EU prayer only acknowledged by UN

As a minority, Spiritually I was healthier around other HAPA and API temples and spiritual dojo life.

And in this unfriendly USA, only European traditions of religion and prayer were awarded peace poles from the UN.

It's a continuation of "white supremacy" of sorts. And today, I'm removing the Bruno Groening pictures from their prior places in my life. The photos are considered to be amulets of sorts that tune/tap into the energy from the mystic. 

I still wonder if there's a huge coverup of Asian quantum Buddhist tradition in the European circles. I know from my other spiritual endeavors that many spiritual cord connections go back to my Shamanic Indigenous Asian ancestry from the Kurils and Sakhalin in Siberia. I'm a HAPA in modern terms, but my ancestry has 3000+years of documentation from trading horses, fish, weapons from ancient China to Japan. So I am Hapa, it's a Hawaiian word that I gained some comfort using while I lived in Hawaii. The newer term for Japanese outside of Japan (predominantly in the EU, USA, Canada) is Halvsie. There simply hasn't been an appropriate language for us, despite the acceptance of mixed-race Asian marriages.

And there is a remaining imbalance for our multiple perspectives and actual ways of interacting that USA intelligence has manipulated as a form of psychological torture. 

re: USA, I'm Over it.

By Angela M. Kikuchi Kneale

The Americans I have met throughout my life, are proud of being racists, pedophiles, human traffickers, child abusers, drug traffickers, gun runners, pimps, hustlers, and unpunished organized crime. They take delight in their successes and threaten lawsuits of slander throughout the course of their conspiracies and actions.

Their behavior is converse to the strict actual guidelines of having an international family members of Japan and the USA being able and unthreatened in keeping travel and family communications intact. 

I strongly believe that what the Americans have done to me and to my immediate family members throughout my life is a form of torture. 

Since 2016-2017, I became aware of a loosely organized civil rights movement of "targeted individuals". The documents that are requested are very time consuming, and emotionally, psychologically, financially, and socially draining. These documents are to gather information about a "torture" program conducted by the CIA and a long list of USA state actors. 

In many cases, other Americans are apt to attack those who identify as victims of CIA targeting as a form of collective democratic retaliation to coverup state run torture.

Most of the Americans, disregard their laws as a form of social participation and trust. Financially, their actions are beneficial and these state actors live near flawless lives, with and without court battles or accidents.

Their favorite targets are citizens from foreign nations and their immediate family members. Obviously the wealthiest foreign nations are China and Japan. Families who retain connections to their homeland nations are targeted as sources of income for the US social elite- attorneys, local politicians, police, CIA, false flags, and "patsies" or martyrs groomed and stalked as scapegoats. It is an effective a form of hostage taking and torture where all international sensitivity is overlooked. The questionfinancial damages alone constitute terroristic threats to human rights  The religious persecution goes far beyond the tolerances of what has been publically disapproved of at Guantanamo Bay-- the infamous U.S. torture prison.

 However in local US laws that have a 10year statute of limitations , it might qualify as racketeering- or RICO Act Violations-- which include murder and influencing foreign officials.

This is the beginning of understanding how early RICO Act 1970, FisA 1978, and other Alien & Tort statues including Hostage taking, USCA 50, US Constitution Amendments (ie., 1,2,6,8) involving Due Process, were overlooked or violated. Enabled further byand DoD 5240.1R (08/1986) surveillance manual used widely by US Intel and branches of the armed forces and CIA laws and procedures that allowed for microwave signals, exotic signals, slander of the surveillance subjects, degredation of life, and non-consensual human experimentation of adults and children. It evolved into Patriot Act, Freedom Act, and the domestic US Citizen focused "Targeted Individual" program that widely includes US Open source intelligence, across the planet. These programs are linked congruently with US intelligence offices, Kindle, and Amazon locations. And there is little to no opposition of these outright violations of human rights in any international court against the United States of America. 

It's as if every American Government official, employee, defense contractors and employees since is laughing at those of us who are pushed out of their culture. Yet this movement was brought to light by the same perpetrators of the human rights violations since at least the 1960s. It only became a problem when the slippery slope reached the wallets of the government officials who started the gradation of the slippery slope. And now that it does involve many more Americans, those of us who have foreign concerns and are 1st generation Americans are being pushed out of the way and silenced from within this "global civil rights" movement. And no, not a single one of these Government whistleblowers and their popular following will allow any 1st generation American to lead. At least not for very long without gaining refined human behavioral test data of the torture back to the CIA researchers.

And the research involved in my case detracts from the quality of my life and health by an upcoming 5th decade. This is an outrage for me to understand so in depth.  

reality

They refuse to hear a reality that differs from their own.

Normies, USA domestic people on average accept this idea of equality. Tell me how equality exists when Foreign Surveillance Laws are named and designed to target foreigners and their family members who are already US military or who are born dual nationals, or American? Yet, we are "equal"? The individuality of applicable laws at birth are quite different. The definition of USA constitutional equality is illusory.

Prayer reflection- adversity of spirit

Prayer, was never a strength in my life.

Mostly because of the intense negativity seething from the Sunday school teachers, pastor, kids parents, and other churchgoers.  Though I was raised in a Lutheran Evangelical spirit world, and taken there every Sunday by my God parents who were involved at the church. I was baptized my 1st year on the planet till Confirmation and I was told every Sunday that I was unworthy of God's love and would go to hell for my skin color and my mother's national and racial background.

That was what church was to me, at the core of the teachings. My parents didn't understand why my brother begged not to attend the church until before my confirmation. 

I read a comic book version of the bible repeatedly. It was from my Catholic US grandmom on my dad's side. I learned the Lord's prayer and said it nightly before sleep. But that was the only prayer I said, and it worked both at Lutheran church and Catholic Church when my parents attended with my dad's family/ relatives. We weren't really part of my dad's family. I was never "Charlie's daughter". We were "you people" "you think you're people", "your one of those... J-word". Noone really spoke to me like I belonged with them or my father. 

And my prayers weren't good enough for anyone either. Even when I was asked, I would pass because of the toxic negativity I was pummeled with afterwards. 

So, to this day, on 2022 things haven't changed. Nothing is good enough for the prayer groups. My words, are negative to them and I'm quickly urged to stop speaking. Yet they can say words like Alcoholic, drug addiction, cancer, pedophile, disease, ailments and are considered positive people. When I say SRA, I am immediately shushed by the white privledged. After all, haven't I learned my place in America? Shush you mixed race Asian-- haven't you heard our president ok'd us to abuse you with Anti-Asian hate speech and crimes?

So, I say my prayers for all that/who I love.

And keep things short and simple, since nothing is good enough for the haters.

I found a couple prayers I wrote at the pinnacle of my desperation in life;- being passed over for marriage and family life  at the end of my child bearing years.

That's what the USA is. 

For me it's the converse of the old western  on today -- where the white woman declines life with Apaches as an "Apache whore". I really dislike being a USA whore. And that's basically what life is with these Americans. 

Nothing I am is "good enough" for them and they punished those who helped me.

USA's targeting of relatives to foreign officials

Over the past half decade, the turbulence in my life has become very clearly linked to USA intelligence efforts.

While the locals and daily normies find it amusing and find ways to dismiss their involvement in real politics;- my reality is very political and very real. And it doesn't mean that the Japanese stork found me born in outer space and brought me to the USA devoid of having Japanese family and relatives, including my silenced and shamed Issei mother. Just ask the SBA or Rep. Fitzpatrick's office for clarification on their trafficking stance.

The local yokel government officials and feds really do intend the rash of insults, even on an interpersonal level. They intend to try and force me into their trafficking networks, including US Military. And they have for decades to access the shipping lines only a select few relatives I have could manipulate. 

As a result, I live under constant yearly, quarterly, and monthly threats and unwelcome monitoring using a variety of non-consensual signals.

Today, I put my Bluetooth devices in an old microwave. And am innundated with outside frequency attacks and cyber ops to decomission my life in this body. 

So, I hope to finish my international communication against the USA. I understand that nearly 50years of being subject to persecution, cruel and unusual punishment, and state torture by the USA is too much. And I'm failing myself due to the "doubling up" of current attacks as retaliation for documenting decades old attacks on me and my deceased and disabled family members. The USA didn't want a biological line of people to survive my Japanese issei mother. And so, in international forms of torture- I must consider that the USA allowed her to give birth to me, to possibly torture her and affect my foreign official relatives. So in essence, I was and am a human born for slaughter. And that is a crime against humanity by the USA.

As my USAF w6 (OSI) veteran father used to say to me as a young child "Try to find somebody who loves you."  And today those words make sense against a backdrop of the definitions of torture.

past 2 weeks

Things deteriorated quickly.

Needing a vehicle that is secure from attacks. I've been stranded for the past year. Police said "you don't have proof" over the phone when I contacted them over attacks to my vehicle in the past, and refused to take any report in any way.

And they reference FOIA for all phone calls.

This is similar to what I experienced prior to 2009. 

God's creatures

Humans, the way most humans live today is barely evolved. Game theories are played out as a focus that hardly separates humans with higher consciousness from animals.

Even more destructive than any creature or plague is collateral damages caused by human game theory.

The concepts of "God" and humanity are hardly separated from animal behaviors.

And it seems this exploitation of vulnerabilities has rotted the very core of the planet. Rather than focusing on collective positivity and separating from animal interaction, mankind is no better as a species than any of God's creatures. There is little peace and unity. And during these times of human war God's creatures show more heart, compassion, and innocence towards each other. 

And through their actions, God is present.

Humans, have only admired the control of destructive capabilities- Acquisition, capture, torture. There were many other possibilities that have vanished. 

Hydra: Links

The below are articles considered based on images for comparison in Microscopy. Of  my own live blood Microscopy picture for biotoxin illness aka toxic mold (illness).

Resources for comparison:

Search terms:

Plasma angiotensin-converting enzyme

Nematocysts

Polyps 

Not peer reviewed:

Cellular multifunctionality in the muscle activity of Hydra vulgaris

John Szymanski, Rafael Yuste

bioRxiv 489930; doi: https://doi.org/10.1101/489930

https://www.biorxiv.org/content/10.1101/489930v1

Unknown if Peer Reviewed:

Hydra's Four nematocysts.

https://www.protocols.io/view/introductory-hydra-activities-bp2l611bkvqe/v3?step=4

Best one for Hydra electron microscopy of cindarian:  

Özbek, Suat. (2010). The cnidarian nematocyst: A miniature extracellular matrix within a secretory vesicle. Protoplasma. 248. 635-40. 10.1007/s00709-010-0219-4. 

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/47460428_The_cnidarian_nematocyst_A_miniature_extracellular_matrix_within_a_secretory_vesicle

Tortiglione, Claudia. "An Ancient Model Organism to Test In Vivo Novel Functional Nanocrystals". Biomedical Engineering - From Theory to Applications, edited by Reza Fazel-Rezai, IntechOpen, 2011. 10.5772/21038.  https://www.intechopen.com/chapters/18630

https://idp.springer.com/authorize?response_type=cookie&client_id=springerlink&redirect_uri=https%3A%2F%2Flink.springer.com%2Farticle%2F10.1007%2Fs00435-012-0182-z

Blackwell Publishing Ltd 36 ORIGINAL ARTICLE Determination of proliferation by flow cytometry Quantification of cell-cycle distribution and mitotic index in Hydra by flow cytometry - Scientific Figure on ResearchGate. Available from: https://www.researchgate.net/figure/Morphology-of-Hydra-Microscope-image-of-Hydra-vulgaris-1-tentacle-2-hypostome-3_fig1_265794757 [accessed 18 Apr, 2022]

https://www.researchgate.net/figure/Morphology-of-Hydra-Microscope-image-of-Hydra-vulgaris-1-tentacle-2-hypostome-3_fig1_265794757#reference

Campbell, R. & Iñiguez, A. & Iñiguez, Alonso & Martínez, D.. (2013). Hydra of Hawaii: Phylogenetic relationships with continental species. Hydrobiologia. 713. 10.1007/s10750-013-1508-7. 

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/257569741_Hydra_of_Hawaii_Phylogenetic_relationships_with_continental_species

Excerpt about nano-tech cRNA

Writing about experiences with nano-tech that is invisible to the naked eye is truly difficult. It's an awkward thing to explain how one's body perceives the shape and movement of technologies that can transmit Data. Of course people and doctors will call a person insane. Yet these experiences are thought to be very similar to feeling parasites move in the human body. And sometimes more intense and focused because of the use of microwaves, #5g, and other ionic interactions. 

But the problem exists that microwave technologies simultaneously cause nano-scale brain damage. What would you say if you read the below "experience" about lethargic mice in a house dying for no apparent reason-- and then read the edit (also below).

The newborn field mice walk slowly in the house and one older mouse died last week. Seemed like 2 stillborn mice in her stomach maybe.  A invisible nano thread felt like it touched my lip like an invisible worm. Impossible! To feel and perceive the shape of such a thing unseen.

Edit:

The newborn mice walk slowly and do not scurry. An older walking mouse died last week. 2 still baby mice in her stomach, no blood, calm and walked up my arm.  A nano thread felt like it touched my lip like an invisible worm. Impossible! To perceive the shape of such a thing.

This is one abstract experience. Yet many victims who have suffered from Bio-tech  or nano tech experiments or accidents have been institutionalized for more outrageous descriptions of their experiences.  Especially to practitioners who are only focused in their immediate environment, police, EMS, nurses aides. All of whom are quick to commit people for descriptions of seeing tiny lights - that could be attributed to fiberoptics, brain damage, phosphorescence in hybrid nano tech.

What are we to do today with the vast coverage nanotech has? 

Treason

In the future, any household with a large percentage of foreign and China manufactured goods would be held liable for treason as a public official. A rule that would trickle down to USA citizens and voters.

Bio-tech and climate change.

How to express this serious matter?

Maybe today, the strange world I wrote about in 9th grade creative writing with 2 characters who I named China and Samson (instead of Samsung) will make sense.

It's been, about 3 decades since I described a world where humans ceased to exist as we know them today. Yet in my 9th grade story human DNA was put into plant life for survival during climate change. It was perceived as a form of cannibalism. And the methods were not revealed. It simply was.

Yet today, finally today-- most people are gaining awareness of mRNA, hybrid cells, and chimera. But my self-invented story world as a 9th grader got me cast out of anything my classmates could relate to. It wasn't even a sci-fi story back then.

Today I can write away a new fiction of how PCR tests meant for supply chain product testing were reverse engineered to collect public DNA samples worldwide. And the samples were converted to some randomized human mRNA signals that were then converted into cRNA and distributed in "fertilizers" by polymersome.

Fertilizers now having a broad definition beyond agricultural soils and where nano-tech affects subsequent generations of seeds.

But that's ok. Noone knew they had meant there was mRNA from someones DNa to grow an ear. They thought that was funny back then too. Get it? They used to jest, and ear. Yet this had nothing to do with GMO corn seed. The vibe I picked up on was for real hybrid plants made with human DNA. Yes. I repeat. For survival. 

I wasn't aware of the DeepState as a kid. I thought I was isolate and ostracized because everyone around me was simply racist. And those who befriended me had financial motivations with pedos. 

Sadly being ground into fertilizer as a human has taken on the scientific process of DNA sequencing, CrispR tech, isolating mRNA, patenting cRNA and generally playing with puzzle pieces that make life stand up in Earths gravitational field.

Retrospect of being an outcast repeatedly.

And it's way too late. The damage has been done. While the public is just finding out about something that took root over 30years ago.

mRNA vs cDNA convo

As an animal rights and human rights activist, I think all Genetic definitions should have prominent legal judgements and cases attached where applicable.

Over the past decade, I've read dozens of articles, patents, and research papers about DNA, chimera vs. hybrid animals and/or cells, Prometheus case and relevant judgements (see Areal links), and IP  for animal and human rights. That is in small comparison to the hundreds of works on transhuman and nano tech that I've researched to share a minute portion at activist meetings. Yet, the news is still teaching the public about mRNA while cRNA is the patentable form of RNA.

See this Supreme Court ruling about how cRNA is patentable -- and covers mRNA. https://blogs.scientificamerican.com/guest-blog/new-supreme-court-decision-rules-that-cdna-is-patentablewhat-it-means-for-research-and-genetic-testing/

Here's a link to the textbook (government) definition of mRNA devoid of legalities.  See attached screenshot if you don't want to click on it.

https://www.genome.gov/genetics-glossary/messenger-rna

m is for messenger in mRNA--  basically a cut out part (isolated) of DNA/RNA code(signals) from some natural life form. It is messenger RNA because the cut out signals from the 🧬 become a set of instructions sent to other living cells in the same type of living being or a different one.

Take this Rough said "hybrid" creature example: how researchers inject human DNA into mouse or bat brains to make the animals smarter. 

1. Is it cRNA or is it natural mRNA injected?

2. What classification does the next generation of animals born to these "hybrids" get? Chimera or Hybrid? Is the next generation a patentable lifeform? Who owns their IP?

While I've studied some hybrid and chimera examples to understand the diff. between what researchers can and cannot patent out of the natural world. The lines around IP (intellectual property) with and without hybrid brain cells or transhuman technology are also challenged in a similar fashion to the well known Prometheus case. This complex issue is intertwined with other issues concerning non-consensual human testing-- and a deeper personal concern over mRNA and cRNA signals distributed in the supply chain and released in living beings of all life forms through nano-spheres, nano-beads, and polymers. 

 It's actually a critical issue for my concern for animals and human rights. And a much more complex focus that I rarely get to discuss with others.

Farmhouse floor cleaning

What does a vegan do to house clean?

Especially dirty farmhouse floors? Or old nom-vegan ovens.

Some of the easiest natural cleanups are made with a mix of white Vinegar and baking soda, Castile soap and hot water help with a mop.

 Essential oils like thyme, lavender, tea tree oil, oregano, cinnamon, and mint or wintergreen can add to clearing the area of spider and mouse traffic. These creatures are well aware of gardening EO tactics, so changing up what is diffused or added to a rinse bucket.  But noone wants their home to smell like a sanitized Philadelphia train station. So change up once in a while.

Disclaimer: Deep cleaning for ultra dirty grime-- the following instructions are for heavily soiled carpets that have reached the end of their life.

Very warm to Hot water in carpet cleaning tanks helps to loosen dirt in carpet fibers. It also helps to emulsify any esse tial oils added.

And after a couple initial passes, rinsing once with some Cruelty-free  bleach alternatives mixed in the rinse bucket. 

Cleaning ground in dirt from outside takes time and water. Estimate About 1gallon of warm or hot water per square foot. And to take your time to let the enzymes, detergent, and bleach alternative work in for 30-40seconds before suctioning it out of the carpet. It is a slow process, 1.5-2hours for 6-10square feet of heavily matted medium to high pile plush carpet.  But it can rewind the carpet back to "I think I need to start saving for a new carpet" look of a clean yet matted and maybe slightly discolored. Especially if the house is no longer in pristine "entertaining guests mode" and exited to "survivalist earthy"  mode. 

Steps are the worst. And it gets worse if you have beautiful wood floors waiting to be refinished under the dirty mess on top of it. The more water used can cause water damage below wood floors. So it's really important to take the time to suction all moisture possible out of the carpet and the spongey foam under it. And add fans to help dry it out for at least 36-48hours.

Some carpets are already discolored (ie., Silvery Gray dining room carpet to orange from spot cleaner is unsightly) from "heavy duty spot cleaners for pet messes" 

If the carpet is really pet and shoe dirty;- doing a final rinse with colorfast bleach oxygen alternative can help make the next light or normal cleaning  improve your deep cleaning.  There are no sponsored products here and only a scoop is needed for a gallon pass.

 If it's hardcore dirt and discoloration is no concern- using 1/4cup of  straight liquid Hydrogen peroxide $0.99-$2.50/ pint  can also up it and get rid of some parasites and germs. The carpet may brighten up more the next time you do a normal cleaning. 

Deep cleaning takes time and patience-- it's an "easy" job otherwise. So wear protective ear wear. 

Low pile carpets may seem cleaner than higher pile carpets until you start cleaning them. The dark brown water probably won't run near soapy clear till the second cleaning day.

Just remember nearly every single  chemical in the USA has a history of being tested on lab animals. 

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Mixed-race Mouse?

Today, I was surprised to see a couple of videos show up in my feed. Here was one I watched all the way through:  https://youtu.be/uqPwkzp_36E

Can I say outrightly, what happened? What happened to acceptance, because it is genuinely absent from BOTH Liberal and GOP agenda.

By acceptance, I mean those of us who grew up in America and had one US Military veteran parent and one other foreign or immigrant parent. I've just spent 6years of my life unpacking literal torture and violations of nearly all of my human rights by US State Actors all the way to the DOJ.

When I look at US Politics, it's missing a wide spectrum of individuals, who are the actual biological descendants and offspring of Loving Day marriages. You know it was a civil rights breakthrough for the USA to allow and maybe condone mixed-race marriages.

But in US politics, there is noone like this in office-- except maybe former POTUS Obama himself. And due to the powers that be, there is a huge "class separation" that put many of us mixed-race 1st generation adults, at the "bottom of the pile" of minorities in the USA when the Patriot act was passed with many other acts. By bottom of the pile, I mean we are fighting for our individual rights in a sea of white supremacy vs. Transgender acceptance.

And there is no space for my values in today's America. There are 2 sides, and neither side has space or a place for me to live and have a family of my own. 

But it is too late for that.

And maybe for some mixed-race 1st generation Americans they accept their place in the USA. But for me, I've had the grueling reality of Loving Day ruling was another CIA operation to deploy on America's old enemies.

And so I've lost all faith in whatever America was is and had the potential to be become. It seems seemless that minorities are forced to play roles they never intended to or want to play. And the choices are not based on freedom. The choices are based on heirarchical necessity and a redtape form of volunteerism that equates to slave labor.

It's a bad place the USA. And noone has made significant improvements during the past 25years of my voting life  

Right now, my vegan and animal and environmental activism at New York State's largest private college is about the only thing I see having made ANY improvement in the past 30years of America. And even that was an unpaid position. America the atrocious. 

literally, an antennae

The old saying-- artists are the antennas o society --is literal for me today.

After 6 years of documenting the torture I endured from the USA government and Bucks County, PA and Pennsylvania and DeepState... I literally realize that my prior aural disability, and other instances of  physical debilitation are connected to this existence as a non-consensual "antennae", RF experiment and DNA experiment by the USA defense and bio-warfare researchers.

I literally am piecing together and accepting that this was an industry manipulation of my physical and spiritual body. And violations of any and nearly all documented human and civil rights by the USA. It is overwhelming. 

And I have dozens of pieces that need to be put all together. And it is more a matter of my soul overcoming this gross violation of my entire life. Rather than some path of justice and vengeful action at this point.

review of the W-912

A couple weeks ago I received

the TargetedJustice.com newsletter. It said some TIs are using a W-912 accupressure massage pen to find implants. I am unable to use the device above setting 3 currently.

 I ordered one on eBay from this eBay seller: jiyuus8.

 It arrived quickly on April 7th, several days ago. I gave a live review at the Sunday TI Talk meeting on April 10 hosted by UK's TI Talk Host @RoyEacups (on Twitter).

Here's the Tens unit use of the "Meridian Energy Pen User Manual"-- text from the Wochuan Acupointer user manual page 4: 

 My review and the products below are from my personal daily use and unsponsored. Since a few things are different today and I seem to be retaining the electric charge from the device I'm updating:

1. This device runs on one AA battery. -- I dislike batteries so I had to purchase some.

2. It needs gel, oil, or lotion to prevent stinging electric arc on the skin. It came with 2 travel sizes containers of a mostly evaporated blue gel that I chose not to use.

The pen I purchased has a one ball and one flat attachment head to make contact with gel/oil/lotion covered skin.

  I used my silicon free Maui Moisture Body Care Body Gelee (Aloe gel plus papaya and mango butter) and MCT oil --aka fractionated coconut oil. I had better results with the MCT Coconut oil on my face. 

3. The pen comes with a detailed booklet covering multiple styles of use for the pen. Yet all with the same basic method of turning it on to make contact with the skin.

My background is in cleansing spiritual toxins from skull points and other spiritual drainage points with photonic energy I generate naturally and sometimes amplify with a scalar pendant.  This pen device includes basic diagrams of Wochuan energy meridian points. It also explains muscle spasms from trigger points to use it as a TENS unit.

      I took the TENS instructions to be an explanation for the muscle spasms others experiences and attributed to "finding implants".

     Further online research with TENS and implants reveals that actual implants should be kept appx 8 inches away from TENS units. A TENS unit can scramble chips or move the implant to cause issues.

Notes:

1. After a setting of 3, I became a noticable complete circuit (see yellow box pic from pg. 2 of the User Manual below )holding the metallic-looking plastic pen while pressing it on my skin. There is a noticeable and uncomfortable electric current that runs through the handle into the hand holding the device. This device goes to setting 0 to setting 9. I can only use it to level 3, but can hold it in one hand and no contact point to level 9. I have been unable to use it as Targeted Justice suggested.

2. This afternoon- After a few days of light use and a morning touch on my face:-- my body retained the rhythm of the electric pulse from the pen and also is sensitive when I touch metal objects. So I noticed I  discharge some of the electric current while using an all metal pot at the stove several times. And touching other objects. I am concerned about my interactions with electronics.

3. I used the device on my hands and wrists first, then my face, then shoulders, and outer earlobes, then knees and ankles.

      1. Notices areas that felt bruised under my skin with first use. Those places were on my left palm., And my forehead.  

      2. Found a point next to a mole on my shoulder that makes my shoulder blade jump vertically at level one (1) setting. I found the same point for the other shoulder blade.

      3. I feel more sensitive to RF or 5g when I drove into town. My forehead felt tension return as I approached a public library where there is also a power plant and railroad intersecting. 

The device is somewhat imprecise.  The unexpected electricity from holding the pen is my main concern. And that I feel extra electricity tingling through parts of my body and some soreness (like an invisible bruise) where I touched the device to my skin for TENS muscle bouncing.

I cannot confirm that I found any implants using this W-912 electric stimulation pen.

However, I did use the device on suspected implant areas levels 1-3. It resulted in louder clicking noises- at a spot on my skull, base of skull drainage, and outer edge of earlobes. There was no louder clicking sound at other points. I tried this several times and it did not seem to be a noise associated with electrical arcing. 

Additionally, I used level 3 at my earlobe and it caused some "earlobe" jumping though I was not wearing any earrings or jewelry.

I feel I already used it plenty in the 6 days I have had it. I have other ultrasonic devices and face massage pens collection no longer in use, and returned my scalar pendants once used to bless objects and to do spiritual energy work with photonic energy.

Transhuman Activism conflicts

Imagine having a silent yet forced conversation. Having your mind invaded and your thoughts commented on as you think. And your entire day passes while your brain is monitored remotely through a non-consensual project. This type of signals monitoring is permitted under the 1986 DoD 5240.1R surveillance manual used by all US military and intelligence branches, including drone reconnaissance on the US Public and probably for SOCOM open source intelligence:- and they were permitted to slander, defame, permanently harm, and kill their surveillance subjects-- whether consenting or non-consenting.

Many non-consenting people are speaking up about the abstract and unseen forces they experience. In some sense it's a type of Transhuman folklore. 

Some activists have proof of blood analysis, something at least. While others are tracking down IP addresses and aerial surveillance monitoring. While all of us were told my USA national security whistle blowers that this is a very real phenomena.

And while the NSA whistleblowers public outreach can help identify the source of daily issues:- working class professionals are grossly undereducated and Ill equipped to acknowledge the technologies and/or confirm their use.  Ill equipped no longer means a microscopist needs a stronger microscope. It means, they need additional personal security measures to keep their practices viable.

Many activists have some type of commonality that falls under FISA abuse and Patriot Act- a parent who worked on Satellites, a parent in US intelligence or military intelligence, others who have extended family working for Blue Chip defense companies, and foreigners and their US born children.

 Some activists show up to meetings are hypochondriacs scripting their activist personality. And some are simply sci-fi or transhuman science researchers banking a buck off to write articles and scripts from whatever technology has focus from Targeted individual activists.

It's a sickening money pit to test the public use of inconclusive forensics to be used in cases that may get thrown out by a judge- or shuffled and misplaced paperwork at certain courthouses. The frustration of real victims has been shared. And the stories are shared with the hope that maybe someone will have a better chance than those who failed at having their court case or complaint addressed.

Activist meetings are a compilation of hundreds of hours reading and researching technologies and their parameters. And presenting "of interest" technology to rule out the least plausible methods used.

How many years and how many activists does it take? 

And when an organization emerges;- they fundraise from all of these unpaid hours of activist knowledge and work tweeted and posted on sites. So long-term activists get angry with the paid government whistleblowers and things fall apart. Narcissists named organizations they create after themselves yet decline the rulebook of participation that unpaid activists abide by for show of face.

It's a topsy turvy Lord of the Flies.

And the only concrete results are laws passed that most certainly protect researchers from a reverse mob attack.

last night's dream

Last night's dream somehow nearly tore me apart emotionally. Was a totally unusual dream 

1. Jason Statham was in the dream, saying he wanted to know some animal rights people. Odd to me because he was my brother's favorite actor. And there was a strange dream segway where JS met my deceased yet embodied brother and sat next to him. Strange part of my dream.

I thought maybe it was triggered by the VW I had. And living like a local Hawaiian like KaiKai told me to do to survive shit from 2009 till 2018. One day I was stuck in traffic at the North Shore and saw someone who looked like JS. In the incoming traffic in a flame colored SUV accompanied by a person wrapped in scarves like they had just had plastic surgery. Totally rando. 

2. My deceased brother who was a big JS fan was in the dream- disoriented from his death but together enough to have JS sign the back of his Tshirt. He used to bring JS movies home to watch, and I always thought they were quite evil and violent.

3. My father got new Christmas decorations- a fake tree he put on the family piano. And I protested since we hadn't had a family Christmas since the Buddhism taking over years before my brother's death. I gave everyone Dalai Lama books that year and we all agreed to be Asian since my dad's family and community didn't even take a family pic with us. (Except real: USA Langley gunner & Iwo Jima Japanese killer Uncle Eddie who was at my earliest birthday parties.)

It was a very strange dream for me.  And there was some focal point on a tiny "suitcase" sized key for some reason.

But I started crying when I woke from this dream today. Uncertain if there is some healing for me from it. 

It's more strange than the actual real day I missed work because someone, ( a paratrooper who kindof looked like Bruce Willis ) used dim mak on the back of my heart, and I passed out for what seemed like12-14hours in Waikiki. They had their arms wrapped around me like hoping they hadn't killed me. But the skin___ker moved through my mind and used this person to harm me. Stuff that I shouldn't speak of...only I know.

Aside from KaiKai insisting on training me, which I had been thinking of before I went to sleep. All the Alpha males and being one of a few females...yet the only one who was around him daily;- I am really wiped out from Special forces using me like a live dummy wherever and whenever

I am crying because I went to Hawaii for a vacation and to Segway into family life. And got a special ops disaster. It's now way to late for that.

One thing I learned today

Hoarders apparently are broken souls who somehow try to heal their pain with unwanted things. Somehow, they have a need for things, maybe their memories include similar things, to feel secure to continue their life. 

It seems deeply spiritual type of continuation in life since their own health by medical standards, seems to be compromised. Ie., Leaving food out to decay or dry up or to feed rats and insects and spiders.

It's deeply disturbing to see how one traatic life event can break a person's soul in such a way;- that they are blind to real help and caring.

Here is a link to the video I watched where the Humane Society also commented: https://youtu.be/A0czLM_J-7w

Healing from Trauma

Meditation helped me alot. Changing gears from working 80hr weeks and living near poverty and working for the environment and animals definitely was an ark for my soul. It was an outlet to do my best to make positive change in the world. 

But some things happened inmy life that made me reflect on my childhood and negative life experiences, and slow down to 1 main job and nothing pressing for activism. And then nearly everything came to a screechinf halt to make my soul reach deep into my willpower reserves and test my dedication to being vegan in ways I never dreamed were imaginable, short of living on the dust on the surface of Mars for sustainance.

Healing, I found, is only possible with quiet time in meditation. Remembering positive things of people and places where it seemed so cold and cruel. And I asked for it, I asked the universe to heal me from the suffering I endured. It appeared in a strange format that I accepted. And was brutal on my "slightly healed soul". I plummeted into every bad memory I could fathom to document, for myself, things that happened. And said or wrote what my soul needed to express that had remained in the silence of bad memories. Some words I wrote, thought, and said felt like I was hitting an invisible shield that protected the villains in my life story. And every sentence, tweet, and journal entry was a nerve wracking adventure. Since I was so uncertain how much retaliation would redirect the genuine freedom I felt. 

The rumors were that most adult survivors of childhood abuse by USA intell are on a kill list. We are to be "suicided" by state actors with their community supporters:- suicided basically is a form of manslaughter that involves conspiracy and possible murder of the victim. In other words, a coverup of an individual forced to "suicide."

There were no promises of life after healing. There still aren't. Being "blacklisted" for speaking out and writing difficult torture complaints alone didn't create new functional friendships in anything other than a new transhuman folklore of how we think nano forensics should go after many attempts and fails at describing absolutely unusual circumstances. 

And still, handling triggers of past trauma of real community abuse and human rights violations is a daily chore. Only meditation time seems to help when the external chatter from unwanted TV or media at the gym or from a traumatic TV show is turned off. 

I've learned it's one thing to see a movie knowing the synopsis ahead of time a few times a week. But it's another thing to have relatives and housemates randomly change channels on a TV, or to peel through social media fees and get triggered

I miss the quiet time I had. Truly quiet by today's standards. And I miss the structure my life had from the absence of TV and daily news. So my meditation from those years was elevated, and in appropriate temples and spiritual dojos . And I can say without that silent practice for several years away from mainland USA. I would have perished in the pandemic 2020-2021.

The USA mainland is mentally toxic and aggressive. And somehow, that needs to change.