Dharma practice

Always a beautiful day to hike Diamond Head, Waikiki 

Practicing the Dharma takes much work and dedication in the USA. Finding creative ways to practice and benefit sentient beings sometimes includes attending vegan potlucks and adopting an independent path of non-violence outside of  being a monk or the monastery for contained studies. This lifetime, my personal practice is not as a monk, and many Americans still have stigma against Buddhism and Asia and Japan. However, I am devoted to high consideration of sentient beings as much as possible. The following is a small list of places to visit in the USA. And, is where I had the most positive experiences and learning opportunities in the USA to practice and adhere too the Dharma.

--  It is generally accepted that natural form Vegan food is food made by God. And, in its natural state does not need to be blessed. It already has God's blessing.

-- Healing energy -- My personal journey took me to the Bruno Groening Circle of Friends (available online) and is non-denominational, not a religion, and teaches how to connect to source.

-- Prasadam is vegan or vegetarian food offered to Lord Krishna - Dharma protector and later served to devotees.

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*Temple Valley in Honolulu, HI is a world showcase for religious practices around the world. There are numerous Buddhist, Krishna, Israeli, and Christian places of worship. In daytime it is possible to practice and have blessed vegetarian (and a little vegan)food at the Govinda Cafe on the Krishna temple ground during open hours.  Some of the places listed have physical or online studies available globally.

Namgyal Monastery- Ithaca, NY - Chanting and meditation prayers (see below)

KTL - Honolulu, HI - Affordable classes, Chanting and meditation prayers (see below)

Sukyo Mahi Kari - Honolulu, HI -  Receive light (non- members bring clean socks & clean handkerchief), Members - Initiation into giving and receiving light

ISKON - Honolulu,HI  - Govinda Cafe\ is open for vegetarian/ vegan Pradasam/Prasadam, celebrate Lord Krisna's Birthday, and also meditation can be done on the grounds.

Shingon Shu - Honolulu, HI -  Bon Dance

Namgyal Monastery - Institute of Buddhist Studies

Tibetan Namgyal Monastery in Ithaca, NY - This is the seat of the Tibetan Government in Exile and His Holiness the Dalai Lama's premiere USA monastery. There are several courses and major disciplines taught through Namgyal Monastery. Though they are a welcoming community, there is very strict discipline in study.

Kagyu Thegchen Ling (KTL)

In the midst of Temple Valley* off the Pali Highway in Honolulu, HI -  Shangpa lineage - After speaking with a Geshe here, this place is a little less formal and coordinates better with modern/ daily routines of work. This may be due to the number of Buddhists of many generations from their families. So, for me, I was able to participate a little in some activities that coordinated with my schedule. There are classes in writing Tibetan, Open meditation, and, Puja Ceremonies as well as more esoteric teachings offered occasionally.



Many Pages of gripes/////// see below
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On My personal journey, and awakening, came at the death of my Brother. Particulary when it came to handling family matters that we kept private. You see, my parents in the 60's made our household multi-religion. Meaning, my dad was raised at a private catholic school in Philadelphia with the Sisters of Mercy. While my mother grew up Shinto Buddhist that was common in Japan. And, much of our family in Japan is Mahayana Buddhist. Despite my being forced to participate in Lutheran Sunday school and church to be accepted as a classical pianist who had organ playing experience, I eventually managed to have a Pastor client unbaptize me after my brother's death. 

Over many years I was "invited" or being inappropriately recruited to Buddhism that I feel the USA CIA brought to fruition. My personal practices and this lifetime is more involved with the Dharma work - not as a monk. So, while Buddhism is still considered "Hippie" to the USA;- My own Japanese and Asian family history is well ingrained in Buddhist practices for 1000's of years beyond the conception of the USA.  Here, I'll list a few of the popular Tibetan Buddhist sects that are in the USA and the other things I did that include the Dharma. I do stop in sometimes;- however I have found many Buddhist practitioners outside of Hawaii, in the USA too rude for me to be able to practice the Dharma. Which, includes their adaptation of dharma that is not even vegetarian. 


Personally, I don't like many of the Sokka Gakkai Nichiren Buddhists because they retain American racist language while 'being Buddhist'. This was a unique experience I had with over 50% of those who I met through SGI. For me, it is the same reason I disliked Lutheran racist sermons. And, it is not acceptable for my personal spiritual practice time. 


 And, the recruitment is a bit pushy as is American style. So, they are generally disrespectful of personal beliefs and try to force conversion. I found the SGI community friendly, condescending, and a bit too pushy all at once since they are very popular in the USA and don't care about the affect of these new Buddhist politics emanating from USA. 
The United States has a list of celebrities who have embraced Buddhism. And, many people are swayed to practice the particular type of Buddhism that those celebrities "promote". 
However, this isn't the correct practice for everyone. And, there also aren't a lot of temples to worship at in the United States East Coast and midwest.  Basically, the further away from Asia we go, the less options there are. And, Hawaii had the highest number of Bon Dance season dances advertised all over Honolulu County. It is a fun way to meet people and wear Kimono too. 

Daibutsu

Nara's record holding Tōdai-ji Daibutsuden 
 holds the Daibutsu or Big Buddha - the ancient Daibutsu was commissioned by Emperor Shomu in 701-752 AD. 
 Many Buddha and Buddhist statues are also housed here in Nara.  
 Photo by Angela M. 'Kikuchi' Kneale

100.7874 inches is the length of the palm. The pinky finger shown here is 42.519inches long.

The Sika Temple (deer) here are fairly friendly.  However, they also are usually looking for food which can be purchased at a nearby vendor. This one was trying to hustle me for food by resting her head on my purse and on my leg, while checking out my empty coffee cup. 

While most of the United States is celebrating New Year's with drinking and partying to count down;- Many Asian families spend the time together for the Holiday. There are shrines set up for New Year's blessings at temples, businesses, theaters where regular passerby's can pray, light incense, and leave positive blessings. It is may be interpreted to open community prayer for the New Year.

New Year's Eve in Osaka, Japan
One of several Shrine's and Temples I visited
Photo by: Angela M. 'Kikuchi' Kneale

Bardo Dream Yoga Preparation 3

Practicing Bardo Dream Yoga techniques require complete independence. Note about occultic elements and angels:

Many Americans and Europeans practice elements of occult spirituality. Some of these devices and techniques are not necessarily a full religion of themselves. However, they are  Common examples of channelling. And, as a recipient who connects to source and receives light;- it is important for the initiate to give up these other methods of channelling and rituals that go by many names from many ancient cultures.

1. Tarot Cards and normal playing cards that are derived from the Tarot.
2. Runes
3. I- Ching

I have assisted others throughout my life to detach from these occult elements. And, I prefer the fire method.

Connection to source also includes giving up calling upon Angels and Arch Angels as well as other entities for assistance. Bardo dream yoga work is in its essence, is intended to be independent and unaided. Unaided is the key part of Bardo dream yoga work. There is no duality in this realm, no assistance for mindstates and emotions. And, anything that is brought into existence in the Bardo is set in motion like a lost object in space. The point of doing the dream yoga practice is to prepare one's soul for the 49 days of transition in the Bardo where any level of imaginable disaster or threat can be encountered.

This is part of the preparation to purify one's soul with receiving light and connection to source during the time one practices the Bardo dream yoga.

Bardo Dream Yoga preparation 2

Bardo Dream Yoga Preparation 2
by Angela M. 'Kikuchi' Kneale

This is a continuation of the previous introductory matters to Tibetan Buddhist Bardo dream yoga transmissions. I am not teaching dream yoga. This is intended to aid the beginner on the path and make preparations for Bardo dream yoga practice.

To Achieve state of relaxation - Where must you be?
Define - Dream like quality
Terminology:  Dorche Chang, Samsara, Dharma, Tikle, Seed letters, Hang, Hum/Hung, Om

Achieving  a State of Peace

• Preparation may take 1 year or more
• Purify the Soul - Mantra, Receive Light / Johrei aka receiving Okiyome --https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Johrei, Connect to Source
• Purify the mind of mental afflictions
• Purify emotional state 
• To be free of anger/hell and Purify the body of toxins  

It is necessary to achieve a peaceful state of bliss and freedom during Bardo dream yoga practice. The emotional state of anger is scientifically proven to create toxins in an angry person to make their human blood toxic enough to render 75 people dead. It is a very low frequency of the lower realms. To cultivate a blissful state for Bardo dream yoga meditation is to eliminate hell states of emotion. This must be cultivated from actual changes in behavior including; speech, diet, reaction, interaction, internalization of dream and material world states.

Additionally, Western science is now proving that a change in diet shows that microorganisms in the human body also change. Those who have a compassionate plant based or vegan diet can achieve a more positive and blissful mindstate. Modern research is proving that mental states are directly connected to the bacteria in the digestive system. And, some choose to cultivate spiritual resilience through dedication to this type of nourishment, as well as keeping the body systems balanced with alkaline plant based nutrition and healthful mineralized water.

Bardo Dream Yoga preparation 1

Below are 2 preparatory measures that are expressed in the Bardo dream yoga teachings. Due to stories about some people having intensely disruptive spiritual experiences linked to Tibetan Buddhist meditation I decided to post this portion about Bardo dream yoga.

I am not teaching the dream yoga, and for those who question my incarnation this lifetime and judge the cultural appropriateness (since the USA has deliberately tried to disconnect me from my family overseas)  my posting this:
My ancient DNA is applicable from Sakha/Yakutia, part Buddha from Northern China,  Japanese, and part J. Ainu. The ancient  cultures from which modern "marketed Johrei" evolved. I decided to leave formality of  Johrei Okiyome organization due to practices of modern "marketed johrei" connected to JKK due to the my sensitivity to the presence of Chinese Dao wizardry that seems to be intertwined with JKK origins. There are in other words, too many politics for me to be involved with having few modern places to afford practice of giving divine light and be recognized or certificated. The USA Intel has especially, marginalized me and my family due to knowledge of our ancestry in Asia and Japan.

 I am naturally sensitive to light matters, some entities, and perceptions already. And, find that the modern USA attracts occultic rituals with spiritual impedance to my personal practice of Dharma.

     And am posting these pages to give those who strive to learn some basic direction. This is meant to aid preparation for Bardo dream yoga and appropriate arrangements to include these preparations should be made. I am not writing this for the experienced practitioner, who obviously are already adept with Buddhist meditation practices. Since the West and America has much intrigue in mind states, I have not seen these important preparations offered in the conversation about those who are interested in learning dream yoga.

Buddhists can prepare for passing from this life to the next from Bardo dream yoga teachings. It is in this mental state of being that one is able to peacefully exit the physical plane of existence and transition to the Bardo. The Bardo is a part of the death and reincarnation process. Initial Preparation includes Dorche Chang/Vajradhara:
                1. Receiving Light/ Johrei /  - from someone who does Okiyome (higher level than Reiki)
                2. Connecting to Source

My own experiences linked to Tibetan meditation and prayer humbled me to be grounded to this Earth realm. I prefer to do BOTH receiving divine light daily and connecting to source in order to practice Bardo dream yoga.

Receiving Light as preparation: 

Buddhist monasteries and temples usually have a light giver many days of the week. The Venerable monk, priest, priestess is able to bless objects and help clear negative energies and entities. This is at a level of light giving that is higher than reiki masters. Usually one can visit a temple during light giving hours. Receiving light blessing daily is easier for those who live in areas where there are many Buddhist temples and monasteries. And, is usually free, though to bring a donation is customary. Sometimes, someone is available at Krishna Temples to do this for someone exploring the Bardo dream yoga.  This may be difficult for practitioners in the United States and other areas where there are very few temples and monasteries. It is an important part before initiating the visualization practice techniques of the Bardo dream yoga.

On my own journey to do dream yoga, I received and gave this type of light for many hours each day for several months. Meaning, I was a practitioner initiated in giving Okiyome (in Japanese language). This is not the same as reiki. Giving Okiyome is a  sacred divine light giving practice is such that we can bless or give light to objects, rooms, places, water, plants, food at temples, and other practitioners and people with their permission or consent.

This type of spiritual energy work takes devoted practice. And is one step along the way to the Bardo Dream Yoga.

Connecting to Source as preparation: 

Being initiated in Okiyome, is an indirect way to connect to source. And, it is technically a non-denominational practice where I have met Buddhists, Christian pastors, Krishna meditators, and others who give divine light.. Thus, I chose to be initiated into giving and receiving Okiyome.  However, there are others who choose to connect to source directly, or indirectly with confidence before entering the spiritual planes of the Bardo dream yoga practice.
There are other ways to connect to source through meditation after receiving light.

Dream Yoga Visualization Aid

This page is not authoritative. I created this in order to put away my personal notes on incomplete reading and teaching of the Bardo scrolls.

These are representations of seed letters for Bardo Dream Yoga.

Hang / Ha practiced subjoined in a portion of the dream yoga. 

and Hum / Hung  and Om are in the tikle used

with 4 different chakras. We practiced writing them during 

the Kagyu lineage-  Bardo dream yoga scroll reading. 

These humble animations helped me refine the tikle.  

Red Hung/ Hum
rotating
for visualization

Red Hang

White Inverted Hang

White Hang

OM with Red 4 Petal Lotus 

Part of USA Psychological Torture

This may not be the 1st time I've posted this. However, it's blaring in my mind's eye as another psychological trauma from the United States of America. The USA does not intend to respect me in any terms where Asian business families include their relatives. In fact, the USA understands this relationship and chooses to put my life, my relatives lives abroad, and the rest of Japan in danger of war with China and/or North Korea since 2002. The USA has targeted me, as the remaining survivor of my siblings to cause further distress. I have few if any options in the USA. I do not have viable options for my best life due to USA CIA and Intelligence Community interference.

Realizing that I have now posted some about dream yoga. I want to say that the USA's cultural stigma of my particular Japanese culture and family heritage was geared to destabilize Japan and China war negotiations at a time that was critical for those in my family in Japan. Due to a lack of support from any human rights organizations or other places for me to go for shelter as I was chased and attacked in Pennsylvania;- I had no other choice but to go to His Holiness the Dalai Lama's Namgyal Monastery. Because Ithaca, NY was my College town and also a political sanctuary, I returned. The Tibetan government in exile and a Venerable monk assisted me with shelter and a Japanese-American contact for cultural support. Unfortunately for me, it was a short time of comfort after the atrocity of my brother's "suicide" that went uninvestigated by the menacing local police in Quakertown, PA. I should also mention that between his death in 2005 and my time in Ithaca by 2007, I had been abducted, confined, brutally sexually and physically assaulted, stalked, and otherwise terrorized in Buckingham Township, PA. It was the second time I had been abducted and assaulted in Pennsylvania since 2002.

So, Americans understand that for them to force me to the doorstep of Tibet's exiled government in the United States was a political statement. They intended to create upheaval with Japan and China's war negotiations that my Japanese relatives were engaged in at the time. I received a message from a phone call that I had to stay away from the hospitable Tibetans because POTUS Bush was honoring Tibet with Fighting the Chinese. Obviously, this created a nightmare for me and I was soon sleeping in sub zero weather in a field outside of Ithaca, NY.     

Important Dream Yoga Terminology

OM with 4 Petal Red Lotus

1. Dorje Chang also known as (aka) Vajradhara
2. Bardo
3. Void
4. Samsaric existence
5. Tikle / Tigkle - pronunciation Teak-ley or Thigle- is the technique and literally means drop. For dream yoga nature of mind and used with seed (letter). 
6. OM - General meaning  The specific meaning in Dream Yoga is the approximation of the frequency of the existence of all Buddhas for mediation
7. Pure Lands
8. Chakrasaṃvara
9. Clear Light

Main Chakras used: Heart, Sacral, Crown, Root

Dream Yoga Intro

In 2014, I formally am grateful to have received rare readings of the Bardo scrolls and teachings in Tibetan Buddhist dream yoga.
Part of the natural state of human mind in modern humanity approaches meditative practices with harsh judgement. And, that needs to be left behind in entirety. For those religious or serious meditative practitioners for mind states. Judgement must be left behind.

To approach and achieve a healthy practice in dream yoga with ease is a gift for the mental states to accept void, hold a dream, projection of spiritual resilience with centered and peaceful objectivity and/or interaction.  For those who are curious in the practice, clearing one's mind of judgement is a daily ritual to uplifting spiritual frequency. To develop a more focused practice than a normal mindfulness maintenance meditation is a goal to engage in dream yoga.

For this ease, the modern beginning practitioner in Dream yoga can expect to devote 1.5 to 3 months in cultivating the mind to practice dream yoga with an active mind. For some, making an easy transition to the practice takes 12 hours or half a day. Sleeping, can be used later as a transition for some dream yoga practice. It has been reported that some monks are able to acheive good practice for  visual dream yoga within 36 hours or half a day.   

Some physical instruments to assist to develop dream yoga:
Regular pen and paper - to practice writing 
Red pen
White pen
1-2 pieces of a Colored Paper 

My Bloodcells #MKstArgate with Toxic Mold...2+years of agony end? 12/2016?

Angela Kneale at Comicon Honolulu 2016

Toxic Mold Stachyobotrys Biotoxin under microscope
Photo and blood of Angela M. Kneale 2014 copyright

25 August 2017 from Oahu, Hawaii original post just uploaded 10 February 2020 from Pennsylvania       

                                       Biotoxin - last exposure was possibly 3/1/2017 I had reexposure in August 2016 definately. Another reexposure from a different location in Waikiki 11/2016

1st exposure In June 2013? These photos from Spring 2014 1st time at homeopath.

Photo by Angela M. Kneale
Cluster of dead Red blood cells due to biotoxin with 2 trapped white bloodcells
This causes brain fog, and other issues such as stroke or joint pain.

web of dead red blood cells with trapped white blood cells
damaged by Toxic Mold aka Stachyobotrys under microscope see photo below.
Photo by Angela M. Kneale

Toxic Mold Stachyobactrus in Angela M. Kikuchi Kneale's Bloodstream under microscope 2014

Toxic mold post Angela

I was reexposed hurricane Darby in August 2017 to September 2018. This post went unpublished due to upload issues on the specific post. I took screenshots in order to post it.

Angela Kneale Toxic Mold under microscope; - Exposure 2014

Toxic Mold under microscope; Stachyobactrys killed red blood cells and left white blood cells stranded. Clots cause brain fog, brain issues, and possible heart attack with blood clots.

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Toxic Mold re-exposure & Detox today

31 August 2017 post failed to upload to blog from Mobile.


Where are the Breatharians? I'm getting nervous with my most recent re-exposure to a Toxic-mold laden environment. As a Keto-Alkaline-Vegan who has already recovered from Toxic mold contamination, this 2nd exposure is very concerning.

It felt internally like I was being blackmailed by the Toxic Mold to feed it sugar or it would cause me to feel intense pain.

On a windy day, After going to the beautiful Pacific Heights home a few times where the person I know rented a large apartment, i know I was re-exposed to the mold, outside the home. It took me last week to get out of the Chronic Fatigue mode enough to do normal things. I definitely was out of control eating grains. But, I reestablished control over the mold growth.
It's important for me to remind myself, that the mold is an organism that wants me to feed it.
It has the ability with the toxins it emits to change my brain chemistry so that I feed it.
This time though, even with minor exposure to it, I noticed that I am much more sensitive.
And, I feel like the toxic mold is smarter this time as a prisoner in my body.
This time My exposure was by wind and rain that fell at the Pacific Heights location;- which overlooks the rainforest valley where I first came in contact with the mold.

Last week;- I was having difficulty staying in Ketosis. I don't mean a little difficulty, I mean alot. It was like I lost my brain to a happy elated out of control carb consuming state. And, in between was severely painful joint pain that disappeared from my knee, to my hip, and probably rose to my brain. It felt internally like I was being blackmailed by the Toxic Mold to feed it sugar or it would cause me to feel intense pain.

This re-exposure is quite different than the 1st exposure Toxic mold contamination. My daily diet before my first contamination contained a low amount of grain. You know, the typical vegan on the fly diet. Oatmeal breakfast, coffee, salad during the day, with french fries nearly every other day of the week. Late night I used to grab inarazushi with some potato chips to make up for the squishy rice, or a Petafied vegan T.B. burrito and coffee. The first time, I did not feel any joint pain. I didn't even notice many severely out of the ordinary "symptoms" until it was really bad.

This second time in the past 3 weeks;- (still needs to be edited)
1st week after Toxic Mold exposure
I was drawn to the vegan oat & almond flour donuts I treat myself with infrequently ( I purchased 4 donuts last week, gave the birds most of 2 the first time in an effort to maintain self control, and I failed miserably eating 2 other donuts.) Normally;- I might have ONE donut once every 2-3 weeks. So, this was definitely noticeable. I don't ever load up my salad container on veganaise style potato salad either and did so this past week.

1.5-2 weeks after Toxic Mold exposure
Tuesday;- I went to a wellness Center and got 1/2 hr of RIFE beam (bugs) during a free event
Fasted until after Wednesday Colonic appointment
Wednesday;- Colonic
Thursday-Sunday- Sauna & steamroom + Eating a larger amount of alkaline based raw foods.
Monday- Feeling much better can swim a handful of laps in the pool
Tuesday- Green 2o & Go! in morning;- Gave blood - in Ketosis; lunch Raw Salad & dinner vegetable Curry soup, then felt too tired and had to sleep.
Wednesday- Slept alot, was wiped out from giving blood. Regular supplements morning.
Colonic.



Yesterday, I made a blood donation. The past 2 weeks, I have 

Format for UN Communication

Though  not a formality expected by the United Nations Treaty Bodies of external offices, it is a process that may ease the documentation process of critical communications. The treaty bodies do make short forms available at their Treaty web pages occasionally. The forms can be used in open office or other word processing programs.


The United Nations Correspondence Manual  at: http://archive.unu.edu/hq/library/resource/UN-correspondence-manual.pdf  is for English language correspondence
Page 14  for Letters
Pages 23-25  for Electronic communications
Pages 29, 30, 38, 40, 41 of the Annex for more specific style guidelines 

Bond Paper size: 8.5x11
Envelope size:  No. 10
Font:  11pt Courier New,  or 10-14pt Courier New or Times New Roman -  leave space for possible garbled fax/ facsimile interpretation

Paragraph Line Spacing:  1.5

• Allow more space between headings, address, and between paragraphs.

Numbering:  1st page not numbered.  Begin header on page 2 to end.   "  -2-  "  format at .05  top page margin and followed by 3 lines of spacing.

Date format:  1 January 2020
Reference Number:  Beneath the date indicate the year at end of office/author initials ie.,  AMK/1-20
Confidentiality: At Left Text Margin write  "Personal and confidential"  if necessary.

Use appropriate address at List of Staff of the United Nations Secretariat.
"Dear Sir (s)"  or  "Dear Madam (Mesdames)"

Opening paragraph line (optional as formal letter pg 23-25):  "I have the honour to...." , " I am grateful to..."

Closure Standing paragraph: Please accept, Excellency (Sir, Madam etc.,) the assurances of my highest consideration." 

Retrospect of GenX (pt.1)

I'm one of those Gen X'ers who adopted a more millenial attitude about life in the past decade.
Surviving the Bubble burst and my last friends in music industry who suicided by 2005 like alot of our more balanced and peaceful mentors before the Military industry moved in. I was clinging to my life, as a fresh college graduate at the turn of the Millenium. It only took 4.5 years before my life dream to have my own eco-organizational headquarters was overthrown by the banks profiting a mere 15 million a day per each out of the defense industry war against terror by 2002. Many of my fellow music instructors and rockers fled the USA after they and their ticket holding fans were blacklisted or committed suicide (literally) instead of changing their soul to match the new capitalist path. The banks and defense industry simply found it cost effective to eradicate any peaceful messages being deployed by independent artists. It was, a real struggle to stay alive. Fight or Flee or Suicide. Those were the options. I held my breath through it all. Just looking at my numbers and where I could cut potential losses to insulate myself for the long haul. I had seen the first round of lightworkers and Good workers loose millions in the revelation of the floating economy. And, I was simply happy with a solid $5 bill and no major debt load. Like chickenshit I embraced my humble vegan nature. One day, I was stranded without gas, after spending what was left of my investments to stay alive. I had, barely 62 cents I scraped out from under the car seat. 
I had a morally righteous decade before me of raising earth consciousness instead of joining the silcon valley and day trade crew who helped me float through the 90's. I made some sacrifices of what I found morally and soul wise acceptable to endure from 2009- 2019. And, some of it has me wanting to crawl out of my own skin. 

Two-Faced Deep State

The Silent Generation is still kicking. And, so are the Boomers. They didn't leave much space for
Generation X who got hit hard with the bubble burst.

  In the 1960's my Silent Generation father was a drug trafficker for the USAF.

Some hints to look for in traffickers: Usually, they prefer cash. It's part of the special operations mainstay abroad - Having Cash and a weapon they can go and do anything. Sadly, my biological father was in this crowd at some point. And, part of his glory days included dropping bails of dope aka Marajuana off C-130's. This was just one of the few trafficking stories I heard from my biological father a veteran USAF Intelligence officer. And, he brought me up understanding that he never wanted to marry my mother and have kids. Several days throughout my childhood, he sat drinking beer and told me he wanted to be a gun runner and a drug trafficker. He told me this repeatedly by the time I was in Kindergarten. It's rather difficult to forget. So, when I put 6 months of research into making a communication to the United Nations;- It was with immense reluctance and the harshness of reality blaring in my face.
When I was a child, I was also given a lesson about counterfeit plates. Apparently, his profession from the USAF graduated him into the DeepState role of assisting CIA operations with stacks of cash. And, with the confirmation from a NASA engineer that either USAF or Feds probably microwaved his brains out due to his status with the Federal Treasury as a former consultant. Since I was a toddler it's left me with a violent and unremorseful menace who now calls the police and elder abuse on me for moving or doing job search online. It's a heinous situation that leaves me without a decent career option. He has a trafficker mindset and doesn't care about any decency for me, and never has. He still just wants cash and to gaslight his way as the Special Operations good guy.
I think I recall a former Navy Seal commander once say;- If you want to be a criminal, join the special forces and go be a criminal in another country.

As I write this blog, he practices gaslighting all of the contents of my posts. And, harasses me at my desk. Yes, a desk that I purchased that he stole after telling police I was a terrorist (I was working on a Master's degree with a Shipping & Enterprise Database project). In any case He and the local government are entirely responsible for destroying my life, with out cause. My father was never the type of person to say he was sorry for anything he did to hurt me physically or otherwise. OVer the years, it included his destruction of my Master's degree I did online in conjunction with my piano studio. He simply wanted cash money from me. He literally has the traffickers mindset. And, knowing that he, his attorney, and those who stalk me will be reading this;- None of them have refrained from damaging my life further. They hunt and stalk me. And, when I don't have money on hand;- they crash into my vehicle to get the insurance check for damages. There is still no end in sight from his working class M.O. 

So 2020 is here.
The Destructive Cycle Feng shui is also, something that is reverse engineered for shielding.

Water Destroys fire.  - Water is a shield.
Fire destroys Metal.- Metal is a shield (this year increase metal)
For some reason, noone is speaking about the Fire element. It's almost absent from the Feng Shui websites this year. Bizzare. however when increasing metal, metal will protect from burning down like a safe.
Metal Destroys Wood;- increase wood until the metal dulls, increase water.

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Destructive Cycle Feng Shui

Sometimes, I sit laughing to myself about the major feng shui lines I cross. However, I'm also a reflective scorpio who has had a tendency to walk on and into the other side frequently. My feng shui choices aren't always the most obviously great to some practitioners. However, using the destructive cycle feng shui helps me get into my meditative state to reflect and keep my focus. Sometimes, I find it helps me connect to walking the timeline and to remote view. This is a trait not everyone chooses to embrace. And, after some near-death encounters I had, part of me wonders if this is just another quirk about my frequency preferences. And, where I like to focus and meditate.

Star of Destructive Feng Shui : Metal vs. Wood, Wood vs. Earth,  Earth vs. Water, Fire vs Metal, Water vs. Fire
Pipeline of Positive Feng Shui:  Metal generates Water, Water generates Wood, Wood Generates Fire, Fire Generates Earth, Earth Generates Metal.

The electromagnetic field around me is constantly being manipulated by herds of cell phones and towers, drones and pusated power lines on the grid ;- magnetic directions change. Sometime several times a day.  It's not just a worry of having cancer and headaches from the Electromagnetic spectrum.  Sleeping directly on the ground or a sand beach for 6-8 hrs is a luxury item for the body. Instead, for several years I made up for irregular sleep patterns by taking PEMF mat naps on a massage table. The PEMF mat resonates at Earth Frequency, and in 8 minutes, the body just falls into the deepest and most refreshing slumber. The work-a-holic, or in my case the live-a-holic lifestyle, can now take on even more with even less sleep than 3 entire hours a night. However, in my mind I still debate if this specific frequency now computer generated is FIRE energy or EARTH energy?  For reality sake, I'm putting it in the Fire element.





  

Finishing up my Japanese Mon.

EM Shielding and Feng Shui 2020 Metal Rat

Over the course of my life, I've dabbled in occult practises such as Feng Shui. Had to. Not only do I have an Asian mom, but I also worked with my ex-partner for 9 years building small and large commercial and residential gardens as part of his dream to be the next Burle Marx.
So Anyway, yes Feng Shui. The ancient art of naturally occurring Electromagnetic Fields has  engulfed the North American continent in a short 25years. Coincidentally, with the advent of the Electromagnetic revolution of #5G and AI issues, humankind's final stand against the natural world is now.

In 2020, there is an increased need for Electromagnetic Field shielding from Metal and Water. Even Feng Shui charts are offering cures with only these two elements. And, the colors of Blue, Black, Grey, and White correspond to Metal (grey and White), and Water (blue and black). Some believe using a carpet of these colors can also be a cure to soften the energy field. 2020's cures are Metal and water for the following directions;

2 major elements affect the #5G, Radar, and Microwave Electromagnetic Spectrum - Water and Metal. Nearly everyone swears by the use of metal. Copper and aluminum lined Faraday cages have become common place for the Technocrati to live in. Old Claw-foot bathtubs are excellent for a freestanding and mobile relax remedy. Old Pianos have an almost military grade and hefty Steel harp and help clear the negative energies that build up. Just keep it away from too much humidity/water. Even a small or large safe can be a cure this 2020 for an afflicted area in the South, East, North East, and Southwest.

Catch my drift, this year 2020 almost EVERY direction needs EM Metal cure. Except the Center is H20 only. 

I've only listed the worst directions that need the most attention. Did I also mention to maybe live in a Faraday cage with water and bring a few plants in for for the Southwest and Northwest? Try to find something with curves to it and avoid the sharp objects. Even cast iron or pewter statues can help deter the EM.  Or, park your vehicle  in one of the affected directions that you should avoid and take public transportation. Only a few real rocket scientists advocate using water to combat #5G and targeting from cell and microwave towers with Water-pillows. For others, traditional aquariums, water coolers, and fountains work. Obvious reasons of maintenance and leaks being the issue. So, guess what I have. Yes, the more practical and functional water cooler. And, moving and adding a couple metal bowls of water for the cat or dog can't hurt their hydration. Just keep in mind, running electrical current also magnifies the EM/ Fire element. Many targeted individuals already know that Fire can be coordinated with more Fire to magnify it in a biologically cancerous way.

Modern Day Mirrors are Essentially at least 2 coats of Aluminum paint and Copper.
Possibly 3 coats. How many millimeters this actually is in total remains questionable. And, a metal frame may assist in impeding the 5G currents a little bit. It's possible to also put an aluminum bubble layer of a brand like Reflectix on the back of the mirror before mounting it. I've been playing with this idea. It's a lot different than old mirrors that could use help from some silver paint on the back. One thin coat of silver might barely be enough to shield from infrared drone scans, that is if it's 100% pure silver (but unlikely).Since having shielding in the house is a positive addition to an aquarium full of low maintenance water plants ( I like the Brazilian sword) which usually have snail eggs which grow in to mini creatures. Voila. Just fill the tank, add the plants, and life happens with the auspicious self reproducing shell creatures. Just remember, their bodies are basically their brain. Respect the sentient snail.

Where to place the mirror, is a great question that will take research and time for many. Personal habits, clutter, etc all reflect in the mirror. IOW problems can multiply. Mirrors can be in unconventional places, above doorways, or under and above windows. These are places that generally are free from bills, litter boxes, the kitchen, and other frustrations of life that are magnified by a mirror. Just a thought to keep in mind, that we don't need to add more frustration by putting a mirror where frustration is. ie., next to the bed.  Yes, when you have frustration at night, sexual, work, or otherwise, it is totally possible to magnify those energies. Though the positives can also be magnified too.  And, just one thought on the smaller above doors and windows mirrors;- they will magnify the typically white (metal color) ceilings in most residences.

2020 and Earth Minerals and Fire Energy:

Nearly everyone avoids large-scale use of Earth. Though Tourmaline, Shungite, Amethyst geodes have gained popularity. They do have to balance the fire element below.  My personal favorite gemstones I used in an intense EM spectrum developing warfare climate also work as jewelry and wi-fi tech radiation reduction. However, I've opted for smaller and smaller semiprecious gems recently. Mostly due to the karmic ties to strategic and critical minerals mining that supports the ENTIRE problem that brings us back to Metal and Water shielding issues. And as we all know;- 2020 is the year USA and other nations are weaponizing the 5G systems globally.  Aside from burying ourselves entirely by extracting all of these earth minerals, It's safe to say, humans as a species find the process of greed and death too captivating to retreat to a safer path of existence.

As far as the Fire element goes;- we are somewhat at a loss besides ILLEGAL jamming technologies. So, using the fire element is really legally difficult in modern feng shui, unless you're in the military Electronic Warfare unit. Ironically, the Fire element in #5G and electronic warfare technologies is also derived from the mining of critical minerals. It's also part of a contentious debate about USA's strategic minerals stockpiles that the Defense Industry feels entitled to use at will and with force. The karma here is a quick and vicious cycle that propagates war and ghosts in body and death.
Safe to say, reducing 5G is going to be a task.
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My personal aside;- My mom is Japanese and, well she had her own feng shui theories in my childhood. I was scolded frequently for re-decorating and moving my furniture due to the application of feng shui.  I even slept like a dead person according to her. I planted my bed with my head at the Southwest frequently. Just a step away from being one with the Sunset. Later in life, I found a tiny sect of Feng Shui that was geared this way. I laughed to myself that I was justified in my placement of objects and color changes.
The Asian legends of Akita, Japan is/are true. We originated from mainland Asia, being ancient Imperial Chinese was a hand me down tale, one of many for thousands of years. And, that people were an Ancient mixed race warrior culture much like modern day Hawaii. However, without the ease of hopping on a flight to meet contenders.
 I found out that I have a smidge of Chinese genetics that were the first ship to anchor in Akita. Akita, wasn't part of the nation of Japan for over 600 years. Imperial Fu Dogs on the maps that ancient samurai housed in the wall-less political sanctuary of Akita spoke rumors about are true. Akita was  allegedly founded by a rouge Chinese prince with hundreds of beautiful women and his guards. They created a political sanctuary of people of beauty and navigational mastery and special operations skill sets from all over the globe. 

Feng Shui, Mirrors, and EM Shielding

Over the course of my life, I've dabbled in occult practises such as Feng Shui. Had to. Not only do I have an Asian mom, but I also worked with my ex-partner for 9 years building small and large commercial and residential gardens as part of his dream to be the next Burle Marx.

2 major elements affect the #5G, Radar, and Microwave Electromagnetic Spectrum - Water and Metal. Nearly everyone swears by the use of metal. Faraday cages are becoming common place for some to live in. Old Claw-foot bathtubs are excellent. Old Pianos have a hefty Steel harp, even a small or large safe can be a cure this 2020 for an afllicted area in the South, East, North East, Mprtj pr West/ Catch my drift;- this year 2020 almost EVERY direction will need an EM cure of Metal or Water. Just try to find something with curves to it and avoid the sharp objects. Even cast iron or pewter statues can help deter the EM.  Only a few real rocket scientists advocate for using water. Water-pillows, Aquariums, Water coolers, and Fountains.Obvious reasons of maintenence and leaks being the issue. So, guess what I have. Yes, the more practical and functional water cooler.

Nearly everyone avoids large-scale use of Earth though Tourmaline, Shungite, Amythest, and my personal favorite gemstones I used in an intense EM spectrum developing warfare climate work as jewelry and wi-fi tech radiation reduction.
As far as the Fire element goes;- we are somewhat at a loss besides ILLEGAL jamming technologies. So, using the fire element is really legally difficult in modern feng shui, unless you're in the military Electronic Warfare unit. 

My personal aside;- My mom is Japanese and, well she had her own feng shui theories.  the legends of Akita, Japan is true. We also came from mainland Asia. I found out that I have a smidge of Chinese genetics that were the first ship to land in Akita. Akita, wasn't part of the nation of Japan for over 600 years. So, the Fu Dogs on the maps that ancient Samurai and everyone housed in the wall-less political sanctuary of Akita spoke rumors about are true. Akita founded by a rouge Chinese prince with hundreds of beautiful women and his guards, who created a political sanctuary of people of beauty and navigational mastery, not of race or nationality. Being ancient Imperial Chinese It was a hand me down tale, one of many for thousands of years.

So Anyway, yes Feng Shui. The ancient art of naturally occurring Electromagnetic Fields has reached the North American continent. Coincidentally, with the advent of the Electromagnetic revolution as humankind's final stand against the natural world. 

Modern Day Mirrors are Essentially at least 2 coats of Aluminum paint and Copper. Possibly 3 coats. How many millimeters this actually is in total remains questionable. And, a metal frame may assist in impeding the 5G currents a little bit. It's possible to also put an aluminum bubble layer of a brand like Reflectix on the back of the mirror before mounting it. I've been playing with this idea. Since, having shielding in the house is a positive addition to an aquarium full of low maintenance water plants ( I like the Brazilian sword) which usually have snail eggs which grow in to mini creatures.
Otherwise, there is the Water Cooler that provides some relief.

Where to place the mirror, is a great question. Some can be in unconventional places, above doorways, or under and above windows. These seem to be places that generally are free from bills and other frustrations of life that will only be magnified by a mirror. Just a thought to keep in mind, that we don't need to add more frustration by putting a mirror where the bills are.

Animal Rights Reading List

During my college years, I fought with my professors about my degree program. Not only was the Music college entirely judgemental with an overriding approval for white supremacist mindset, but I found refuge in organizing AREAL. It turned into course design for Animal Rights and fights over my involvement with AREAL while "still studying" the rights philosophy. That is, despite my learning and reading about Environmental bio-regionalism and Animal Rights since I was 12.

One of my favorite books that got me started in my tweens was;

I read alot. And, here is what I kept on hand for multiple reasons and issues. I did BTW: "get rid of" donated everything else I felt didn't inspire me as much. Ones marked AREAL were those I regularly stocked from my own funds/ purchased and handed out to interested students.

Animals and Women: Feminist Theoretical Explorations AREAL  Animal Experimentation -The Moral Issues Edited by Robert M. Baird & Stuart E. Rosenbaum Prometheus Books 1991

So Human an Animal - By Rene Dubos - Schribners Publishing, 1968

First Born - Arthur C. Clarke and Stephen Baxter -  Del Rey books, 2008

Ecotopia -  by Ernest Callenbach 1975

Revolution X - A Survival Guide for Our Generation - by Rob Nelson and Jon Cowan - 1994
Diet For a New America - by John Robbins, Still Point Publishing, 1987

The Communist Manifesto - by Karl Marx & Frederick Engels -  International Publishers, 1993
An Unnatural order - Why We are destroying the planet and Each other (A Maifesto For change) by Jim Mason, Continuum. 1993

classical piano;- slave trade or art?

In hindsight, after 40yrs of classical piano in my life, and the negative financial roster of my life;- I can't say it's not trafficking. In my youth during the 80's-90's, money was poured into my lessons despite already being gifted a piano by a great grandmother. Due to my Japanese-American parentage, nothing was good enough for the instructor who demanded more money and instructing my mother to physically beat me if I were to play like Beethoven. This is all despite us being the only Japanese students in this new Suzuki Method studio that reaped the benefits of my free performances as model students. What other industry on The planet is there that gets away with abusing and not paying child performers for public performances, even under the guise of Music education? I understand when performance is kept in confines of a conservatory or school stage or recital hall. However the publicity and the money made for teachers is akin to a type of trafficking. 

By the time I switched studios two more times, I was ready to go to college auditions. And at age 12, I was already informed I wasn't allowed to audition for Curtis due to severe racism and also international political issues it might cause. So there was nothing positive for me from my so called lessons, where I simply was self taught and performed for a pianist. More money my parents paid to try and appease the vehemently white supremacist instructors until I was invited to a studio of a former double agent. Someone who was a mentor to me and understood the Nazi's due to his time in Nazi prison camp. Despite being berated by my mother who learned this racist behavior to appease the piano instructors'white supremacy;- I finally had a real mentor. I endured this in addition to the same persecution in the Quakertown, PA public school system. Persecution, that I attempt to communicate to UNESCO for the sake of understanding why my life is in professional shambles here on the mainland USA. Due to heavy persecution, regular abuse, as well as torture were what the USA educational systems bestowed in my life. And Noone has held any of these institutions responsible or given me any financial justice.

Especially since the performing bar is set much lower for other instructors who aren't Japanese-American or mixed race like I am. In other words, I wasn't held to the same standard to achieve success financially and socially. It makes the paper awards nihl for life. It is a bogus system meant to support the most toxic instructors and institutions in my life. 

This means the entire persecutory system vampires money from my life with full intent to harm me. 

Looking back it cost over $250k for my private lesson upbringing and college degree which were always persecuting me and forced me into complete destitute for life. The means I had to instruct with always disrupted by Intelligence and white supremacists. 

So the totality of the value of this education was the equivalent to long term over 26years of my life, torture. Despite my talent, It was sheer financial abuse.

Aside from the old female lecher attending my late brother's funeral in 05/2005 and smiling as if laughing while not saying a single word to me.

I have heard enough from the MTNA who had president's who don't want the likes of me because they have new naieve Japanese to play with. Yes, these people are that toxic and said expressly racist remarks it to my face throughout my life. 

AREAL Founder;- Opinion of Targeted Individuals

The word targeted, normally applies to modern warfare. And, given the exhorbant budgets of militaries worldwide; we can't forget about military contractors as individuals, cartel and guerrila warfare specialists, fusion center police and even K-9. 

All of these types of paws or boots on the ground, are paired with drone swarms and surveillance and implants. And, as we roll into the second decade of the new Millennium;- wireless brain to computer interfaces (BCI) are emerging in new markets globally. 

I think you have to take a really cynical point of view perspective of the world to approach the Targeted Individuals movement. Most normal 9-5ers see the world as an easy-going place, exempt from warfare of any sort, and trust in their coworkers and communities to maintain stability. The world of a targeted individual is not this same world.

Targeted Individuals are a new tech savvy crew who claim to be harassed by the most modern warfare elements in remote weaponry. Due to constraints on centuries old definitions of torture, under difficult to phathom, military and international Torture definitions and statutes;- human rights itself is now at a major crux in evolution.  

How do we define what human rights are when technology is used to assassinate global leadership as seen in Iran at the turn of the 2020 decade? That is to say, how can we challenge human rights when  dead leaders cannot secure diplomatic representation in front of supranational audience  at the UN? It is a world where living victims of Electromagnetic (EMF) torture must prove the stealthy technology by patent numbers and medical evidences beyond full testimony.

Just as the US Army was known for testing weapons on dogs in the 1940's; the wireless, radar, and EMF range broadened the stage of testing both psychological operations and cyberoperations, as well as remote crowd control to attack or 'test' on low profile human targets.

The rewrites of the Patriot Act and FISA have also put many legal, 1st generation USA born citizens in an isolated, informal diplomatic and foreign agent status, if not full on espionage suspects guilty before tried. For those who no longer have family relations stretched across boundaries, they are involuntarily committed or imprisoned due to any cause for questioning wartime authority.

Something must give way. For 45 or 50 USA States plus Puerto Rico;- the knowledge of military and technology companies testing high technology aka., the Super Technology is still something the movies barely let one see in documentaries. These top secret or ATS classified persons and projects can also be black projects and experiments.

Yet there is noone who has been able to produce enticing, truthful documentaries amidst the Targeted Individuals running narrative on social media and video channels. 

And sadly, the (now adult) kids of CIA, Defense industry contractors, or USAF and other military related psychological operations are being judged harshly by the less technology adept and knowledgeable, yet luddite, professionals. Getting word out about brain to computer interfaces (BCI) and remote neural monitoring (RNM) across generations around the globe is devestating for some. That is despite full on academic majors at the most elite intellectual and financial institutions in fields of neurotech, nanotech, biotech, and EMF related fields.

This isn't even a transhumanist projection of assimilated hive mind with mechanical impants. This is the nano world, the psychic world of EMF and frequency. The best op is the unseen. 

AREAL activists have direct experiences of common targeting. And, with the rise of fiscal military state powering out the less aggressive, live and let live institutions, we as a society are loosing collectively;- not only constitutional freedoms, but also our governments that maintained a type of non-violent domestic order.

AREAL Targeted Individuals largely are accumulating information about being assaulted by what is perceived to be the development of these weapons. Though some Targeted Individuals believe that it is a full on conspiracy. 

Regardless;- new organizations and call in conferences, as well as small followings of online chat and video channels are springing up. And the perpetrator stamp is used when targeted individuals have conflicting values. 

Sadly, all of this does affect the companion animals of these targeted individuals. So someone needs to speak up for the animals who are going through a forced extinction Holocaust process that military grade directed energy weapons are using. And the fires have started because there are more strategic and/or critical minerals to mine for the same defense industry that started the blazes. It is not one military;- it is the face of multinational weapons and defense companies that we are up against.

Our stories are testimony to the effectiveness and horrorific torture of these modern EMF weapons of all caliburs;- from nanotech to handheld to mounted lazers to drones and space wars satellites. And we must be grateful for the testimonies of this enormous change in battlefield. Where there was once hand to hand warfare, humanity has progressed to remote warfare. Where civilians were once left out of the equation, Weapons of mass destruction have become the normal operations for international peace keeping

since USA terrorists dropped the first nuclear weapons on two entire Japanese cities. 

Please think long and hard before condemning the targeted individuals who have suffered silently for years and decades. Many are still fearful of loosing the normal foothold of their lives. Yet many suffer through torture after being indoctrinated in learned helplessness as groomed and non-consenting test subjects of the defense industries experiments. And, still some wait decades before feeling confident to share their stories.

 

draft OPINION;- About Targeted Individuals

The word targeted, normally applies to modern warfare. And, given the exhorbant budgets of militaries worldwide; we can't forget about military contractors as individuals, cartel and guerrila warfare specialists, fusion center police and even K-9. 

All of these types of paws or boots on the ground, are paired with drone swarms and surveillance and implants. And, as we roll into the second decade of the new Millennium;- wireless brain to computer interfaces are emerging in new markets globally. 

I think you have to take a really cynical point of view perspective of the world to approach the Targeted Individuals movement. Most normal 9-5ers see the world as an easy-going place, exempt from warfare of any sort, and trust in their coworkers ans communities to maintain stability. The world of a targeted individual is not this same world.

Targeted Individuals are a new and tech savvy crew who claim to be harassed by the most modern warfare elements in Remote weaponry. Due to constraints on previous definitions of torture under difficult to phathom military and international Torture definitions and statutes;- human rights itself is at a major crux in evolution.  

How do we define what human rights are when technology is used to assassinate global leadership as seen in Iran at the turn of the 2020 decade? 

Just as the US Army was known for testing weapons on dogs in the 1940's; the wireless range has broadened the stage of testing both psychological operations, cyberoperations, remote crowd control to attack even low profile targets. The rewrite of the Patriot Act and FISA have also put many legal 1st generation USA born citizens in an isolated informal diplomatic and foreign agent status, if not full on espionage suspects guilty before tried.

For those who no longer have family relations stretched across boundaries, they are involuntarily committed or imprisoned by any cause for questioning wartime authority.

Something must give way. For 45 or 50 USA States plus Puerto Rico;- the knowledge of Military and technology companies testing of high technology aka the super technology is still something the movies barely let one see in documentaries. These top secret or ats classified persons and projects can also be black projects and experiments.

Yet there is Noone who has been able to produce enticing truthful documentaries amidst the Targeted Individuals running narrative on social media and video channels. 

And sadly, the now adult kids of CIA, Defense industry contractors, or USAF and other military related psychological operations are being judged harshly by the less tech adept and knowledgeable professionals. Getting word out about brain to computer interfaces and remote neural monitoring across generations around the globe is devestating for some.

Despite full on academic majors at the most elite intellectual and financial institutions in fields of neurotech, nanotech, biotech, and EMF related fields.

This isn't even a transhumanist projection of assimilated hive mind with mechanical impants. This is the nano world, the psychic world of EMF and frequency. The best op is the unseen. 

AREAL activists have direct experiences of common targeting. And, with the rise of fiscal military state powering out the less aggressive, live and let live institutions, we as a society are loosing collectively;- not only constitutional freedoms, but also our governments that maintained a type of non-violent domestic order.

AREAL Targeted Individuals largely are accumulating information about being assaulted by what is perceived to be the development of these weapons. Though some Targeted Individuals believe that it is a full on conspiracy. 

Regardless;- new organizations and call in conferences, as well as small followings of Online chat and video channels are springing up. And the perpetrator stamp is used when Targeted individuals have conflicting values. 

Sadly, all of this does affect the companion animals of these targeted individuals. So someone needs to speak up for the animals who are going through a forced extinction Holocaust process that military grade directed energy weapons are using. And the fires have started be ause there are more strategic and/or critical minerals to mine for the same defense industry that started the blazes. It is not one military;- it is the face if multinational weapons and defense companies that we are up against.

Our stories are testimony to the effectiveness and horrorific torture of these modern EMF weapons of all caliburs;- from nanotech to handheld to mounted lazers to drones and space wars satellites. And we must be grateful for the testimonies of this enormous change in battlefield. Where there was once hand to hand warfare, humanity has progressed to remote warfare. Where civilians were once left out of the equation, Weapons of mass destruction have become the normal operations for international peace keeping

since USA terrorists dropped the first nuclear weapons on two entire Japanese cities. 

Please think long and hard before confirming the targeted individuals who have suffered silently for years and decades. Many are still fearful of loosing the normal foothold of their lives. Yet many suffer through learned helplessness as groomed and non-consenting test subjects of the defense industries experiments. And, still some wait decades before feeling confident to share their stories.

 

perpetrators

My father threatening to destroy what's left of my life over the past 2days is conspiring with his attorneys and Cleveland Steel Container Corporation in Quakertown. 

This along with his coaching my mother to press charges against me for eating because she cooked a new year's Eve Eve dinner for me of udon noodles.

He is aiming to harm my employment and has already used his buddies in the local police force to previously destroy my piano teaching business.

This is the most obsurd post I have had to make. He also is on RNM moitori g that apparently gave her m access to my private journal. So his law firm and PI and local buddies have also hacked all of my online accounts.

Ocasan's hot vegan Nikome Udon for me at dinner

Made by my Ocasan (mom) Vegan Nikome udon .... 

martial arts

Today, i have my martial arts belt in my hand. Still a white belt. A very dirty white belt. I took it out of the space bag full of random old training clothes. As soon as it was in my hands, i started crying.

Still crying.

The last training school i was in i did receive a yellow and an orange belt for kajukembo.  One level one Israeli Krav Maga diploma. The Hawaii based 家元 Sifu is a Grandmaster in half a dozen arts with blackbelts in another 30 martial arts styles. He is known worldwide. I still hope  his legacy is known for his dedication to the martial arts and saving lives. Despite the immense political effects of others with ill will.

Martial arts terms for accomplished Grandmaster as a founder of a new style of Martial arts (From my mom);- Iemoto いえもと  informal 家本  formal 家元

this is a United Nations submitted site

An attempt to submit Sproutfuel.com was  to the UN was made in the course of my UN communications. This site will be updated with a page of organized links to the pages containing information for the UN and or UNESCO communications began in Summer 2019. 

This makes a great deal of my personal life transparent until I am able to relocate the information and have safety in the USA to keep such sensitive matters private.

It is with great sadness that I must do this to communicate to the world, the ill intentions of the United States of America upon my life and the lives they took of the other victims, my siblings.

In addition, any other victims of Human rights violations of Torture, Persecution of Japanese citizen(s) and/or Japanese-American, and or cruel and unusual punishment by the USA that occured will be addressed as the United Nations treaties bodies see fit. 

It is not up to the interpretation of the common USA citizen or their biased State actors.  I hand this matter up to God at this time. So be it.

i am a child survivor of parental alcoholism

Today is Christmas day. It has been about a decade since I spent significant time near my elderly parents. My mother seems quite happy to see me. 

My father is not and locked me out of the house until I called my mother to allow me inside. I actually didn't want to deal with his tyrade and slept in my SUV Christmas Eve Eve in 31° weather. The sad part is that I gave up most of everything I owned in Hawaii to help them since they are both disabled, and I am the last living child. Ironically, I'm alive because I stay away from them and their toxic friends who convinced them that friendship is more important than family. 

My mother, being an immigrant from Japan, now realizes this mistake in her 80's. This place is a  rural suburb compared to most larger towns and small cities. So, diversity in community is a new interaction for the 50 shades of white community members who only speak about their ties to European motherlands. It's an odd type of colonial obserd to me. However they call it American tradition. 

Under my breath it's like watching an Mi5, Mi6, KGB, IRA, Stasi, and Italian maffia psyop roll out in front of me as the most utterly un-American behaviors ever witnessed publically. 

In high school, I was pulled from classes to attended alateen meetings for social intervention that gave me skills to navigate the scapegoating abuse my parents put on me. It is nearly 25years later and on Christmas day the alcoholic, now on chemotherapy medications, is talking about how the entire house has fallen apart because I took a shower. Last night, while I was cleaning the kitchen and powder room he yelled at me angrily and attempted to hit me with the plastic waste can while my back was turned.

Mind that I have been largely gone from their physical presence living a relatively happier (though not lucrative) lifestyle in Hawaii. 

In hindsight, the lessons I learned from Alateen were critical to my being able to control the parts of my life, and my dreams, that I wished for and also worked hard for. However the reality of the term "parents" and the power society gives to these people is demeaning and destructive in my life since these two people conspired to destroy my hard work for decades.

That is reality. Despite my compassionate heart for their health situation now that they are 70. When I returned from Hawaii last fall 2018, I spent weeks cleaning, scrubbing, doing yard work, and picking through a nightmare that is on the verge of Turing into a condemned building if their negligence doesn't stop.

While my friends have been kind to put me up, I've had nightmares over my wasted time arguing with both parents over their accumulated mess. It's one of their power trips since they have reached their sunset years. And, they have never cared to socialize with friends who welcomed me openly and reciprocated gifts. Rather they have socialized with a majority of judgemental, racist, backstabbing and violent people who killed my sister and conspired to harm my brother repeatedly while he was alive till age 26. 

My adult life is now confronted with these egocentric biggots and their games to cause harm. 

There is nothing that they, my parents and the community have done individually or collectively to be peaceable without violence.

Ultimately, everyone knows I will have to walk away again. It doesn't matter because this part of the world has chosen to present itself to me in this way.

It's a bad place where they refused to allow me to purchase a vehicle at a normal car dealership. Where they also sent state perpetrators to destroy the used vehicle I purchased from my father. It has been a horrible time with less than amicable people amidst the curt pleasant tolerances.

Sad ultimately. 

If I am to judge the old ans new contents of this Bucks County, I call it pathetic.

Weak perverts who prayed on me as a Minority child and finacially damaged me deliberately into adulthood. While Noone has provided a buffer or stopped their collective Deepstate behaviors.

It needs to end. Their lunacy has affected foreign policy unchallenged.

in PA bad neighbors

The white male neighbor rammed his snowplow into my parked vehicle in the parking spot off the drivewsy 1st snowfall  he did not have any permission to be on the property at the time. It is appx $900 in damage he did to my vehicle.

Since my vehicle had been tampered with before my brother's death, I suspect this is the person responsible for tampering with my vehicle in the past from 2000-2009.

Throughout my life, alot has been less than ideal and perfect. It's the spirituality that belongs to me that I cherish the most. I keep fantasizing about a kinder and gentler life where i have friends and good times and a beautiful home. Somehow, hearing all the issues from others and circumventing my own problems of being a single Japanese-American female in a very rude american culture makes it tough to see the good vibe.