of the universe. What have we left unscathed to change our "living on mother earth" framework?

I looked back at the racial tensions of the past decade, and did a mindfulness meditation to "remove that stress" from my  background mental chatter. Justified to find healing, I did what worked in the open and loving diverse environment I was in. Moving away from that environment, I expected similar treatment when I returned to the mainland USA. And my soul was deeply bruised for being misguided.
No, not all healing groups are the same in all places. Even under the same title. There is an interpersonal dynamic that chips away. 

Yesterday my meditation was on making peace with those who outrightly told me they hate Japanese, through the pandemic.
And my mind guided me to the thoughts about my "too quiet" demeanor. That I simply think to myself, I came here to heal. But you want to pick a fight with me, that is inappropriate. So I will leave the space and focus on my healing.
I've repeated this hundreds of not thousands of times in my life. And it's become a habit since few people have ever stood up for me to make a space for me, let alone in an appropriate way.

Changing religion to some light workers is like changing a burnt out light bulb. Yet, I /we are still in the room afflicted by the lighting-- no matter how many rainbow modes shine and linger. 

Thinking about the light workers I know-- religion has become a tool to socially network or a work around for complex persecution and systemic racism. It upholds the openness factor to different people and ideas, yet it fails to resolve the overall main issue-- having human rights upheld according to the State Laws, and UN Human rights acts. 

Switching lighting is a fun thing to take the mind off of otherwise obvious flawed society. And may provide some basic sustenance to quiet those who sell their wretched souls at the price of daily ,low maintenance contentment. 

How many times will nations reinvent themselves with social and economic theory, only to fail the people contained within their borders? Globalism, is a management style with a hint of consideration for how corrupt local governments can be manipulated. Globalism hardly rivals "well established" western families who essentially show the Globalists how laws are worked around in their local communities. And today, we see that concepts of equality only exist in dragging an opponent to the ground before throwing them off a cliff.

What is the good and positive? I started there and started shaming myself silently for stewing brashness-- and switching the lighting effect to focus on the bad and evil that taints it's duality in good.  There are some absolute rules that should be followed, to maintain and uplift ALL life on earth.  It is an absolute must.

While war casted shadows remain ghostlike, engulfing society like a dim mist. We have arrived at a point in time where the wings of protection surrounding us are unable to protect us from being burnt up from the closeness of the sun. We are all dying, with that one guarantee life has to offer -- death itself. It's time we save the natural world from a collapse upon us now, immediately. It s only for the worldcentric who understand the layers of focused niche experts whose collective inventions and researched applications have torn the fabric of the world apart.











Sunday, August 21, 2022

Trust in an environment of persecution

An echo of those words I heard a successful AAPI say ring through me today something like this -- that Americans are all about Asian inclusion, as long as they aren't Asian-Americans and go back home.

Last night, I reflected on the serenity of the political, business, and social stage of Asian interactions being linked to my own experiences in classical piano. Everyone dresses up for the event, and it is serenity at its finest. What people don't see, is the physical abuse, targeted manslaughter aka suiciding an individual, downed planes and deaths people who didn't arrive, and American communities engaged in racist actions to drag down the AAPI's family in entirety.

In some old teachings to help others and visiting foreign environments, there is a concept of not causing harm. And though many do follow these simple and lazy rules;- the locked on socio-political missiles of targeting AAPI are enough to devastate a person. Only in an international communication under international laws, can an AAPI even express their emotion and the psychological impact of such American actions.

Yet you see that the clever legal gymnastics of the American criminal system is like a mass of fleas making a newborn kitten sick. Even going so far as to parasitise their food-- ie., A hateful non-Asian relative who they live with taking legal actions against them. 
Relative: "Oh you went shopping? Did you just eat that? That was  mine. I'm calling the cops. You theif you stole my food. You're an indigent ethnic living off me. I'm calling the cops you stole what you brought here." 

I know this from my own Caucasian father. Since the heights of Trump's Japan Steel Wars outburst, my own father and his community attacked my mother. I returned from Hawaii after giving away most of what I worked for to help. And though I provided a temporary buffer, the toxic system has decimated my finances and comprised my physical and psychological well being. 

And I won't say it's serene. No, attending APEC USA shipping symposium was as serene as the past decade has been for me. And i wasn't one of the deceased enroute- whose names were read and a moment of silence held. Nor is it serene for me to be condemned to intermittent hospitality work for a few months in my USA hometown- where I was berated and spat upon by customers and coworkers alike. For under $3/hour it wasn't worth my time and energy to continue to have grocery money for an atrocious recommendation and no rebuttal.

The ugly, not serene reality is more prevalent than those polished events.
And I, alone, am unable to stop the masses from dragging their future into primal tar pits of evil behaviors. Instead of 50people doing non-harmful good things- such as positive uplifting comments for an isolated minority-- such positive words are merely an insincere veil worn at face.

Something needs to change for AAPI who are stuck in racist environments. We have none to turn to and nowhere to go where there is much if any sincerity.