Why I divulge this now.

I suppose most naive readers think that this is a pity party. Its simply to document, for my relatives in Japan part of what happened to us.
I realize that it is upsetting material, as if I like to grovel lower than American household pets. Because I don't. My distaste for American style forced on me has only increased. Especially for those other Asian Americans who immigrated and buy into the USA games in order to fund their new national existence. In fact, Asian accented/ serviceable language makes me cringe as a resonance of abuse.

Growing up Japanese Dual national USA 1980's

One of the issues that I had being programmed, well several issues. The main one was that I had to endure daily ritual abuse of some sort. It included being put into speech therapy and forced to stop being bi-lingual in Japanese ( despite being born a Japanese national). They don't torture people this way even at Guantanamo. It was complete community abuse directed at me 24/7. My father, my school teachers, other students especially were given instructions by their parents to physically hurt me during school... This made me suicidal by age 10. It was a crux.

It was the crux of me justifying staying alive because my brother, he was at least very happy most of the time and knew I would take blame for him. The other thing I came to decide was that;- if I used my time how I wanted or whether I did what they said, I would still be tortured. and, like other intelligent kids being abused elsewhere (I learned later in life) looking for a breathing room, just a small space to survive, I began to fail at things. The blatant failures took out the expectations. The normally high performance only encouraged them to dish out more torture to push me a step beyond and above that top end. It was "defiance disorder" in a sense in the Program. I let them win. They tortured me every day regardless of my consistant "good" behaviors. In order to live (quite literally stay alive) I had to stop trying to compete with everyone. I learned they all sucked. They were all quite rotten. Not one of them had an ounce of compassion. That the friends were "fake" and they played the side to push me to an abusive trap with other schoolmates. This was the lesson my brother learned and pages for dearly as the abuse stacked up. We had no relatives who loved us in the USA. Just our parents. I did chores for my dad's relatives and was rewarded with $5-$30 (even for birthdays) or a Klondike bar. I never had a big Christmas. We spent most of our holidays with our neighbors instead of our relatives.

Symbols to get through MK program

Pre internet and without TV

One of the things I did that may have helped me along the way, was studying and memorizing as much as I could from 2 main occult books. I understood that my dream world was connected to something manipulating me. So rather than reading dream interpretation books I basically decided on 2 objective sources.

1. The Dictionary of Symbols translated from French
It gave explanation about many symbols in many cultures and their possible meanings. I went through alphabetically as well as by groups is., animals, objects, shapes.
2. The Magician's Companion
At first this book seemed hokey to me. Eventually others around me took to the book and I purchased 3-4 of them. It has many basic explanations of different magical systems and charts as well as old languages for cryptology.

Because we had Atari & TI (Texas instruments) back in the day e.g.en I had to learn basic programming and tried flight simulation games...iow no WWw or Wikipedia. Something I found in elementary school that helped me was a very intense angelic diagram in the Encyclopedia Brittanica. It showed the multiple levels of the angelic world and gave a lengthy explanation.

I had read a lot of Isaac Asimov too as a child (on my mom's library card). His writing helped with multiple perspectives for me to rationalize some of my experiences. My reading comprehension was high, so this type of reading was easy for me.

My MK Ultra Stargate word Collage

This took all day. My mind on the tip of the MK Stargate iceberg...

1999 Stargate Enneagram

 When I received the Enneagram, I was working on my last semester. I had recreational read Ishmael, and was working on my computer art and music, as well as still having involvement in the active Animal Rights (welfare) groups I ran and one a friend ran at Cornell University. My condo then was much closer to Cornell University. I in fact liked living on the C.U. side of the hill. And, previously in 1996 after returning to college in Ithaca after my organizer spout that took me from University of Montana, Missoula to Washington, DC as an intern I lived in a private home (with an outdoor heated pool, tennis court, basketball court) in legendary Carl Sagan's neighborhood.
Anyway, the Enneagram was a new thing to me and I had drawn it in a lucid state. I had to ask around a place where I worked in Ithaca (80% of residents have College degrees here at the time) and someone was able to tell me it was an Enneagram. I never received an explanation for it. Later in 99' I took to making it a kind of Earth logo and photoshopped a NASA topographical earth photo under the crosshairs and Epsilon. I was 25 at the time.

Later in 1999 I was to meet Dr. Joel Elkes, in Florida,  he was a professor also at John Hopkins University. I think this was the first time I remember my meeting with a programmer;- he told me that I have "Defiance disorder" because I would not do things they instructed me to do.  I met & briefly lived with Sally Lucke, who had been on the Board of Directors of the MOMA and she also was from a Chicago Export-Import family. I remembered just standing at the end of the driveway at my childhood home and "receiving" knowledge of taking care of an elderly woman. This woman later, was Sally Lucke's mother who was removed from the nursing facility. When I told Sally about my perception of this situation, she showed me her altar and told me it was her dream wish that she put out. I apparently was one who answered.
In hindsight, Dr. Elkes was her boyfriend. It's possible that I had been taken to the nearby clinic on Clymer Rd. or the cult also on the same road in rural Pennsylvania and programmed, and left at the end of the driveway.

Gangstalk by clones of family members

In Waikiki this past year
Smoking man I saw walk by me 2x, wearing out of place in Hawaii clothing like my father would wear winter/fall. In conjunction with clones actors of my brother younger, older ages all making a point of looking at me to catch my attention, to the point they also drove vehicles at his appropriate age as he did go through 12 vehicles (less than 6 clones more like 4)...most of them near Yakuza part of Waikiki. Strange that I was drawn there too. Place I rarely go to on Oahu just because of Yakuza presence made themselves known to me.

More of my memories and dreams

My stargate dreams started slowly to develop. First with hot air balloons. Then it gradually shifted to Stargate in the sky in 2 locations nearby my childhood home.
The spiders let me live. They were huge and watched over me from nearby the Stargate(s). None of my stargates were on the ground. All of them were of air or sky.
The rainbow (God's) formation of bubble like ultralights that had different people in varied military uniforms in them . the African looking man told me I had to stay in bucks county and that I was not permitted to leave with them. Decades later I saw a pic of one of the craft on Google Earth view of area 51.

The walking fish coming out of the underground well after I did a stargate meditation from the mind course I was taking.

Regardless of Stargate, I had private dreams with my Ogesan in them. I would enter through a hidden door and have to change size (shrink) and then walk through darkness to the location. He would then let me sit and watch him train.
He was a high ranking Kendo master. I also had remote viewed my Japan trip with him over a year before I went on the trip. My mother was angry with me because I was non-reactive for the duration of the trip. Including a long mountain water slide any kid would have been excited about. She knows why I stopped talking to my Ogesan on that trip. He took something I found and stuck a pin through it. I became angry with him and stopped talking to him the rest of the summer.
One of my MKultra dreams was of a roller rink and a bunch of marionette people being moved in the rink. My Obaasan pulled me away from the darkness and told me they didn't want me to be a puppet. I remember her voice telling me that I was not going to be a puppet. That I may not have an outstanding life, but that they wanted me to make my own choices, and to use my own instinct.

USA targeted Asian Business leaders for decades

The United States has for over decades, targeted foreign Asian students and pushed students in top notch universities to their deaths. Much of the American public has not acknowledged this. And, for 3rd or fourth generation Asian-Americans to compare themselves to those of us new to the USA, is totally inappropriate. I call this inappropriate due to US Mind Kontrol programs where they attempt to create clones of those of us from reputable families, so, I call this emotional conditioning. And due to the severe lack of Asian-American and pacific islanders who campaign against the blatant discrimination;- it makes them even more suspect to Asia as US counterintelligence.

Hawaii is particularly prone to this behavior:
Most Asians who grew up or Originated from  Hawaii state have been part of the US Military branches.
There is a significant generation of baby boomers mother's who worked in the sex trade.
   This results in a very volatile generation of their children who have extreme emotional issues       around women, and what appropriate interactions entail. They have largely been isolated from non -military social interactions with women.
- there are generations of impoverished and soulless Hawaii state born Asian-Americans
-Too many of the Hawaii native residents are highly abusive and take criminal action against Asian Nationals and 1st generation Asian Americans connected to Asian business.
      These people have learned to recruit mainlanders and other foreigners (such as asian gangs) to further their agenda and to potentially create inurgency in Asian nations.

Alot of this horrendous behavior is due to their active participation in the Sex trafficking industry. 
Even the Federal agents and Honolulu police department in 2009 trafficked me to clubs because it was not illegal. I was unable to report my abduction due to their interference. I was unable to create a positive situation. Much to the glee of the Hawaii residents, they damaged my relationship to my relatives in Japan. They created additional US Counterintelligence concerns, as well as potential to harm my relatives who work at high level diplomatic capacity on War negotiations. In part this is from Hawaii natives who defend the Rothschild regimes.
 Their intention is to murder and manipulate.
  
 

Disengage USA in entirety

I am asking everyone to disengage from the economic power of the united states, and in every way. From toilet paper to weapons deals, baby food to lights.
Please, for peace. Stop all business, everywhere.

Japan Defense Minister & North Korea

A few hours ago the American style campaigner, Defense Minister Tomomi  Inada resigned from her position.
The impending crisis of North Korean Nukes and ICBM's looms over Japan. Despite new North Korea sanctions from USA & Japan the use of North Korean underground nukes may be ongoing. There is concern that North Korea is  hypothetically approaching Hiroshima 15 kiloton size in nuclear weapons designed yield. If the yield estimates are actual and in possession by North Korea they are 1/3 of the way to a Hiroshima size warhead.
And, on the off chance North Korea is superior with nuclear missile rocket telemetry in conjunction with a magnified solar climate, the design yield of those smaller nukes may be magnified. That means a nuclear warhead of only 7.5kiloton design yield would be needed to create a 21st century Hiroshima sized catastrophe, that killed over 180,000 Japanese civilians.

However, beyond scalar weaponry:- it seems to be a scientist's fantasy that North Korea may be capable of using Nuclear weapons & sun, bomb, earth dynamic telemetry to embattle USA's secretive tectonic weaponry.

This writer proposes that some EMP capable ally disable North Korean nuclear progress if there is a way to spare Japan another nuclear winter.

Info derived from English & USA news reports and interviews.

My lifetime here in USA

I, born Angela Merideath Knell onto the Earth and subsequently registered in the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania as Angela Meredith Kneale and under protection of the land of Japan, have been investigating the United States of America,
aka.
the USA & USA
the U.S. & U.S.
the U.S.A. & U.S.A.
the US & US

on behalf of investors in the United States of America.  Time to repay debt to its USA  creditors has come due.

The United States of America has taken deliberate actions against its investors and the families, beyond an acts of treason against its investors and peaceable life on the planet Earth.

Draft on managing data flow direct to skull

End 2007-2008 i was tested over a period of 2-3 months. This time, with sheer data - images mostly and a bandwidth, and some 3 channels. Synthetic telepathy or data flow or v2k? Doubtful.... when they send a huge information Surplus to your brain and it's from digital sources electronic sources. I did not have a normal time frame to react to the images and information they came in so fast like a flood. What I mean by react, so when you see picture of a cat you have a certain emotion of happy cute fuzzy feeling you no good feelings when you see pictures of war the grotesqueness of it when you see a wedding the happiness of it. When they started to inundate me with all of the political imagery, and other than just political imagery ill say additional imagery and information flow and you're not used to it , you have to find a way to manage it. And for me it was very painful and it was why I was given heavy sedatives that were said to be able to rebalance me so when I woke up I would be rebalanced. The invega for the extreme situation where I could not come out of it on my own meaning I couldn't recover mentally I was some point shaking very disturbed from just the sheer amount of data coming in. And when I took the invega it made things very clear I was able to compartmentalize the information overnight with the you know those sleeping pills so I need like 5 or 6 hours of sleep in order to learn from whatever information you receive. So if you're imagining cramming for a normal test final exam will magnify by about 30 or 50x that easily. And that's what you have when you got a data flow weapon scalar beam v2K. Whatever it is flowing through your head and they're just sending you information

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I found a way to manage it with heavy sedative and about 5 Invega over a 2-3month time frame. It was intermittent.

MKStArgate training included;- cockpit

Part of my #MKstArgate training was to
Prove that I could stay with a downed aircraft in a cockpit most of the time, not to leave it.