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Saturday, August 31, 2019
Wednesday, August 28, 2019
Research (draft) relevant to my UN Procedure 1503
United States Laws, aka State laws by United Nations, that were violated &/or related to actions by perpetrators who acted against my life & to deliberately commit crimes of humanity. For Consideration in any of my United Nations Complaints, communications, & Procedure 1503 particularly.
US Constitution 1st Amendment, 4th
Amendment, 5th Amendment, 14th Amendment
Aliens & Citizens 2086
2109 Admirality Maritime Jurisdiction
*****2112 Jurisdiction under Federal Tort claims act pgs 52-59*****
2180 Food Stamps pgs 109-110
USCA 50 1801 definitions pages 9-10
Ch. 36 (k) "aggrieved person"
(p )(4) Weapons of mass destruction pg10- "capability to release radiation or radioactivity causing death, Illness..."
FISA 1978 revision 2015
FISA 1978 (original)
Patriot Act
Freedom Act
Foreign Agents Act
CIVIL Rights Under USCA 42
1981/1983 pgs. 626-629
1845/1846/
****1849 Provisions & effect of Hate Crime Statistics Act pgs. 632-633***"
USCA 50 1801 Constitutionality pgs 5-17,19, 24-156.2
USCA 50 Chapter 36 1806 K
1810 Civil Liability pg 82
1827 Penalties (a) Prohibited Activities
American Jurisprudence 2D
VII. Rights & Privledges and Duties of Aliens Living in the United States.
Pgs 26-27, 28, 36(torture victim), 44 (subject of foreign state 2104), 46 (dual citizenship 2105)
Aliens & Citizens 1923
356 Derivative definition pg. 386
448 Blood Tests pgs. 451-452
1834 Rights of Juvenile pg. 616²
1837 14th Amendment pg. 619
1839 Alien Employed by State pg. 620
1841 5th Amendment Provision (Discrimination) pg. 625
1861 Discrimination in admission to practice of law (Bar exam) pg645
1867 non-immigrant (general meaning of) pgs 654-655
1872 Dependents of Foreign Government Officials pgs. 664-665
***"1875 Dependents of NATO Aliens***pg 666"
1880
1916 Equal Protection Clause
Aliens & Citizens 2086
2109 Admirality Maritime Jurisdiction
*****2112 Jurisdiction under Federal Tort claims act pgs 52-59*****
2142 Removal of aliens who have fallen into distress
2161 Foreign Agent Registration pg 91
2167 "Qualified Alien" pgs. 95-96
2168 Qualified Alien victim of a severe form of trafficking
2182- 2189 Legal Services
2183 Social Security Number
2190 State's right to limit eligibility of qualified aliens pgs 124-125.
(My, Angela M. Kneale, Personal note on 2190 for counterargument:- forcing an unnaturalized immigrant into foreign agent status by denying &/or limiting support distribution of funds to other Japanese Nationals on Visa...see discrimination of a Class of individuals aka Japanese persecution 1970-1990+ )
2201 Diplomatic Immunity from Criminal prosecution.
2319 Requirement of understanding (English literacy & nationality) Pgs 236-238
2338 Permissibility
2353 pg.262
Usca 50 1801 - 1805, foreign intelligence 105(b)
1805 https://www.law.cornell.edu/uscode/text/50/1805
USCA Title 50 section 1881e (before revisions)
Revised: https://www.law.cornell.edu/uscode/text/50/1881e
Protect America Act of 2007
Federal agents committing USA legal theft of necessary resources for my survival.
VAWA
Protect America Act of 2007, Public Law 10-55-121 Stat. 556
(4) protection from liability
[Victimization written into 50 U.S.C.A code]
[50 U.S.C.A. 1805 b(s)]
[50 U.S.C.A. Foreign Intelligence 105B]
*****[50 U.S.C.A. 1886]
*****[50 U.S.C.A. 1881a(f)(2) Evidence Detained Surveillance
-death
-kidnapping
-serious bodily injury (gregarious harm)]
(My, Angela M. Kneale, Personal note on 1881for counterargument:- ) i do not believe that this law was created so that the United States of America was enabled to legally abduct, attempt murder, murder and cause serious bodily injury against my person & my late siblings. Due to the Patriot Act & FISA, USA has instigated these crimes of humanity purposefully and repeatedly under guise of Legal rights and national Security )
[50 U.S.C.A 1805 pg. 49 Foreign Agent
Personal note;- minor child & as adult Guilty before trial goes against 1st Amendment includes torture.
FISA Court case databases & EPIC.ORG - statutes cited
Book:
Call number: Law RR KF 154.A51 1962
American Jurisprudence,
Aliens & Citizens 2086 to end
2105 dual citizenship
2142 Removal of Aliens fallen into distress
West's key number digest 🗝️112,117,120
Aliens Immigration & Citizenship
Needs public aid
2478(2) participation or collaboration in activities of Nazis
Aliens 1017 persecution
2099 Actions TVPA Torture Victim Protection Act
2240(e) Non-citizen Nationality
2317 Violation Parking or traffic
(f) literacy
2318-2326
2338-3a(1) Alien living in marital union
Japanese Ancestry;-
1848 permanent residents
2537 loss of citizenship
2156 Foreign Assets
1365 Prostitution
423/424 sham marriage
454-466 abused spouses self petitions
459 battery
460 character & reputation
461 extreme hardship
467-478 Abused children (self petition)
473 character
468 parent-child
472/474 cruelty
24 Aliens (D) persecution, k520- k549, 24v II persecution 24 (520)
(My, Angela M. Kneale, Personal note for counterargument to Foreign Surveillance:-Language freedom U.S. laws appear only for labor only, not minors or children in school. so do not appear to be any laws that exist for deprivation of a minor child, I was a dual National with cultural heritage in a foreign Nations such as Japan. ...to be tortured from speaking Japanese due to classified materials being in the environment. to the contrary United States was to provide materials printed in Japanese language in more cases and did not provide such materials. For sure includes removal of child story books in Japanese. 29 CFR section 1606.3 the National Security exception does not appear to include my father above top secret classified/ Declass & 2001 my mother Japanese Foreign Asset.)
National Labor;
703 (g) title VII
42 USC 2000e 80s et seq Title VII
Parry & Grant encyclopediae
Dictionary of Law 3rd edition
Call number : K21161. P37 2009
2009 Oxford University Press
ISBN: 978-0-19-538977-7
Section 1481 loss of nationality,
Violation universal declaration of Human Rights right to nationality loss due to 2001 Patriot Act as first generation American Born to foreign National. Perception of United States domestically is that I am a functional ethnic minority citizen, under heavy surveillance abuse and torture. Especially after my attendance at Asia Pacific Economic Coorporation to represent the United States of America at ABAC symposium. 2 US military Classified attempted to murder me. That does not include
Walking through situation at APEC Hawaii between soldiers armed with m-16s and Chinese protesters from China.
Passive personality principle:
International Court of Justice
United Nations art 7 art 92, internally displaced person.
Persecution 208.16 title 8 aliens and nationality future threat to Life For freedom space space persecution reasonable to relocate cut or harm against petitioner returned DNA research act as 621 senator bumpers, Dale d dash Arizona February 4th 1977 95th Congress 1977 to 1978 introduced HR 3191 side congress.gov HR 3055 Rich area error jovenes treatment of individual as an organism due to DNA and illegal and non-consensual testing end illegal CIA program connected to US Air Force actor.
Examples
Epicontinental sea Argentina
Equal protection: 14th Amendment
Art(2) International Covenant Civil & Political Rights
999 UNTS 171
4th Geneva Convention, 12th August 1949
Convention relative to the Protection of Persons in Time of War (75 UNTS 287) Art232 Treaty of Versailles
225CTS
Tokyo War Crimes in Asia
Government Surveillance
[x]to establish incredible events by credible evidence: Use of Affidavit testimony in Yugoslavia War Crimes Tribunal.
[]extraterritoriality- 19(c) Freedom of diplomats & royalty - foreign ministers from the jurisdiction of the country in which they temporarily reside.
[]Social housing -- zoning. (Internment, VAWA, Consulates)
[x]VAWA - Violence Against Women's Act laws ignored by Judge at local court.
[x]quantum merit injuries to an alien in breach of international law is based on the loss caused by the alien claimant.
[]incident method/or approach
Parry & Grant encyclopediae
Dictionary of Law 3rd edition
Call number : K21161. P37 2009
2009 Oxford University Press
ISBN: 978-0-19-538977-7
Page 133 definition of TORTURE "...cruel inhumane, degrading... -... any act of torture..."
Condemned -- denial of purposes of the Charter of the United Nations & as violation of the human rights ...n
Violation of culture, naming torture of a minor, deliberate action destroy family includes murder torture committed in front of foreign National , for use of phone as a minor.
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Stockholm Convention on Persistent Organic Pollutants
Declaration on Right to Development (DRD)
Article 2
Vienna Convention
Article 29, Article 36p1
La Grand case: Germany vs. USA
International plea in court to establish rights pg 385.
Acts of maltreatment/diplomatic protection vs not excersising diplomatic protection vindicates own rights/ customary law vs irreparable predjudice; internment of Japanese in USA.
World Court Digest Vol. 4 2005
Nationality 387
"The right of a state to provide consular assistance to nationals denied in another country, and the right of a state to espouse the laws of its nationals through diplomatic protection, are legally different concepts" (I.C.J. Reports 2001 p.439 para76).
"Challenges of international autonomy of an individual - whereas legally a class-action does not make one autonomous. As the varying degrees evolve do not matter to a nation or development of an individual."
"distinction of common domestic behavior and engaging International family is not " Independence "when isolated and tortured in order to refute validity define reciprocal..." (Visa, family)
'*****Gray area between legal naturalization'
'1978 FISA Foreign intelligence surveillance Act USA common practice and torture of first-generation legal immigrants, Visa holders, and first-generation dual citizens spans several Nations.'
2017 ICJ Sovereign rights and Maritime Spaces page 298 "... is a logical consequence of the first one."
769 International judicial settlement
16.1 Vienna convention article 36 do to facilitating the exercise of consular functions.
2002 - 00761 to selected International courts and tribunals
Comparison model space tja. Org torture victim protection act see Bush verses for nation.
Crimes of violence, "ICC elements of crime" Oh, drop requirements of purpose or linked to an official, requirement the victim is in control or a custody of a perpetrator. Custody or control. Exclude 'pain or suffering arising only from inherent or incidental to lawful sanctions."
Vienna convention article 74 wording of a treaty vs. Article 48 errors in the treaty.
Rules of ICJ pg 321, 338, 351
Article 31: pg 91,93,97-98, 228, 279, 361
Tokyo Charter - Control Council law number 10 rape crimes torture section 14.3 so, ICTY 16 November 1998, chapter 11 para 454
ICC Statute, ICTY and ICTR "inflict grievous bodily harm likely to cause death and is reckless as to whether death ensues and quote page 245 /intro book icty chapter 1114 January 2005, 560 - 1
enslavement 1926 slavery and 1956 ICC statute article 7 parentheses to see tribunal jurisprudence reducing a person to survival status 1956 slavery labor ICC elements of crime and forced prostitution Geneva Convention for protocol one article tribunal persecution....severe deprivation decision targeting property link to belonging to community. Enforced disappearance do not know if person concerned alive or dead.
Articles (7) to ICC statute: APARTHEID
UN Convention Against Torture, Article 4(2)
European human rights law review 115 a footnote seventeen (article 1.1)
Introduction to International criminal law
"Conspiracy & Slavery pg8.
Individual acts of terrorism...individual acts of torture."
Tuesday, August 27, 2019
My thoughts: Procedure 1503
Issues ;-
1. FISA Surveillance Abuse by State actor &/or Licensed Telecom utilities & non transmission of communication or hacking by state actor:
Decisions of Cases "...transmitted to you & State Party simultaneously"
USA licensed T-MOBILE & AT&T & Bell Atlantic have allowed Surveillance Abuse in my case, and under Classified 2001 USAF OSI State actor since the inception of FISA in 1978. This also presented in my case as torture; emotional, mental, physical torture and violations of my language freedom to communicate wiith my relatives including my Obasan/ Grandmother in Japan. This form of torture began when I was 3 yrs old in 1978. It continued after 9-11 terrorist attack, and well after my attendance at Asia Pacific Economic Cooperation in 2011. I documented this also as electronic warfare &/or Cyber warfare from my end user issue and before current US President Trump cited AT&T as an issue.
COUNTER ARGUMENT (draft):
My counterargument stands largely on illegal crimes of Humanity that State actors committed against me as a child. This is linked to my being the attachment to a trafficked Alien. The term trafficked I am using in reference to the USA's reason my mother was brought into the United States of America. I was used in illegal experimentation by the local government in Bucks County that resounded through State and Federal Levels of USA.
If there is or was any reservation by the state, United States of America, for classified personnel at home and for their children in public educational institutions that are funded by the government;- I still exist as a sentient and individual human type entity, regardless of the numerous DNA mutations I possess that make me distinct minority in the normal human population. My mother, to whom I was born and who remained a Japanese national well past 1986, had worked building NASA satellite components at Ford-Philco in Landsdale, Pennsylvania, and was exposed to toxic contaminants.
The State actors who were or are USAF personnel and/or USA intelligence classified individuals and their attorneys, JAGs, and those who enforce and/or supervise their actions at work violated my rights of language freedom, freedom from torture, freedom of association, and heinous cultural violations. I assert that it is not part of Japanese culture for Japanese-American girls as young as 3-5 to be instructed that they were to be raped by USA men. Even under classified programs to date in 2019, there are heinous acts of pedophilia that were exposed under Pentagon.
I was not permitted to speak to my family in Japan over the phone. Additionally, the Richlandtown Elementary School in Quakertown, PA 18951 USA, in Bucks County, in the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania, in the United States of America enforced such torture and persecution with its Principal, Administration, and teachers so as to torture me and severely affect and impaired my family and social relations as a child. I assert that these acts against humanity are and were an extension of 1978 Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act ,also known as FISA. The acts against humanity not only involved physical torture at the local government school, also includes being isolated from other children in class to attend what they called speech therapy. It was in a small room and I was instructed to say 'lollipop' for hours in a room with an instructor at the Richland Elementary School up to age 10. Mrs. Nagle specifically was a pedophile who sexually exploited me and physically tortured me at Richland Elementary by isolating me from my classmates during recess and lunch hours. They punished me because I am Japanese descent, not because I had any speech impediment.
This was also an extension of the illegal yet USA funded MK Ultra brainwashing and behavioral projects that continued until 1996. All of this and more, occurred throughout my attendance K-12 in the Quakertown Pennsylvania, USA school district. I do believe that my father was the enforcer at home of the FISA portion, at our family home as well, in conjunction with saying the word Konnichiwa to my Obasan. There is a difference in State actors as I was physically tortured relentlessly with the Alice Protocol that requires a female torturer in other instances. All of which are non-consensual and illegal experimentation by the CIA and its actors for behavioral studies in mind control and torture.
Tuesday, August 20, 2019
Memory: Imperial staircase with Prussian blue carpet
One of the houses I was taken to as a child was very strange. It was a dirty farmhouse on one side, quite dingy and I walked into a kitchen with a round kitchen table. The F. Poust couple, gamblers my mom met, creepers to me even in early grade school sat at this table when I arrived. The follow up was my entry up a white Imperial Staircase with Prussian blue carpet up the stairs. There were a few large, gold leaf framed oil paintings.
They said maybe someday I would remember... Yet I never forgot.
Tuesday, August 13, 2019
This sux- book or Testimony
Tough to get rest tonight. I turned down a few book writing opportunities to get more perspective. And then I got to the point where I decided that maybe Noone should hear how toxic people have been to me in my life on the East Coast. A d on the flip side, verify to my assailants what a long list of assailants & assaults I endured so they can sit back and glean notes off my writing. This is a page I've thought about starting, and starting to draft. It doesn't make me feel good, like the rest of my testimony of persecution in the USA. Persecution, yes that is the correct word today. I hung onto my life just to write my testimony of my real experiences in the USA 1 generation after the a-bomb. There was little love in my life here, few smiles & lots of haters. I even got into an argument with a MSM (conservative liberal) friend of mine who seems to prefer the jaded & fairy tale flub and non internationally binding story that ALSO;- doesn't involve the CIA & my father actually having been former USAF intelligence.
I suppose my entire idea of healing took me on a good path. That's a path I rarely speak about over here. So many of USA people don't think I'm a good role model because of my being mixed race Japanese female. It's reality, believe me In the past I payed for a life coach to help me through the hateful comments they make year round.
It's just that the past 11mos. Back on East Coast mainland has torn open all the wounds and trauma of everyone who worked so hard to destroy my family.
I've had to take a really hard look, objectively, after several people showed me the framework of my reality.
I know my relatives overseas in Japan might not have time to ever hear or read my message. For the. To know that the majority of my life was off course from the knowledge I had of my parents relationship and the toxic Bucks County community where I was raised.
Noone ever lets me speak aBout it over here. All the Americans tell me I'm offending them and should be gratef for the pain and agony they bestowed on my "mongrel" life as a Japanese woman. I don't know where the good people are, those who I really needed to help lift me up. Instead, I gained alot of negativity from the classical piano world and others.
Noone in their right mind would read beyond here. Especially if they think I was like them. No, not like you. I was born to a family Union of two people whose Nations and families murdered hundreds of people at Iwo Jima & Pearl Harbor.
These people hate my existence in the family and on the planet. So instead of having a great happy life, everyone around me was always violent. I'd go to visit my dad's relatives on the weekends and my great grandmom & aunt's would become venemous and my mom told me go & hide from them. She was afraid they would kill me. After all, the hospital murdered my sister in front of her. So she brought me up knowing that I wasn't safe from emminent danger in Pennsylvania for as long as I could remember. She taught me that we were only tolerated in the area because we weren't black. However I wasnt tolerated at school. Kids made fun of me in the bus line I. Kindergarten because of my dark brown summer tan, or because of my brown eyes. They hammered me with every racial slur and Taunt when I was 4-5years old. They said their parents said I was all of these things. And, it was comepletely dreadful. Noone ever apologized to me.
The teachers only gave their approval of my persecution. And, it evolved into them watching 5girls regularly gang up on me to grab my hair and swing me around while kicking me and beating me at recess. They were the class heros at Richland Elementary back then in 1980-1986. So remember these kids grew up to be adults with kids now. They are no better than they used to be.
So, returning here Is painful. I still don't have much of any sense of being included in the community in a positive way. Not only socially, but financially. The men here don't have anyone to answer to except the women. Knowing how hateful the women are just lends itself to not having many friendships. What started on the playground and in the bus lineup, has become an adulthood living nightmare. Socializing is strained because the friends I do have can't explain my presence to anyone white who is racist. So, I'm excluded from big chunks of social time in the adult world here. Basically persecuted and shamed by the community & even moreso since 9-11.
It's ok if I am present for a few things in public. This is tough to explain to everyone reading. I had a few people who care about my safety and even they got real about telling me they can't trust people around them NOT to hurt me.
So, going to big concerts, festivals, social outings just has never been safe. I have to mention that I'm A repeat abductee & rape victim. So, obviously my chances of having a relationship or marriage have vanished.
I write this because Japan really doesn't know much of USA besides the happy side of the USA West Coast & Hawaii. There are few of us on the East Coast, and I learned most Japanese over here have green cards. They aren't hafu like me and use that stupid phrase "all Asian" as if nationality has to do with genetics since 1980's. Even in Hawaii, it seems like many people don't read the newer nationality laws of Japan or other places. They speak as if it's still the 60's & 70's.
I know they want to blindsided the outsiders who visit.
I was abducted in 2006
Pennsylvania & New York persecution & Discrimination continued;-
Perpetrators: Buckingham Township Engineering office in Mechanicsville, PA.
From the time my brother was killed, I was stalked, harassed, abducted, raped repeatedly, held in confinement and my life was threatened. Buckingham Township Police were able to triangulate my location however they did not take a report from me. There was an initial report opened, however due to the me. Involved running the Township Engineering office;- they refused to take my report later. James Brasted & Ernie Knight were the main perpetrators. Knight happens to be the last name of the attorney who set my brother up multiple times and failed him in court deliberately.
Before my brother was found shot dead
There was one more incident with the rapist & abductor where Doylestown, PA police arrived and didn't take a report from me.
The PSI temp agency, Gail Howard, involved typically took $6000 payment for placing me at these fake "jobs". The men also accessed my laptop & email accounts to make it look like I was working. They threatened my life during this time and would not allow me to leave their sight.
When I was able to return to my office, I found all of the hard evidence and police report numbers had been removed from the file I kept.
Monday, August 12, 2019
Enochian magic ∆Square 3x3 =9
I decoded that they intended to murder me sometime near April 4, 2020 or 2025 close to one of the major Highways for which I have a number. I obtained this information from decoding an enochian magic square from the recess of my mind. 4-4
My sister was killed near 6-6-1970 (8)
Brother near 5-5-2005 (7)
Me 4-4- 2020 (4)
487 is a redundant number on 2 cipher levels if they seek to kill me next year and the number of the highway in Hiroshima, Japan. Obviously sum of the year totalling 6 is possible too. 9 another option as well in 2+0+2+5=9.
When I did my enochian. Square with
The name of God & 3 columns of initials of my siblings and I. It resulted in 3 locations
Valley forge in green & red
Numbers for 2 highways; 1. In Bucks county 2. 1 in Hiroshima
Cipher decoder: numerical
Cipher decoder: Name of God = 9th Son of Light
Cipher decoder: colors elements
So, it seems they plan to murder me and rest me in sacrifice at Hiroshima.
My late sister RIP Valley Forge
My late Brother RIP Bucks County
They do this to take away power.
Sunday, August 11, 2019
Talked about my solutions
So tonight I was searching for some solutions. Discussed finding someone to talk to such as a therapist;- here is the issue with USA counselors & doctors;-
They have a wide range of variety and don't need to match the level of personal attention actually needed to be legally functional and have a valid opinion.
Obviously the CIA MK Ultra psychologists and psychiatrists fit this profile as well as racist local level USA psychologists & psychiatrists.
I hired a suitable life coach, graduate of Columbia University, in the past whose fee was $300+ travel/hr. I did this to depart from the onslaught of racist & nationalistic attacks I withstood from Doylestown, PA after 9-11. Is it fair that I have to pay such a high price to navigate their a terse international hatred while they broke labor laws and shut me out of legal reporting to police in Bucks County for their hate crimes? Only about 10% of people were actually didn't cause harm while 80% were easily swayed by racism and verbal attacks on my character for being non-white or black. The remaining 10% were either neutral or took an extremely vehement side to persecute me.
JSDF Trade Wars affecting my personal safety
My United Nations complaint due to emminent danger threats & experiencing another theft in NY (likely) or MD of some of my identification information to obtain a new passport.
I did speak with someone through a call I MADE TO THE FBI in March/April. For this reason, I am uncertain if the thefts of my phone & ID, including a portfolio that held my overseas family information in Japan was civilian or Federal or Police. #JSDF
This is more than 50 thefts I have experienced of sensitive personal ID, information of mine.
It is not safe for me in Mainland USA with POTUS current immigration issues, DHS, and trade wars.
Sunday, August 04, 2019
Alice programming; my dream experiences
Alice programming; my dream experiences
- Remote Viewing
- Martial Arts training
- No Cry - beaten daily till I stopped crying while being beaten or blacked out.
- Alien Invasion - Technology induced dream
- USMC style problems (supernatural answer) - Technology induced dream
- My Alice Door
- Technology or Psychotronically induced (US) military training.
MkUltra my experience part 1
My mother a Japanese National on Visa to the USA informed me that "they (USA) would test on us and that the testing was normally for white people, but they were going to test on us anyway." And she told me that I would be raped and explained the act of sexual rape to me when I was approximately 4 years old. She also instructed me to kill myself, suicide when I could not handle anymore. That no one was there to help her or me and that my death alone would be a message to Japan. Additionally, that I have a duty to my Emperor to serve Japan by representing our family in the United States where few, if any Japanese exist. My mission, peaceable in nature, was explained to me as well. And, that I was not to make complaint to Japan because they didn't care what the USA did to us. I remember her telling me that she was considered genetic garbage since she was a toddler when the A-bomb was dropped on Hiroshima & Nagasaki. She also told me about the USA biological warfare in Japan by the USA government. And, that the USA also gave them DDT to which she was exposed in high quantity. Additionally I was told that I wasn't expected to live long for these reasons and so I did not matter as a human being to those around me in Pennsylvania and specifically Quakertown, PA.
They said the USAF & USA government should track the radiation experiment with us and by age 12 I was instructed to eat a shojin ryori diet or water soluble diet to lower my chance of cancer.
There are multiple levels of the MK testing that included me for tracking in their radiation experiment. Later in grade school years, my parents explained to me
the government intervention in naming me. My Japanese mother was upset they did not permit me to have a Japanese name. They also told my parents my initials needed to be A.M.K. respectively.
My USA father told me that this was because he liked AK-47's the gun. However, I later learned that my initials also embodied an indicator for Alpha Mind Kontrol. Additionally, later in my life I found a copy of what appeared to be the original name I was born with. It was a birth name certificate that stated I was born with the name Angela Merideath Knell. This name has a Master builder number and my middle name was linked to (in verbal explanation) the fairy godmother's in the Sleeping Beauty fairytale as in Meri Weather in that Meri-Death as an allusion to the Angel of death or Dr. Mengele. The last name of Knell being that of the death toll itself and possibly linked to CIA conspiracy theories of the Philadelphia experiment Mr. Knell.
In anycase I was registered with my USA father's surname KNEALE as it was inherited through the Isle of Mann. At the time, only 150 people carried the surname KNEALE within the United States of natural birth to the family. I have never legally married or changed my name in the USA. However, other USA women have stolen my identity from all backgrounds in order to harm my life further.
Re Japanese 731
I came across Japanese unit 731 while researching the illegal CIA MKUltra program. To the best of my knowledge since childhood, the only biological warfare I was made aware of was the United States biological warfare against the Japanese public after dropping the a-bomb. This included United States military contaminating the Japanese paper money system with biological warfare viruses. I understand that there are truthers such as James casbolt who bring light to Japanese unit 731 and testing of biological warfare, however my perspective is that the United States MK ultra program recruited Yakuza who are typically multi-national and seldom all Japanese yet live in Japan. And today in the until World Yakuza have risen to the top as contractors willing to commit crimes of humanity against any Asian American European or other human population. In all of my years in the United States I have only experienced and heard of biological warfare from the United States aimed at Asia and Japan. I do not believe that the American public understands the links between the CIA and Yakuza.
I have had too explain to American people that Yakuza typically targets my specific family in Japan. And they attack as part of the CIA attempts to gain control over Japan's government. And that it is for this reason that I am persecuted and my only siblings are dead and my mother was tortured in the United States of America.
Draft Quantum Blood & DNA genetic memory
U.S. military members or related cult members attempting to bring women in from places like the Congo to capture DNA from the coveted Dan Tribe among others. Tribes that were known to have psychic powers and long range tribal communications without modern technologies.
Yet a single fact remains,
I do not carry less genetic information of these expressions encoded in my DNA.
In the mid 90's I met members of the Onondaga Nation who identified me as one of 'the old ones'. I did not completely understand what 'the old ones' at the time because I knew little about the cultures behind my prolific genetic history on a conscious level. I met them at a time when the US government the New York State Police had done a media blackout after sending hundreds of police officers to beat and harm people on their tribal land in upstate New York. Later in 2007 I met a Tibetan monk at His Holiness the Dalai Lama's monastery in Ithaca, New York. He addressed me from my other indigenous tribal lineage of being Sakha from Yakutia in Siberia. As in the similar frequency to Shakyamuni Buddha or Guantanamo Buddha. I also have ancient genetic history from Northern China where there was an extraordinary Buddhist monastery. I also am genetically Japanese. I know that my family and ancestors, traded from China through to Japan the best wintering horses, weapons, fish. They relocated from China to a political sanctuary known as Akita and remained separate from the Chinese & Japanese governments for over 600 years.
So it is my understanding that Indigenous peoples of Asia and North America understand my presence. I can only guess that they participated in a conversation about my genetic tribal history and were aware of my presence from a young age, yet I have no single tribe with which I identify.
I have known persecution from the United States of America for the duration of my life due to my genetic history and USA's perception of the Japanese and United States union of my parents being offensive to them. And despite good people in the United States, those who are actively against my existence have already murdered my only siblings.
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August 2019
My notes of International Concern for Japanese Nationals in the USA, particularly East Coast:
The human rights organizations I contacted in USA are inexperienced or discriminatory against Japan. The consequences are severe as I have witnessed my brother's suffering and torture that included American Civil Liberties Union in his life upon white supremacist attacks on him for receipt of a Scholarship to University of Pennsylvania. The loss of this case placed him in rural Susquehanna University in central Pennsylvania where he was clobbered with white supremacist attacks. He was stonewalled there and stayed with me in Ithaca, NY when he was in eminent danger. This ACLU intervention impacted his role in family business internationally and ultimately led to his depression, further persecution in Pennsylvania, and his unnatural death by age 26.
USA's East Coast, New York and Pennsylvania severely lacks Japanese translators. The USA attempts to recruit noone and shows little to no value for Japanese nationals lives. That is independent of those people who came to the United States to represent Japan politically. The United States encourages lawsuits against individuals, like my mother, who do speak Japanese as their natural language by attempting to recruit them as translators and create multiple lawsuits abroad by USA ignorance of Japanese domestic laws. The United States has never provided a translator and has severely impaired my communications with my Japanese relatives and the Consulate of Japan.
Wednesday, July 31, 2019
Start of my United Nations Complaint
Main contents of my Complaint Letter in short to
Office of the High Commissioner for Human Rights
United Nations Office at Geneva
Switzerland
July 31, 2019
I was born in the USA in 1974, to a Japanese National mother who remained a Japanese National until the late 1980's after Japanese Nationality laws changed. . The USAF instructed my mother she was not permitted to name me with any cultural indicators. I was registered at birth in USA as Angela Meredith Kneale, and I am the aggreived complainant & last survivor of my known siblings who were murdered in the town of Quakertown, Pennsylvania in Bucks County, USA. Recently I filed a complaint at your United Nations form website where I completed the form to the best of my ability at a public computer at the Congressional Law Library. It is my individual complaint where I want to assert the United States of America & United States Air Force as well as individuals I name specifically, violated the following Articles of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR);
Articles 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 7, (9?), 12, 13, 15, (16?), 17, (18?), 20, 22, 23(1), 23(2), 23(3), 25, 26 (2), 27, 29(1), 29(2).
My purpose is to bring light to the abuses in an international setting. I am a grand-daughter and neice of well known Japanese Nationals who are or were involved with Japanese Security & infrastructure and/ or employed in Japanese government.
This is in addition to other articles where it seems USA violated my rights specifically to ensure Surveillance monitoring of my life & family such as;
Articles of the UN Convention against torture Art.4
Declaration of Right to Development Art 2 (4)
USCA 50 s1886 , 1881a(f)(2)
As well as forcing me into statelessness as perceived supranationally upon legal reading of the USA Patriot Act after the events of 9/11.
My complaint is extensive and spans my life to date of 44years.
One of the goals of my complaint is to present the United States of America as a non-benign & benevolent society who is likely criminal since they brought my mother to the USA via their military personnel and with ATS clearance. I also will refute that USA intended to entrap me with it's nationality laws so that I would be tortured and unable to choose & obtain my Japanese Nationality at any point within reasonable, natural, and normal means given my family relation also to my uncle Takenaka, Yoshitomo a now retired executive of the Takenaka Corporation. I fully believe that the United States of America trafficked my mother from Japan in order to torture her. And, that I was born an attachment to her as an additional trafficking victim.
My complaint against the United States, USAF, NASA, CIA, and it's state agents will also include normal tortures under war Tribunals as well as the illegal non-consensual testing of humans in CIA MKultra program protocol(s). This is of course after the basic fact that I was denied so many basic human rights due to my unique DNA which has, by some tests 10HVR1 mutations that span 10 distinct European, Asian, protected indigenous Asian, and Japanese markers. I feel They violated me in every way possible.
I do not have choice but to file this complaint independently due to the high number of CIA & Yakuza & MI5, MI6 perpetrators who have taken advantage of the weak USA public and further causing harm to my personal life. I hope you can understand that my Japanese family relation made me a target by USA since birth.
I will appreciate any assistance since I have been forced out of normal housing for safety liability, and financial reasons largely since my attendance at APEC 2011 in Honolulu, HI.
I was again threatened in 2019 by perpetrators & my father and my tortured mother who does not seem to understand legal complexities any longer.
I have little recourse and defense against the State of Pennsylvania or any other USA domestic perpetrator.
I have contacted Ithaca, NY Human rights organization however they have never had such a case. So, I am decidedly better off independently working with minimal need to know information I received from Japan years ago.
In light of the death threats I received since leaving Oahu, I am making my situation known publically online.
Sincerely,
Angela M. Kneale
Sunday, July 14, 2019
Watching logan
So you steal their eyes you see what they see you've got every angle they see on me but it's mine
Called quantum quantum theory of mind
Wednesday, July 10, 2019
International Law & Legalities between HIC USA & Japan
Despite the High income Country classifications of both Japan & USA;- the USA and it's States of Pennsylvania & New York largely refused me legal right to report the following; assaults, abduction, rapes & many other human rights issues that forced me into destitution and homelessness. In fact, the United States & it's intelligence community, and some of its Military & it's actors have also made me an isolated, social outcast over my lifetime.
On these grounds collectively, they and the discriminating public treat me as a Japanese enemy of their Nation since birth. This is torture in every tier of my human development, not to feign my perceived torture of my mother & torture & state sanctioned murders of my 2 late siblings.
The USA and a sufficient number of it's actors & citizens have and still condemn me as a torture victim, whereas I am subject to perceived aleotoric violations of my human rights with Physical Financial, Societal, and Legal entrapment well within USA domestic borders. I feel that this is in violation of my US Constitutional Rights as US born citizen by land and jus sanguis in order to reinforce that I am not actually a US citizen entitled to human rights even under International Declarations of Human Rights for the type of HICs I was born into dually USA & Japan. It seems the overriding issue for the United States itself was to torture me, and to torture my mother on Japanese Visa well until I was 15yrs of age.
Later, I learned that some, not all of the torture I endured, fit into the macro structure of a CIA MKUltra protocol under "Alice in Wonderland" that was designed to suicide the torture victim or hinge the personality to a vigilante. The protocol itself included repeated sexual assaults over a long duration of time in order to normalize it. In USA this is not only "rape" but also statutory rape of a minor. It was not child trafficking from my perspective as I did not Witness any exchange of money. The heavy daily physical abuse I endured was not any type of martial arts program. In fact, when I attempted to defend myself or retaliate from the abuse with a single word, I was beaten till I stopped crying or blacked out. And, once I retaliated at age 14and was beaten till unconscious and was sent to school with half of my face black & blue. Since it was state sanctioned as many other freedom of speech violations occurred which prevented me from speaking to my mother or grandparents & cousins in Japanese over the phone or at home.
In anycase, Noone in the Pennsylvania community where I lived in Bucks County did anything to help me. They in fact were delighted that I was beaten up Japanese girl all of 5'2 and appx 108lbs.
I strongly feel and assert that at no point in time, I was considered an American citizen to my school teachers and that it was simply a farce so they could torture me. They also made the students patriotic by making fun of me and teaching my schoolmates that Japan and I am evil enemy that deserved death. This is well known from my time in US Cultures/History class in 9th/10th grade at high school.
Aside from this, FISA allowed my father who was veteran USAF & OSI which is USAF intelligence officer to justify my torture usually implicating my mother as she was the Non-US Citizen for most of my childhood. She was tortured also with invasive surgeries my father told me "destroyed her". Before these surgeries took place and I lost touch with the person/personality who was my caring mother;- she had told me that the USA was going to experiment on us. She also reminded me that I'm Japanese and should serve my Emporer, as well as telling me by age 4 that I would be raped by Americans and that I should suicide when I could not handle anymore. Those were my real instructions from my mother.
I am currently compiling my perspective with the reality of unenforced international laws between nations. This is with and without Japan's changed nationality laws and the fact that things have worsened for me with USA civilian & military population in interpersonal & court interactions from assaults made on me over the past 5 years.
Saturday, July 06, 2019
My parents in MKULTRA
I don't think the Japan community or the Japanese-Americans who are not "all Asian" understand where im at in my thinking or what I am fighting, let alone who.
My story begins with said "my biological parents" one Japanese woman on Visa to the USA from 1968-1990, before she naturalized as a disabled USA citizen after horrendous surgeries performed by a well known Philadelphia hospital.
My father, now a USAF Veteran & former intelligence & recon officer, told me she was "dead", when I was 6yrs old, in his evil altar. My brother was too little to know what ordeals I had with both of my parents till he was older and eventually forcibly suicided by a neighborhood conspiracy involving the Police department cover up 100% in 2005. I have been fighting my own parents who claimed that they need help yet have threatened to murder me and also blame me for the death of my brother in order to live comfortably into older age.
You see, they have always viewed me as 'property' as does the US intelligence community. I have 10 hvr1 mutations and am in .02% of the global human population. My biological parents claimed that "they" patented my genes when I was a child. This was what I was told in childhood well before the internet became public & gene patenting was a common news item. My biological parents personalities are not living, and very evil & contorted even back then. Especially at home for me. So, I was rarely allowed to have friends to be at the house of the rare friends I had made on my own.
Once in middle school, I had a friend over and it resulted in the Middle school principle making a foster care threat that would not have placed me with my grandparents or aunt's & uncle's in Japan or the USA. In fact due to FISA being new in 1978 when my grandparents & aunt visited from Japan;- my mother adopted a language probably from the US attorney of referring to her own family as "those people". It was a tactful step above being called mongrels for my grandparents & relatives from Japan, but not much of a step away from how they were referred to by my neighbors and community. In anycase, I sat at the principal's office and had to weigh out my options. I quickly questioned him and figured out I would be subjected to more unknown abuse from white supremacists who had already attacked my toddler brother & murdered my sister in 1970, a fact my mother brought me up knowing as a middle child toddler, before her heinous surgeries.
You see, my parents did the bidding of their handlers, lawyers, and occult friends in order to harm me. Both of my parents worked for USAF/ NASA as either intelligence operators &/or handling sensitive components. They rarely acted of their own independent volition and followed a daily protocol of extreme physical abuse known as MKULTRA Alice (in Wonderland) protocol.
The protocol they still implement is & was designed to use me as an information mule, even in childhood. It is designed to break a person, meaning to force me to become a vigilante or suicide from the extreme abuses that are defined as torture even by Mossad. I was subject to this abuse daily for most of my life, In Addition to being ridiculed and physically abused at elementary & nursery school for my Japanese nationality;- by both students & teachers.
So this is another facet of my attempts at summarizing 40long years of abuse I endured in the USA. Futility though, I still seek the legalities that could potentially unravel this disaster. I expect restitution, however it may no longer be in normal orderly and social forms due to the lengthy stonewalling by USA local security & courts to expire statutes of limitations.
This is what I live for each day. Proving and fighting to show the world what USA I have experienced. My family has lived and been documented over 3000yrs of human history. The USA is a small percentage of that time in Earth's trade/ merchant history.
I forgave my parents, yet I cannot condone any of their continued willful or coerced actions against me.
Saturday, June 29, 2019
Im Japanese-American Nisei AND ALSO VEGAN!!!
I'm beyond pissed off from the FISA monitoring since 1978. Every targeted individual & follower I have on social media knows this. I also had a long standing reputation as a vegan activist since the 90's.
I literally REFUSE to compromise and take work serving animals;- that is until I started working in April 2019 after returned to the East Coast in Sept. 2018. So I'm pissed off at my employers, although they will hire me due to my ethnic background being "other". The catering work has me shuffling around the tortured & rotting flesh of God's creatures. They even went so far as to have me serve it up at Cornell graduation.
Granted when I can I dish out the vegan sandwiches, & more wilingly though not happy put out the vegetarian hypocrite food. So, can I call myself vegan since April? For the first time in over 30yrs?
So, the catered work is through a highly questionable to me temporary agency. Trump's racist following has ignited so many small businesses and others with a conflict of interest in hiring me. I also attended an international summit called APEC since I had consulted small businesses & had plans to start my own business (that got crushed under the racism invoked by theTPP that I DIDNT WRITE!)
So aside from seeking help from the vegan community in establishing parameters for vegans who cater in Ithaca. I'm faced with those who call themselves vegan yet are in full force cooking up animals for these wasteful events where large garbage containers for trash trucks are filled with cooked animal remnants after the largest of events.
For Shame!
So much of this angers me that I feel I don't have any choice but to quit.
Ithaca disappoints me on several levels. This one is the most unforgiveable to me. I get the racism, I got that a long time ago.
However they are piling on their opinions again of what makes one vegan. And, they do not HAVE any decent options in town.
That is aside from the social environment that is geared towards the partying staff smoking weed & whatever else. They intended to socially make working uncomfortable for me as an adult who needs to pass clearance checks to attend sometimes high security events.
It's entrapment again as a targeted individual. And, I've been researching enough to believe that the temporary agency is a perpetrator that controls my location & whereabouts by putting me on certain events in order to embarrass me internationally at these events. This means they are Masonic &/or CIA linked Deepstate.
I'm a freelancer who is seeking employment. I left the continental USA due to similar issues that became life threatening to me.
None of this agrees with me.
Plus of course they have all of my personal information that could wind up in the hands of new perpetrators.
Passive Personality Principal
While many European & USA courts have refused this international legal principal "passive personality principle";- I want to challenge it in the sense that
USA Capitalism and diplomacy have been at aimed at creating torture & trafficking victims in the upper echelons of immigration.
My life story is filled with my own testimony of being stonewalled by USA government to the local level, including the grade schools I attended in order to live without abuse & torture from USA. Both my brother & sister are dead, neither of natural causes.
The abuse I endured was a threat to even having my family & mother in my life. As the United States I experienced did not consider my Japanese immigrant mother or her Japanese family humans. So, I was thought of as less and was tortured by CIA protocols set forth at home & in the community. I was "offered" relief from the heavy daily abuse yet the foster care option did not include my return to Japan, to one of a handful of aunts and uncles or to my Japanese national grandparents.
I have also had to file police report of the murder of my sister in front of my mother at the Quakertown hospital after I found evidence of her burial in records at the cemetery.
It was a horror my Japanese national mother, still on Visa, shared with me until they took her away to do erroneous surgeries that rendered her disabled.
I have many horrific complaints I gathered through the course of my life. And I have fought for my life literally, in this world of Bildeberg influenced white Americans.
I have never experienced any good intentions towards me underlying their positive demeanor. It is reptoid mind cold blooded murder that they seek to mask.
Thursday, June 27, 2019
Autoword psyop & surveillance virus
Auto word itself does not behave normally. And, my phone has had many updates to possibly change the words that are Psyops as Google suggests different videos and news from my "suggested or recommended" markings. When I input Harajuku the autoword today;- autoword re-spelled it to Hara jakku so I caught the oddity as no words in English even exist to be a correction.
I'm taking my 10min break to write this.
So Hara initiates my thinking of Harajuku
jakku is not an English word, yet phonetically alludes to mastrubation done by a male.
The autoword fought my trying to correct it back to Harajuku as in a Japanese town.
Finally corrected as I wanted to comment on a video about Harajuku girls removing makeup in public.
I am guessing it is CIA again with FISA monitoring.
American women here don't dress up and party in pretty ways. Many of them approach my life and Japanese culture with anger of USA military relatives in their hearts.
They are not pretty. They insult pretty women because they do not find joy in life that we live, unless they are doing intelligence operations against Japan.
I strongly dislike American women for this. They make fun of me as they encourage their groomed rapist men to attack me so that I live in poverty. The ratio of reported rape is 1report for every 16 actual rapes that occur. Then add in the fact that Police in Pennsylvania & New York refuse to take police reports in addition to the University & Private College campus security refusal.
One must understand the average American woman is pretty until age 30. And due to genetics & chemical deteriorating of white European genetics they become ugly and wrinkled by age 40. So this makes them more vicious and hateful to people like me as a matter of how they actually are.
Sorry, this post is a but more than auto word. I have many comments to make on my experiences as a Hafu Nisei in America.
My experience is different and has had increased intensity of being tortured by USA intelligence agencies. As I stated before, they murdered my sister in front of my mother at the hospital as a form of torture while she was on Visa to the USA from Japan. In 2005 I was urged to expatriate from USA prior to being abducted & assualted in an empty apartment for over a month& how they also suicided' my brother without investigation.
I have testimony to the contrary of my brother's suicide. However USA federal govt sees us as property. I have no choice except suicide to escape their continued torture. They stonewalled me & my mother so I could not make my nationality choice as I wanted Japan only.
Caught my interest: Architecture Books
"Space, Gender, and Urban Architecture" by Cyrus Vakili-Zad.
Isbn 978-1-63485-281-4
Novapublishers.com
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"Making Places for People", C.J. Coffin & J. Young
978-1-138-86064-3
Routledge.com
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On the water Palisades bay, MoMA
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Isbn 0-7506-597-2
Solar radiation and daylight models,(1997, 2004) by T. Muneer
Books.elsevier.com
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Isbn 978-7-5618-3565-4
"RESOLUTION
REPOSITIONING the relation between man and nature"
Tianjin University Press, 2010
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"Rematerial from waste to architecture", Bahamon and Sanjines 2010
Architecture for Rapid Change & scarce resources by Sumuta Sinna, 2012; isbn 978-1-84971-116-6
Routeledge.com
22euros inGerman;- "Home Not Shelter! "
Gemeinsam leben statt getrennt woheben
--- Green Walls Green Roofs
Images publishing 2014
Isbn 978-1-86470-552-2
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"Ultra Low Tech Architecture" ISBN 978-84-15223-34-4
Call number NA 2542.36.U48.2011
Monsashop.com
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"The Sniper's Log, Architectural Chronicles of Generation X", by Alajandro Zaera-Polo, 2012, Princeton University School of Architecture isbn 978-84-92861-22-4
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Architecture and Violence (essays) Edited by Bechir Kenzari publisher ACTAR; isbn 978-84-92861-73-6
Actar.com
2011?
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"Sex And Buildings"
By Richard J. Williams. Publisher Reaction Books LTD, 2013
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"Hypersexual City the provocation of Soft-Core Urbanism" by Nicole Kalms publisher Routledge;- pg 23 "Lavin criticizes..."& How heterosexism can be cloned reproductions
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Published by Department of Architecture National University of Singapore 2015; "Dementia Design Sourcebook" by Fung John CHYE
isbn 978-98109-6833-5 (hardcover)
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"Architecture and the body, science & culture" edited by Kim Sexton
isbn 978-1-138-18882-2
Routledge.com
Call number FINE NA 2542.4.A71815.2018
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"Body, Memory, and Architecture", Kent C. Bloomer & Charles W. Moore
New Haven and London University Press 1977
Isbn 0-300-02139-9 (pbk.)
Tuesday, June 25, 2019
My life story;- saying good bye to USA for good reasons.
Facing my elderly parents, who "had me late' is, One of the saddest things I've had to endure about life in the USA.
I used to be hopeful everyday that things would improve. As a Nisei kid in a community devoid of Any Asians aside from Hapa kids like myself I was isolated.
I didn't have friends. Not at any respectable level to constitute a comfortable birthday party of 5.
In fact, my 9th birthday was the last party I had. It was my mom's white friends children who attended. They belittled and ridiculed my Asian-Japanese features and my father punished me for trying to stand up for myself. I will never forget that day as I hid behind the birds nest shrubs crying curled up on the mulch at my own birthday party.
My mother thought this was ok to support throughout my life.
So now it's 30yrs later and my parents are now more stubborn, violent, and rotten hearted to me than normal. And, it comes after I had to call in the death of my brother BEFORE I got to see his mangled head that morning. Later, I got to Hawaii and actually filled a police report about my sister being murdered in front of my mother prior to my birth. There are no statute of limitations on murder. Yet my father didn't report the incident. My mother was tortured and the community made her out to be a good slave they bossed around and therefore an acceptable 'stupid immigrant'.
My mother took great offense to everyone's comments but didn't want to return to Japan a looser.
I think she lost her mind along the way. She was tortured in a hospital. My USA father was delighted and horrible to me when she was in the hospital. It was something he seemed to take pleasure in. Yet once in a while he changed personality and tried to pretend to care in a heartfelt way.
It's now some 30yrs behind me and nothing about my father's intentions sits well with me. Nothing about his friendships & what he told me was appropriate.
I suppose, in retrospect, it makes me see why my expectations from white people are so low. I place their astute and affluent in the same category with violent felons & dirty homeless. None are trustworthy. They are all vile.
Even though I have had a few scant acqauintences remain in my life;- the bulk of my network is well outside the east coasters who are absolutely rotten in essence. The 'good ones' are people I can compare only to their protected gang rapists. Heed my warning that the United States than it is in a Muslim nation for me.
The USA covered up many heinous stories.
The white men who were 'good to me' in Hawaii don't act close to the same here. So please understand they are attempting to "butter up" the community on Oahu by their positive actions.
They only send the creepiest of creeps at me here in NY & PA. The types of men who do rape, stalk, & harm women as untouchables in their communities.
Except for me, my story will conclude soon. I simply am not up for another fight with these ugly men & their women who see me as a quiet victim. I swear it is because the women are more racist than anyone, as I have no good friends from College, University, or grade school.
I literally wasted my lifetime to document the reality behind the lies my mother told to keep a happy face.
Saturday, June 22, 2019
My Lifestyle;- Low Impact Living
I've spent 4+yrs cutting back on my personal footprint. I've honestly it to the point I'm on the edge of society.
Pushed my body and mind to be able to live the impossible; vegan-keto low impact with help of a world-class nutritionist & world class supplements.
Saving water & Earth in the future with widespead low impact living;- The majority would have to adopt my extreme diet. 2x body weight Water in ounces daily, 1/2lb salad, some nuts or tofu, rest is supplements for protein & fueling. Keto Vegan. I use 1 disposable paper cup a day, don't do dishes. Trying to find a way not to use plates or bowls. Just a pair of metal chopstix. Use wipes to wash face & reuse to clean surfaces. Don't have a home. Don't poo much. Don't shower much, yet love being in water enough. Use oils to clean & spray down with H20/ EO's after yoga/workout. Wash hair once in a while with shampoo & reuse shampoo on body. Mostly use oil to condition. Keep it that simple. Don't buy clothes that are too thick. Rinse & hang clothes. Looks live/sleep out of a small storage pod or vehicle with an air filter & solar charging & provides EM shielding. Has AC & heated seat/bed.
If u want to live, you go out and join the community. No use for multiple personally owned chairs and lounges.
My personal low impact living project.
It's not easy to do against the current mainstream;- but I did it for most of 4+yrs. Revised. And still going, despite societal pressure to "act normal" and wasteful.
Can you make your "daily trash/ waste stream" literally fit in a cup you drink out of...how do you think of water?
After touring a Nuclear Submarine, I decided to do just that above ground.
After all, there are billions of humans taking liberties with the Earth while we kill each other for it's dwindling resources.
Wednesday, June 19, 2019
worship earth
I worship your life
I make time for you
(My time is finite here)
I am grateful that you make time for me
Nurturing, compassion, love, & abundance
You say you worship me
Yet you have transcended finite time
For that, I am grateful.
May abu dance and pea e be steadfast on my journey with Earth