Sunday, May 08, 2016

Spring cleaning:- Makeup bag

Hawaii Cruelty free elements
Vegan makeup bag: Tahiti
Products to replace:-
Danielle naturals - synthetic brushes
Cover FX compact
Ellen Tracy - shadow, bronzer, lip gloss
Urban Decay - pencil eyeliners 
NYX - glitter pigment roll ins
Aveda - concealers 
Lush - pigment 
Japanese blotting papers
Revlon waterproof mascara
Tahiti spray vanilla oil (light fragrance)
Kauai Kiss lip balm
Mineral Fusion -pink nail polish
Green 2o - fulvic mineral alkaline drink
Emergen-C MSM drink
-Paul Mitchell shampoo & conditioner
- Paya shampoo, bath gel, lotion from Aqua Aloha Surf Hotel
Gorilla glue - just because Hawaiian heat trashes regular adhesives & plastics

Walk on the Dark side- cruelty free forgotten due to China opening yet culturally accepting colours for my skin.-- MAC ugh.
Not sure how I feel about it, vegan looks pasty, chalky, grey or muddy. isn't all it for my Hapa skin tone. 







My revised dietary supplement regimen

K*new supplements in past 2 years as of May 2016- due to issue with nutritionist. 

Joints, skin, muscles
BioSil 
* Emergency-C MSM
Go! Nitrimax 

Alkaline plant based- 
Green 2o- fulvic minerals & chlorophyllins

Brain
* Cogniflex (capsule not veg)

Grain & fruit free & soy free protein 
* Vega Sport Performance Protein 30g
Blanched slivered almonds

Eat 1-2 salad/steamed veggies based meals a day= low calorie.

Having issues adding enough healthy calories for workouts.



cleanz T and start master cleanse

After 2-3 weeks of food poisoning and my coffee spiked with rat poison Coagulation happened and other drinks being "off" - the Amla I took seemed to make my stomach better. 2days  with Amla.
I took 4 Cleanz T pills with H2O when the bottle arrived. Nothing noticeable or different happened. 
Last night I broke open 1CleanzT capsule and made hot tea. I drank it and slept well. I also had 1scoop Go! Nitrimax . I woke up with my stomach feeling a bit more calm and settled. 
This morning, I started 1scoop Go! Nitrimax in hot water. My morning vitamin C and some replacement to the food poisoning I got from raw organic beets at the salad bar. I made a quart Green 2o and a cup of Green2o hot tea. I poured my vegetarian sourced Emergen-C MSM packet in it and it fizzed for a while 50seconds...without exploding. We know Green 2o can't be mixed with sparkling mineral water without a green fountain explosion. Jeff also told us it doesn't work to try make Green 2o fizzy.
I took some extra BioSil (3) caps this morning. 
And, I made a 16oz Cleanz T with hot water to drink later today.
- My real food meal today $15 @ Blue Tree was a "pasta" salad made of raw zucchini strands coated in oil with 3slices of coloured peppers and 2 olives. I added a large split pea soup with carrots that seemed to be grain free. Tasted a little Ethiopian even with the Rosemary. 
That's all so far. Day not over. I am not ready for the cleanse yet. Need to pick up maple syrup. 


Eve of my Brother's memorial

My mother is on my mind today. 
11 years ago, my brother was killed. They, Morning Call, removed his obituary from online post I sponsored.  I was told that  someone in Pennsylvania sold his identity to China or Korea.
He was found dead and the Quakertown police were violent towards me after I called 9-11. I was told to keep my mouth shut about the incident however, attempts at harming me ensued from the Quakertown police and community members. 
I still feel the Quakertown police misrepresented his time of death due to how gray his body was. They also "recovered" a weapon I never saw at the site and asked no questions.
Members& officers of the Quakertown & Richlandtownship police have harassed me in the past. Typically they would fire M-16's on Sunday mornings in the area where my brother's body was found. 
They also have hacked my online accounts and especially after covering up another attempt on my life October 2015.

Raunchy NY food Cornell Style

Even though most "Japanese"named restaurants in NY are Korean owned;-- they say New York Japanese sushi is so popular because they rub it on the snatch of their most favourite Korean whore. 
*add the fact that U.S. Americans personally enforce US nationality standards of birth by land nationality. They scoff at Asian countries this way. 

Saturday, May 07, 2016

Hawaii Banks

Hawaii is failing to keep my personal data  secure on many levels. I'm not too certain that it will be live able as many banks have taken personal actions against me & my accounts because they are anti-TPP & any Export-Import that their established Hawaiian Chinese & Yakuza syndicates run. 
Looks bad today, really really bad.

Thursday, May 05, 2016

Wednesday, May 04, 2016

Stalked & dummy metal detector

Guy plates Pwz ### -- getting creepy was watching for me in lobby--parked on same level -- went down wrong way

Yesterday - new moved in metal detector @ work door entrance- not plugged in.

Yesterday, I was followed by at least 1 vehicle- possibly 2 -- 1 Silver Lexus SUv with a woman driving with Asian looking black hair & big sunglasses, Kaneohe side. I turned into a drive with a lot at end& turned around. When they pulled in the drive, she saw me looking at them and immediately did 3pt. Turn out of the drive. Kaneohe side.

May vegan Ketchup Cleanse

May 2016 Cleanse starting:-today. With Amla 4tablets on sale for $11.69+tax & a KeVita Lemon Cayenne $4. I'm waiting for my 7-14day Cleanz T Liv International supplement to arrive by the weekend with my regular alkaline minerals diet.

Long gone are the days I worked taking care of the produce and training even Carl Sagan's personal assistant at the time from Monterrey to do a volunteer shift each week at an coop back in 1997. Back then The Ultimate Meal was my fave supplement & meal (lasted over a decade & a half). The 5 gallon water containers that Eric Marcus hauled in to refill on his 30day master cleanse (cayenne, maple syrup, lemon, H20) while writing his Vegan the New Ethics of Eating book. 
Today about 20years later I'm sitting in Hawaii. I ordered my Green2O and a cleanse. I was bad to myself and had been consuming Petafied Taco Bell vegan frugal noms. Though my wallet is a little fatter my stomach hurts, badly. I'm dying for a cleanse. 

I ordered CleanzT yesterday ;- an untried by me Liv International product ringing in near $35@ distributor price. Also an arginine and vitamin C boost with a canister of  Go! @$65 distributor price, and $45 Green2o. 

I picked up 1.5lbs of blanched almonds as I'm ditching my nutritionist's pea protein recommendation. Makes no sense to me that she said "no fruit, no grain, no mixed fruit, no soy" yet recommended a pea protein that is high in purines -bad for gout sensitive vegans. Starting to annoy me on my 2nd year with this diet.  I stopped taking digestive enzymes to break down any Uric acid buildup from the purine rich pea protein. And I sourced an almond based protein powder supplement made in Austria. 
I hope I can get my hands on it in the USA. Sick of eating almonds. 
Also coconut oil itself makes me sick to my stomach lately as does the Udo's oil supplements. The nuts and avo's are my only healthy oils source aside from this vegans normal (though reduced) bout of grain free French Fries, Tater Tots, Has Browns, Potatoes O'Brein (minus cheese) loaded with a tomato field worth of ketchup.

Monday, May 02, 2016

If Russia were to invade NoKo

North Korea is annoying. It would be interesting to see Russia invade North Korea and babysit Kim as a North Korean Leader & Government in Exile to Siberia. Giving Tibet's governement officials a new home in the North Korean capital might stir China's brevety, but it might add some balance to the tumultuous Asian mini-nation. 

Sunday, May 01, 2016

New Flavor

Finally!!! A flavor I don't have associated with any past boyfriend or dating experience, particularly vegan as "his flavor". Therapy! 

ASEAN Families before USA policies

I picked up a newspaper today from the hotel concierge. I've been living the past 5 months In Hawaii between the North Shore surf contests, a dojo in disrepair, & hotels on the weekends. 
If the USA were treated as unfair in a trade group, as I was born to their country and treated so badly;- there wouldn't be much left of the USA. It wouldn't matter if the provisions  of a trade deal were broken, despite threats and USA congress. That is aside from any other economic policies that effect total USA economic superiority. My prior role as an expoditer will not matter much in the near future as USA does not acknowledge or respect those of us whose families are already involved in actual international trade & shipping. Rather, the USA rapidly attempts to execute our families in entirety in exchange for its own subversive underground and military plan. 
Despite my Japanese and Chinese heritage, I cannot at all blame China for disallowing aggressive USA forces to its gateway shores.  

NWO. Unload freight in international water.

We need a barge/platform for freight loaders. No more docking ships for freight transfer, unless in need of serious repairs.

Saturday, April 30, 2016

NoKo 2 decades in making of mini nuclear war.

Test Runs Are Over.
North Korea has been launching missiles over my National Living treasure of Japan, Obasan's quiet & zen home in Akita, Japan. I think that the testing is over. Kim's most recent Washington DC bomb threat is his own acknowledgement of the lack of seriousness that he is given by the American Public. Maybe it was a scare tactic that he attempted to garner aid support. With the monthly weapons testing, it seems Kim is doing his numbers work on how many missiles will actually be successful.
He is doing so outwardly within full view of the public access media outlets.

The next round of disasters for 2016 have some form of full tilt weapons display directed at a USA based target. Japan has had warning that keeping the USA military is only going to further slaughter  human lives in the Godly wasteland of the Ring of Fire.

Hawaii;-- basically isn't a target and if missiles were to hit and shear a cliff on one of the islands...
not a movie that's going to happen. 

Friday, April 29, 2016

Don't let them take your life

Past 2 days, I was nauseaus with stress for about 2 hrs. Looking at plane tickets and a trip to Kakunodate Sakura. I think I will postopone till August and try to secure a ticket to make the Star Festival for Obon. I will plan, that it is very possible  I may not return to the USA as I was asked 10 years ago. In anycase, August begins a very slow season here in Hawaii till big waves start up again for Surf Contests. I know, for my own personal safety, that it is unlikely that I can continue to live here in Hawaii. I'm looking at returning to Ithaca, NY (very difficult though).

I don't have anyone left in the USA and the business contacts I made for the Trans Pacific Protocol plans can't contact me while I'm in danger (such as Hawaii).

I need a new crowd of people and contacts who are beneficial in order for me to continue.
My own parents are extremely detrimental to me & the entire plan at this point. They seem to have had their own political agenda for the past 10 years. It's difficult for me to see who they are helping, and if their extreme actions are to protect me or kill me. I cannot trust them and they are holding all of my Piano studio posessions;- I cannot trust the Police there either for police escort to remove everything they were holding.

My father doesn't even allow my mother and I to communicate peaceably on the phone. Since he has destroyed most of our family, my family in the USA;- he and his friends I must say are planning to murder me. His friends include neighbors Lee Clymer & his Wife, Ex-Pastor Craig Landis;- those two for certain;- as my brother & I were both fearful for our lives back in 2003/2004 with the talk about trackhousing plans that our neighbourhood made - so Steven Tamburri was included in the mix.






Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Our Japanese "unregistered" Peace Mission to the USA

One thing both sides of  my Family Had previously agreed on was PEACE, and that my efforts did not come from another generation of Military minds. I, as well as my family has lost my other 2 siblings to unnatural causes. I am the last one of this original "Peace Mission."
Due to the way that international passports work, and the attention that they attract;- this Mission was decidedly meant to be peaceful in every way. That meant not carrying any Diplomatic passports that would have legally fallen with knowledge to the Government;- protection under the Vienna Convention. However cordial the Vienna Convention is to be;- most diplomats understand the attention that carrying the Diplomatic Passport brings. It attracts additional issues because of the responsibilities as well as the the challenges that average citizens& Military  create to form official "International incidents."

Today on my drive when tears rolling down my face, I was thinking about my family's last extension of  allowing me to bring a friend from the United States to meet them. And, I just have only tears rolling down my face today because there is no one who I can think of.
Hey all. I just wanted to say hi and it's been a while since I've seen a lot of you. I don't know if we'll meet again in person but I have a message for you and I hope some of you who watch this listen to me take this into consideration.

Things in this world are obviously not always as we think they are. Along time ago the United States released to nuclear weapons on Japan, one of my Original home countries. After the reparations  "MONEY" ($$$$$$$that everybody in the United States treats more as a grudge against Japan)  that was  given to Japan;- there were some families who are trying to figure out how to establish peaceful relations between Asia and United States. One of those countries was Japan. There were some of us who are from families that decided to make an effort to extend a peaceful sort of understanding to the United States in an effort to deter nuclear warfare. The bombings of Hiroshima & Nagasaki were traumatic on the civilian Japanese population. Over 180,000 Japanese civilians were murdered by the United States others in Asia consider this an act of terrorism. For those of you who have met me most of you look at me as an  ethnic (poor or otherwise)

The USA side of my heritage has had a long history of service in  the US military - US Navy Harvard Navy School to Granddad in training  Army K9 (I met Eric Knight's daughter) to Uncle's on  USS Langley, Iwo Jima and one & Korean War  tank commander, lastly my "Dad" who was USAF Office of Special Operations.

That I am supposed to be treated like some under class citizen by most of the "Teachers" piano or otherwise,  I've had in the USA and given the privilege to see only a glimpse of what American life is like.  And  never was  included in the positive cycle of things financial or otherwise  here in the United States even while in the presence (or especially) the Wechsler's, Audi's, and Breed Families. Some tried to make efforts to include to include me, while the others threatened my life regularly.

 I know there were  others who are from families of stature in Japan & only of Japan who came to the USA on green cards for decades. One example was the Nakajima family I knew while growing up and we even "vacationed" together 1x. However, I heard they returned to Japan after 9-11 because they were on Green Cards. When I was growing up I thought the Japanese families around me were like me, and part American. It took the Patriot Act for my understanding of events to take hold.
 It is not that we are all equals in Japan as everyone has a different role to play  but, the United States attributes importance of someone with the amount of money they make, and disregards those who make less. In my case, I have had a very financially poor life while being in the presence of some of the USA's wealthiest individuals and families in the Registry.

Since this is somewhat a transcript of my videoing myself talking about these things- I am very sad today. On my drive to my spiritual meditation group I had tears just rolling down my face today.

I was thinking about something that I could never share with anybody who is ever associated themselves with me as a so called friend. As most of my "friends" taunted and ridiculed me and being called a stupid ethnic discriminated against and unable to afford to see my relatives in Japan. The taunting in college from the UN team members, and from other people besides our Japan hating college president JJ Whalen;-  was not just child's play but it shows what my  generation X had in mind for the world.
Despite the actions of my American peers, I actually was here to share and represent  the peace that Japan & my relatives wanted after Hiroshima & Nagasaki were bombed.
One of the thoughts that crossed my mind today was the cherry blossoms that are in Washington DC. All the Americans rave about the Japanese who gave them the Cherry blossoms the Japanese from the southern part of Japan. But they never stop to think where those cherry blossom trees really came from. There is a place in Japan in northern Japan called Kakunodate. The weather is much colder there and the trees are hardier stock. So when it was decided that Japan was to make this gift to the United States of cherry trees as a symbol of peace the seed things themselves originated from Kakunodate, Akita-Shi prefecture  they came from Akita, Japan because they were heartier and more likely to survive fridgid & wet Northeast winters because we're close to the same parallel. Those seedlings made a trip to southern Japan and from there they were offered as a gift to the United States. This evenings in Washington DC came from our my family's Village in Japan.
So today on my drive to my meditation group, I had tears streaming out of my eyes and they still are. My family and Japan told me my last trip, that I could bring with me one friend. And today after all the hardship that everyone I have met in the United States has put me through all the Riddick you are you have put me through all the hurt the hospital bills the assaults the abductions everything that you have put me through I cannot think of one person who I would bring with me after 41yearsin the United States. I am deeply offended. 
There are women who hate me just because I look different period there are Asian women who hate me because I speak English well period there are men who only want me for sex and to treat me more like a dog period there are men who think I'm a porn star and attack me in the United States period there are all sorts of people who like to think and ridicule me becauseI was born Japanese period you insult meas if you think your politics are going to make the United States better period and today I realise I don't have one person from the United States who I would bring with me to meet my family and hope for peace because I can't trust anyone period
This is probably a story most Caucasians in regular Americans not care to hear or read or share an activist will put me down because I speak English and that alone makes them challenge everything about me and puts me into their lying circle where they can my about me as they have so done for over 30 years of my life. I know that I have met many professional activists and I have seen the politics of environmental and peaceful activists,as well as the regular politics that they so slender additionally.

I take great offense to American citizens wrongly categorizing me based on their limited knowledge of Japanese culture. One of the reasons is due to APEC/TPP/ABAC meeting that I attended. For the safety of the Country, for the safety and security of the people's of the planet. Over 15 years ago I worked for and learned from an Entrepreneur who founded PeopleSoft. He was in competition with another company whose executive founder resides in Hawaii.
At the meeting we were encouraged to develop and find technologies that would enable the resurrection of businesses, supplies, daily life quickly after a disaster. Those technologies are things like the Cloud, and other means of functioning after  hardware is in running condition.
The onset of Public Relations campaigns that groups like Yakuza is a major threat to the systems regaining strength with a community in shambles. One of the newer items is having a biometric or other implant as a means of accessing data, financial records, accounts, money. When all other hardware including buildings are destroyed, and you, the person is all that is, who is left;- having a system of recovering documentation and finances is imperitive.   

Overnite Staycation perfection

Vegan option - Asian fusion
Beautiful relaxing 1-2hr dinner with entertainment 
Great for morning meditation



Gastroenteritis? After a teetering week

Today, I just got super sick Gastroenteritis symptoms full on (except I can cry) like death formed over cold sweats. Vomited  my salad & after reading North Korea is preparing another possible nuclear launch.

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

Make International Trade a NGO issue. UN protections only.

TPP, Presidential Candidates, and new EX-IM

The United States does not need international trade. Every single presidential candidate running this season seems to agree. I waited 6 years for the ASEAN nations Japan partner to join in negotiation for the TPP in 2011. I have waited another 5 years to hear that my favorite Hillary Clinton @doesn't like the deal", mind you that I  rep'd the USA. And last night I got a reminder from an Asian rep type person that I should QUIT my current job in the USA. That leaves me without income at all AND no social services support. The USA still hasn't lightened up since dropping the Bomb on Hiroshima and Nagasaki. Nearly a year ago in  2005, my 3rd party intermediary was terminated. It left me running for my life from the staunch republican interest and  without sufficient support in the USA. That is despite my meagre attendance at APEC 2011 for a show of face & Japan announcing they would enter into TPP negotiation talks  with the USA.

 The special missions that ran through China and other parts of Asia circa WW2 helped open conversation for trade with the USA. The post-Vietnam war era lead to more Recon efforts of Asia and new marriages and family relations with  America's United States and Asian nations. Only a generation away, ASEAN countries have mostly decided to try and accept a "Deal" to do trade with the USA. Despite USA Armed Forces' interest in opening certain trade routes;- some people, especially in ASIA,  disagree that it should be US  military initiated.

I'll add more later... I'm just about ready to step out of the USA, as there is no indicator that the US Military will cease to hinder my well being. Additionally that there may be some "gang wars" and assassinations to hit the Hawaii & NY domestic shippers;- as it has come to my personal attention, so does my life feel in greater jeopardy today.




Monday, April 25, 2016

I am very concerned. I need help to leave Hawaii safely.

So, I'm learning from ex-US military who was involved with Yamaguchi-gumi Inakawa-Kai that Hawaii syndicate runs the Hawaiian shipyards and docks and also vice in Chinatown. I don't know how outdated the story is. 
However, it's getting unbearably uncomfortable for me to try and remain in Hawaii, I was told they are patched in with the Chinese and Vietnamese communities;- stuff I just speculated before. So, it feels like death is breathing down my neck after yesterday. I'm not ok with this Hawaii State anymore. It's too stressful and I hate.
They try to kill my relatives In Japan who already do international trade;- and they have decimated any hope of me having a secure life in Hawaii and USA now.