Focus plan this week.

I'm stumped, this week 

My life has been for others, for my brother to live, not for me. He left the planet and left me with the difficult part I thought I could see through to a positive end in 5 years (by 2014).  Now 2016, things have spun out of control and I don't think I can fix it alone, or go back to Philly  to work on my startup. 

I'm cringing at the USA politicians and the backdrop that has been created.