Bio-tech and climate change.

How to express this serious matter?

Maybe today, the strange world I wrote about in 9th grade creative writing with 2 characters who I named China and Samson (instead of Samsung) will make sense.

It's been, about 3 decades since I described a world where humans ceased to exist as we know them today. Yet in my 9th grade story human DNA was put into plant life for survival during climate change. It was perceived as a form of cannibalism. And the methods were not revealed. It simply was.

Yet today, finally today-- most people are gaining awareness of mRNA, hybrid cells, and chimera. But my self-invented story world as a 9th grader got me cast out of anything my classmates could relate to. It wasn't even a sci-fi story back then.

Today I can write away a new fiction of how PCR tests meant for supply chain product testing were reverse engineered to collect public DNA samples worldwide. And the samples were converted to some randomized human mRNA signals that were then converted into cRNA and distributed in "fertilizers" by polymersome.

Fertilizers now having a broad definition beyond agricultural soils and where nano-tech affects subsequent generations of seeds.

But that's ok. Noone knew they had meant there was mRNA from someones DNa to grow an ear. They thought that was funny back then too. Get it? They used to jest, and ear. Yet this had nothing to do with GMO corn seed. The vibe I picked up on was for real hybrid plants made with human DNA. Yes. I repeat. For survival. 

I wasn't aware of the DeepState as a kid. I thought I was isolate and ostracized because everyone around me was simply racist. And those who befriended me had financial motivations with pedos. 

Sadly being ground into fertilizer as a human has taken on the scientific process of DNA sequencing, CrispR tech, isolating mRNA, patenting cRNA and generally playing with puzzle pieces that make life stand up in Earths gravitational field.

Retrospect of being an outcast repeatedly.

And it's way too late. The damage has been done. While the public is just finding out about something that took root over 30years ago.

mRNA vs cDNA convo

As an animal rights and human rights activist, I think all Genetic definitions should have prominent legal judgements and cases attached where applicable.

Over the past decade, I've read dozens of articles, patents, and research papers about DNA, chimera vs. hybrid animals and/or cells, Prometheus case and relevant judgements (see Areal links), and IP  for animal and human rights. That is in small comparison to the hundreds of works on transhuman and nano tech that I've researched to share a minute portion at activist meetings. Yet, the news is still teaching the public about mRNA while cRNA is the patentable form of RNA.

See this Supreme Court ruling about how cRNA is patentable -- and covers mRNA. https://blogs.scientificamerican.com/guest-blog/new-supreme-court-decision-rules-that-cdna-is-patentablewhat-it-means-for-research-and-genetic-testing/

Here's a link to the textbook (government) definition of mRNA devoid of legalities.  See attached screenshot if you don't want to click on it.

https://www.genome.gov/genetics-glossary/messenger-rna

m is for messenger in mRNA--  basically a cut out part (isolated) of DNA/RNA code(signals) from some natural life form. It is messenger RNA because the cut out signals from the 🧬 become a set of instructions sent to other living cells in the same type of living being or a different one.

Take this Rough said "hybrid" creature example: how researchers inject human DNA into mouse or bat brains to make the animals smarter. 

1. Is it cRNA or is it natural mRNA injected?

2. What classification does the next generation of animals born to these "hybrids" get? Chimera or Hybrid? Is the next generation a patentable lifeform? Who owns their IP?

While I've studied some hybrid and chimera examples to understand the diff. between what researchers can and cannot patent out of the natural world. The lines around IP (intellectual property) with and without hybrid brain cells or transhuman technology are also challenged in a similar fashion to the well known Prometheus case. This complex issue is intertwined with other issues concerning non-consensual human testing-- and a deeper personal concern over mRNA and cRNA signals distributed in the supply chain and released in living beings of all life forms through nano-spheres, nano-beads, and polymers. 

 It's actually a critical issue for my concern for animals and human rights. And a much more complex focus that I rarely get to discuss with others.

Farmhouse floor cleaning

What does a vegan do to house clean?

Especially dirty farmhouse floors? Or old nom-vegan ovens.

Some of the easiest natural cleanups are made with a mix of white Vinegar and baking soda, Castile soap and hot water help with a mop.

 Essential oils like thyme, lavender, tea tree oil, oregano, cinnamon, and mint or wintergreen can add to clearing the area of spider and mouse traffic. These creatures are well aware of gardening EO tactics, so changing up what is diffused or added to a rinse bucket.  But noone wants their home to smell like a sanitized Philadelphia train station. So change up once in a while.

Disclaimer: Deep cleaning for ultra dirty grime-- the following instructions are for heavily soiled carpets that have reached the end of their life.

Very warm to Hot water in carpet cleaning tanks helps to loosen dirt in carpet fibers. It also helps to emulsify any esse tial oils added.

And after a couple initial passes, rinsing once with some Cruelty-free  bleach alternatives mixed in the rinse bucket. 

Cleaning ground in dirt from outside takes time and water. Estimate About 1gallon of warm or hot water per square foot. And to take your time to let the enzymes, detergent, and bleach alternative work in for 30-40seconds before suctioning it out of the carpet. It is a slow process, 1.5-2hours for 6-10square feet of heavily matted medium to high pile plush carpet.  But it can rewind the carpet back to "I think I need to start saving for a new carpet" look of a clean yet matted and maybe slightly discolored. Especially if the house is no longer in pristine "entertaining guests mode" and exited to "survivalist earthy"  mode. 

Steps are the worst. And it gets worse if you have beautiful wood floors waiting to be refinished under the dirty mess on top of it. The more water used can cause water damage below wood floors. So it's really important to take the time to suction all moisture possible out of the carpet and the spongey foam under it. And add fans to help dry it out for at least 36-48hours.

Some carpets are already discolored (ie., Silvery Gray dining room carpet to orange from spot cleaner is unsightly) from "heavy duty spot cleaners for pet messes" 

If the carpet is really pet and shoe dirty;- doing a final rinse with colorfast bleach oxygen alternative can help make the next light or normal cleaning  improve your deep cleaning.  There are no sponsored products here and only a scoop is needed for a gallon pass.

 If it's hardcore dirt and discoloration is no concern- using 1/4cup of  straight liquid Hydrogen peroxide $0.99-$2.50/ pint  can also up it and get rid of some parasites and germs. The carpet may brighten up more the next time you do a normal cleaning. 

Deep cleaning takes time and patience-- it's an "easy" job otherwise. So wear protective ear wear. 

Low pile carpets may seem cleaner than higher pile carpets until you start cleaning them. The dark brown water probably won't run near soapy clear till the second cleaning day.

Just remember nearly every single  chemical in the USA has a history of being tested on lab animals. 

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Mixed-race Mouse?

Today, I was surprised to see a couple of videos show up in my feed. Here was one I watched all the way through:  https://youtu.be/uqPwkzp_36E

Can I say outrightly, what happened? What happened to acceptance, because it is genuinely absent from BOTH Liberal and GOP agenda.

By acceptance, I mean those of us who grew up in America and had one US Military veteran parent and one other foreign or immigrant parent. I've just spent 6years of my life unpacking literal torture and violations of nearly all of my human rights by US State Actors all the way to the DOJ.

When I look at US Politics, it's missing a wide spectrum of individuals, who are the actual biological descendants and offspring of Loving Day marriages. You know it was a civil rights breakthrough for the USA to allow and maybe condone mixed-race marriages.

But in US politics, there is noone like this in office-- except maybe former POTUS Obama himself. And due to the powers that be, there is a huge "class separation" that put many of us mixed-race 1st generation adults, at the "bottom of the pile" of minorities in the USA when the Patriot act was passed with many other acts. By bottom of the pile, I mean we are fighting for our individual rights in a sea of white supremacy vs. Transgender acceptance.

And there is no space for my values in today's America. There are 2 sides, and neither side has space or a place for me to live and have a family of my own. 

But it is too late for that.

And maybe for some mixed-race 1st generation Americans they accept their place in the USA. But for me, I've had the grueling reality of Loving Day ruling was another CIA operation to deploy on America's old enemies.

And so I've lost all faith in whatever America was is and had the potential to be become. It seems seemless that minorities are forced to play roles they never intended to or want to play. And the choices are not based on freedom. The choices are based on heirarchical necessity and a redtape form of volunteerism that equates to slave labor.

It's a bad place the USA. And noone has made significant improvements during the past 25years of my voting life  

Right now, my vegan and animal and environmental activism at New York State's largest private college is about the only thing I see having made ANY improvement in the past 30years of America. And even that was an unpaid position. America the atrocious. 

literally, an antennae

The old saying-- artists are the antennas o society --is literal for me today.

After 6 years of documenting the torture I endured from the USA government and Bucks County, PA and Pennsylvania and DeepState... I literally realize that my prior aural disability, and other instances of  physical debilitation are connected to this existence as a non-consensual "antennae", RF experiment and DNA experiment by the USA defense and bio-warfare researchers.

I literally am piecing together and accepting that this was an industry manipulation of my physical and spiritual body. And violations of any and nearly all documented human and civil rights by the USA. It is overwhelming. 

And I have dozens of pieces that need to be put all together. And it is more a matter of my soul overcoming this gross violation of my entire life. Rather than some path of justice and vengeful action at this point.

review of the W-912

A couple weeks ago I received

the TargetedJustice.com newsletter. It said some TIs are using a W-912 accupressure massage pen to find implants. I am unable to use the device above setting 3 currently.

 I ordered one on eBay from this eBay seller: jiyuus8.

 It arrived quickly on April 7th, several days ago. I gave a live review at the Sunday TI Talk meeting on April 10 hosted by UK's TI Talk Host @RoyEacups (on Twitter).

Here's the Tens unit use of the "Meridian Energy Pen User Manual"-- text from the Wochuan Acupointer user manual page 4: 

 My review and the products below are from my personal daily use and unsponsored. Since a few things are different today and I seem to be retaining the electric charge from the device I'm updating:

1. This device runs on one AA battery. -- I dislike batteries so I had to purchase some.

2. It needs gel, oil, or lotion to prevent stinging electric arc on the skin. It came with 2 travel sizes containers of a mostly evaporated blue gel that I chose not to use.

The pen I purchased has a one ball and one flat attachment head to make contact with gel/oil/lotion covered skin.

  I used my silicon free Maui Moisture Body Care Body Gelee (Aloe gel plus papaya and mango butter) and MCT oil --aka fractionated coconut oil. I had better results with the MCT Coconut oil on my face. 

3. The pen comes with a detailed booklet covering multiple styles of use for the pen. Yet all with the same basic method of turning it on to make contact with the skin.

My background is in cleansing spiritual toxins from skull points and other spiritual drainage points with photonic energy I generate naturally and sometimes amplify with a scalar pendant.  This pen device includes basic diagrams of Wochuan energy meridian points. It also explains muscle spasms from trigger points to use it as a TENS unit.

      I took the TENS instructions to be an explanation for the muscle spasms others experiences and attributed to "finding implants".

     Further online research with TENS and implants reveals that actual implants should be kept appx 8 inches away from TENS units. A TENS unit can scramble chips or move the implant to cause issues.

Notes:

1. After a setting of 3, I became a noticable complete circuit (see yellow box pic from pg. 2 of the User Manual below )holding the metallic-looking plastic pen while pressing it on my skin. There is a noticeable and uncomfortable electric current that runs through the handle into the hand holding the device. This device goes to setting 0 to setting 9. I can only use it to level 3, but can hold it in one hand and no contact point to level 9. I have been unable to use it as Targeted Justice suggested.

2. This afternoon- After a few days of light use and a morning touch on my face:-- my body retained the rhythm of the electric pulse from the pen and also is sensitive when I touch metal objects. So I noticed I  discharge some of the electric current while using an all metal pot at the stove several times. And touching other objects. I am concerned about my interactions with electronics.

3. I used the device on my hands and wrists first, then my face, then shoulders, and outer earlobes, then knees and ankles.

      1. Notices areas that felt bruised under my skin with first use. Those places were on my left palm., And my forehead.  

      2. Found a point next to a mole on my shoulder that makes my shoulder blade jump vertically at level one (1) setting. I found the same point for the other shoulder blade.

      3. I feel more sensitive to RF or 5g when I drove into town. My forehead felt tension return as I approached a public library where there is also a power plant and railroad intersecting. 

The device is somewhat imprecise.  The unexpected electricity from holding the pen is my main concern. And that I feel extra electricity tingling through parts of my body and some soreness (like an invisible bruise) where I touched the device to my skin for TENS muscle bouncing.

I cannot confirm that I found any implants using this W-912 electric stimulation pen.

However, I did use the device on suspected implant areas levels 1-3. It resulted in louder clicking noises- at a spot on my skull, base of skull drainage, and outer edge of earlobes. There was no louder clicking sound at other points. I tried this several times and it did not seem to be a noise associated with electrical arcing. 

Additionally, I used level 3 at my earlobe and it caused some "earlobe" jumping though I was not wearing any earrings or jewelry.

I feel I already used it plenty in the 6 days I have had it. I have other ultrasonic devices and face massage pens collection no longer in use, and returned my scalar pendants once used to bless objects and to do spiritual energy work with photonic energy.

Transhuman Activism conflicts

Imagine having a silent yet forced conversation. Having your mind invaded and your thoughts commented on as you think. And your entire day passes while your brain is monitored remotely through a non-consensual project. This type of signals monitoring is permitted under the 1986 DoD 5240.1R surveillance manual used by all US military and intelligence branches, including drone reconnaissance on the US Public and probably for SOCOM open source intelligence:- and they were permitted to slander, defame, permanently harm, and kill their surveillance subjects-- whether consenting or non-consenting.

Many non-consenting people are speaking up about the abstract and unseen forces they experience. In some sense it's a type of Transhuman folklore. 

Some activists have proof of blood analysis, something at least. While others are tracking down IP addresses and aerial surveillance monitoring. While all of us were told my USA national security whistle blowers that this is a very real phenomena.

And while the NSA whistleblowers public outreach can help identify the source of daily issues:- working class professionals are grossly undereducated and Ill equipped to acknowledge the technologies and/or confirm their use.  Ill equipped no longer means a microscopist needs a stronger microscope. It means, they need additional personal security measures to keep their practices viable.

Many activists have some type of commonality that falls under FISA abuse and Patriot Act- a parent who worked on Satellites, a parent in US intelligence or military intelligence, others who have extended family working for Blue Chip defense companies, and foreigners and their US born children.

 Some activists show up to meetings are hypochondriacs scripting their activist personality. And some are simply sci-fi or transhuman science researchers banking a buck off to write articles and scripts from whatever technology has focus from Targeted individual activists.

It's a sickening money pit to test the public use of inconclusive forensics to be used in cases that may get thrown out by a judge- or shuffled and misplaced paperwork at certain courthouses. The frustration of real victims has been shared. And the stories are shared with the hope that maybe someone will have a better chance than those who failed at having their court case or complaint addressed.

Activist meetings are a compilation of hundreds of hours reading and researching technologies and their parameters. And presenting "of interest" technology to rule out the least plausible methods used.

How many years and how many activists does it take? 

And when an organization emerges;- they fundraise from all of these unpaid hours of activist knowledge and work tweeted and posted on sites. So long-term activists get angry with the paid government whistleblowers and things fall apart. Narcissists named organizations they create after themselves yet decline the rulebook of participation that unpaid activists abide by for show of face.

It's a topsy turvy Lord of the Flies.

And the only concrete results are laws passed that most certainly protect researchers from a reverse mob attack.

last night's dream

Last night's dream somehow nearly tore me apart emotionally. Was a totally unusual dream 

1. Jason Statham was in the dream, saying he wanted to know some animal rights people. Odd to me because he was my brother's favorite actor. And there was a strange dream segway where JS met my deceased yet embodied brother and sat next to him. Strange part of my dream.

I thought maybe it was triggered by the VW I had. And living like a local Hawaiian like KaiKai told me to do to survive shit from 2009 till 2018. One day I was stuck in traffic at the North Shore and saw someone who looked like JS. In the incoming traffic in a flame colored SUV accompanied by a person wrapped in scarves like they had just had plastic surgery. Totally rando. 

2. My deceased brother who was a big JS fan was in the dream- disoriented from his death but together enough to have JS sign the back of his Tshirt. He used to bring JS movies home to watch, and I always thought they were quite evil and violent.

3. My father got new Christmas decorations- a fake tree he put on the family piano. And I protested since we hadn't had a family Christmas since the Buddhism taking over years before my brother's death. I gave everyone Dalai Lama books that year and we all agreed to be Asian since my dad's family and community didn't even take a family pic with us. (Except real: USA Langley gunner & Iwo Jima Japanese killer Uncle Eddie who was at my earliest birthday parties.)

It was a very strange dream for me.  And there was some focal point on a tiny "suitcase" sized key for some reason.

But I started crying when I woke from this dream today. Uncertain if there is some healing for me from it. 

It's more strange than the actual real day I missed work because someone, ( a paratrooper who kindof looked like Bruce Willis ) used dim mak on the back of my heart, and I passed out for what seemed like12-14hours in Waikiki. They had their arms wrapped around me like hoping they hadn't killed me. But the skin___ker moved through my mind and used this person to harm me. Stuff that I shouldn't speak of...only I know.

Aside from KaiKai insisting on training me, which I had been thinking of before I went to sleep. All the Alpha males and being one of a few females...yet the only one who was around him daily;- I am really wiped out from Special forces using me like a live dummy wherever and whenever

I am crying because I went to Hawaii for a vacation and to Segway into family life. And got a special ops disaster. It's now way to late for that.

One thing I learned today

Hoarders apparently are broken souls who somehow try to heal their pain with unwanted things. Somehow, they have a need for things, maybe their memories include similar things, to feel secure to continue their life. 

It seems deeply spiritual type of continuation in life since their own health by medical standards, seems to be compromised. Ie., Leaving food out to decay or dry up or to feed rats and insects and spiders.

It's deeply disturbing to see how one traatic life event can break a person's soul in such a way;- that they are blind to real help and caring.

Here is a link to the video I watched where the Humane Society also commented: https://youtu.be/A0czLM_J-7w

Healing from Trauma

Meditation helped me alot. Changing gears from working 80hr weeks and living near poverty and working for the environment and animals definitely was an ark for my soul. It was an outlet to do my best to make positive change in the world. 

But some things happened inmy life that made me reflect on my childhood and negative life experiences, and slow down to 1 main job and nothing pressing for activism. And then nearly everything came to a screechinf halt to make my soul reach deep into my willpower reserves and test my dedication to being vegan in ways I never dreamed were imaginable, short of living on the dust on the surface of Mars for sustainance.

Healing, I found, is only possible with quiet time in meditation. Remembering positive things of people and places where it seemed so cold and cruel. And I asked for it, I asked the universe to heal me from the suffering I endured. It appeared in a strange format that I accepted. And was brutal on my "slightly healed soul". I plummeted into every bad memory I could fathom to document, for myself, things that happened. And said or wrote what my soul needed to express that had remained in the silence of bad memories. Some words I wrote, thought, and said felt like I was hitting an invisible shield that protected the villains in my life story. And every sentence, tweet, and journal entry was a nerve wracking adventure. Since I was so uncertain how much retaliation would redirect the genuine freedom I felt. 

The rumors were that most adult survivors of childhood abuse by USA intell are on a kill list. We are to be "suicided" by state actors with their community supporters:- suicided basically is a form of manslaughter that involves conspiracy and possible murder of the victim. In other words, a coverup of an individual forced to "suicide."

There were no promises of life after healing. There still aren't. Being "blacklisted" for speaking out and writing difficult torture complaints alone didn't create new functional friendships in anything other than a new transhuman folklore of how we think nano forensics should go after many attempts and fails at describing absolutely unusual circumstances. 

And still, handling triggers of past trauma of real community abuse and human rights violations is a daily chore. Only meditation time seems to help when the external chatter from unwanted TV or media at the gym or from a traumatic TV show is turned off. 

I've learned it's one thing to see a movie knowing the synopsis ahead of time a few times a week. But it's another thing to have relatives and housemates randomly change channels on a TV, or to peel through social media fees and get triggered

I miss the quiet time I had. Truly quiet by today's standards. And I miss the structure my life had from the absence of TV and daily news. So my meditation from those years was elevated, and in appropriate temples and spiritual dojos . And I can say without that silent practice for several years away from mainland USA. I would have perished in the pandemic 2020-2021.

The USA mainland is mentally toxic and aggressive. And somehow, that needs to change.

Targeted attacks updates

In 2021, I was targeted heavily

1. Summer 2021-  My vehicle sat in the driveway most days.PA state cancelled my license plate and insurance for no particular reason and without warning. I got a $0.00 insurance bill that alerted me to the problem. Had to borrow cash to replace the UN nexpired dead tag at a notary. The notary confirmed that the tag (license plate and registration) had not expired but someone at the State access level cancelled it. And I was billed for a new tag and a new registration. I mailed in the dead tag, but never heard a response from the State.

2. A BBB designated "legitimate" tax collector sent letters to me demanding payment of local taxes. And, I sent payment to them before the end of 2021. Yesterday I received a State notice saying they never received any tax payments from me. Yet took $35 for my 2021 tax refund as an adjusted payment. 

So despite paying the Keystone tax collector:- to date in 2022- Pennsylvania has not received any of the money.

3. I received another letter a week ago from another Pennsylvania office with another keystone logo but from a PO Box in Sacremento, California address. It says someone stole my Identity and to contact them with my personal information to use their websites as credit monitoring.

I posted a pic of the letter on Facebook and was told it is a scam.

4. I was contaminated with something that nearly killed me in 2021. I had been very sick, lethargic, and unable to move after eating and my last 2021 blood donation confirmed some issue that may only be elevated D-dimer levels. They suggested I have HepB.antibodies yet it is inconclusive.

It is highly likely a CDC monitored individual contaminated me by April 2021 at my last part-time workplace.

another dismal dream

While the quality of life deteriorated through lockdown, unexpectedly, I spent many hours in meditation and prayer.

Part of what drove me to prayer was the escalation of anti-Asian hate and hate acts directed at me each day I was in public 

And the international healing  prayer group I have belonged to for many years has also held it's share of Karen's more than Kens from the USA based communities.

Yet, I reluctantly avoided much of the volunteer leadership who felt more inclined to outrightly say they hate me or they hate Japanese people within a brief introduction.

And despite writing to other volunteer leaders about the incidents that made me feel unwelcome and threatened, I had no response. It was my last refuge online and isolated from any normal social interactions for the past 2 years. 

This morning I woke from my slumber in yet another dismal dream scene. One walking through some beautiful residence with a famous Hawaiian. And stopping to see how polluted and trashed the once pristine Hawaii waters had become. The water was somewhere between NYC trash and rubbish plus Thailand's streams of brown. 

And then a scene where I was job seeking for an appropriate job for my Buddhist and Vegan soul. Yet only dark trades in alsohol and clubs were offered. Even an old college classmate appeared to tell me they have plenty of Jobs at the world xlass alcohol distribution retail store where he works just before then his own face turned blue as if he were dying from a toxic Jab. It was an unusual dream of someone I last saw a few years ago. And with a clear ATF connection due to the workplace. 

I woke to the phone ringing loudly 1st from my hometown and then immediately after from another town and the reality of police from other counties calling for fundraising.

I wondered if there was microwave or RF they directed at the house again. Last night, I had my phone battery run down after a session of activist emails, and put the phone and Bluetooth headset in an old Microwave and unplugged the WiFi router. The TV's were turned off until I finished housecleaning, near 11AM and people returned from post-op surgery checkup. Sometimes the police park nearby to use any portable RF weapons. 

After all, yesterday, I had my phone on again on my drive to town and a PD SUV passed me on my short rural drive. These Police sightings are no longer coincidence since they have targeted and covered up killing my siblings and the abductions I went through over 3 decades I lived in Bucks County, PA. 

The 20+ reports I made to the liberal Department of Justice had inconsiquential impact on my life. Rather I got the sense that they condoned pedophiles in the school employ and local governments sex assaults- on me as "an English learner". 

And today, like my childhood, I am stuck on the USA yet loathe everything about what these people are to me. I hate what these people are at a deep spiritual level.

And because my father is a white man who was USAF w6 and allegedly OSI-- my mother, was unable to fight these people and spare our lives the continued torture.

Today, I'm reaching 50years of age soon. And I have 50years of continued torture, outright discrimination, financial sabotage, and non-consensual human testing by Pennsylvania DeepState to report. Despite the painful wakeup all, I still pray for a positive time in my life where things are "FOR ME" in a positive supportive way. And I believe the USA is totally incapable of providing this for me.

Retrospect on Toxic mold AND Nano-tech

In retrospect, with so many nano-tech reporterrs showing cutting edge creations;- I've put together a different perspective of what I once called "toxic mold".yes, click on the link to find a real glimpse of the microbe toxic mold. Then start the comparison to how it doesn't look like what was in my blood.

Here's the first and one of very few pictures I have from my personal medical files that iCloud took away from me aka locked me out of my iCloud account. It looks like the Toxic Mold plushie more than the microbe. 

But it definitely has black spots like anake venom under a microscope-- indicating a biotoxin.   One of My Twitter and IG handle is @ImperialNewsJ.

I now understand that the researchers and "powers that be" use a bio-toxins such as black mold microbe (not nano), or hydras as an obvious culprit to blame for the array of symptoms and microscopic nano-crystals. However, after another hard long look at several other pictures I took of my own microscopy session-- I understand there was alot more to blame than "mother nature's bio-toxins."

Red Pill, was nothing I subscribed to in the past. But undeniably the professional reporters present so much information about these old pics Ifrom a microscopy session I had stored away as "natural biotoxin" byproducts (Especially see the gloved hand pointing below)

These pictures were "interesting areas" that lacked the black mold.  And I agreed and nodded my head along with the microscopist the whole way without researching any further that this was toxic mold cause and effect.

 But, here's my self reflection in 2021-2022:  In some pics little black dots are suspect of "malaria" attacking cells. Other nano sized black dots may be biotoxins/mycotoxins killing cells and/or graphene. I've found plenty of pics that make graphene a primary suspect, and it is highly toxic in an of itself. What a great compliment to the microbe black mold that is micro-sized and much larger than 20nm or the size of 2 red blood cells.

Clear Angular crystals also show up as micro sized (bigger than red blood cells). One of the largest crystals seems to have a z or angular S shaped nano circuit in it. 

The smallest crystal, shaped like a nano lemon and vaguely there is probably uric acid. While it's adjacent reflective lit up crystal --both surrounded by red blood cells-- is more akin to "5g" nanotech. And there is a lit up cyan-blue nano sphere or nano bead in the pic with the gloved hand. 

Now here's the thing that really bothers me about the nano Spheres/beads. Nano beads/spheres are typically used as delivery methods. And, without a prescription can contain and be coated with anything from mRNA to pharmaceuticals. Some nano beads/spheres are used to erect a type of nano-scaffolding also known as "implants" in truther lore of former CommanderJ ames Casbolt aka Michael Prince circa 2004.

Though I concur the biotoxins create a noticable level of disfunction in my body;- I also realize today that there was much much more than ONE single biotoxin in the droplets of blood I gave for analysis. Toxic mold, was hardly the only culprit. And the manmade nano-spheres are still my greatest concern due to the unknown Bio-tech weapons and uses they connotate as everything from Genetical manipulation, to chemical delivery, to nano-bots, and data transmitter stations.

dream last night

Though I slept last night, I had yet another dream with some EM look alike. 

Like a video clip again.

Clip 1:- a transportation system where I was in a starfighter looking vehicle on a set track. I asked if it is a coffin. Someone else said she bought a Tesla. Reluctantly, I sat in the vehicle while EM looked down on me. The track drove into town, and at an intersection;- another track with a vehicle appeared above me. These vehicles took up the width of the old street. But the test mode of this transport is stacked vertically. And then I was back home. And touching the places on my forehead that felt bruised from the #5g or microwave pulses.

Clip 2. Inside a huge barn like facility where EM is leading us while we follow. There are shops with tables and seating. This part is difficult to remember. Though I was mostly a bystander observing.

Clip 3.  Standing at a loading dock, there are "food trucks" that haul food to people secretly hidden. One trailer with fans, one box truck, and a personal car. Everything is dirty and dingy here. Yet for the people who live here this is an exciting thing to see. And only one question was asked of me - "how many people can fit in that" with EM motioning his attention to the box truck.

Those were the sequences I remember.

These synthetic dreams interfere with my problem solving and personal use of my dream time to solve my daily problems. 

I wake feeling violated by these "imposed" dreams. And no longer feel "included" or privy to some obscure knowledge since I learned this may be the defense department doing non-consensual brainwashing using real #5g microwave or satellite targeting.

warnings about my safety

Over the past 2 weeks I've had several warnings about my personal safety. That is in addition to the failing of my mother's health especially. And she already told me that if she does before my father, that they "DeepState" do plan to kill me.

It's very clear from my perspective that I was a mere hostage used to leverage my relatives in Japan. But that Americans intended to use my life as collateral in their unobstructed  racketeering schemes and RICO Act Violations.

There is little that I can do and am "blacklisted" from making money and keeping it without federal or other state actor interference for their personal gain.

my blood microscopy- 2014

healing today

The irrevocable harm to my life, has been a focus of my healing for the past several years. It's born out of sheer hatred the USA has had for Japan and the Japanese. And these Americans who attack me and continue to loose any shred of trust that I one had on them-- have failed to be worthwhile.

All I can do, is focus on what is good for me. The personal lessons that I learn. Today, I attended another online meeting time for healing. And realized what a waste of my time some of the people are since they o erstated their hatred of me as a mixed-nationality, Japanese -American. And with the rise in hate crimes, aside from my vehicle being tampered with in the driveway. I am unable to justify attending any distant gathering with these people with whom I now only share online meeting space.

I am unable to see them assisting me in. The event someone sabotages my vehicle while in a beautiful park setting. The cost of my energy quickly tallies into an escape to a place with people who do are friendlier.

Yet because I am still healing from decades of USA torture and persecution, I never have set down my own roots. My heart has become weary of being fetishized and despised by American men and women since I was a toddler. 

And I wish for a "redo" in a better community for my life to be perfect to me.

Where I am successful and have genuine love in my life. Where my core values are respected and upheld and my trust in others deepens with more success.

That is still merely a fantasy life for me. 

And today, I really am forced to reconsider my time and where I use my time. To have friends, real friends is something my life lacks.

angry today

Minorities are different than the rest of us FOB. Even if born in the USA, they say. They say Equality and push FISA 1978 a law that was derived straight from hate. Human Rights treaties ignored, forcing good families from abroad to be poor. Forced religion of a Christian cross, enforced by a racist, murderer, pedophile boss.  Then go to school at age 2 the lineup of pedophiles says we don't understand you. You an English learner, you bilingual mud. Your mom can't stop us and your dad is a scum. You should be thankful for our white cum.

From the DOJ to the preschool, elementary too. Quakertown DeepState has been making deals in a backroom. Bucks County they say is the Bildeberger's way. Their pedophiles and traffickers are here to stay. Using the system and obstructing all rights, unless they hand off money through lawsuits  protecting their knights. It's not a nation they say, the American way. There are no families or someone to protect you. They all sold out for an Xbox or two.

Scum, they keep the scum paid with RICO type crimes. Easy clean money they say, to hurt those related to foreign officials every year in every way. BUCKS county, PA is full of DeepState that paved the way over a swamp. Noone decent can reach them in an economic slump. Biotech testing on foreignwrs children too, hiding behind security of a Security agreement or two. Japanese are those they sold and killed to keep the Chinese, Koreans, and Phillipines. It's funny to them patriots. Isn't it.

ambient backscatter

This morning, I woke without having the mental disruption of what I generally call "v2k". The house has been innundated with frequencies 24/7 for the past 3 years I've been here. 

One microwave suspect: coming from a noisy pickup truck that parks someone on the rural county road outside. There are only 8-9 properties on this 1/2 mile of road where I live. The pickup truck's engine is noisy, and I get shielding out, which doesn't help. During their frequent nightly stops, the "moonlight farms" IP and it's related IP shows up. Almost as soon as I can screenshot the IP lists, my computer and phone are hacked-- And my screens multiply, open every app, or freeze. I'm stuck without a way to trace this nightly incident. And then the microwaves start to ping off the thin layer of shielding that covers my head. It only reduces some of the intensity of being microwaved from the street. Some days, I wonder if it's a portable LRad mounted. 

And the police- ignore my attempts to make reports. Clearly a sign that they are in compliance with the criminals. My only choice after over 2 years of continued cyber torture-- to make a weak report to the FBI. 

This is part of the daily onslaught of being a Targeted Individual in DeepState Pennsylvania. I'm cyberopped out of work. And my only options online are the ones that work. Things like Twitter. Occasional Facebook posts, are my cry for help.

And yes, life is this fragile today. Where all Cyberops have destroyed my ability to be competent in the world of WWW and internet. 

That is aside from what is called Cybertorture as a form of psychological torture. Which, today, maybe today-- I can expound upon. While I am hesitant due to my need to have "proof" of implants in my body at specific locations. And being run into the ground, and having little funds to survive on;-- it's unlikely that I will be able to produce full sets of accurate MRI, X-ray, and anything else that will show micro and nano-tech. 

Cybertorture is a new class of crime against a victim. And the forensic methods are still being established. All while I be ame a hate-crime victim of Bucks County police and local officials and their supporters.

Meeting yesterday

Yesterday, I attended an online meeting that I haven't been to since late fall of 2021.

The main reason was to help another ti who was struggling with a new zapper device that had blurry instruction photos and very badly written instructions.

After a slurry of texts and dms and email, I got the link to the meeting and forwarded it on. The online meeting known as TI Talk is run by a long-term UK activist.

Surprisingly, as I listened only planning to talk a little about the coil style zapper:- 

One newer TI speaking was from my home state of Pennsylvania. And lo and behold also only about 11miles away. Though their targeting is slightly different than what I experienced over my life in Bucks County, PA.

The stories went on and all I could do was share and confirm the police involvement in supporting and covering up criminals. And to the extent of rattling off dozens of crimes including: vehicular car tampering and running off the road, abductions, to other forms of torture that they coverup by refusing to take reports or go to the crime scene or vehicle. And that I responded to the UN about psychological torture and was retaliated on by the Bucks County, PA officials and other people and participating businesses.

And so I ran down some of year #46 for me and sharing that I had been sick and gotten confirmation early 2022 that I have Hepatitis B antibodies. So, I followed through on doing research as to how, since I knew the specifics of my work conditions in 2021, customers and a coworker.

And I found Arbutus BioPharma in my local Bucks County, PA area search results was looking to cure Hepatitis B. And after more digging found the Bucks County Bio-Tech charitable non profit for research having supported Arbutus BioPharma, a Canadian based company. The B.C. based company Arbutus BioPharma is also in litigation with Pfizer over royalties for the RNA delivery method in some of the Pandemic shots. 

I also mentioned the lockdown time when I was driving through town and saw a moving truck with stacks of silver cases being moved into a house that still had a for sale sign on it, near an elementary school. It looked like a milabs operation about to go down about a half hour before lockdown curfew. 

In any case, of course after I listened to other stories and findings; - the discussion about the zapper came up. And MWO was discussed. I was able to ask a former US Navy tech about 3D synthetic dreams. And had an reasonable answer for my question on how to block the disturbing video clips that have been ongoing throughout my life:- but that picked up pace in the past 2 weeks.

dirty bulk turned into got bad habits

While I fell out of my high performance grain free, mostly fruit free alkaline keto vegan and detox diet:- i packed on 15lbs sheerly by using a grain based protein powder. Not a good thing.

Dirty bulking for me consisted of:

Year 1:

2-3 grain inclusive (not keto) based plant protein shakes a day over 8-9months.

Added Hummus, pinto & black beans.

Year 2:

Owch-- all the bad stuff and here is the list

1.  Ramen Noodles  with MCT (personal spice mix of soy wasabi & chili soy)

2. Ketchup - a rare item due to toxins even if organic.

3. Rice- cooked white rice makes me feel worse than ramen noodles-- go figure

4. Assortment of normal (not keto)vegan cookies- these got so addictive after going decades. These cookies melt in coffee into a sugary slather. 

Officially, I got grain-brain. It is highly addictive plant based food with alot of empty calories

And MCT oil had added about 15lbs to my normally low weight. I can still cram myself into size 4's but I have a muffin top for the first time in my life. I am, a size 6 and my once pretty face is turned into a saggy elderly person's butt. 

I have a ton of training to do, and every joint pain and old injury is sore if not painful.

I'm hoping to turn it around. Especially after daily toxicity from Both of my unhealthy and unfit parents-- who did nothing positive for my life in the past 3years after asking me to stay close to home for them.

It's brutal. And my once happy healthy routine that includes occasional french fries and an avo toasted bagel is gone

Today, 2years into pandemic fueling and sedentary lifestyle-- I am seriously in deep shit. Financially, it's a tough turn around back to my optimal health that crushed my lifelong anemia.

How to turn this around? After being veg and mainly vegan for the past 35years of my life??? And unjoining the gym due to old ken type hostilities??? I'm at wits end.

Digging out the Unbeatable Mind course I took...doesn't seem like enough.

spruce tree fallen- uses

This morning, I woke to a bundle of lengthy spruce branches I trimmed. Yesterday I  safely incinerated the needles and had an aromatic Spruce incense bath lasting 2hours. And I left plenty of thicker sticks  and selected long boughs for walking sticks. Seems a waste to incinerate the 25+year old wood. And I have to use the app to see if it counts rings.

unscraped (left), scraped on (right).

Over the fire, I took 7 sticks about 50"long  and blackened them over the fire. Messy to my hands yet I burned off the charred bark and lichen and tiny twiggy areas. Then plunged the ends into the hot ash for an added effect.  Call me Lazy or my personalization...take your pick 

And leaving them outdoors to season a bit longer before I scrape and sand them.

After lengthy web searches, the spruce takes a beating from reviews. So I'm making a box (or two) of aromatic Spruce meditation wood to add to the usual pre-purchased wood for a meditation time fire.

This wood burns quickly, yet the spiritual incense is a refreshing aroma. 

Yesterday I remembered a holiday from childhood at my neighbor's. When my dad protested the addition of evergreen logs to the fire. While my godfather replied, I like the smell of it and we clean the chimney anyway. This type of "Christmas tree" wood ignites and heats quickly. And it can add to and ignite  creasote in the chimney.

But, I thought to myself, as a hiking stick it is fine. And thinking back to musical uses really feel in tune with the vibrations that will resonate with this spruce hiking stick, for prayers and positivity. 

And as I see the 1"-3" diameter of a 30yr old spruce (I have to count the rings yet)-- I think it will compare to be stronger than a similar diameter tree limb of a younger 5-15year old tree. So, away to scraping I go.

This was after all, our old Christmas tree that fell on my late brother's birthday after a 50mph wind gust. 

Believe it or not I prayed that this tree would come down without disrupting my heart. My parents "help" has been posing as my late brother and so much toxicity from my parents who call him their son.

The pandemic has been horrendous, along with the racist parents I have. So for me, this tree falling is a heartwish that was honored. I prayed that it come down safely and without this "helper". So when I saw it had fallen during the windstorm, I was quite ecstatic. At over 30feet, the supple top was just dangling 4" over the road landing next to the mailbox. And my trusty tree trimmers were able to trim it to clear the roadway.

After an IG post, someone stopped by and without asking took over 1/2 of the tree top (leaving the branches behind). If I hadn't prayed on it, I would have run outside yelling. Especially since board feet are pricey today. $300+ a cord of (hard) wood on average. And he beat my elderly father to it, though exchanged words with him about having an outdoor greenhouse furnace for 15feet of solid spruce.

My dad, in poor health, had his tractor to push the tree. But all of it went perfectly from my point of view (POV). All completed on my brother's birthday, a day that we usually took down Christmas decorations in February. I really felt this was a huge blessing. And I am hoping to have what I would like from the remaining tree trunk.

Will see. 

Right now, I am happy to have my heartwish filled. My father and mother both hate the healing group "figurehead" despite it being an international group in many nations with a diversity of people on most every continent. So, without mentioning the name, it was through doing "Einstillen" that I feel I received this heartwish. 

So having a hiking stick as a piece of my past is also heartwarming to me.

7:25pm update... Help today:  Yesterday I had the ash can near 3/4 full of spruce ash and was wondering how to empty it. So, the March winds alerted me to the ash can. And thinking something was burning and leaving a smoke trail in it, I ran to check on it-- wondering why it was left unattended. It was literally so windy that about half of the spruce ash had blown out of it, leaving a strange thin cloud of white ash streaming out of it. It wasn't the billowing smoke of foliage and green branches. I am so grateful for this help. And it should help the lawn grow in greener too.

alkaline foods

Missing the fresh 365-366 days a year fresh veggies. My usual breakfast, raw alkaline salads for lunch and dinner with raw almonds and protein shakes in between. Rethinking my survival food after seeing scenes in the Ukraine:

1. Alkaline preferred vegan (pea) Protein at 52g a day and chlorophyll to process it.

2. Water 3liters a day

3. Psychology Food that is "comfort" but an occasional food I usually have infrequently.

 

synthetic dream 03/29

Synthetic dream scene... (Not remote viewing) 

1. I saw 2 people fully clothed with head coverings. One of them was tall and thin, wearing a grey &natural colored dress with a scarf loosely wrapped around her head. The tall person walked at the right side of a smaller obviously male built guy, who had a blue tarp like hood over their head. They approached a door to a home or office. The door was at the end of a walkway (different style than a center places front door.)

2. The tall figure was baldish, without discernable features of being male or female. And sitting at a long table (plastic buffet type) as if there were some audition:- they said to me "you need to loose weight's.

3. The next scene I was in a South Pacific style seated bath next to a skinny and non muscular white male who was seated in the shallow bath with several limp white human bodies lined up along the left side. 

And I received the thought "you're sexy". And when I looked down at my body, it was darker than I have ever been in my life. And my abs and legs' length were definitely not how I look. 

It seems this synthetic dream is  a form of subliminal brain washing. And it occured before 10:26PM on the 28th. Yesterday, my mother also had X-rays taken of her skull due to problems with her vision. And returned complaining of extreme dizziness and bright lights from the x-ray. 

In the past, "DeepState" used my father (who claimed he is a veteran USAF OSI w6officer) as a handler for me and her. So in the past my JApanese mother was subjected to experimental surgeries that left her with disabilities, hyperviolence after the cervical spine surgery, and severe trauma. I believe this is linked directly to the DoD 5240.1R human experimentation surveillance methods from the 1980s. 

My mother was a Japanese citizen at the time the torture began. 

Since the UN torture allegation includes a parent who was/is a state actor of the government;- and also allows the children of the state actor to make claims. All of the known and unknown atrocities that occured to my mother, sister, brother affected my well being and life deeply.

And since a parent can participate in "their own torture" I believe this applies to my mother and my father is some instances.

So my story is rather Kafkaesque.

And It is my real life experience.

missing heart connecrion

My life in the USA female has been practically devoid of protection for any heart connection. Though in Japan and Hawaii, I could feel more of that heart connection. 

What I am speaking of is a "quantum" spiritual connection that transcends socio-political unity on agenda ie., Veganism, animal liberations, environmental issues.

A Heart Connection is the "missing link" to personal intimate relationships. And what I mean by this, is that there is a clear sixth sense between you and those around you.

It's shown in a worried phone call before someone near you unexpectedly goes into a frenzy. Or, someone returning to your door after leaving when they sense your agony and grief. Sometimes it's felt when you give someone a hug after knowing them for years. 

This type of connection is non-existent for me on the mainland USA. And it speaks volumes to the American standards of lust and exploitation of Asian women. Being impersonal has it's limits, and it is not safe when it is the only interaction with those in your community for years. Yet neither is becoming a trophy API (HAPA)fetish for men to defend or pass around while they sever and abuse any friendships the woman had. And sex assault is a tool for these men to "one up it" and hurt any heart connection a serious intimate partner (for marriage in US terms) has. For me, many of the assailants walked away from punishment, while my spirit and security were destroyed. 

And Americans (I mean state actors and Intel agents) who use the "whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger" addage repeated these offenses throughout my life. Iow., Even with their impunity, my only defense is to write another hopeless letter to the UN about how my life has been obstructed from any normal path. 

Ironically, the UN is overwhelmed with complaints from the world's citizens and is ineffective at any enforcement in member states like the USA. 

It makes the United States that I have experienced, worse than any communist regime. The impunity is stacked with Nazi-era values that overshadow my life as a mixed-race individual of Japanese and American heritage. And the heart connections I have, still remain with me despite the I'll actions of state actors who intentionally intended to torture me further.