Stoicism Quotation

Marcus Aurelius quotation 

Thanks to Unbeatable Mind.

MKstArgate Enochian

Enochian Coding through Magic Square - My Incomplete version

Project Stargate 1978-1995

Some of My personal outline of Project Stargate

MK ULTRA

(Manufacturing Killers Utilizing Lethal Tradecraft Requiring Assassination)

Project Stargate 1978-1995

• Quantum Control
• Telekinesis
• Quantum Assassin
• Psychic Assassin
• Quantum Soldiers
• Quantum Bodyguards & Scouts
• Psychic Bodyguards & Scouts
• Undetectable Psy Ops Mind Kontrol 
• Quantum Chi MK Implant
• Targeted Dream Manipulation
• Foreign Countries Spy Techniques
• Time Trave & Remote Viewers
• Drug Shipment monitoring
• Quantum Conciousness Memory Integrity
• Undetectable Spyware
• SKYGATES

Clones & Skygate

The use of programmed clones with skygate is to provide a meeting ground that is quantum level different than a straight up holographic representation.
Maybe it sounds creepy and advantageous to the original. The clones are less likely to be read, have a biological field to read or sense for the skygate program participant. So, it provides some sense of target and read that is more in depth than a drone download or a holographic message. For information purpose it is a step in the verification mode of communication of a legitimate contact. This brings me to the shapeshifters and skin walkers purpose being something a high level skygate program participant can discern while even a skilled psychic can fail. This is where the program levels diverge from the common psychic or mentalist. This is point where the demons, angels, greys, send their astral bodies to view us with shapeshifting match and chemistry of appropriate human biomass. It is the level where we transcend this blunt perception of life on earth. It isn't just about control of one's quantum body. Having skills to commit telekinesis is stepping beyond the normal dormant state. Being conscious and then bringing back the quantum perception and consciousness is another step. The step beyond that becomes a functional relationship of multitasking both consciousness and quantum perceptions, then in sync with appropriate physical action.
This is beyond just a basic ESP sense that the militaries now acknowledge. Even their forced quantum tests linked with Stargate did not go to this depth, as they were initially attempting to force a physically irrational quantum body result without explanation.
The following levels become engaging on both a quantum and physical plane somewhat simultaneously.  So take for example a combatant who, in self defense, puts a person in an arm bar. The combatant quantum to another human biomass to aid direct perceptive vision of the location and other actual physical bodies of live humans. Simultaneously scans the area for best vantage, which may be legal as well. Iow literally borrowing the use of another person's eyes to see your positioning.

the Control Rooms/ Upship & @Jedi

Not sure where to start with this.

I've had a few dreams that are vivid that some have had real life impact.
One of them was the control room outside the earth's atmosphere.
There was a long control panel and the alien life forms allowed me to approach the control consul/monitors. They were looking at a series of weather patterns for approximately a 1.5 month period for the Atlantic Coast of the USA;- However, that's what I was allowed to say at the time. What I actually saw was a much longer time plan of storms that spanned over 1 year.
This was the first time I was comfortable and allowed to approach the panels, prior to this enounter,
I was not permitted to be so close to the alien conciousness.
jedi in Stargate; - Normally, like with the jedi type meetings, a guide would permit me to enter the area. However, I was not security and I was also not cleared enough to share conciousness space with them so, I had to stay back from a distance and observe. To best describe this is that I, being raised in  i will refer to as Skygate from here on , am typically not permitted to be near or share conciousness space or biological field, auric energy with other high level beings conducting secretive business. I can be hurt just as easily as I can connect and anticipate or what they call telepathy/mind read what they commonly refer to as psychic.
Part of this is due to the partial explanation below. Part of this is due to being a visually sensitive kinesthetic learner. They wear the robes to meetings to hide movement subtleties. Much like my experience with  a highly compartmentalized and "dead" Delta handler I will refer to as SK, who spoke to me one day to say that SK learned a small movement watching me. I rarely had training partners near my size and most were 2-3x larger than me and male. He then said he tried it while going up a weight class in a pride fight. A win was his result.

In the classical piano world of high level minds, it is the expansion of the mind. Sensing presence, Astral planing, creating a meditative projection that only others who have developed minds can perceive are just some of the beginnings of mindset. The USA however, is severely lacking in independent creation and learning of these skills. Typically, an American practitioner "piggybacks" on a higher skilled practitioner for some time until the inner confidence is established as a solid base. The differences here are that they are more like a 2nd generation plant seed from seed. However, the seriousness that once existed is currently lacking. By seriousness, I mean that they are required to spend sufficient time to assimilate the initiating culture" without much room for translation errors due to interpretation. The timeline that diverges from this practice is significant to cause disruptions.
So rather than piggyback, the American needs to understand and develop independent of the skilled practitioner. It may be a slower start, but it allows for a multidimensional understanding that has more depth of character unlike the above clone. None of this is new to human understanding. However, it has become lost.

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The Human conciousness is not attractive with their breeding tech.
They have become grotesque and feel some elevated/ level of unjustifiable entitlement. They have not evolved to survive as a whole. The USA has proven that they can purchase segments of other race/ nation culture and in effect
Somehow, their breeding program that is attached to their biological system is
a disfunctional algorithm. The male of the species has extreme issues in finding conciousness space
and manipulating both earthly constructs as well as their social species constructs.
The women breed for some immediate survival result of food, clothing, shelter and procreation.
Somehow their health is not connected and not a real concern as there is no impending threat to their species as a whole. Time to XILL.
There is no functional or rational means to their existence.

Biowarfare ed. before 8yrs old

biowarfare tests--trigger & memories tonight. ..
I had a dream memory from when I studied with Dr. Andor Kiszely where I was in a reinforced room, and Dr. Kiszely said he would have gone in the room with me. It was kindof like a room you'd see in an aircraft hangar. But it was to gas people (different than Nazi concentration camp gas ), and I was just a little kid. It was reinforced, with a circular window door with thick glass set inside the circle. Kindof like a huge washing machine door put on a large stainless safe. It could fit more than the 10-12 people I saw in my dream of this place. And, it wasn't like the dingy concentration camps.

I think when i'm reading this.
Maybe it's like the stories my mom told me about the Americans being in Japan and
how Japanese wore gloves to handle paper money. She  told stories to me that the Americans used biological warfare on them after the war. The war never ended with A-bombs. The war continued and so she started explaining biological warfare to me. All of the stories she told me were before she went away for a while, to the hospital. It seemed like 3-4 years until she returned. My dad even told me she was dead one day. I remember the place. I remember the hate he got in my face and then he closed the door in my face. I was left alone with that thought, never really cried because I wasn't allowed to cry. Then one day she came back. That night, was the 1st hateful rage she just lost it on me. She didn't know until 2005 that he told me she died. I just put her out of my mind and thought she was in a good place. That night, yeah, i told her she's not my mom. And, I got rage back. They made me sleep in the hallway instead of my bed. Then she lost it and I was not even in the Hallway to sleep anymore. My brother in his room got used to this.
---- 1974-1982ish I was three in 78 and my brother was a baby.
Yeah that and going to Chesapeake Bay with neighbors and/or the program and we played a stupid game where he'd lock me out of my room. There was a joke at the table that we could pick locks with those drink swords off our shirley temple drink's marschiano cherries. So, it became a game to pick the lock with the plastic drink swords we'd save before mom would come screaming at me because he locked me out of my room back at home in Pennsylvania. Then he just got mean at some point. The drink swords vanished and I'd scream at him to shut up. I'd get whipped with the leather belt if I talked to anyone like that in the house. So, I got busted more than a few times. Eventually we played this so much a drink sword broke off in the pin hole. My mom got mad she had to pick the lock cause we messed it up and he couldn't get out of his room.
It eventually turned into me getting yanked out of bed by a limb or my hair and dragged down 2 flights of uncarpeted stairs in the split level before getting thrown outside in my PJ's. Eventually they got brave and just threw me outside this way in the winter. After the @playhouse was up without a roof. I'd be outside in my Pj's about 1/4 from the house looking at the moon. And, I wouldn't go back to the house when they'd call me. I just would stay away until my nerves said it was safe enough.

I have not posted the worst

I still have much to post, tweet, and talk out. This isn't a fan show. This is about how rotten the Mind Kontrol, Rosacrucians, and USA have been to me directly. I can attest to the fact that my brother was set up, assaulted, dosed, by his friends in Pennsylvania university's and high school.
He stayed with me a few times when he was supposed to be at Susquehanna University after I secured non-dormitory housing. The students and security treated him badly and left him dosed in K-holes on university sidewalks, broke into his dorm room to attack him and his dorm mates were aiding the assailants.
I encouraged him to attend Ithaca just for the fact that I found some ease in the local community and at Cornell University. Despite my enrollment at Ithaca college, I was abused and assaulted in the dorms. Shortly after I built an animal right group and grew it to over 100 students. Once I secured off campus housing especially I spent time at Cornell's library and away from Ithaca College for sanity. I wasn't allowed to go to any state/govt. Funded university.

So, I only was a model student at Cornell's Falcon program teacher workshops. It is interesting due to the other reason I was in Stargate program - my musical background and languages exposure was to be an asset. I still believe I have altars that understand Burmese, Thai, other languages I never studied. They attributed this to me when I was put in speech therapy in elementary school (I was bi-lingual)as a possible thing that would happen due to my generations old genetic memory. Though I failed romance languages miserably in large part because I was not white.

I also met my ex partner and spent time in his Ag. School at Cornell University as well as time with him at the architecture shop building furniture (he stayed with me even after another assault I went through so the relatioship was a double edged sword for me.) I knew his professor s better than my own at Ithaca College. They were people I worked for or had dinner parties with...

Why I divulge this now.

I suppose most naive readers think that this is a pity party. Its simply to document, for my relatives in Japan part of what happened to us.
I realize that it is upsetting material, as if I like to grovel lower than American household pets. Because I don't. My distaste for American style forced on me has only increased. Especially for those other Asian Americans who immigrated and buy into the USA games in order to fund their new national existence. In fact, Asian accented/ serviceable language makes me cringe as a resonance of abuse.

Growing up Japanese Dual national USA 1980's

One of the issues that I had being programmed, well several issues. The main one was that I had to endure daily ritual abuse of some sort. It included being put into speech therapy and forced to stop being bi-lingual in Japanese ( despite being born a Japanese national). They don't torture people this way even at Guantanamo. It was complete community abuse directed at me 24/7. My father, my school teachers, other students especially were given instructions by their parents to physically hurt me during school... This made me suicidal by age 10. It was a crux.

It was the crux of me justifying staying alive because my brother, he was at least very happy most of the time and knew I would take blame for him. The other thing I came to decide was that;- if I used my time how I wanted or whether I did what they said, I would still be tortured. and, like other intelligent kids being abused elsewhere (I learned later in life) looking for a breathing room, just a small space to survive, I began to fail at things. The blatant failures took out the expectations. The normally high performance only encouraged them to dish out more torture to push me a step beyond and above that top end. It was "defiance disorder" in a sense in the Program. I let them win. They tortured me every day regardless of my consistant "good" behaviors. In order to live (quite literally stay alive) I had to stop trying to compete with everyone. I learned they all sucked. They were all quite rotten. Not one of them had an ounce of compassion. That the friends were "fake" and they played the side to push me to an abusive trap with other schoolmates. This was the lesson my brother learned and pages for dearly as the abuse stacked up. We had no relatives who loved us in the USA. Just our parents. I did chores for my dad's relatives and was rewarded with $5-$30 (even for birthdays) or a Klondike bar. I never had a big Christmas. We spent most of our holidays with our neighbors instead of our relatives.

Symbols to get through MK program

Pre internet and without TV

One of the things I did that may have helped me along the way, was studying and memorizing as much as I could from 2 main occult books. I understood that my dream world was connected to something manipulating me. So rather than reading dream interpretation books I basically decided on 2 objective sources.

1. The Dictionary of Symbols translated from French
It gave explanation about many symbols in many cultures and their possible meanings. I went through alphabetically as well as by groups is., animals, objects, shapes.
2. The Magician's Companion
At first this book seemed hokey to me. Eventually others around me took to the book and I purchased 3-4 of them. It has many basic explanations of different magical systems and charts as well as old languages for cryptology.

Because we had Atari & TI (Texas instruments) back in the day e.g.en I had to learn basic programming and tried flight simulation games...iow no WWw or Wikipedia. Something I found in elementary school that helped me was a very intense angelic diagram in the Encyclopedia Brittanica. It showed the multiple levels of the angelic world and gave a lengthy explanation.

I had read a lot of Isaac Asimov too as a child (on my mom's library card). His writing helped with multiple perspectives for me to rationalize some of my experiences. My reading comprehension was high, so this type of reading was easy for me.

My MK Ultra Stargate word Collage

This took all day. My mind on the tip of the MK Stargate iceberg...

1999 Stargate Enneagram

 When I received the Enneagram, I was working on my last semester. I had recreational read Ishmael, and was working on my computer art and music, as well as still having involvement in the active Animal Rights (welfare) groups I ran and one a friend ran at Cornell University. My condo then was much closer to Cornell University. I in fact liked living on the C.U. side of the hill. And, previously in 1996 after returning to college in Ithaca after my organizer spout that took me from University of Montana, Missoula to Washington, DC as an intern I lived in a private home (with an outdoor heated pool, tennis court, basketball court) in legendary Carl Sagan's neighborhood.
Anyway, the Enneagram was a new thing to me and I had drawn it in a lucid state. I had to ask around a place where I worked in Ithaca (80% of residents have College degrees here at the time) and someone was able to tell me it was an Enneagram. I never received an explanation for it. Later in 99' I took to making it a kind of Earth logo and photoshopped a NASA topographical earth photo under the crosshairs and Epsilon. I was 25 at the time.

Later in 1999 I was to meet Dr. Joel Elkes, in Florida,  he was a professor also at John Hopkins University. I think this was the first time I remember my meeting with a programmer;- he told me that I have "Defiance disorder" because I would not do things they instructed me to do.  I met & briefly lived with Sally Lucke, who had been on the Board of Directors of the MOMA and she also was from a Chicago Export-Import family. I remembered just standing at the end of the driveway at my childhood home and "receiving" knowledge of taking care of an elderly woman. This woman later, was Sally Lucke's mother who was removed from the nursing facility. When I told Sally about my perception of this situation, she showed me her altar and told me it was her dream wish that she put out. I apparently was one who answered.
In hindsight, Dr. Elkes was her boyfriend. It's possible that I had been taken to the nearby clinic on Clymer Rd. or the cult also on the same road in rural Pennsylvania and programmed, and left at the end of the driveway.

Gangstalk by clones of family members

In Waikiki this past year
Smoking man I saw walk by me 2x, wearing out of place in Hawaii clothing like my father would wear winter/fall. In conjunction with clones actors of my brother younger, older ages all making a point of looking at me to catch my attention, to the point they also drove vehicles at his appropriate age as he did go through 12 vehicles (less than 6 clones more like 4)...most of them near Yakuza part of Waikiki. Strange that I was drawn there too. Place I rarely go to on Oahu just because of Yakuza presence made themselves known to me.

More of my memories and dreams

My stargate dreams started slowly to develop. First with hot air balloons. Then it gradually shifted to Stargate in the sky in 2 locations nearby my childhood home.
The spiders let me live. They were huge and watched over me from nearby the Stargate(s). None of my stargates were on the ground. All of them were of air or sky.
The rainbow (God's) formation of bubble like ultralights that had different people in varied military uniforms in them . the African looking man told me I had to stay in bucks county and that I was not permitted to leave with them. Decades later I saw a pic of one of the craft on Google Earth view of area 51.

The walking fish coming out of the underground well after I did a stargate meditation from the mind course I was taking.

Regardless of Stargate, I had private dreams with my Ogesan in them. I would enter through a hidden door and have to change size (shrink) and then walk through darkness to the location. He would then let me sit and watch him train.
He was a high ranking Kendo master. I also had remote viewed my Japan trip with him over a year before I went on the trip. My mother was angry with me because I was non-reactive for the duration of the trip. Including a long mountain water slide any kid would have been excited about. She knows why I stopped talking to my Ogesan on that trip. He took something I found and stuck a pin through it. I became angry with him and stopped talking to him the rest of the summer.
One of my MKultra dreams was of a roller rink and a bunch of marionette people being moved in the rink. My Obaasan pulled me away from the darkness and told me they didn't want me to be a puppet. I remember her voice telling me that I was not going to be a puppet. That I may not have an outstanding life, but that they wanted me to make my own choices, and to use my own instinct.

USA targeted Asian Business leaders for decades

The United States has for over decades, targeted foreign Asian students and pushed students in top notch universities to their deaths. Much of the American public has not acknowledged this. And, for 3rd or fourth generation Asian-Americans to compare themselves to those of us new to the USA, is totally inappropriate. I call this inappropriate due to US Mind Kontrol programs where they attempt to create clones of those of us from reputable families, so, I call this emotional conditioning. And due to the severe lack of Asian-American and pacific islanders who campaign against the blatant discrimination;- it makes them even more suspect to Asia as US counterintelligence.

Hawaii is particularly prone to this behavior:
Most Asians who grew up or Originated from  Hawaii state have been part of the US Military branches.
There is a significant generation of baby boomers mother's who worked in the sex trade.
   This results in a very volatile generation of their children who have extreme emotional issues       around women, and what appropriate interactions entail. They have largely been isolated from non -military social interactions with women.
- there are generations of impoverished and soulless Hawaii state born Asian-Americans
-Too many of the Hawaii native residents are highly abusive and take criminal action against Asian Nationals and 1st generation Asian Americans connected to Asian business.
      These people have learned to recruit mainlanders and other foreigners (such as asian gangs) to further their agenda and to potentially create inurgency in Asian nations.

Alot of this horrendous behavior is due to their active participation in the Sex trafficking industry. 
Even the Federal agents and Honolulu police department in 2009 trafficked me to clubs because it was not illegal. I was unable to report my abduction due to their interference. I was unable to create a positive situation. Much to the glee of the Hawaii residents, they damaged my relationship to my relatives in Japan. They created additional US Counterintelligence concerns, as well as potential to harm my relatives who work at high level diplomatic capacity on War negotiations. In part this is from Hawaii natives who defend the Rothschild regimes.
 Their intention is to murder and manipulate.
  
 

Disengage USA in entirety

I am asking everyone to disengage from the economic power of the united states, and in every way. From toilet paper to weapons deals, baby food to lights.
Please, for peace. Stop all business, everywhere.

Japan Defense Minister & North Korea

A few hours ago the American style campaigner, Defense Minister Tomomi  Inada resigned from her position.
The impending crisis of North Korean Nukes and ICBM's looms over Japan. Despite new North Korea sanctions from USA & Japan the use of North Korean underground nukes may be ongoing. There is concern that North Korea is  hypothetically approaching Hiroshima 15 kiloton size in nuclear weapons designed yield. If the yield estimates are actual and in possession by North Korea they are 1/3 of the way to a Hiroshima size warhead.
And, on the off chance North Korea is superior with nuclear missile rocket telemetry in conjunction with a magnified solar climate, the design yield of those smaller nukes may be magnified. That means a nuclear warhead of only 7.5kiloton design yield would be needed to create a 21st century Hiroshima sized catastrophe, that killed over 180,000 Japanese civilians.

However, beyond scalar weaponry:- it seems to be a scientist's fantasy that North Korea may be capable of using Nuclear weapons & sun, bomb, earth dynamic telemetry to embattle USA's secretive tectonic weaponry.

This writer proposes that some EMP capable ally disable North Korean nuclear progress if there is a way to spare Japan another nuclear winter.

Info derived from English & USA news reports and interviews.

My lifetime here in USA

I, born Angela Merideath Knell onto the Earth and subsequently registered in the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania as Angela Meredith Kneale and under protection of the land of Japan, have been investigating the United States of America,
aka.
the USA & USA
the U.S. & U.S.
the U.S.A. & U.S.A.
the US & US

on behalf of investors in the United States of America.  Time to repay debt to its USA  creditors has come due.

The United States of America has taken deliberate actions against its investors and the families, beyond an acts of treason against its investors and peaceable life on the planet Earth.

Draft on managing data flow direct to skull

End 2007-2008 i was tested over a period of 2-3 months. This time, with sheer data - images mostly and a bandwidth, and some 3 channels. Synthetic telepathy or data flow or v2k? Doubtful.... when they send a huge information Surplus to your brain and it's from digital sources electronic sources. I did not have a normal time frame to react to the images and information they came in so fast like a flood. What I mean by react, so when you see picture of a cat you have a certain emotion of happy cute fuzzy feeling you no good feelings when you see pictures of war the grotesqueness of it when you see a wedding the happiness of it. When they started to inundate me with all of the political imagery, and other than just political imagery ill say additional imagery and information flow and you're not used to it , you have to find a way to manage it. And for me it was very painful and it was why I was given heavy sedatives that were said to be able to rebalance me so when I woke up I would be rebalanced. The invega for the extreme situation where I could not come out of it on my own meaning I couldn't recover mentally I was some point shaking very disturbed from just the sheer amount of data coming in. And when I took the invega it made things very clear I was able to compartmentalize the information overnight with the you know those sleeping pills so I need like 5 or 6 hours of sleep in order to learn from whatever information you receive. So if you're imagining cramming for a normal test final exam will magnify by about 30 or 50x that easily. And that's what you have when you got a data flow weapon scalar beam v2K. Whatever it is flowing through your head and they're just sending you information

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I found a way to manage it with heavy sedative and about 5 Invega over a 2-3month time frame. It was intermittent.

MKStArgate training included;- cockpit

Part of my #MKstArgate training was to
Prove that I could stay with a downed aircraft in a cockpit most of the time, not to leave it.