Reflection of Nisei about Hibakusha

My mother,was a toddler in Japan when the abombs we're dropped. Many people don't know that I grew up hearing her stories of Americans testing biological warfare after the war. And then, I grew up as a genXer in the USA, a nisei born to a Japanese foreign national- not American enough for those around me. Not able to relate to me in a personal way.

This morning I read about the aging Hibakusha and Abomb survivor organizations being run by the next generation. And my heart goes out to the Hibakusha whose memory and presence sustained so many Japanese organizations. I myself feeling far distanced from anyone Japanese because of US enforcement of my life- tearing my family apart with their radiation and other experiments on me, my mother, my late brother. I attended a world peace.org Hiroshima event online- the only organization site allowed in my algorithm. And I felt, saddened by the presentation in English. It didn't seem apologetic to me. It felt like Japan was saying sorry and peace for Japan's sake. No Japanese music either. I could only think of the Hiroshima Abomb card my US father had given to my mother for her birthday many years ago- I remembered the shock, hurt, and horror on her face. And how he told her she should feel proud to be American. I only hit a sense of betrayal and smoldering rage for Americans, including and especially my own father who had entertained his community by abusing us for so long. I think and wonder, is this psychological torture?? And still wonder where he obtained or who had made the horrific birthday card for her.

Please keep in mind, the USA did damaging debilitating and experimental surgery on my mother- they claimed she had cancer from the abomb- yet my Japanese mother allegedly wasn't Hibakusha despite her generation. And, that I was affected for their biological gene studies here in Pennsylvania.

And I thought about my own situation in the USA, how non-peaceful reality is- compared to the US representative peace organizers.

And I would have much preferred to attend a different event put on by Japanese Hibakusha without the focus on Christian ideology. Not after the life I have lived in the USA where the Japanese stigma has turned into a torture complaint during the period of POTUS Trump's anti-Asian hate rallies.

And I'm sure people will disagree with me.

However, I view the Hiroshima and Nagasaki bombings as a source of Americans continued justification to torture people of Japanese descent. And In the midst of a couple of American faces, I felt there should be more Americans following them. And there were barely 250 in the Zoom from Japan and other places in the world. I felt betrayed. Especially since there is no tolerance for me setting up my own organization the USA outside of my college and university leadership. 

Maybe it sounds selfish of me, as a nisei- isolated from positive interactions in the US mainland. My hope for Japan, is that the Hibakusha's memory is preserved, intact. That there is some sincerity of accepting Japanese culture, music and prayer by Hibakusha in Japanese and English , even if on a CD or lead by the next generation. 

No matter how these events are run, or who creates an event since the political interpretation is another cult-like psyop to limited groups.

I want to hear the words, prayers, and music of the Hibakusha and their family honored throughout time.

URGENT!!! ANYONE?? I NEED HELP!!!!

My life is endangered now. Hawaii State & Federal have attempted to force me to prostitution to the Hawaiian & Asian criminal gangs. They know that I'm the USA niece of Yoshitomo Takenaka a retired Executive of the Takenaka Corporation.
My ex USAF OSI father & his friend and neighbor Lee Clymer and Quakertown & Richlandtown Police Department and Craig Landis conspired to take action against my life as well.
PLEASE, I NEED HELP!!!! I feel I will sincerely loose my life very soon
I do not have a home in Hawaii. I am on Oahu. My address is the Post Office since it was for safety.

72nd of Hiroshima & personal update from Hawaii

72nd of Hiroshima &my current state https://t.co/zKZho0wdjz via @YouTube
10min:21sec. in ENGLISH

— intergalactic shaman (@ImperialNewsJ) August 17, 2017

Brief 10 minute update above. My mission was entirely peaceful to find others who were anti-nuclear weapons use in the USA. I was a simple Classical piano faculty member and  Business organizational development consultant prior to and during my vacation arrival in Honolulu. I spent decades of my activist life also becoming a Grassroots organizer.

• I am seeking help from outside the USA since no one, especially USA politicians and other civilians,  internal to the USA is capable to help me.
• I seek to regain what I call a respectable Life.  
• I have been a targeted individual in Hawaii since I purchased my plane ticket in 2009.
•  Senator Daniel Inoyue & Senator Daniel Akaka
• I was targeted by a Delta Handler or aka Special Forces Combat trainer - he is allegedly connected to Chinese & Hawaiian Illuminati due to his heritage.
• 3 blatant attempts were made against my life by 3 individuals with HPD knowledge. These attacks were intended to kill me and HPD covered up for the perpetrators.

• I believe I was targeted due to my relative involved directly in Japanese Steel. I do not receive income or financial support from Japan. 

• The United States & Hawaii State has forced me out of decent work and has created an international issue out of the work that has been available to me in Hawaii (which they are currently forcing me out of. ) I have an international audience & was involved in EX-IM.

Today, August 17th, 2017,  I wrote a letter to 2 Hawaii Senators. The letters were similar.  The following is what I sent to Senator Mazie Hirono via her website.

August 17th, 2017
Dear Senator,

I am writing just after this 72nd Anniversary of the Bombing of Hiroshima & Nagasaki. I apologize that I was not given a Japanese name at birth due to my father being ex USAF OSI at the time my mother was brought into the USA through Hawaii in the late 60's.

I arrived in Honolulu in February 2009 for a 1 month Vacation. Later I barely made it to attend APEC 2011 with knowledge of EX-IM intentions with my relatives in Japan. You see, my Uncle was an executive involved in Steel purchases for the Takenaka Corporation at the time as part of the founding family of that company.

I was targeted and entrapped by some of your federal agents and law enforcement when I arrived in the Islands. I even attempted to speak with you by my attendance at one of your campaign events. Instead, you looked at me with a scornful and hateful look.

I am writing to inform you that members of the Japanese military have approached me to quit working in Hawaii's clubs and bars. It was not a choice for me to stay in Hawaii. At age 36, I was targeted and coerced by a Federal agent. Due to his high level of security and his ability gain support of HPD and the  Town Association and families of Martial arts students;- I was coerced in FULL EFFECT as a targeted individual.

I was nearly murdered 3x and HPD was involved in covering up the seriousness of what happened each time. My life has been destroyed and my relatives in Japan and USA do not want the liability of having to handle the Special Operations backlash of the federal agent and his martial arts gang that are involved.

I however, would like to speak with you since the security in your State of Hawaii has caused such an international embarrassment for me. My role was very sensitive in EX-IM politics and I receive no compensation for such a huge failure, largely caused by your Hawaii state security officers and US Military members.

Please contact me if you have time to discuss any of this as a matter I am informing you about. I am out of time.

Sincerely,
Angela M. Kneale


 

Loss of life, American style for Japan

I was watching a documentary on the "Aizu" samurai. The narration was in English. I couldn't help to be disheartened when I heard the narrator say "they would loose their lives" in a kind of polite, yet happy and spiteful tone of voice. I thought about the "loose their lives" phrase that was spoken. It didn't hold any true value, any Way, any specifity, any thing that didn't seem negated to me in the English language along with the narrator's preference of tonal coloring.  "Loss of life" suddenly turned to a jest at "loosing" itself and as it is thought of in the English language. It detracted from Samurai presentation. The idea of "loosing one's life" wasn't given any honour as a sacrifice of one's life for their family and nation. It wasn't given even an appropriate and continued acknowledgement of Samurai honor, so basic as "death with dignity", since "loss of life" is negative. 

 It had that American flair of hatred of Japanese culture & the Japanese women that American men so enjoy to defile even in modern times. The modern being that we Japanese women pose no threat to the men or their culture, yet our burden is so enormous to bear post Hiroshima outside of the safety of any normal Japanese neighborhoods. 

The tv "special" was definitely probably put out to encourage American girls and women to fight harder against those of us who are Japanese. A historic, special tv documentary to compound the threat of Japanese women to the mainland USA. After all, regardless of the Aizu, they were on Honshu, the main island of Japan. I don't see any good in it. The Americans in Majority  find Japanese culture intriguing in that they can sexually abuse women as if they are Japanese themselves. This irritates and infuriates me.  Most of American male behaviour irritates me, despite most of my assailants before I reached puberty being female classmates and elementary school and Sunday school teachers. Maybe it is a novelty and a fight to the end. It is not an ultimate battle if it is not respected. USA has already shown the world that killing masses of people with atomic weapons is acceptable and there are no feelings hurt, no health issues they should be concerned with, no guilt to bear. Imagine a world of terrorists who plead sympathy with a monetary donation to rebuild with the survivors of a catastrophe. That is what the USA has done, despite the niceties of Japanese customs I wish I could respect more. However I am some estranged relative abroad. And the Americans have tampered with most of my communications with my relatives in my Japanese homeland for decades.

My legal issues with US military personnel off duty

USA military in my life since Hawaii 2009 and APEC 2011 :- the following 2 Military personnel & contractors have damaged my safety and 

Financial integrity.

2/2009-3/2012- interference from a member of Obama's Hawaii based secret service. Worst:- Attempted to kill me and drive off with me half hanging out truck window;- Mililani, HI.  Made police report that disappeared when Honolulu Police Department lost many police reports in that time frame. This was despite the impression management and the Chinese-Hawaiian Secret Service Agent's motive to bring guns to Hawaii. 

Later in 2014? I was approached during a house interrogation with my housemates involving the same agent. I filed for a TRO finally due to some backup. The Federal Agent named with his attorney filed lawsuit(s) against my attorney to complicate the restraining order. After 6 mos it ended as what I initially offered at the first hearing;- TRO dismissal with prejudice. 

Hawaii State also tried to impose unconstitutional law on me saying that I will have to leave the state within 180days. I left within 180days to Japan and went to Ginza, Tokyo. I then returned to Hawaii.

2013:- I was attacked by a Navy Chief who was also a submarine nuclear engineer & friend for some time. He was out of control drinking and HPD watched me fight off the 190lb man for appx 20min. I was appx 119lbs at the time. I refused medical attention. They threatened to arrest me if I did not comply. This resulted in huge hospital bills so that the Honolulu prosecutor could drop all charges after failing to contact me, to avoid felony implications for the Navy Chief.

Our Japanese "unregistered" Peace Mission to the USA

One thing both sides of  my Family Had previously agreed on was PEACE, and that my efforts did not come from another generation of Military minds. I, as well as my family has lost my other 2 siblings to unnatural causes. I am the last one of this original "Peace Mission."
Due to the way that international passports work, and the attention that they attract;- this Mission was decidedly meant to be peaceful in every way. That meant not carrying any Diplomatic passports that would have legally fallen with knowledge to the Government;- protection under the Vienna Convention. However cordial the Vienna Convention is to be;- most diplomats understand the attention that carrying the Diplomatic Passport brings. It attracts additional issues because of the responsibilities as well as the the challenges that average citizens& Military  create to form official "International incidents."

Today on my drive when tears rolling down my face, I was thinking about my family's last extension of  allowing me to bring a friend from the United States to meet them. And, I just have only tears rolling down my face today because there is no one who I can think of.
Hey all. I just wanted to say hi and it's been a while since I've seen a lot of you. I don't know if we'll meet again in person but I have a message for you and I hope some of you who watch this listen to me take this into consideration.

Things in this world are obviously not always as we think they are. Along time ago the United States released to nuclear weapons on Japan, one of my Original home countries. After the reparations  "MONEY" ($$$$$$$that everybody in the United States treats more as a grudge against Japan)  that was  given to Japan;- there were some families who are trying to figure out how to establish peaceful relations between Asia and United States. One of those countries was Japan. There were some of us who are from families that decided to make an effort to extend a peaceful sort of understanding to the United States in an effort to deter nuclear warfare. The bombings of Hiroshima & Nagasaki were traumatic on the civilian Japanese population. Over 180,000 Japanese civilians were murdered by the United States others in Asia consider this an act of terrorism. For those of you who have met me most of you look at me as an  ethnic (poor or otherwise)

The USA side of my heritage has had a long history of service in  the US military - US Navy Harvard Navy School to Granddad in training  Army K9 (I met Eric Knight's daughter) to Uncle's on  USS Langley, Iwo Jima and one & Korean War  tank commander, lastly my "Dad" who was USAF Office of Special Operations.

That I am supposed to be treated like some under class citizen by most of the "Teachers" piano or otherwise,  I've had in the USA and given the privilege to see only a glimpse of what American life is like.  And  never was  included in the positive cycle of things financial or otherwise  here in the United States even while in the presence (or especially) the Wechsler's, Audi's, and Breed Families. Some tried to make efforts to include to include me, while the others threatened my life regularly.

 I know there were  others who are from families of stature in Japan & only of Japan who came to the USA on green cards for decades. One example was the Nakajima family I knew while growing up and we even "vacationed" together 1x. However, I heard they returned to Japan after 9-11 because they were on Green Cards. When I was growing up I thought the Japanese families around me were like me, and part American. It took the Patriot Act for my understanding of events to take hold.
 It is not that we are all equals in Japan as everyone has a different role to play  but, the United States attributes importance of someone with the amount of money they make, and disregards those who make less. In my case, I have had a very financially poor life while being in the presence of some of the USA's wealthiest individuals and families in the Registry.

Since this is somewhat a transcript of my videoing myself talking about these things- I am very sad today. On my drive to my spiritual meditation group I had tears just rolling down my face today.

I was thinking about something that I could never share with anybody who is ever associated themselves with me as a so called friend. As most of my "friends" taunted and ridiculed me and being called a stupid ethnic discriminated against and unable to afford to see my relatives in Japan. The taunting in college from the UN team members, and from other people besides our Japan hating college president JJ Whalen;-  was not just child's play but it shows what my  generation X had in mind for the world.
Despite the actions of my American peers, I actually was here to share and represent  the peace that Japan & my relatives wanted after Hiroshima & Nagasaki were bombed.
One of the thoughts that crossed my mind today was the cherry blossoms that are in Washington DC. All the Americans rave about the Japanese who gave them the Cherry blossoms the Japanese from the southern part of Japan. But they never stop to think where those cherry blossom trees really came from. There is a place in Japan in northern Japan called Kakunodate. The weather is much colder there and the trees are hardier stock. So when it was decided that Japan was to make this gift to the United States of cherry trees as a symbol of peace the seed things themselves originated from Kakunodate, Akita-Shi prefecture  they came from Akita, Japan because they were heartier and more likely to survive fridgid & wet Northeast winters because we're close to the same parallel. Those seedlings made a trip to southern Japan and from there they were offered as a gift to the United States. This evenings in Washington DC came from our my family's Village in Japan.

So today on my drive to my meditation group, I had tears streaming out of my eyes and they still are. My family and Japan told me my last trip, that I could bring with me one friend. And today after all the hardship that everyone I have met in the United States has put me through all the Riddick you are you have put me through all the hurt the hospital bills the assaults the abductions everything that you have put me through I cannot think of one person who I would bring with me after 41yearsin the United States. I am deeply offended. 

There are women who hate me just because I look different period there are Asian women who hate me because I speak English well period there are men who only want me for sex and to treat me more like a dog period there are men who think I'm a porn star and attack me in the United States period there are all sorts of people who like to think and ridicule me becauseI was born Japanese period you insult meas if you think your politics are going to make the United States better period and today I realise I don't have one person from the United States who I would bring with me to meet my family and hope for peace because I can't trust anyone period

This is probably a story most Caucasians in regular Americans not care to hear or read or share an activist will put me down because I speak English and that alone makes them challenge everything about me and puts me into their lying circle where they can my about me as they have so done for over 30 years of my life. I know that I have met many professional activists and I have seen the politics of environmental and peaceful activists,as well as the regular politics that they so slender additionally.

I take great offense to American citizens wrongly categorizing me based on their limited knowledge of Japanese culture. One of the reasons is due to APEC/TPP/ABAC meeting that I attended. For the safety of the Country, for the safety and security of the people's of the planet. Over 15 years ago I worked for and learned from an Entrepreneur who founded PeopleSoft. He was in competition with another company whose executive founder resides in Hawaii.
At the meeting we were encouraged to develop and find technologies that would enable the resurrection of businesses, supplies, daily life quickly after a disaster. Those technologies are things like the Cloud, and other means of functioning after  hardware is in running condition.
The onset of Public Relations campaigns that groups like Yakuza is a major threat to the systems regaining strength with a community in shambles. One of the newer items is having a biometric or other implant as a means of accessing data, financial records, accounts, money. When all other hardware including buildings are destroyed, and you, the person is all that is, who is left;- having a system of recovering documentation and finances is imperitive.   

reparations included future rape payment of Japanese

The reparations payoff from the 1945 nuclear bombing by the United States of America on Japan is considered by May Americans to be justification in the Rape, assault, and further killing of Japanese citizens. This includes some of us who are forced into American citizenship due to American ignorance, personal agenda and discrimination, and abuses towards Japanese Nationality Laws. 

The United States feels that it is justified lifetime torture to those of us who have political family in Japan to influence. 

The Harsh Version- almost 41yrs

The USA  paid off Japan for post Hiroshima & Nagasaki A-bomb reparations. In American culture there is little to zero actual sympathy in the domestic culture, and the reparation payment seems to be justification for further actions to politically  tear and ostracize  Japanese women living in the USA and other Japanese from their home culture. 

It is widespread from Caucasian Americans to sexually dominate women unwontedly, African-American men to push us and pimp us, the local Hawaiians who feel justified in dishing out their new rendition of Americana on Japan because the American Masses are  numb to the difference between the pineapple-picking plantation Japanese and those of us who were raised with the Hiroshima political stigma and nuclear residual. the Vietnamese boat people who enjoy empowering themselves as pimps over single Japanese women who don't have a big FOB (fresh off boat) community for protection. 

The United States is full of liars who try and isolate Japanese women (regardless of education or family relation internationally) within their own subcultures because there is almost none who will or can legitimately vouch for us. 

Yes, USA men are scum just as much as the women are across all the American subcultures. I think it's sad that Japan keeps opening its doors blindly to world humiliation and defilement.