Alice programming; my dream experiences

Alice programming; my dream experiences 

For those who are unaware of mind control protocols, it is a lifelong schedule of administered torture level traumas; mental, physical, emotional throughout a mind control test victim's life. Typically, this trauma begins in the womb. However, I have not gone under hypnosis like other victims due to extreme circumstances & erosion of trust in USA, to uncover possible locked memories in my subconscious.  To this day, I believe that my childhood nightmares were induced as result of illegal psychotronic technologies. 

• Remote Viewing
• Martial Arts training 
• No Cry - beaten daily till I stopped crying while being beaten or blacked out.
• Alien Invasion - Technology induced dream
• USMC style problems (supernatural answer) - Technology induced dream

Vigilante altar programming that I believe I underwent as a non-consensual test victim (within the bounds of MK ULTRA/ Monarch Program related sub projects),  I experienced through what I  identified later in life as a subset program emulating elements of Project Stargate.  My immediate childhood environments from 1974-1990 didn't have or allow much more than 30min television or other Hollywood film viewing daily. came across the Alice programming aka Alice in Wonderland protocol in my late 20's and it matched up with several major traumas I experienced In childhood. 

My experience awakening to the realization of extensive mind control affecting my life decisions  caused major issues for me in my sense of trust. 

My Dreamworld was where I have other known & related protocol/programming memories. In other words, my dreams were induced by handler(s). One night when I was 7-8yrs old, I woke to my father administering some sex kitten altar next to me at my bed. As a veteran, He was not declassified from USAF until 2001. His typical command to me was to always 'bring it back'.

I experienced repeat terrifying nightmares for years of my childhood that remain clear in my conscious memory.  I was able to identify as (1) militant alien invasion of armed humanoid aliens in body armor with an alien looking helmet or head (2) and one repeat dream closely resembling a house of pain USMC military question/drill that evolved each time It occurred. I also had other dreams of being hunted and shot at by military dressed men.  

I will however list a few of my dream experiences with less detail;

1. My Alice Door

I used what I named my Alice door, a tiny door for me to crawl through, in my dream visualization world. The hallway I followed lead me to the altar or dream where I viewed martial arts training in a large hall. Typically, I used this Alice door to also remote view Japan & my Ojiisan. My Ojisan was a high level kendo practitioner, Judan or higher rank in Japan. So, once I used the Alice door and he caught me entering and made me sit in the upper walkway to watch the kendo practice on the floor below me. 

This dojo, was a place I visited frequently and also viewed the same place with a large stunt air bag in it. So, this also was not a small Dojo.

2. Technology or Psychotronically induced (US) military training. 

Normally these nightmares began with me in bed laying awake. 

A  Mr. Potato Head toy dressed as a doctor walked across my pillow with a needle and other faceless potato heads. I felt pin pricking pain all over my body, which I can only compare to the tingling pain of nerve damage or pinched nerves. It is possible I was drugged or my nerves were tingling from some Electromagnetic frequency of known illegal mind control technologies developed after being banned in Russia after the Russo-Japanese war.

After I passed out, I was in either the dream USMC type problem where they forced me to hide from armed soldiers in an empty white room with soldiers entering from a flush sliding door. This dream changed in number of soldiers, and the angle of the floor. This was my Dreamworld for as long as I remember dreaming till age 12. Though largely between ages 7-9 since I woke screaming and my mother was in the hospital. Once during this dream, they told me I was in my home. This changed my normal blackout reaction so that I ran out through the wall since I realized it wasn't concrete block. The soldiers chased me shooting at me. It took many years of repeating this terrifying dream till I was able to "hide" from the soldiers in plain view. The answer, I do remember. However, the solution to this problem is not a typical answer. My answer that ended this dream s in having developed a supernatural ability.

I had this dream linked up to Godzilla who started appearing outside my window watching me. They included that I was responsible for Godzilla's well being. Godzilla is a metaphor for nuclear war of course. There was one time, I don't remember where I returned from, yet my brother had a strange friend over at the house. I was instructed by my mother that I couldn't play Ultra Man with them (despite a lack of appropriate toys)and that I had Godzilla to take care of(though I didn't have a single Godzilla related toy).

I also had alien invasion repeat nightmares. There are 2 versions I remember repeated.

MkUltra my experience part 1

This may accompany my complaint to the UN. I am putting this here in global public access view for purpose of expressing my USA experience. Especially since I was not permitted to use normal means of communication via telephone since 1978 at age 3.

I was named Angela Meredith Kneale in the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania USA.
My mother a Japanese National on Visa to the USA informed me that "they (USA) would test on us and that the testing was normally for white people, but they were going to test on us anyway." And she told me that I would be raped and explained the act of sexual rape to me when I was approximately 4 years old. She also instructed me to kill myself, suicide when I could not handle anymore. That no one was there to help her or me and that my death alone would be a message to Japan. Additionally, that I have a duty to my Emperor to serve Japan by representing our family in the United States where few, if any Japanese exist. My mission, peaceable in nature, was explained to me as well. And, that I was not to make complaint to Japan because they didn't care what the USA did to us. I remember her telling me that she was considered genetic garbage since she was a toddler when the A-bomb was dropped on Hiroshima & Nagasaki. She also told me about the USA biological warfare in Japan by the USA government. And, that the USA also gave them DDT to which she was exposed in high quantity. Additionally I was told that I wasn't expected to live long for these reasons and so I did not matter as a human being to those around me in Pennsylvania and specifically Quakertown, PA. 
They said the USAF & USA government should track the radiation experiment with us and by age 12 I was instructed to eat a shojin ryori diet or water soluble diet to lower my chance of cancer.
There are multiple levels of the MK testing that included me for tracking in their radiation experiment. Later in grade school years, my parents explained to me
the government intervention in naming me. My Japanese mother was upset they did not permit me to have a Japanese name. They also told my parents my initials needed to be A.M.K. respectively.
My USA father told me that this was because he liked AK-47's the gun. However, I later learned that my initials also embodied an indicator for Alpha Mind Kontrol. Additionally, later in my life I found a copy of what appeared to be the original name I was born with. It was a birth name certificate that stated I was born with the name Angela Merideath Knell. This name has a Master builder number and my middle name was linked to (in verbal explanation) the fairy godmother's in the Sleeping Beauty fairytale as in Meri Weather in that Meri-Death as an allusion to the Angel of death or Dr. Mengele. The last name of Knell being that of the death toll itself and possibly linked to CIA conspiracy theories of the Philadelphia experiment Mr. Knell.
In anycase I was registered with my USA father's surname KNEALE as it was inherited through the Isle of Mann. At the time, only 150 people carried the surname KNEALE within the United States of natural birth to the family. I have never legally married or changed my name in the USA. However, other USA women have stolen my identity from all backgrounds in order to harm my life further.

Re Japanese 731

I came across Japanese unit 731 while researching the illegal CIA MKUltra program. To the best of my knowledge since childhood, the only biological warfare I was made aware of was the United States biological warfare against the Japanese public after dropping the a-bomb. This included United States military contaminating the Japanese paper money system with biological warfare viruses. I understand that there are truthers such as James casbolt who bring light to Japanese unit 731 and testing of biological warfare, however my perspective is that the United States MK ultra program recruited Yakuza who are typically multi-national and seldom all Japanese yet live in Japan. And today in the until World Yakuza have risen to the top as contractors willing to commit crimes of humanity against any Asian American European or other human population. In all of my years in the United States I have only experienced and heard of biological warfare from the United States aimed at Asia and Japan. I do not believe that the American public understands the links between the CIA and Yakuza.

I have had too explain to American people that Yakuza typically targets my specific family in Japan. And they attack as part of the CIA attempts to gain control over Japan's government. And that it is for this reason that I am persecuted and my only siblings are dead and my mother was tortured in the United States of America.

Draft Quantum Blood & DNA genetic memory

I am certain that my genetics, not only my national origins of Japan, are a central part of discrimination and persecution I experience in my life. I possess some blood quantum of two tribal Asian indigenous DNA with Hyper Variable Region 1 (HVR1) of 10 different HVR1 mutations. While still in grade school my parents informed me that my DNA was patented. Also their attorney, the late Samuel Litzenberger, ESQ of Philadelphia, PA, communicated that I was considered property less than cattle in the Commonwealth of Pennsylvania. My parents swore by Litzenberger's word and justified the MK ULTRA ALICE protocol torture by his legal analysis. They viciously informed me of not having any rights within the United States while making me aware of my helplessness in MK ULTRA program from 1974-Present.  In any case, my DNA may have been used without my consent as a child, to the development of biological warfare. Due to a more resilient natural state of my DNA at 10 HVR1 mutations, I overcome disease quickly and or frequently encapsulate foreign invaders to my biological system. However, I was an unwilling test subject under the Central Intelligence Agency (CIA) MK Ultra at birth.

I am a stolen and persecuted generation of innocents after USA A-bombed Japan. The US government would never explain my family ancestry as it has been published in Asian history books.  I am not the persecuted generation of Japanese Americans who lived through internment. I am a different and separate generation founded in the United States whether I like this fact or not, . And my persecution occurred before I was born, due to CIA and/or US Air Force that sought particular genetic lines to bring into United States and cultivate in such projects as MK Ultra and/or Military Abductions (MILABS) . I was well aware in childhood of the conversation my father and mother shared of different

U.S. military members or related cult members attempting to bring women in from places like the Congo to capture DNA from the coveted Dan Tribe among others. Tribes that were known to have psychic powers and long range tribal communications without modern technologies. 

So whether or not this was a United States covert and illegal trafficking of humans for their experiments remains to be tested. CIA & USAF were genetic hunters long before I was born. My mother and her family possess some of the last generation of pure Japanese Ainu bloodline. My Ojiisan ( grandfather) had given the Japanese government the extensive records another relative in Japan documented on the Japanese Ainu tribe. 

So, I may not have the cultural upbringing of Ainu people as one of the tribes within my family lineage, however it was a well-known fact that my Ojiisan gave family records to the Japanese government. It may be to this day why Ainu people are being protected in 2019 in Japan and are largely addressed as having affluent backgrounds despite this discrimination.

I am having issues laying claim to being Japanese within the USA, this is due to the United States interference in my Japanese language since age 10 and due to their tampering with records of my mother's immigration to the United States. To date, the Department of Homeland Security & Immigration and SBA refused my access or information of these records from them since 2006 and through 2011. This may be due to my 1997 discovery of being blacked out in the Social Security system with the attribute BLACK PLUMBER as my name. Additionally, my family in Japan is documented as merchants for over 3000 years in human history. For this reason, I believe the United States government targeted my mother specifically.

And, once I was born in the United States they delivered me & asserted any and all brainwashing activities on me through their MK Ultra program. This includes giving my name the initial based attribute of MK Ultra as, AMK for Alpha Mind Kontrol, the particular program that I mention started approximately 1978 and was connected to MK Ultra's Stargate sub project. I was still a toddler at this time. I overheard talks about Uri Geller in my highchair while eating dinner in the Chesapeake Bay.  Later in 1999, in Venice Florida, I met my elderly handler while concious, the late Dr. Joel Elkes , who was a prominent in modern psychiatry & headed up Neurosciences department at John Hopkins University.  

Though, the famed publicized stars of Stargate subproject generated swooning by the American women, mothers of a few of the children I knew, and an impenetrable front for the subproject. They had to the best of my knowledge, cultivated those of us with genetic lines linked to tribal or traditional marital arts long for experiments and long range psychic communication. They approached Asian martial arts training and spirituality in a supernatural European sense of thinking. They transposed non-European warring and spiritual arts to their supernatural and new age way to approach and understand phenomenon. Largely, it seems that CIA and its MKULTRA project subordinates lay claim to owning the cultural appropriation of Asian cultural traditions in the United States. They translated the cultural traditions to their predominantly Eurocentric languages and American mindset. And, they allow prolific practice of gross motor movement without requiring the average spiritual or martial arts practitioner to approach a level of communication that is highly literate in Asian writing and speech at any time.

Regardless of how much Quantum blood I have from a single indigenous Asian tribe, I possess Quantum blood from two Asian indigenous tribes of a natural state. when I say a natural state, I mean that my DNA came into being without medical DNA manipulation in a laboratory.  I think my blood Quantum is arguable since I should have 25% from one or both  tribes respectively; Sakha from Yakutia, Siberia and Ainu from Kurils, in normal human generational biology. However my high number of HVR1 mutations may reduce that expected percentage of Blood Quantum. And conversely my DNA does not prove that my parents are accurate since I am over 50% different genetically from each of them. The numbers unfold in a scary tale against my life.

Yet a single fact remains,  

I do not carry less genetic information of these expressions encoded in my DNA.

I am in a volatile position since the United States government has already done irreversible harm to my family and to violated my human rights in every sense that makes life precious. 

During college I became a animal rights organizer in 1993, due to severe infractions of my own human rights that continued in both the dormitory and classrooms. I was subject to multiple sex assaults in my 1st dormitory when I was 17yrs old in 1992. I was prevented from reporting to police by the Resident Assistant in the closed dormitory environment.  I think this was deliberate action somehow and a continuation of the Alice protocol.

In the mid 90's I met members of the Onondaga Nation who identified me as one of  'the old ones'. I did not completely understand what 'the old ones' at the time because I knew little about the cultures behind my  prolific genetic history on a conscious level.  I met them at a time when the US government the New York State Police had done a media blackout after sending hundreds of police officers to beat and harm people on their tribal land in upstate New York. Later in 2007 I met a Tibetan monk at His Holiness the Dalai Lama's monastery in Ithaca, New York. He addressed me from my other indigenous tribal lineage of being Sakha from Yakutia in Siberia. As in the similar frequency to Shakyamuni Buddha or Guantanamo Buddha. I also have ancient genetic history from Northern China where there was an extraordinary Buddhist monastery.  I also am genetically Japanese. I know that my family and ancestors, traded from China through to Japan the best wintering horses, weapons, fish. They relocated from China to a political sanctuary known as Akita  and remained separate from the Chinese & Japanese governments for over 600 years.

 So it is my understanding that Indigenous peoples of Asia and North America understand my presence. I can only guess that they participated in a conversation about my genetic tribal history and were aware of my presence from a young age, yet I have no single tribe with which I identify.
I have known persecution from the United States of America for the duration of my life due to my genetic history and USA's perception of the Japanese and United States union of my parents being offensive to them. And despite good people in the United States, those who are actively against my existence have already murdered my only siblings.

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August 2019

My notes of International Concern for Japanese Nationals in the USA, particularly East Coast: 

The human rights organizations I contacted in USA are inexperienced or discriminatory against Japan. The consequences are severe as I have witnessed my brother's suffering and torture that included American Civil Liberties Union in his life upon white supremacist attacks on him for receipt of a Scholarship to University of Pennsylvania. The loss of this case placed him in rural Susquehanna University in central Pennsylvania where he was clobbered with white supremacist attacks. He was stonewalled there and stayed with me in Ithaca, NY when he was in eminent danger. This ACLU intervention impacted his role in family business internationally and ultimately led to his depression, further persecution in Pennsylvania, and his unnatural death by age 26.
USA's East Coast,  New York and Pennsylvania severely lacks Japanese translators.  The USA attempts to recruit noone and shows little to no value for Japanese nationals lives. That is independent of those people who came to the United States to represent Japan politically. The United States encourages lawsuits against individuals, like my mother,  who do speak Japanese as their natural language by attempting to recruit them as translators and create multiple lawsuits abroad by USA ignorance of Japanese domestic laws. The United States has never provided a translator and has severely impaired my communications with my Japanese relatives and the Consulate of Japan.

Start of my United Nations Complaint

Main contents of my Complaint Letter in short to

Office of the High Commissioner for Human Rights
United Nations Office at Geneva
Switzerland

July 31, 2019

I was born in the USA in 1974, to a Japanese National mother who remained a Japanese National until the late 1980's after Japanese Nationality laws changed. .  The USAF instructed my mother she was not permitted to name me with any cultural indicators. I was registered at birth in USA as  Angela Meredith Kneale, and I am the aggreived complainant & last survivor of my known siblings who were murdered in the town of Quakertown, Pennsylvania in Bucks County, USA. Recently I filed a complaint at your United Nations form website where I completed the form to the best of my ability at a public computer at the Congressional Law Library. It is my individual complaint where I want to assert the United States of America & United States Air Force as well as individuals I name specifically, violated the following Articles of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR);

Articles 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 7, (9?), 12, 13, 15, (16?), 17, (18?), 20, 22, 23(1), 23(2), 23(3), 25, 26 (2), 27, 29(1), 29(2).

My purpose is to bring light to the abuses in an international setting.  I am a grand-daughter and neice of well known Japanese Nationals who are or were involved with Japanese Security & infrastructure and/ or employed in Japanese government.

This is in addition to other articles where it seems USA violated my rights specifically to ensure Surveillance monitoring of my life & family such as;

Articles of the UN Convention against torture Art.4

Declaration of Right to Development Art 2 (4)

USCA 50  s1886 , 1881a(f)(2)

As well as forcing me into statelessness as perceived supranationally upon legal reading of the  USA Patriot Act after the events of 9/11. 

My complaint is extensive and spans my life to date of 44years. 

One of the goals of my complaint is to present the United States of America as a non-benign & benevolent society who is likely criminal since they brought my mother to the USA via their military personnel and with ATS clearance. I also will refute that USA intended to entrap me with it's nationality laws so that I would be tortured and unable to choose & obtain my Japanese Nationality at any point within reasonable, natural, and normal means given my family relation also to my uncle Takenaka, Yoshitomo a now retired executive of the Takenaka Corporation. I fully believe that the United States of America trafficked my mother from Japan in order to torture her. And, that I was born an attachment to her as an additional trafficking victim. 

My complaint against the United States, USAF, NASA, CIA, and it's state agents will also include normal tortures under war Tribunals as well as the illegal non-consensual testing of humans in CIA MKultra program protocol(s). This is of course after the basic fact that I was denied so many basic human rights due to my unique DNA which has, by some tests 10HVR1 mutations that span 10 distinct European, Asian, protected indigenous Asian, and Japanese markers. I feel They violated me in every way possible. 

I do not have choice but to file this complaint independently due to the high number of CIA & Yakuza & MI5, MI6 perpetrators who have taken advantage of the weak USA public and further causing harm to my personal life. I hope you can understand that my Japanese family relation made me a target by USA since birth.

I will appreciate any assistance since I have been forced out  of normal housing for safety liability, and financial reasons largely since my attendance at APEC 2011 in Honolulu, HI. 

I was again threatened in 2019 by perpetrators & my father and my tortured mother who does not seem to understand legal complexities any longer.

I have little recourse and defense against the State of Pennsylvania or any other USA domestic perpetrator.

I have contacted Ithaca, NY Human rights organization however they have never had such a case. So, I am decidedly better off independently working with minimal need to know information I received from Japan years ago.

In light of the death threats I received since leaving Oahu, I am making my situation known publically online. 

Sincerely,

Angela M. Kneale

Watching logan

So you steal their eyes you see what they see you've got every angle they see on me but it's mine

Called quantum quantum theory of mind

International Law & Legalities between HIC USA & Japan

Despite the High income Country classifications of both Japan & USA;- the USA and it's States of Pennsylvania & New York largely refused me legal right to report the following; assaults, abduction, rapes & many other human rights issues that forced me into destitution and homelessness. In fact, the United States & it's intelligence community, and some of its Military & it's actors have also made me an isolated, social outcast over my lifetime.
On these grounds collectively, they and the discriminating public treat me as a Japanese enemy of their Nation since birth. This is torture in every tier of my human development, not to feign my perceived torture of my mother & torture & state sanctioned murders of my 2 late siblings.
The USA and a sufficient number of it's actors & citizens have and still condemn me as a torture victim, whereas I am subject to perceived aleotoric violations of my human rights with Physical Financial, Societal, and Legal entrapment well within USA domestic borders. I feel that this is in violation of my US Constitutional Rights as  US born citizen by land and jus sanguis in order to reinforce that I am not actually a US citizen entitled to human rights even under International Declarations of Human Rights for the type of HICs I was born into dually USA & Japan. It seems the overriding issue for the United States itself was to torture me, and to torture my mother on Japanese Visa well until I was 15yrs of age.
Later, I learned that some, not all of the  torture I endured, fit into the macro structure of a CIA MKUltra protocol under "Alice in Wonderland" that was designed to suicide the torture victim or hinge the personality to a vigilante. The protocol itself included repeated sexual assaults over a long duration of time in order to normalize it. In USA this is not only "rape" but also statutory rape of a minor. It was not child trafficking from my perspective as I did not Witness any exchange of money. The heavy daily physical abuse I endured was not any type of martial arts program. In fact, when I attempted to defend myself or retaliate from the abuse with a single word, I was beaten till I stopped crying or blacked out. And, once I retaliated at age 14and was beaten till unconscious and was sent to school with half of my face black & blue. Since it was state sanctioned as many other freedom of speech violations occurred which prevented me from speaking to my mother or grandparents & cousins in Japanese over the phone or at home.
In anycase, Noone in the Pennsylvania community where I lived in Bucks County did anything to help me. They in fact were delighted that I was beaten up Japanese girl all of 5'2 and appx 108lbs.
I strongly feel and assert that at no point in time, I was considered an American citizen to my school teachers and that it was simply a farce so they could torture me. They also made the students patriotic by making fun of me and teaching my schoolmates that Japan and I am evil enemy that deserved death. This is well known from my time in US Cultures/History class in 9th/10th grade at high school.
Aside from this, FISA allowed my father who was veteran USAF & OSI which is USAF intelligence officer to justify my torture usually implicating my mother as she was the Non-US Citizen for most of my childhood. She was tortured also with invasive surgeries my father told me "destroyed her". Before these surgeries took place and I lost touch with the person/personality who was my caring mother;- she had told me that the USA was going to experiment on us. She also reminded me that I'm Japanese and should serve my Emporer, as well as telling me by age 4 that I would be raped by Americans and that I should suicide when I could not handle anymore. Those were my real instructions from my mother.

I am currently compiling my perspective with the reality of unenforced international laws between nations. This is with and without Japan's changed nationality laws and the fact that things have worsened for me with USA civilian & military population in interpersonal & court interactions from assaults made on me over the past 5 years.

My parents in MKULTRA

I don't think the Japan community or the Japanese-Americans who are not "all Asian" understand where im at in my thinking or what I am fighting, let alone who.

My story begins with said "my biological parents" one Japanese woman on Visa to the USA from 1968-1990, before she naturalized as a disabled USA citizen after horrendous surgeries performed by a well known Philadelphia hospital.
My father, now a USAF Veteran & former intelligence & recon officer, told me she was "dead", when I was 6yrs old, in his evil altar. My brother was too little to know what ordeals I had with both of my parents till he was older and eventually forcibly suicided by a neighborhood conspiracy involving the Police department cover up 100% in 2005. I have been fighting my own parents who claimed that they need help yet have threatened to murder me and also blame me for the death of my brother in order to live comfortably into older age.

You see, they have always viewed me as 'property' as does the US intelligence community. I have 10 hvr1 mutations and am in .02% of the global human population. My biological parents claimed that "they" patented my genes when I was a child. This was what I was told in childhood well before the internet became public & gene patenting was a common news item. My biological parents personalities are not living, and very evil & contorted even back then. Especially at home for me. So, I was rarely allowed to have friends to be at the house of the rare friends I had made on my own.
Once in middle school, I had a friend over and it resulted in the Middle school principle making a foster care threat that would not have placed me with my grandparents or aunt's & uncle's in Japan or the USA. In fact due to FISA being new in 1978 when my grandparents & aunt visited from Japan;- my mother adopted a language probably from the US attorney of referring to her own family as "those people". It was a tactful step above being called mongrels for my grandparents & relatives from Japan, but not much of a step away from how they were referred to by my neighbors and community. In anycase, I sat at the principal's office and had to weigh out my options. I quickly questioned him and figured out I would be subjected to more unknown abuse from white supremacists who had already attacked my toddler brother & murdered my sister in 1970, a fact my mother brought me up knowing as a middle child toddler, before her heinous surgeries.
You see, my parents did the bidding of their handlers, lawyers, and occult friends in order to harm me. Both of my parents worked for USAF/ NASA as either intelligence operators &/or handling sensitive components.  They rarely acted of their own independent volition and followed a daily protocol of extreme physical abuse known as MKULTRA Alice (in Wonderland) protocol.
The protocol they still implement is & was designed to use me as an information mule, even in childhood. It is designed to break a person, meaning to force me to become a vigilante or suicide from the extreme abuses that are defined as torture even by Mossad. I was subject to this abuse daily for most of my life, In Addition to being ridiculed and physically abused at elementary & nursery school for my Japanese nationality;- by both students & teachers.

So this is another facet of my attempts at summarizing 40long years of abuse I endured in the USA. Futility though, I still seek the legalities that could potentially unravel this disaster. I expect restitution, however it may no longer be in normal orderly and social forms due to the lengthy stonewalling by USA local security & courts to expire statutes of limitations.

This is what I live for each day. Proving and fighting to show the world what USA I have experienced. My family has lived and been documented over 3000yrs of human history. The USA is a small percentage of that time in Earth's trade/ merchant history.

I forgave my parents, yet I cannot condone any of their continued willful or coerced actions against me.

Im Japanese-American Nisei AND ALSO VEGAN!!!

I'm beyond pissed off from the FISA monitoring since 1978. Every targeted individual & follower I have on social media knows this. I also had a long standing reputation as a vegan activist since the 90's.
I literally REFUSE to compromise and take work serving animals;- that is until I started working in April 2019 after returned to the East Coast in Sept. 2018.  So I'm pissed off at my employers, although they will hire me due to my ethnic background being "other". The catering work has me shuffling around the tortured & rotting flesh of God's creatures. They even went so far as to have me serve it up at Cornell graduation.
Granted when I can I dish out the vegan sandwiches, & more wilingly though not happy put out the vegetarian hypocrite food. So, can I call myself vegan since April? For the first time in over 30yrs?

So, the catered work is through a highly questionable to me temporary agency. Trump's racist following has ignited so many small businesses and others with a conflict of interest in hiring me. I also attended an international summit called APEC since I had consulted small businesses & had plans to start my own business (that got crushed under the racism invoked by theTPP that I DIDNT WRITE!)
So aside from seeking help from the vegan community in establishing parameters for vegans who cater in Ithaca. I'm faced with those who call themselves vegan yet are in full force cooking up animals for these wasteful events where large garbage containers for trash trucks are filled with cooked animal remnants after the largest of events.
For Shame!

So much of this angers me that I feel I don't have any choice but to quit.
Ithaca disappoints me on several levels. This one is the most unforgiveable to me. I get the racism, I got that a long time ago.
However they are piling on their opinions again of what makes one vegan. And, they do not HAVE any decent options in town.

That is aside from the social environment that is geared towards the partying staff smoking weed & whatever else. They intended to socially make working uncomfortable for me as an adult who needs to pass clearance checks to attend sometimes high security events.
It's entrapment again as a targeted individual. And, I've been researching enough to believe that the temporary agency is a perpetrator that controls my location & whereabouts by putting me on certain events in order to embarrass me internationally at these events. This means they are Masonic &/or CIA linked Deepstate.
I'm a freelancer who is seeking employment. I left the continental USA due to similar issues that became life threatening to me.

None of this agrees with me.
Plus of course they have all of my personal information that could wind up in the hands of new perpetrators.

Passive Personality Principal

While many European & USA courts have refused this international legal principal "passive personality principle";- I want to challenge it in the sense that
USA Capitalism and diplomacy have been at aimed at creating torture & trafficking victims in the upper echelons of immigration.
My life story is filled with my own testimony of being stonewalled by USA government to the local level, including the grade schools I attended in order to live without abuse & torture from USA. Both my brother & sister are dead, neither of natural causes.
The abuse I endured was a threat to even having my family & mother in my life. As the United States I experienced did not consider my Japanese immigrant mother or her Japanese family humans. So, I was thought of as less and was tortured by CIA protocols set forth at home & in the community. I was "offered" relief from the heavy daily abuse yet the foster care option did not include my return to Japan, to one of a handful of aunts and uncles or to my Japanese national grandparents.

I have also had to file police report of the murder of my sister in front of my mother at the Quakertown hospital after I found evidence of her burial in records at the cemetery.
It was a horror my Japanese national mother, still on Visa, shared with me until they took her away to do erroneous surgeries that rendered her disabled.

I have many horrific complaints I gathered through the course of my life. And I have fought for my life literally, in this world of Bildeberg influenced white Americans.

I have never experienced any good intentions towards me underlying their positive demeanor. It is reptoid mind cold blooded murder that they seek to mask.

Autoword psyop & surveillance virus

Auto word itself does not behave normally. And, my phone has had many updates to possibly change the words that are Psyops as Google suggests different videos and news from my "suggested or recommended" markings. When I input Harajuku the autoword today;- autoword re-spelled it to Hara jakku so I caught the oddity as no words in English even exist to be a correction.
I'm taking my 10min break to write this.
So Hara initiates my thinking of Harajuku
jakku is not an English word, yet phonetically alludes to mastrubation done by a male.

The autoword fought my trying to correct it back to Harajuku as in a Japanese town.
Finally corrected as I wanted to comment on a video about Harajuku girls removing makeup in public.
I am guessing it is CIA again with FISA monitoring.

American women here don't dress up and party in pretty ways. Many of them approach my life and Japanese culture with anger of USA military relatives in their hearts.
They are not pretty. They insult pretty women because they do not find joy in life that we live, unless they are doing intelligence operations against Japan.

I strongly dislike American women for this. They make fun of me as they encourage their groomed rapist men to attack me so that I live in poverty. The ratio of reported rape is 1report for every 16 actual rapes that occur. Then add in the fact that Police in Pennsylvania & New York refuse to take police reports in addition to the University & Private College campus security refusal.

One must understand the average American woman is pretty until age 30. And due to genetics & chemical deteriorating of white European genetics they become ugly and wrinkled by age 40.  So this makes them more vicious and hateful to people like me as a matter of how they actually are.

Sorry, this post is a but more than auto word. I have many comments to make on my experiences as a Hafu Nisei in America.
My experience is different and has had increased intensity of being tortured by USA intelligence agencies. As I stated before, they murdered my sister in front of my mother at the hospital as a form of torture while she was on Visa to the USA from Japan. In 2005 I was urged to expatriate from USA prior to being abducted & assualted in an empty  apartment for over a month& how they also suicided' my brother without investigation.
I have testimony to the contrary of my brother's suicide. However USA federal govt sees us as property. I have no choice except suicide to escape their continued torture. They stonewalled me & my mother so I could not make my nationality choice as I wanted Japan only.

Caught my interest: Architecture Books

"Space, Gender, and Urban Architecture" by Cyrus Vakili-Zad.
Isbn 978-1-63485-281-4
Novapublishers.com
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"Making Places for People", C.J. Coffin & J. Young
978-1-138-86064-3
Routledge.com

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On the water Palisades bay, MoMA
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Isbn 0-7506-597-2
Solar radiation and daylight models,(1997, 2004) by T. Muneer
Books.elsevier.com
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Isbn 978-7-5618-3565-4
"RESOLUTION
REPOSITIONING the relation between man and nature"
Tianjin University Press, 2010
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"Rematerial from waste to architecture", Bahamon and Sanjines 2010

Architecture for Rapid Change & scarce resources by Sumuta Sinna, 2012; isbn 978-1-84971-116-6
Routeledge.com

22euros inGerman;- "Home Not Shelter! "
Gemeinsam leben statt getrennt woheben
--- Green Walls Green Roofs
Images publishing 2014
Isbn 978-1-86470-552-2
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"Ultra Low Tech Architecture" ISBN 978-84-15223-34-4
Call number NA 2542.36.U48.2011
Monsashop.com
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"The Sniper's Log, Architectural Chronicles of Generation X", by Alajandro Zaera-Polo, 2012, Princeton University School of Architecture isbn 978-84-92861-22-4
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Architecture and Violence (essays) Edited by Bechir Kenzari publisher ACTAR; isbn 978-84-92861-73-6
Actar.com
2011?
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"Sex And Buildings"
By Richard J. Williams. Publisher Reaction Books LTD, 2013
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"Hypersexual City the provocation of Soft-Core Urbanism" by Nicole Kalms publisher Routledge;- pg 23 "Lavin criticizes..."& How heterosexism can be cloned reproductions
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Published by Department of Architecture National University of Singapore 2015;  "Dementia Design Sourcebook" by Fung John CHYE
isbn 978-98109-6833-5 (hardcover)
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"Architecture and the body, science & culture" edited by Kim Sexton
isbn 978-1-138-18882-2
Routledge.com
Call number FINE NA 2542.4.A71815.2018
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"Body, Memory, and Architecture", Kent C. Bloomer & Charles W. Moore
New Haven and London University Press 1977
Isbn 0-300-02139-9 (pbk.)

My life story;- saying good bye to USA for good reasons.

Facing my elderly parents, who "had me late' is, One of the saddest things I've had to endure about life in the USA.
I used to be hopeful everyday that things would improve. As a Nisei kid in a community devoid of Any Asians aside from Hapa kids like myself I was isolated.
I didn't have friends. Not at any respectable level to constitute a comfortable birthday party of 5.
In fact, my 9th birthday was the last party I had. It was my mom's white friends children who attended. They belittled and ridiculed my Asian-Japanese features and my father punished me for trying to stand up for myself. I will never forget that day as I hid behind the birds nest shrubs crying curled up on the mulch at my own birthday party.
My mother thought this was ok to support throughout my life.
So now it's 30yrs later and my parents are now more stubborn, violent, and rotten hearted to me than normal. And, it comes after I had to call in the death of my brother BEFORE I got to see his mangled head that morning. Later, I got to Hawaii and actually filled a police report about my sister being murdered in front of my mother prior to my birth. There are no statute of limitations on murder. Yet my father didn't report the incident. My mother was tortured and the community made her out to be a good slave they bossed around and therefore an acceptable 'stupid immigrant'.
My mother took great offense to everyone's comments but didn't want to return to Japan a looser.
I think she lost her mind along the way. She was tortured in a hospital. My USA father was delighted and horrible to me when she was in the hospital. It was something he seemed to take pleasure in. Yet once in a while he changed personality and tried to pretend to care in a heartfelt way.
It's now some 30yrs behind me and nothing about my father's intentions sits well with me. Nothing about his friendships & what he told me was appropriate.
I suppose, in retrospect, it makes me see why my expectations from white people are so low. I place their astute and affluent in the same category with violent felons & dirty homeless. None are trustworthy. They are all vile.
Even though I have had a few scant acqauintences remain in my life;- the bulk of my network is well outside the east coasters who are absolutely rotten in essence. The 'good ones' are people I can compare only to their protected gang rapists. Heed my warning that the United States than it is in a Muslim nation for me.
The USA covered up many heinous stories.
The white men who were 'good to me' in Hawaii don't act close to the same here. So please understand they are attempting to "butter up" the community on Oahu by their positive actions.
They only send the creepiest of creeps at me here in NY & PA. The types of men who do rape, stalk, & harm women as untouchables in their communities.
Except for me, my story will conclude soon. I simply am not up for another fight with these ugly men & their women who see me as a quiet victim. I swear it is because the women are more racist than anyone, as I have no good friends from College, University, or grade school.
I literally wasted my lifetime to document the reality behind the lies my mother told to keep a happy face.

My Lifestyle;- Low Impact Living

I've spent 4+yrs cutting back on my personal footprint. I've honestly it to the point I'm on the edge of society.
Pushed my body and mind to be able to live the impossible; vegan-keto low impact with help of a world-class nutritionist & world class supplements.

Saving water & Earth in the future with widespead low impact living;- The majority would have to adopt my extreme diet. 2x body weight Water in ounces daily, 1/2lb salad, some nuts or tofu, rest is supplements for protein & fueling. Keto Vegan. I use 1 disposable paper cup a day, don't do dishes. Trying to find a way not to use plates or bowls. Just a pair of metal chopstix. Use wipes to wash face & reuse to clean surfaces. Don't have a home. Don't poo much. Don't shower much, yet love being in water enough. Use oils to clean & spray down with H20/ EO's after yoga/workout. Wash hair once in a while with shampoo & reuse shampoo on body. Mostly use oil to condition. Keep it that simple. Don't buy clothes that are too thick. Rinse & hang clothes. Looks live/sleep out of a small storage pod or vehicle with an air filter & solar charging & provides EM shielding. Has AC & heated seat/bed.
If u want to live, you go out and join the community. No use for multiple personally owned chairs and lounges.
My personal low impact living project.
It's not easy to do against the current mainstream;- but I did it for most of 4+yrs. Revised. And still going, despite societal pressure to "act normal" and wasteful.

Can you make your "daily trash/ waste stream" literally fit in a cup you drink out of...how do you think of water?
After touring a Nuclear Submarine, I decided to do just that above ground.
After all, there are billions of humans taking liberties with the Earth while we kill each other for it's dwindling resources.

worship earth

I worship your life
I make time for you
(My time is finite here)
I am grateful that you make time for me
Nurturing, compassion, love, & abundance
You say you worship me
Yet you have transcended finite time
For that, I am grateful.
May abu dance and pea e be steadfast on my journey with Earth

No more bottled soap

Paper towels & biodegradable sponges & clothes & Fiber mops with soap, disinfects, ammonia,  dots

My ideas for reducing plastic bottles & waste. Cut down on chemicals

Issues with legalities of parental neglect & statuatory rape as child trafficking

Unless a child is abducted, or a teenager;- there should be some charges of neglect put on parents & guardians in statuatory rape charges. There is heightened child trafficking today, and alot of deception by families to lure men with money.

This by no means is fair to anyone, particularly the child" who in manslaughter or a more "serious" charge might be tried as an adult.
However the Traffickers are generally abusive pimps advertising hurt and vulnerable people, regardless of sex & gender. How parents circumvent being charged with a base neglect is unbelievable.
Noone seems to question why a teenage child was in the situation if there are no abduction charges and a willing compliance.
So in this, I think there should be some scrutiny of the families the children reside with permanently.

Unregistered Diplomatic Mission

Whether Japan has had unregistered diplomatic mission or not.
My parents apparently have clearance to murder me & walk away free.
I arrived in Pennsylvania to receive 6 mos of mental & physical abuse from both of them. They have spent the past decade actively planning to murder me and pass lie detector tests by generating and role playing a false story about how I am there to murder them so they can murder me.

They have destroyed my income and credibility and also alerted the police to assist them to murder me.

They have lost all my trust currently. I have new burns, scars, damaged property, and a healing tendon from yet another surprise attack from behind intended to tear my arm from my socket & break my elbow 3months ago.

April 2019

I have been working at a new restaurant this past month, and in-between I have been able to brush up on my vocalizing and play piano to ready myself for any teaching job audition or other opportunity as piano faculty at music community schools. I haven't taught piano much since I closed my piano studio after I attended APEC 2011 and waited out the 5yr TPP decision process of the USA for the EXIM opportunity that had been extended to me from those in Japan & China & ASEAN related nations. My involvement was meant to be a civilian approach to prevent the long dead Air America (CIA tainted, USAF) deal my parents had been offered to do in the late 60's. It's not a blessing, rather a huge political quagmire of politics from Asia & the USA that literally puts my life in jeaporady. My Japanese relations already do business globally through the world's largest construction firm (founded by their family) with secure shipping lines through multiple nations which scrutinize the USA treatment of us. So, many privy Americans want to kill me to affect war politics, globally.

The USA has not been a reasonable place for me in my lifetime. I in fact, as a 12yr old did not want to be a USA citizen. The CIA/USAF learned that and interfered on every level of my ability to retain my Japanese born citizenship through my deciding nationality age of 21. USA rather promoted varying degrees of racism and humiliation of my person to impose their power and political statement to Japan post Hiroshima. Especially since I am the last living USA relation  niece of A Japan Steel Broker. Remember USA dropped the Abombs on Japan to eradicate Japan's Steel Industry. So, with the old USS Langley types on my USA family side;- I have endured 40+ years of abuse & CIA & other factions actively harming me at every juncture in my personal life. That is to say and includes my mother and father after she became a USA citizen in the late 1980's.

Back to the last Saturday of april 2019;- Since I'm not a performing singer, I went to grab a cup of coffee at my Alma Mater snack bar. Caffeine is a vocal chord taboo for those with exquisite classically trained operatic voices. I face the fact that my singing is a self driven motivation. And useful skill that improves my speaking voice. That is, despite  majority USA Americans' astonishment that this "brown thing", a "mud" (derogatory term for a mixed race person) they called me in elementary School in Bucks County, Pennsylvania speaks English. It's a very frustrating issue since I have had to tolerate such comments from certain German Europeans & USA whites amidst my daily activities prior to and apres my Attendance to rep the USA at the International Trade Summit hosted in Honolulu since I had worked with a variety of USA startups  in the decades prior to USA considering the TPP. Yes I'm sick of mentioning the TPP, Trans Pacific Pact that multiple nations signed to alleviate intertaxation aka Free Trade to alleviate steep Consumer Inflation. Yet, highly protested by many due to the packet of stipulations and attachments to the overall issue of industry specific manipulations of standards throughout the international supply chain. Things I had nothing to do with and are traumatic to me since my brother was suicided in 2005 by USA & Cheney's Cabal for varying reasons. He was found dead, 1st by my parents or the dog. His head blown apart by a sawed off shotgun without serial numbers, I was told. I was the one who called 9-11 hoping it was a matter that emergency services could resucitate before our family Akita inu showed me where his body lay face down. His brains a pile of mush on the ground. I think I screamed into 9-11 operators ear on the phone. This is my reality that one cares to hear. The police & ambulance arrived and cleaned up his splatter and harassed me angrily, asked ZERO questions and left with his body.  They view me as a mud too and added to my trauma by chasing me as if they were going to murder me. That was my 2005. For real. No one, not even my friends asked a question & I was also ostracized by Bucks County's elites who are loosely or tightly connected to various Intelligence agencies and legitimate, world renound, USA music traditions.
But, noone cares about me in a sufficient way, not even and especially not my own parents who were legally guided to be able to murder me without consequences in order to remain in Cheney's Cabal land. My life fell apart financially as they denied me services I had paid for for times like this through credit & banks. I was harassed, abducted, and assaulted heavily for 2 years after his death. The PA police prompted over 1/2 of the attacks on me and refused to take my reports.
Reality, my reality. It's only redundant in my writing.

So, anyway  2019 end of April, I got my cup of coffee early at the dining hall barely.  I had vocalized from 7:30-8:30AM long before most students & performers  might arrive for their weekend rehearsals. And I walked back inside the city blocks long covered hallway that joins multiple buildings on campus. Being an alumni,  I saw several event tables with refreshments set up for Saturday.
One table was actively staffed and the word "Feminists" jumped out at me from the plain B&W text sineage on a simple easel. It said "REGISTRATION" at the bottom when I skimmed it. So I inquired about the event, more as a way to see where current thinking is 2decades after my graduation . I saw the name of a woman who was involved in the comic book world's racial upheaval that impacted Hollywood's economy.
I couldn't believe what I was seeing on a simple text only, b&w, printed conference schedule. It was so humble. I thought that the 1/2 cup of  not so great dining hall coffee I had sipped at followed up by a closed mainstream coffee source was to blame.
Since it was sleeting outside I decided to attend. I had a close parking spot too so I was not eager to loose my spot since I have barely bones minimal gear/clothing for cold weather as I lived on Oahu for the past 10years for my own safety, till it became draining due to POTUS followers who started to actively campaign against & attack Asian-Americans on Oahu.

Yes, on Saturday the 27th of April 2019 I heard an hour live interview with Dr. Nnedi Okorafor. I did purchase a book in the long corridor to complete my alumni morning & personal survey of my undergraduate Alma mater. And I did stand in the line for her book signing period. I had alot I wanted to communicate, yet kept it short as she also acknowledged quite involved discussion material. I wanted to know if the African community has a similar Globalist language issue they speak about as the Asian Cinema directors discuss as an issue of sharing stories with USA's Hollywood. And, more...

My personal Help Story was submitted to Bruno COF

My personal Help Story was submitted  for an international publication.
The submission was made during my time as a Success Report Writer Helper with the Organization
So, it has likely been edited further

Angela M. (Kikuchi) Kneale
Honolulu Community, Hawaii, USA
December 7, 2017

Help with Photo

Paying Family Respect at Pearl Harbor 76th Anniversary

In case you want to verify if this is based on any factual information due to the unusual nature of
my personal story I am sharing; My Mother & Father are mentioned in the Obituary, as my

father is his nephew at www.https://www.afterlife.co/us/obituary-upper-darby-edward-j-
stankiewicz-5402786

I woke up in the morning and was still sad from my great-uncle passing last year before the big
Pearl Harbor 75th Anniversary. I went quietly on my own to the memorial with flowers for the
water. I did this in Hawaii the day of his funeral in Philadelphia and for the 75th Pearl Harbor
Anniversary since I could not afford to leave Hawaii. I was forced to move to Hawaii
unintended, in 2009 due to Government coercion. My great uncle served on the USS
Langley during World War 2 and was on its skeleton crew as a gunner the day Pearl Harbor
was bombed by Japanese forces. My Father was USAF OSI from a normal Philadelphia family.
My mother was a Japanese National until the late 80’s. I grew up in Quakertown, PA where my
we lived with my Philadelphian Great-grandmother, singer & voice teacher, until she passed. I
saw my Uncle Eddie almost every weekend before and after I attended college. Uncle Eddie
doubled as my USA grandfather since I never met my Grandfather on the USA family side.
As a kid, Uncle Eddie stood up for me to my Japan hating great-grandma and great-aunts. He
stood between those in my dad’s family who attacked me since birth. And he let me be a kid
taking me out for candy & Philly cheesesteaks before I had to go vegan. He didn’t spoil me like
my cousins or even give me graduation present, but he helped me through my life as a dual
national Japan-USA kid.
Uncle Eddie provided a political buffer for me through my adulthood. And a buffer in my mind to
handle USA kids & community members who abused me at School, Church, and at Piano
classes. Under teacher supervision I’d was beaten up at school regularly by groups of girls at
recess and racially taunted by boys since I was a kindergarten kid at the front of the bus line.
The Bucks County families who hated me and my family were “fake” to me in a sense of actual
USA patriotism.
Uncle Eddie remind me on weekends that I know what REAL is. He’d say, “Angie, hey
you know what real is, you’re looking at it.” He made sure I always knew that he was a
Real guy who fought the Real battles, Pearl Harbor and Iwo Jima. In 2009 before I
departed for my Hawaii vacation he stopped by and left his real mission cards for me to
see. I learned he had 8 bronze stars and 2 silver stars from Iwo Jima and his service on
the USS Langley.
Lethargic the morning of December 7, 2016, I didn’t get up and go to Pearl Harbor at 6:30AM to
wait in line & pay my respects with flowers. I also waited ALL day before I decided I should go.

And, I forgot how bad traffic is, horrendous. I did not have time or flowers (or much cash on me).
I had barely 20 minutes by the time I started praying hard. I searched my mind, I had Bruno
Groening’s photo on my car’s visor and pleaded for help. This is a normally impossible scenario
to complete at 4:30PM on Nimitz Hwy with the Arizona Memorial closing at 5PM. I pulled into
the airport lei stand and its owner immediately asked me what I wanted and dropped the price
considerably for three lei and gave me an extra lei. I had 4 beautiful lei for the Memorial. I asked
God to bless her! A shut down construction lane made traffic stand still. I was praying the whole
way and I actually got over 2 lanes with cars leaving more than enough space for me to drive
around the long way, driving through the town to the right, making a circle back to the opposing
lane to drive to Pearl Harbor memorial entrance.
When I arrived, the gates were closing and I managed to get in. A park ranger told me they are
closing the park, but saw that I had the flower lei. I placed 2 lei on the Contemplation Circle.
She showed me a place where I could easily place the remaining flowers in the water at the
Memorial. I snapped a couple photos to send to my parents. The park ranger told me some
people didn’t make the early ceremony because a house had fallen off a truck and blocked a
lane. I hope the day was perfect for them regardless of the accident. All I know is that what I did
was normally impossible, I would have been sitting in construction traffic when the Arizona
Memorial closed. I thank God, Bruno, the Lei Stand, the fellow traffic drivers, and the Park
Ranger for making this possible.

Greatest sin & overman path

Synthesis of overman & humility
About the path of the ubermensch or overman Excerpt written By Angela M. Kneale

All rights reserved July 1993 

"____________________"

What is left to live for?
Come down from the heavens and look beneath you.

"Once the sin against God was the greatest sin; but God died... to sin against the Earth is now the most dreadful thing." - Frederick Nietzsche

If the life on Earth were to die, we sin against the Earth and ourselves. We will become selfish beings without either a home or Mother Earth. We will have destroyed the things dearest us, admitted, or not. To find another Mother Earth will not be the same, and we will venture to destroy her through hatred of our initial Mother (Earth) abandoning our souls. To become a race of overmans would be favorable for self, Mother (Earth), and siblings. 

Granted to become and over man is a treacherous path strung high above the wide path of the many. However, once one has begun to take the path of the overman, the path of the many will be harder to take. There are many places to step on a path so wide as the path of the many is. The path of the many is taken to try to find the path of the overman. It is a path of pure experience and takes much from the Earth. The overman, in starting on the narrow path will be hesitant at first but with each step grow more reluctant to recede, and shall take each step with growing joy as the path is so clear, and without doubt.

Love around the moon

Bright red heart drawn in blood
Love around the moon

Equinox dark teara

I thought it was bad enough the past decade on Oahu. That is, going for a vacation after the adrenaline of being supportive of my folks after my brother died, then running into the ground. I got stuck on Oahu. Then SHF. I was prodded to go to an international summit despite being in horrendous shape. & While Dating the elite combat artist trainer.
I financially couldn't make it back to mainland for several family funerals.
Now, 10yrs later I'm back and on equinox got a call my 1st crush died tragically.  It doesn't feel better that I've been back not even a year and haven't reconnected with those who i spent family holidays with.

Yesterday I tweeted a big psychic attack; type thing. So tonight's phone call explains what was sheer pain yesterday.

In tears. They place is tearing up my soul.

Supermoon

Moonlight makes her water. Tonight I finished filling bottle to set down at 20:08 or 8:08PM moonrise in the east.
A short meditation brought bright orbs and dark shadows. Giving thanks and asking for healing & interconnectedness with mother Earth and all of the spirits.

Looki g for work

I'm going on 6 mos. Here in Bucks County. I don't feel safe here.
I am asking, For prayers for me to return to Hawaii with employment. I planned really only to be here till January so I could still find hospitality employment & do usual odds and ends jobs.
However, I am now basically stranded in the middle of nowhere & many extreme hate crimes, propogate by Mostly cacucasians, seem to be hitting  the media from this County.

Prayers...

Prep talk tonight
Hypervelocity star
Pythagorean Angle
Hounds of Anubis
Pythagorean Curve
Saves the world
Druids, Stonehenge
Healing Bluestone
Quantum body
My Oob & NDE; tankas, monastery, grey, perception shift from Oob at 10/26/1996, Ray elliptical light w/ scatter, expanded perspective,

Orbs, channeling spirit, energy,archangels, demonic substitute for God's angels,
More

March 21 Full fertility Moon solstice

Getting ready for the fertility full worm super moon in 2more nights.

Clean Glass bottles
Do both pyramid & merkaba meditations
Add swirl of light
Okiyome bad places in life even if it's a mental walkthrough

Intermittent fasting (21hrs today) & every day going into 🌒 moon

Cleansing & letting go of all that doesn't flow.

Big awakening & sky portal duty

Draw a line- i'm almost dead

Reframing what Bucks County is;-

A White supremacist hotbed for domestic terroristic actions.

Predominantly Diverse European Caucasians who are inbred in thought and never left the area.

Conversationally inept and not held accountable for criminal actions against foreign nationals & their families.  They choose this cover up method to prompt national incidents. Questionable actions their community Gangstalking teams execute have gone unnoticed largely due to the numerous municipalities that are crossed while driving 313rte. They are aware of this and boast it. So they have cooperation as well as insignificant crime while continuously stalking an individual such as myself. Local law enforcement has not consider point a to point b stalking, rather they go by municipality irregardless of tresspassers and harassment t or assault once I have arrived at home.
In my brother's case his attorney & also car salepersons were able to secure a significant amount of his money in this way - including running him off the road. Obviously this became one of the largest financial damages prior to his unnatural death. And, also the reason why I was not funded for any USA based Export-Import business discussed from my childhood. Aside from the loss of my 3rd person intermediary, my brother;- Japan's perception was that his attorney was behaving in a manner much like Yakuza crime gangs in Japan. Isolation and resource exploitation of an individual and their family.

Thus the new saying
"(Mainstream Caucasian) Americans are worse than Yakuza."

Bucks County White terrorists

In my days as a mixed race piano faculty here in Doylestown, PA I was pummeled with racist comments, emotional & sexual harassment on a daily basis.
Many of the domestic parents spoke to me in a very rude way. There was a very small percentage of parents and families who didn't cause me to plummet into a depression. That is aside from snide & white supremacists who hired me and also directed men to harass me. I had not shared my personal life with them to stay professional. Yet they constantly attacked me for being unmarried and not forcibly impregnated by a male of their community. I had had a very long relationship from college that I kept away from them due to very political reasons.
In any case, I had gone to the brink of being suicidal from their brutal racism & sexual harassment. When I went to secure an attorney they a declined due to my race and national background. Some said I deserved to be "sexed up." As a pathetic ethnic my father threw to the comnunity to be used. Neither of my parents were instructed by attorneys to do commonplace checkup calls on my well being daily or even weekly, despite my residing with them for 1.5yrs full-time until i was able to spend part of my week with my partner & friends in NY State.
So aside from employment laws that were broken by the conservatory; I was unable to get any moral support within the Bucks County organization. Instead I  found help through an expensive Life coach & musical/play/film director. The life coach simply coached me through professionally ending my relationship with the "conservatory".

It was a very depressing experience I received from many of the parents who don't think non-whites are an appropriate role model for their children. And, it was just a barrage of insults directed at me mostly rooted in Bucks County area racism. Even the few African-Americans whom I met with at open houses blatantly said things of a similar nature.
So my question is to the Bucks County Community;- who then is an appropriate role model for the Mixed Race children?

I myself was belittled and beaten up by school mates and teachers in school K-12 due to being the only non-white and mixed race child for several years of my public school experience. It was condoned by my teachers too for "brownie points" by the other kids.

I personally don't find this attitude appropriate here in Bucks County. it is a tradition they have taught all kids on school trips in the past;- James Michner's Japanese wife wrote diaries of her abuse & first experiences of USA racist abuse & harassments. Or Pearl S. Buck's adopted daughter who left behind a small legacy documenting sexual & racial emotional & physical abuse.

I have lost both my brother & Sister in this God forsaken hell they can Bucks County. And,after 6 mos. Of returning to the area have already been barraged with the emotionally abusive & racist & immigrant directed verbal abuse weekly and in some cases daily.

There is no decent legal representation at any price & my past experiences have incurred police threats when I attempt to represent myself. They refuse police reports I have made (if they didn't throw them away giving me a fake report number). And have refused to take complete reports for serious crimes including times I was abducted, assaulted, & stalked.

So how am I supposed to say I think these people are even competent to raise ANY child when these behaviors are what they choose to propogate?

Bucks County today is not much different. Their sketchy county services also maintain that potentially false power of attorney are 100% reason for them to abuse minority women particularly. It sounds more like entrapment to me. They do tend to place blame on any minority 100% for incidents caused by their locally known domestic white supremacists & terrorists.

I read the news in late 2018-early 2019. Still to my dismay;- Bucks County is plagued with racism & hate crimes directed at non-caucasian. Including school children lobbying to bring awareness of 2018's racism & hate crimes in public schools. That is over 40years of hate crimes and discrimination festered in Bucks County's Public Schools.
Additionally, end of January 2019;- Quakertown Community School District is accepting Martin Luther King as a viable Holiday!  That is the High School where I endured more abuse and social outcast isolation by many of the teachers from 1988-1992. Now tell me how they are appropriate role models?

My brother & I were the only Hapa Asian kids in the school district. My brother had Human rights organizations involved in his Ivy League demise by the Quakertown High School President 1993/94. I was pummeled by white supremacists trying to lure me to fights to be beaten to death at the mall & movie theater and several area churches. And NOT MUCH ChANGED.

I am disappointed by this communtity and it's recruitment of outsiders to use in their hate crimes.
Someone needs to step in and force them to be more socially adept than wretched. Others accept White bucks County citiEns into their diverse communities. Yet there is no reciprocation, Even for a mixed race mixed nationality family like ours (3rd Generation).

They have done numerous terroristic acts against me and my family, especially financially and property damage. They don't want and never want a Peaceable future.

I only made it

Quick summary- Bucks County terrorists

Life here in Bucks County is awful for me. Every interaction is tiptoeing around whoever these white people are. I

The levels of emotional abuse & threats subtle,social, backstabbing & overt have historically been covered up by local & state police.

White supremacists are gangstalkers moreso than any other type of perpetrator aside from invasive Electronic Warfare from other nations.

They targeted me in K-12 ;- and include racism by Italians and other so called non-white yet European ethnics.
They hire an ethnic or token person for fear of retaliation & verification of the token person. Sometimes they hire more than one which serves as their "progressive & compliance" cover. It does not mean they actually don't continue to overtly attack other non-white minorities. Additionally they don't define the divide between international USA citizens when they attack families. They simply attack every family to create international incidents in multiple nations. This is what I have endured and witnessed in Bucks County from Doylestown to Quakertown & New Hope as well as Mexhanicsville & Buckingham TWP. In Pennsylvania.

Also the organizational figureheads switch position within the community in order to still enable serious felony crimes against non-white minorities. It is difficult to sort out due to the non-inclusion. And also life threatening when they do include minorities.

I have seen the interactions through my life as well as understanding the legal bulldozing their agencies & police propogate in order to effectively traffick, abduct, or assault women like myself.
Though not always sexual trafficking, they may also be trafficking and doing clandestine ops of their own coordination. This was aside from Ritual Abuse interconnected to demonic witchcraft by some Masonic & Illuminati in the community. However, many who work within Government & human services did express their links to IRA or CIA or MI5/6 individuals in the past.

IRA Memory on St Patrick's day

I just can't keep trusting anyone, where my y life is an affidavit full of hate crimes & CIA/IRA suspect & MK ops against me &/or my Japanese family. Even if Peter Arthurs  was being a nice dude stopping by my place one summer I was at Cornell brushing up on my Japanese. He sat in my living room and talked story about his life and Arthur C. Clarke He wrote a book on Brendan Behan.
Carl Sagan lived at  the top of the street and he lived halfway in between. Those were strange days.

Pintos

Cooking 1/2 of the dry .75lb of pintos soaked overnight.

With 1liter Water
1 blacktea bag for 3min.
1/8cup dried rosemary
1tsp salt

Cooking for 45min on low after bringing to a boil. Or Till soft

My Reflections of USA mainland

Hi all. I'm having a very difficult time.
I am asking  for prayers so that I can find a safety here in Pennsylvania & USA far from the friendly faces I miss in Hawaii Pacific region.

As you know, my brother was found shot dead on the property here. I have alot of trauma from people here. He was found with his head literally blown apart. I also had to watch his body burn at the crematorium my mom's request with her for what she calls custom.

Things are more difficult with my parents than when I grew up here.
I documented his fake friends who also were inappropriate backstabbing white supremacists.
This has cost our family alot, even if my parents are ok with it since they don't have to worry about him anymore.

I am a Japanese mixed race  human being who is his sister. I do not agree with the nonchalant attitudes of my parents and the communities & people who violently pushed him to his final resting place at age 27 & 2mos.

Additionally, my sister was killed in 1970, prior to my birth. I filed a basic police report regarding what my mother told me when I was still a toddler. The story of her death was my mother's lesson to me of how awful the people in this Pennsylvania community are.

In my late teens, I became an activist due to the continued hate crimes  & racial discrimination against my life throughout k-12 in the Bucks County & at college in upstate NY & surrounding communities. It included my teachers, pastor(s), schoolmates, and people who should have been there to protect me.

It was an international incident.
Regardless of any USA law enforcement covering it up as a simple suicide.

Today I am in my 40's and I was asked to try to fill a role that needed both of us to participate In starting a legal export-import related & USA based, international family related business. Obviously things have taken a turn for the worse with the entire USA on the international stage.
These plans did not include either of my parents. This was to give us & our future kids a way to survive better than how racism dictated by mainstream USA. Instead, I am left without anyone or anyone understanding what they did and how damaging they were.

Due to several factors we were supposed to be protected without special favors from USA. However that turned into my being trafficked & used for clandestine ops against Japan by several people who are very powerful or wealthy in USA related to infrastructure & export-import or security. My own father potentially being the biggest backstabber in my life by manipulating us directly as children through what is known as MKUltra or MKstargate.

I have taken the past 2-3 years to sort through the abuse & damages to my life in total from all of this.
The odds may be stacked against me, however I pray to God that sharing my story helps to save other's lives.

I hope to have an international affidavit completed in the next month or so.

It has been at extreme expense to my personal professional & financial life to do this. If you can help support me through this, please do.
I am also seeking work that still enables me to complete this massive project.

Thanks & Arigato.
Namaste, Mahalos, obligado

Bucks county guided meditation

I'm Starting early on the outdoors meditation ;- happy to also join you and guide you & your group to natural sites in and around the area. for a daily fee.

Meditation tomorrow at Ringing Rocks.
weather depending Bring a yoga mat & hammer in this floody & muddy weather.
Hammer to play the rocks.
http://www.buckscounty.org/government/ParksandRecreation/Parks/RingingRocks

Million Dollar Bill

My Story not for affidavit.

My father was held responsible for the party favor Million Dollar Bill with the Statue of liberty being printed.
At that time, our whole family came under scrutiny & surveillance as it created an international incident in the Middle East.
I was not aware until after everything occurred.
However, I suspect it was the catalyst for the NY Underground related handler who came into my life in 1996.
Some thought I would have married otherwise, however he was opped with a Russian woman at Cornell University while I was away for most of the year 1996. 1996 a Crux in my life

Spider season. & Old farmhouse

Anyone know when spiders hatch?
Had several of these guys when I got here. This one died by my  frankincense resin (which is higher vibrational frequency) in coconut oil (barely a spoonful i had in a bowl) a low toxin

Programmable Life forms?
I gave light to one with intention & they went up to location atop a dresser with Bruno picture where i gave them a little water. Spider didn't run away and allowed me to serve a small bit of water. So it seems if I direct light with intention they obey a little. 

Non-toxic yet Dusty remedy to hard shelled insects & arachnid;

In Hawaii I scattered Diatemacious Earth & left the apartment for a month upon finding a pinky nail sized brown fiddle head spider. Baby brown recluses after heavy rain in my 2nd floor apartment.

Vengeful arachnids & others I'll willed  programmable intentions;-

I'm a bit worried. Tons of webs we're left in the basement when I arrived. These weren't the daddy longlegs I played with in childhood. The bigger adults wolf spiders stalked me out too after vacuuming. I feel their eyes on me aka their psychic frequency;- & find them easily. I learned to recognize their intent in Hawaii. Some of the spiders & large tropical predatory millipedes & centipedes also send Psychic energy of attack.

Older folks not in reality;

How to explain the health hazard to my parents? They have gotten into protecting animals (as a cover for abusing me in childhood). They also and been using tons of pesticides on their own sleeping areas & not cleaning the cat's water bowl of slime from being near a we'll used winter stove. The cat, a familiar walks around crying for water when the weather is ill. Both have hand issues from surgery or carpaltunnel or Lyme disease issues. I even vacuumed webs for hours...

I vacuumed out 1/8 of the basement where there was an entire colony of webs & eggs under the stairs. The 1 brown recluse worries me due to number of egg sacs. OMG. I'm going to be sleeping in my car soon just for them NoT walking on me.

So, how to tell them how dangerous this is now that it's spring? Or just still do I do Einstillen for it...yes.

Thoughts

I have the pain &  waste of my life on my mind. In the back of my head...
Somehow, supposed to give them hope.

Hope hasn't been there for me since I was a child. Recently I've been filling out a 90some odd page international affidavit to let whoever is looking for such information know that. That is, if they understand anything about my existence & how it affects/ affected politics globally.
I did have some say in my family as my extended family in Japan paid some attention up to recently.

I've been praying alot for life here in the USA to change for the better for me. My soul & finances pounded into the ground along with everyone else's frustration of seeing me in failure mode due to the sheer cost of attacks on me & what was my family that left my 2 siblings dead.
It's hard to prove its not a farce that my family just doesn't care, or they gave up long ago.

After all, my mother moved to the USA with a man, my father who reads my writing & has had his attorneys involved in civil conspiracy against us Japanese-Americans for as long as I can remember. It wasn't just MKULTRA my mother informed me of;- but that our presence here would have been a diplomatic peace mission if he had been an Ambassador class person.

March flow rhyming

Hull of my Heart
Is safe from Storm
Weathered n' worn
My firery tears fall heavy
Into Ground
Up a tree grows of 
Skeleton folk

Never never
Allowed to cry
Now now
I know why
Life of my tears
Is death of all fear
Ur jus like a devil
Telling us lies
Teaches us ways
Not good, I survive

I found a good tune
That helped me survive
Feeling alone,
after such a big loss
Walking alone,
sacrifice is a huge cost.
Walking alone
With an empty heart
And they think it's alive.
Lot of us live,
Feeling empty inside
Saying alot
it would be better to die
Walking alone
with an empty heart
My heart it aches
And it kinda wipe out
So much I did
I wasn't about
But I did what I did
All that I had
Met a few others
Kept me smiling around.

Walked down a highway
With a mystical man
Moves all the ocean
Waves & d sand
And I turned around
See two guys n they dreads
They sat smiling by
d'grocery store across from sea
Place in my heart
Special to me

Returned to my home
After so many years
Nothing is same
Big hole bringing on tears

Weight of my sorrow
Didn't dull a bit
Suprising me like
a big birthday cake

Weight of my sorrow
Weight of my tears
Haunting me for
So many years
There's a time to be
A time to thrive
Walking in past footsteps
It ain't really alive
Gotta find a groove
Make amends
Even after loosing my closest friend
Keep living for you
It ain't really my way
Memory treads on my heart everyday
--
Poverty is a disease of belief in virtures of leaders who keep us safe.

Fueling your hatred
Ain a good vibe
Do I fear (F-E-A-R) it out
Do I flip the page
Changing my vibe
Speak of different ways
I got my own way of thinking
How our world should be
I stand with others
In a real (MK online) city
Our game is real simple
Didn't you know
They making it tough
For everyone's soul
I show you my way
Struggle every day
Fighting like crazy
Between every post
Here's what I got
Here's what I did
You know I got skills
To get through these trials
Imagine doing this
As a mother & child

Garden of Eden thought

Did anyone ever wonder?
Did Adam or Eve?
How the sex would be(have been)
Without biting into the apple?