15 years with nootropics

Nootropics use for me really started to take hold Back in 2001. I took massive handfuls of St.Johnswort+Valerian with Ginko Biloba. I drank plenty of the best coffee on the planet before going to teach beginning piano and getting ready for an international competition. Alltogether, I felt like I had more energy and focus. It didn't seem to really be an anti-depressive thing as my mood/drive was unaffected. I got a lecture from an old school mate that I didn't know what I was messing with and should take pharmaceuticals. I just gave him that, r u fn kidding me look.

I had been trying some other "water" from a local health food store. I discovered using Gold water back then. I also had my 1st and only bottle of whatever they called "Heavy Water" that was on the shelf ( not a nootropic), it was there so I had to try it. In hindsight, that heavy water appeared the same time the cobalt reactor irradiation plant appeared. I learned from my brother who they employed through a temp agency, that they kept the cobalt under the heavy water;- yet it didn't prevent his skin from peeling off his body when they had him irradiate everything that got shipped through our American hometown. This happened to be about mile away from the health food store where I purchased the "Heavy Water."

Later, I switched to a full regimen of Ginko Biloba, that was when I had my studio "OkiGinko" in Clinton Hall 2007. 

I stopped taking any sort of nootropic stack in my daily routine shortly after I arrived for vacation in Hawaii 2009. Once in a while if I felt super stuck over the past 6 years, I'd fill up on Phiten's (red) gold water for a solid week and go meditate. Though I'd pick up the odd bottle of Ginko Biloba tincture, I really set it aside for a spell due to outside influences. 

In 2013 I was introduced to an essential oils company that promoted a vegan EO's supplement. I tried it for a short time before I decided it was too toxic. I never bought into internally taking frankincense EO's, since I learned elsewhere, that it is toxic to the body. The EO's supplement also made my brain feel itchy in a bad way. I was grateful to ditch the supplement and had unfinished bottles. Actually I got 2 years of nasty hate mail from that company since they were trying to illegally take away my constitutional right of free speech & press, even at distributor status. Evil company to me and always will be.

In 2014 I got sick with toxic mold and was introduced to Liv International for another major dietary shift and a different alkaline supplement. They presented their new nootropic supplement that they named "Smart". I even had the opportunity to listen to the formulator explain the reasoning behind this supplement. A main ingredient is tumeric. I tried the promotional supplement for a few months, though I really didn't notice much difference as it seemed to be intended to prevent Alzheimer's and protect the brain from old age. I had started juicing and having regular green juice with juiced turmeric after trying this supplement. So, I dropped the supplement.

 I also tried the Schumann frequency pad for some healing, but I got irritated with the electricity frequency. The last semester I was in music school I was declared "hearing disabled". This was due to my sensitivity or acute hearing awareness of the high frequency range. So, I tried a flotation tank for some quiet. There's only one on island open to the public and it seems to be overused and needed thorough cleaning. 

Today, being stuck in the Hawaii social and financial rut I was hurled into by the "high end" locals;- I received my first bottle of a so called "limitless type nootropic." I'm still doing meditation as well. Will see how it goes. Most of the ingredients in this one will at very least serve as a mosquito deterrent;- increasing my vitamin B levels. I learned Vitamin C, niacin, & Thaimine also add to overall carbon levels to deter mosquitos out here in Hawaii. Just a thought.

Broken packages from FedEX

Today I got packages. This was delivered to Post office by FedEx. Here in Hawaii we can receive UPS & FedEx at this location near Military hotel/ facilities.

Obviously something was visibly broken inside. Not sure if other works.

bTw: my Sunday the 17th of April

So, I failed to mention prior to chatting it up with a Filipino banker with US military rank...that a "Yamaguchi-gumi a--kawa Kai" name was tossed at me:- if my relatives know him @ Hawaii here. The name was Roy G. Sasakawa? Not sure if I got it right. Everyone is outwardly being on the friendly side so far, I think. That was all on Sunday though. 

I know everyone's astonished I'm still alive. Not in good or great condition considering what is expected of me. It's like APEC, I got there. It took a phenomenal amount of energy to walk in that 1day. Just 1 day of my life I made it to.

Trying to eat @ Ruby Tuesday

Undercooked & not fried zucchini looks unappetizing and not worth appx 15$ since they said they can't cook spaghetti squash. Server told me after I ordered and waited a while. Then came back & said they would be able to make fried zucchini & Marinara. After the past 2 weeks of being sickened with rat poison in my coffee and bruises appearing, I got upset and feel I can't trust the staff.

The staff at this Valkenburg Ruby was very shady. They couldn't put an acceptable edible dish in front of me inside 45 min. They said they couldn't serve me spaghetti squash which was in the menu they handed to me when I sat down & when I complained that food looked undercooked if at all.

I just walked out of there shaking...I ate a pack of cashews a while ago. Barely had enough veggies since early lunch. Not trustworthy at all.

North East Gun Hub - Pennsylvania

A tiny bit of History about Guns on the East Coast (north East):

Old Ithaca Gun in Ithaca, NY was a part of US history with Annie Oakley as one of the more famous patrons in the Shooter world.  Ithaca, NY is also part of old Clinton family history and Clinton Hall still remains a fixture across Cayuga Street from the old Masonic Lodge that has been a turnkey for College nightclubs.

Hillary Clinton is campaigning in Pennsylvania. Pennsylvania is the Hub for East Coast gun storage. The laws in Pennsylvania governing gun ownership still stand almost in congruence with the old original Constitution itself.

Pennsylvanians as well as their States influx of homeowners from New York, New Jersey, and Maryland enjoy the stockpile of home stocked weapons. Gun transport out of Pennsylvania is becoming severely monitored. Also, Pennsylvania has a surge of homemade guns that are virtually untraceable. Some of these guns have been made in the Keystone state by local companies which posses/ possessed the machinery and computers to make modern style weapons. They are long graduated by the traditional blacksmith way of making a gun.

Yours truly writing here grew up not too far from the tracks of Bethlehem Steel Factory that Donald Trump's crowd turned into a Sands Casino. The outskirts of Old Bethlehem are surrounded by a large Latino community that integrated themselves against the local grain of White supremacy.

Philly Bartenders used to pass guns under the table for the mobs to make an easy 50k salary a year. Commuters find easy travel into their work states that surround the Pennsylvania borders due to lower sales taxes will be upset if there is anymore tax increase for the "working poor."

Philadelphia, Pennsylvania had already gone bankrupt by 2005 as I ran into an ex DNC organizer canvassing for information. The local government made no announcements to its constituents back then and abruptly began shutting down schools a decade later.

Keeping people safe and secure in Pennsylvania has always been a feat. However, most of the common knowledge violence came from baseball bats, bowling pins, the armed police, and a barrage of non-class 3 weapons. One of the biggest violent threats to the City of Brotherly Love was around 2002. I heard that the threat came from  a HUD (Housing & Urban Development) leader who wanted to bomb part of Philadelphia.

Changing requirements to purchase guns in Pennsylvania will only push the NRA efforts toward the cottage industry of gun making.

Congratulations Hillary Clinton!!!

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Mystic Quotation about holding Office

"Whomsoever God gave office, He also gave understanding. But whosoever took office himself, God also took away all his brains! Some people will try anything to install themselves here or there to be well paid." --  Bruno Groening, Mystic

Sanders so far Left he's the Old Right wing. Caucus vs. Votes

Watching CNN this time, they have a point.
The huge line of Sanders' supporters who were registering with the Democratic National Committee for the first time.   The talk in Hawaii during the march 26th Caucus was, Hillary doesn't do well at the Caucus. Hillary was outnumbered over 15% after my first line-count at 10:30AM before the caucus Presidential Poll opened at 1PM Hawaii Time. I volunteered the morning of the Hawaii Caucus in Waikiki handing out a limited supply of buttons and stickers, and a few signs printed on ecological paper. I was happy my ballot went in my district's box 1st for Hillary.

Hawaii Caucus: Some of the people in the Sanders line were definitely Republicans whom I went to spiritual group with (before I quit going due to their absolute Hatred of business values we collided on.) The antagonism in the spiritual dojo from them drove me out. All of those republicans I saw in line were/are Asian-American, Japanese, or Hawaiian mix (and Hawaii Local raised).
An ugly personality, pro Sanders mom who sent their kid to NYC for University came out screaming at me one day. Claiming that her kid is voting for Sanders in NYC. I wonder if that kid, who may have registered in NY, keeps their student aid for becoming a NY State citizen? I know I took off from my Higher Ed. in Ithaca, NY just to become a New Yorker. However, Ithaca had a Socialist Mayor at the time, who left the entire city with tremendous debts when done his terms.

per CNN: The News that Bernie Sanders is Ralph Nader. That is complete BS!
Ralph Nader, even in the 2000 Florida vote against Bush, was a citizen warranted candidate. Ralph Nader has made a point that his nomination as President needs to be entirely supported by Citizens without his own money. Nader is very different from Donald Trump and Bernie Sanders, and anyone else whose name has ever been on the Presidential nominee ballots.

  If it weren't for the severity of Bush winning 2000, I probably would have voted for Righteous Ralph. Instead, I was on the Gore campaign (being around the Clinton Boys) voting in the midst of Bushland- Sarasota/Bradenton area.  What was lost in that election wasn't just a presidency.
We (Clinton crowd) lost a slew of infrastructure deals/additions that were to make the East Coast rail systems more complete or prolific (such as fast Rail from Rochester to NYC). And, Hawaii a Bernie State made the same mistake on its rail deal by not accepting the Bombadier bid.  Today, with past weeks news, Hawaii is backwards some $800million on the incomplete rail by accepting the China bid. Oh yeah, That's not to mention the complaints I've heard coming from another Bernie Sanders area called Seattle. The complaints are over the Chinese steel again, the quality is low and some companies have blacklisted Chinese steel products from their inventory & equipment. The liability is too high.

US Presidential Candidates- my quick thoughts

Presidential Candidates:

Donald Trump- is a demon, though with a truthful note. Aside from slews of American people who have worked for Trump, he is a "bastard" employer that many found hateful.  He polarizes the contents of the USA and has used his campaign to be outspoken to World leaders about what and who actually reside in the USA, backyard BBQ culture, surface to the world front.

Bernie Sanders- is a "Fucktard". He's that pathetic, stereotypical, vomitous, putrid, Caucasian, "progressive" brand of politics that screams to fulfill OCCUPY interests as a president. That is Blatantly full of deceit and lies under the surface of "Global Harmony". Maybe he does appeal to the African-American crowd that needs Civil liberties, yet too many African-Americans attempt and do sexually exploit the Asian-American women in the USA to bridge their racial disparity within acceptable American concerns. That is aside from the typical White, Male progressive rhetoric being that they are making Asian-American women equal by stealing everything from us possible as "Equals". These guys are extremely offensive. And, the international community knows that it doesn't save Asian lives studying abroad either.
Most of Hawaii's Democratic caucus participants voted for Bernie;- however most of them have not had to live for more than a college term on the USA East Coast amidst the Hub of American Progressive culture.
The fallout from the Republicans vs. Hillary battle is that Bernie Sanders is seen as more of a pushover President/ Commander in Chief and a definite go to for the Seals & Black Ops soldiers who are finding Trump a hard act to support.  They are undermining the peaceable business efforts in the Civilian realm as a result. 
Sanders' claims to be pro campaign finance reform. He wants free public education. In practise it will open a doorway to industries that supports government to keep their grip on the American workforce. It can easily lead to failures in the democratic system of citizens initiatives against the involved corporations.  There is nothing I like about this man & his campaign. In actual practise, his platform will serve the evils it claims to purport.


Hillary Clinton- Tougher than Margret Thatcher. She ACTUALLY has created jobs and brought more money to the USA minority dominated states than anyone. I completely admire her and her previous efforts to integrate Women first in international business. This, terrifies men.
She has the most terse environment to handle, and her current job position has attracted the hate of US military troops over the widely publicized Republican prompted film. That is her current, biggest downfall. The Special Forces & Navy Seals and Black Ops soldiers do not like her. They know their own have "Fallen" under her command and that alone is hateful and makes them afraid to elect her at all. These soldiers garner more business and military support and will likely re-direct Hillary's campaign efforts to Bernie Sanders and definitely Donald Trump.

USA military, Philippines & Hawaii

Hawaii's land parcels are on the map. The residential land surrounding Pearl Harbor naval base is still mapped out and zoned as Military Zone. This is the area of Oahu that is grossly "owned" by Filipino homeowners (not landowners) who pay mortgages by housing USA military service members, and directly collect "rent" from BAH (basic allowance for housing) USA military. 

The women constantly pressure and canvass young suitable men to marry their daughters and cousins from this steady housing lottery the US Navy brings to Oahu. That is of course also keeping Philippines the sex industry alive for the abroad stays in the Philippines by the US military men. It is a continuation of American dominance and use of Asian women much like the Vietnam era prostitutes. Aside from both sides being tragically devoid of modern USA civil rights;- it is the "acceptable" use of immigrants to the USA amidst the Republican doors of racism.

Philippines is USA's door to owning ASEAN interest

Philippines' bankers are chasing the good ok' American Dream through vested USA military support that is an ineffable welfare system to further put America's grubby grip on Asian money control. US military interests seem to largely support Trump in the 2016 presidential election. Most USA citizens are popularly against the newly inducted Trans Pacific Partnership that "welcomes the USA with open arms".  Meanwhile, USA military is already making tactical money interest moves to control ASEAN funds and in attempt to upset peaceable ASEAN countries in larger EX-IM effort.

Acceptable and non-military USA efforts must be clearly made to ASEAN countries in TPP before more terroristic & anti-USA eruptions surface. 

The USA is a clear precursor to global calamity, as it is popular for US militarists to attack Asian & Japanese civilians in the USA  in effort to re-shape the "ethnic" Asian countries' populations.

Sendai Quake & Democratic Debate

I'm at the gym doing cardio : saw Sendai quake, my relatives granmother, aunts, uncles, cousins are still recovering/rebuilding from the Tohoku quake 2011. 

From the curve treadmill 

Also GO HILLARY!!!  

Hawaii politics a Harbinger for WW3

Yesterday I was stuck in traffic and contemplating a maximal 30min arrival time of North Korean Missiles once launched (with the jet stream). The past 6years I have been in Hawaii have resulted in a Major financial and social setback, in addition to my brother's gory death in 2005.

 Since most of Hawaii has given its voice to Trump and Sanders nominees, there is an even bigger lack of support and political clarity for me to contend with as a Hawaii resident. Many of the Asian-American Republicans still voted for Trump, and those who have half a brain switched and voted for Sanders. Irregardless, the backlash of Trump's hardcore racist antics are propelling the more savvy international Mexican, African-American, Japanese, Chinese, or Vietnamese local gangs, maffias, and black market collectives to make attacks on more legitimate Americans and other international citizens doing business. 

The enormous numbers of break-ins, thefts, and other abuse and slander that I have endured in Hawaii has made it impossible for me to survive much longer. That is, of course, aside from the initial derailment of my vacation in 2009. 

I have documented for security reasons, the extent of the most violent attacks that local & military authorities prompted with tremendous character defamation. 

I was a simple piano faculty/instructor and business organisational development consultant with well over 15years experience prior to arriving in Hawaii. 

I am struggling with the negativity of the Hawaii locals who run businesses that do not generate enough legitimate revenue for the state. The Feds & State also subjected me to a precarious position by giving  my identity to businesses they know deal in sex trade and other illegal activities, however harmless that they claim it is. 

The high cost of living and home owners (not necessarily landowners) raising rents to offset their own debts is a further glimpse into total financial inferiority.

I am praying for a place to live that is safe  and secure (not necessarily in the USA) and appropriate for me to endeavour on the EX-IM inter-government project with Japan I was asked to complete on behalf of the USA. If not, I accept that with ease and hope other ways to make a most agreeable  and more considerable paying living ensue.

Hawaii has been an extreme waste of my life's time. The local & Native people mostly have proven themselves highly immature and inappropriate for the current political and extreme weather climate.  Especially as my relatives abroad grow older each day. My business opportunity and that for the USA quickly diminishes.

USA ideology creates terrorism Abroad

I know I'm difficult to follow as I sift through large amounts of incongruent information. I have to get this out of my head tonight to sleep a little. Will be back to revise...l8r

"We the People"... "Life Liberty & Pursuit of Hapiness" ~USA Constitution

Ideals that inspire regularly, create and inspire non-jihad and more ambitious "terrorist" groups of Unsatisfied civilian populations with common gripes. USA ideals abroad don't equate to traditional coup d'etas or revolution simply overthrow a tyrannical government leadership.

Nukes ICbM's Mercury Retrograde & North Korea

For those of us who are in awe of North Korea's show of nuclear infancy;- remember it is Mercury retrograde. Anything can go extra wrong!  Who knows where the Missiles would land. Or, if they would explode in North Korean territory.

Update: Failed North Korean Missile Launch Friday April 15, 2016 http://www.cnn.com/2016/04/14/asia/north-korea-missile-launch/

Harassment & stalking 1st thing this morning after breakfast

I'm being stalked by a Chinese looking American guy this morning @ ward village parking garage. He speaks English. Harassing me, would not answer my question if he is a cop or secret service or Yakuza. He seemed to be Driving silver Audi with sunroof. Was following me in the parking lot on foot and I asked him ?'s as he was not acting normal. 

I already got 2cups of "rat poisoned?" Sour black coffee last week and still recovering ;- have some bruising and removed myself from situation, so again I have no home.

Food temperature, storage, contamination

The past week, I ate from the DTE vegetarian market Pearl City salad bar 2x in the morning. 1x afternoon. I felt like I have food poisoning and very sick yesterday. I actually spit out the raw avocado because they tasted wrong & threw out the remaining salad. My stomach felt a little better after ingesting some coconut charcoal & yeah I ate a whole sauce & veggies pizza last night. I fell asleep afterwards. I have extreme joint pain from the grain based crust. Today, I still feel sick. I woke up and ingested more coconut charcoal. Melaleuca tea seems to calm down my stomach. 

I grabbed some veggies at Panda Express and saw the server do a temperature check on the fried rice. Makes my mind a little at ease. At least they check temp. No thermometers I saw at DTE vegetarian market on the salad bar either, in years I've eaten there.

Feeling sick- day 4/5

My pillow, just had something snap in it like a rubberband through layers. Then the radical thought that it's a capsule full of a chemical raced through my mind. 

I ordered a pizza and the options I selected on my phone did my process in their system before I was charged ( Not registered through system=selected thin crust and spinach) Since I've been sick to my stomach lately- stress likely & trying to eat regular foods;- 

When the pizza arrived I went downstairs. This place doesn't have cameras like the Super 8 where I stayed and burned through my savings to stay alive from Pennsylvania based white supremacist/IRA/KKK/& Cheneyites trying to kill me since my brother's messy and tragic death.

So, I got pizza in the lobby. No key card to the parking level. Got something from my car. Got in elevator @ parking level...didn't need key card as people in elevator already. There is entry from street into parking garage. Got to my floor and 2 large people got out 1st. One guy randomly got in elevator still going up. (No keycard needed). Seems a lot different than normal place. I looked out my door before the pizza and all was quiet. Coincidence? Probably. Paranoid, I am. 

Improve Hawaii hotel check-in

It will be great when we can check in at a hotel with a kiosk to take payment and print invoice/receipt. Also it could give us USA citizens a room key card or update our phone with a key card that changes each time we enter the hotel lobby @ kiosk. Whether biometric or not.

 Just saying, lines are awful for someone like me ready to pass out. 

Before I eat--I'm so exhausted

In my mind, the back of my mind, everyday;- 'Hurry, every moment counts.'

"Time is God." ~ Bruno Groening