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Liability Security on EXIM Hawaii

If I were to give a general assessment of Hawaii, and the liability of having EXIM shipping company staffed here:--
🔼 Displayed Anti-American behavior with violence or weapons.
      Even humanitarian volunteers are politically biased and harbor personal angst. They knowingly enjoy the American freedom of criminal justice system and can exploit situations without significant repercussions even if caught. This adds to untrustworthy human support services after an attack on an individual in Hawaii on all levels.  Many favor certain groups, collectives, or gangs and harm individuals on a no-questions-asked basis. The prices to harm individuals ranges @ $50 to $3,000 USA on oahu. Due to island economics and preservation of existing business groups, it seems there is little to discourage the behavior of the The State.

🔼Lack of educated & clear English speaking immigrants and minorities in many employment positions.
   Creates unsafe environment from
Zero food labeling in Asian restaraunts to thefts of all and any personal and business data and information.

🔼No top notch NGO University or College with boarding school housing- ivy league
Lack of Ivy League higher education in the State of Hawaii does not bring the global intellectual culture to the island.

🔼After targeted attack, Hawaii agencies attempt to obtain sensitive contact information & location of EXIM family.

🔼Intended violation of professional women's Human Rights WITH COERCION AND FORCE from Federal, State, and local security/law employees.

🔼Most serious: Severe lack of political maturity or intent to do political harm to EXIM agent:- High number of service based immigrants view thise who visit the islands with EXIM contacts or family connections as an individual Cash cow  for their use. Group participation in extortion/ abduction/ blackmail are employed by the community after the person has been robbed or entrapment is en force. With dismay, individuals employed in Law enforcement or military are typically heads of small teams that cooperate in this manner where Immigrants and under educated can participate and retain social favor.

 🔼Military assailant attacks political target physically & or legally (with group of supportive military members)
🔼 Honolulu Police department allows the attack to happen while witnessing the event in entirety and without attempted intervention. Iowa they guard the door from any security help for EXIM agent.
🔼Honolulu police department threatens arrest of victim/ political target if they do not comply and fill out police report verbatim as dictated from police and then force victim to afford huge expense of unnecessary medical team.
🔼Hawaii Hospital attempted to extort relatives of adult  victim/ political target for payment of hospital bills.( extortion of other adult legal entities after obtaini g private contact information.)
Additionally hospital wanted life insurance policy of victim in full upon Emergency Room admission.
🔼🔼🔼🔼Victim is left out of investigative process and plaintiff is left to walk despite attempted felony offense of murder. 🔼🔼🔼🔼

✈Security officer has access to flight information of EXIM target arriving in Hawaii.

✈EXIM target is contacted prior to arrival in Hawaii by security officer & law enforcement.

✈🚅🚗Hawaii police/feds/law enforcement contact other organized crime groups in Hawaii to participate in harming EXIM agent/representative.

✈🚅🚗Further coercion of EXIM agent by HPD and connected individuals who stalk/ Entrap EXIM agent to be arrested if leaving Hawaii State to attend business matters.

✈🚨Social devastation and humiliation of female EXIM agent in front of international community through being forced out of legitimate work and steered towards strip clubs and coercion by local pimps and Madame who have legitimate contacts and properties in the Honolulu Community.

Local Hawaii State Residents approach:
Because Hawaii is a diverse community, many able bodied residents expect money to speak louder than anything. They want fast money constantly and use people, tourists, incoming business people as a means to their financial end to maintain life outside their otherwise legitimate means including security clearances.

There is immense sexism and high disrespect of professional women from outside of Hawaii.
USA Strip clubs would often enable a woman to afford to leave the island. They do not actually enforce the liquor commission laws and do not care the emotional and psychological damage that women who are trapped in Hawaii encur. Rather, it is a mix of drug afflicted American strip clubs, used to politically humiliate some women, and coerced prostitution due to punishment of the women rather than maintaining any sexual assault and harassment boundaries (not only in the strip clubs, but island wide in public & private)

Local Hawaii law enforcement supports of the local people who are anti-American and are involved in breaking Hawaii & US Federal laws that goes all the way to the court judges who attempt to enforce unconstitutional laws.

On the flip side, the law enforcement from the mainland and who are Caucasian, exhibit racist/ nationalistic bias due to EXIM agent/ business representative.

Drug Testing is a farce:-
In forming a company, the Hawaiian islands has educated me that the cocaine and drug use is hidden by both US military and local residents. This is due to the ease of paying off the drug labs in order to maintain their employment. Shipping employees from accounting to docks express the ease of life if they participate in drug use in the shipping & island industry. They claim it makes them trustworthy.

Court System
I have had issues with federal security secret service agent divulging my family connections to the Hawaii Organized Crime families. Near 2013  the US military prompted me with security to file a Temporary Restraining Order. Over 6 months the secret service agent fought the TRO due to employment conflict. In that 6 months the secret service agent filed lawsuit against my attorney for a name change when she married. Hawaii State family court judge refused to close the TRO unless I signed an unconstitutional document against my 1st amendment rights as an American born citizen.
Due to the severity of the Secret Service agent and financial devastation caused without reparations paid to me;- Hawaii State, its law enforcement and international organized crime forced me to be completely indigent. I have mostly survived from assistance of those from the East Coast USA.  I was no longer function as a decent Japanese woman due to the security conflict they caused collectively, starting 2009. My 1st call to police in May 2009.
Instead they have pushed me to the fringe where I undergo unwanted daily assaults in order to make minimal payments for my bills and food.
The open social humiliation has angered some in the Japanese Navy and other business and military who know my relation to modern Japan. They have made it clear to me, and as a result of other intervention I have been physically  attacked by others at the last places I have had to make money with some safety on Oahu without being forced off grid into Honolulu prostitution, which is illegal and intensely damaging to any EXIM position in future.

It is not that I survive to anger my family. I survive and Hawaii enjoys to humiliate me and try to force me into other unsuitable social/ political relationship with its legitimized crime members or those too inept to allow me to regain any EXIM business standing as I once acted as Expeditor as a step to my future role.
Since Donald Trump has been elected, and the most recent events since March 1st 2017;- I do not have secure basic housing that is clear of known biological agents.
Rules: maintain visual contact, etc...still hold since 2015 warning about attacks on my life from USA or Asia to affect the future EXIM politics.

The maturity of those around me in general public lends itself to elementary school politics rather than suitable business contacts. Hawaii state actually does not create a positive environment that I require for EXIM for me to live in any capacity.
It is known that my more engaged relatives are pushing to end Human trafficking in EXIM at a high level to protect Shipping liabilities due to terrorist concerns. Hawaii State and its private individuals have shown me they collectively refuse to participate at this level to prevent acts of  terrorism & prevent import or export of weapons of mass destruction.

I strongly believe that the old Hawaii State way of doing things has created numerous bad habits that are terrorist concerns. Despite my love of freedom of association, employing an independent  U.N. police force and some military force with immigration may assist in reducing terrorist threats and weapons of mass destruction from exit or entry through Hawaii State. Additionally suitable housing structure or accountability for the large number of homeless or displaced people due to biological agents in their homes who camp in tent communities near the shipping docks.

Mk Uktra - Pennsylvania

In reflection, it seems that my parents attorneys, our family doctors, definately the pastor who initially baptized my brother and I, basically conspired against my life at all critical levels. However, there seems to be no definition of the crimes that they committed against me to report for MK Ultra style torture. 

This USA based Pennsylvania, NY, and Canada operation went well beyond the bounds of simple child abuse, international human rights violations, and normal legal conspiracy.

MK Ultra style in Pennsylvania --:

The Pennsylvania State laws failed me as a dual citizen of Japan(jus Sanguis) and USA. United Nations regulations (they say) did not apply prior to Japan joining the UNited Nations.

•Pennsyvania State laws that women are legally treated like livestock 1974-2014

•Pennsylvania State laws allow corporal punishment & included minors.

My parents were trained by their attorney and friends to behave more like drug addicts who don't care for their own children. I'm very certain my father was  my handler most of my child hood. And that he was responsible for the kitten alter.

My parents had little to no concern my health care and well being for most of my life. this includes a trip to the doctor where I had thought I was a ninja and had several razor blades shoved into the roof of my mouth as a child. They only noticed after it seemed that I refused to eat food after a couple days. When they forced my mouth open, they discovered the razor blades I had hidden, playing ninja.

I had several repeat childhood elementary school dreams that I found out resemble Marine Corps training drills problems by age 9 this Alter door was open to an empty room with a 45angle on the standing slope, several armed soldiers entering with fully auto machine guns to shoot at me. I was frequently "divergent" in this exercise that lasted many years until I discovered a solution.

I additionally grew up in dream world learning kendo from my Ogesan, in a mental dojo accessed through an Alice altar door.

DHS? listening to Prior phone calls

Can hear DHS & man listening to recordings of my previous phone converstion with my friend/landlord who I live with. In Waikiki. They're on the sidewalk or nearby.
Super invasive and annoying.
Looks like a nightmare. 
Feels like they're going to kill me.

Reason I have not spoken about MK Stargate

Though I cannot prove that there is any correlation to the MK Ultra or MK Search & Stargate programs run by the CIA to my life;- I can list several "coincidences" amidst the flurry of attacks that my parents and I are aware of upon my life directly in the USA. My parents have, for many years, encouraged to sue me and complicate my life so that I cannot find work by the participating organization

Dual Nationalities, Pennsylvania women are cattle legalities, Easy access by programmers till 2009+

• I & my brother were born a dual-national of Japan & USA
• My mother was a Japanese National citizen at the time of my birth and did not become a USA citizen until well after Japanese Nationality jus sanguis requirements changed in 1986. 
• My father was USAF OSI warrant officer for a 4 year enlistment with ATS (Above Top Secret) clearance. He was not declassified until 2001.
• My mother's family still today are Japanese Nationalists with involvement in Japanese National Security. To my knowledge, my mother was not issued a Diplomatic Passport for appearances of any peaceful mission to the USA post Hiroshima. In fact, while attempting to obtain my mother's records with parental permission for SBA use;- the DHS claimed no knowledge of my mother in the USA database.
• I grew up, to my memory, in Rural Quakertown, PA in Richlandtownship
• Our multigenerational family home was located appx 1.2 miles from the Rosacrucians Ceremonial Grounds on Clymer Road.
• For my higher education at age 17, I was sent to Ithaca, NY and my parents had no legal requirement to remain present in my life after my 18th Birthday. I was sexually assaulted frequently at the private College "Experimental Co-ed  dormitory" before my 18th birthday. I was relocated late into my 2nd semester to a normal dormitory. I also had to beg for my parents to intervene as I became extremely ill on the dining hall food. My "alice" vigilante altar manifested as I formed an Animal Rights organization on the Campus. It took me over 7 years to complete my undergraduate degree at the College. Due to poor grades I was unable to transfer to any other institution to get away from the situation. In contrast to Ithaca, I was able to achieve a 3.86-4.0 for coursework in the Western Conference Universities 1996 & 2004.
• 1993-10/1996 My college boyfriend I met in Music school, was D.R. Hauptli and I broke up despite most people expecting us to marry. 
• 10/26/1996 - My suicide programming took hold at an animal rights protest as non-violent action, a friend saved my life and my body from being critically damaged.
• 10/30/1996 Still on crutches from the suicide programming trauma, I met my partner/boyfriend for the next 9 years. Over the holidays introduced me to his business family which included several Clinton Boys and threatened to kill me if I left the relationship, due to the security of his business family identity. Some of his friends included owners of American heritage type business families and Founding family member of USA based private security company.
• 1999-2000 was taken to Sarasota, Florida where I met late Joe Elkes, M.D. while I lived with Sally Lucke for a brief time prior to working for 2 different companies & directly for original founder of Peoplesoft.   
•  8/2000 - I returned to Quakertown, PA and taught piano for 2-3 years in Doylestown, PA and Central/Lower Bucks county as well as commuting to Ithaca, NY where I had a home & worked with my partner/ boyfriend.
• 200I had for most of our relationship till the company was founded. He controlled all of my money, and did not have my financial best interest in mind. It took me until 2007 to leave him.
• 12/2002 - Abducted by Todd Hawthorne of Oregon & Tina Kim - Locked in basement at the home of Tina Kim then a WB17 news reporter with ties to North Korea.
• 1/2007- 3/2007 trip/stays @ Washington, DC, Langley, Va, and Baie Finn, ON, CA. - this was official split from my 9 year relationship.
• 1/2005 -2/2005 - Trip to Thailand with K. Gesslein - Business recon after Tsunami 
• 5/2005  - Death of my brother @ 27.  "suicide programming" forced by his Valley Precision employer/owner directly connected to the Rosacrucians.
• 2006 - Buckingham, PA - Abducted by James Brasted & Knight Engineering @ Ernie Knight's empty apt for appx 1week, I was subsequently stalked and harassed under death threat.Police rescued me/ intervened but did not pursue charges. I had been hired to work for the engineering office through a Doylestown, PA based temporary agency. I was later abducted by the employer and assaulted repeatedly aside from the engineer who lost his mind spilling his guts for faulty drainage plans & payoff from Toll Brothers that in total compromise the Delaware Dam integrity. 
• late 2005/06 - returned to Ithaca, NY with assistance from Tibetan govt. in exile.
• 2/2009 -  

Viewpoint: Piano performances

 repost from July 24, 2011performerspiano.com by Angela M. Kneale

"performers-reality-groundrules"

Where can you find a guide to "ground rules" of being a pianist? Do audiences today and interested persons have any idea of how difficult the actual work is to arrange a song, write a show, improvise to the atmosphere, or even accompany someone on a demanding duo? And then, most people take pianists to be inept business people and "too nice" so they will often times, in person, jerk you around with the conditions of your participation. Once a collegue of mine at a non-profit school (who hated me and was a female over 300lbs heavier than me) tried forcing me to play a show without paying me a deposit for my time. She even left a twenty dollar check from someone I never met on the floor for me to pick up behind her. Needless to say, I showed up to the event and asked her for the deposit check (a minimum of $130 for back then) and she said no she didn't have money for me from any of her 40 students. I walked out refusing to play since they were prepared with a boom box and recordings they were familiar with. Mind that there was no rehearsal. Alot of people, even collegues will try to bend you out of shape by soaking your time and running you into poverty when you could work on something more financially solid or even fun.  If they aren't your favorite person, don't do it. I had a collegue violinist then of the Philadelphia Orchestra who brought a technically demanding, modern and rare piano accompaniment to me just for fun. We rehearsed it within a week. After the rehearsal she said to me "I gave this to you because I knew you could do it faster than anyone." I was happy to take the compliment and hear the piece aloud for the first time. Unless the person is appreciating your music and artistry, make sure you impress that you work for pay and aren't the "minority" to be walked all over. The general public doesn't "appreciate" (depreciates) such things unless they invest in it. If so, leave and find better people who will appreciate your musicianship.
Here are some general guidelines that the average Classical music professional follows as soloist:
allow minimum of 3 months time to book:

• Piano concert (for some musicians up to 1 year) $3000+ per concert
• Live music for a Wedding and commisioned Wedding march ($250 to $6000 average-- Special:                                   if you want a celebrity like Elton John you'll need much much more!)
• Background music for Parties of 1.5hrs to 3 hrs max ($250-$600+)
• Accompanist for an entire Broadway show already written (price varies- compare to accompanist price below)
• Professional commissioned works range from $500-$16000+ on average (for 1min to 25 min. of music)

One week to 3 months

• Accompanist Pianist- $130  to $500 per song/piece - 1 rehersal plus performance 
• Soloist Pianist- $50- $100+ per classical solo piano  piece (ie., at a church service)
• Piano Instructor- $20 to $500/hr - Many good studios and schools expect a student to pay tuition and commit for a Quarter up front. This spares the instructor accountant fees and the student, wasted lesson time to collect funds rather than learn. Usually @ $20 the student and/or teacher are still trying to memorize where the keys are on the instrument. $100+ is a teacher more dedicated to creating a high quality recording artist or live performer. 

Note: The above rates are not meant to be non-profit rates, where schools typically use your name/talent for a profit for themselves entirely.  Non-profit schools are financially worse to join than being a church musician. Church musicians have some financial exceptions in the United States. Concerts given at churches are usually supported by a "cover charge" ranging from $5 to $50+ for the evening's concert.
And, as an accompanist, don't feel "bad" for your vocalist. They can pay you. Vocal coach/teachers today charge on between $50 to $500/hr. Any decent recording quality professional vocal teacher/coach will be $200+.

New Tohoku Community

Just from my dreams and my ideas without any computer simulation;- The idea for a new coastal Tohoku community is different concept than normal home building.
Each of the coastal home's & office buildings are built to add security to buildings further inland in the event of another Tsunami. The larger buildings should have a concave wall that locks up with pressure facing potential wave direction to absorb more of the wave energy. I don't imagine anyone building a reinforced, concave, drystone wall over 22 meters that can withstand a tsunami wave. The harder the wave pushes on such a wall, if anchored correctly;- the wall should create force that holds the wave back for even up to 5 min. However, the use of Flat walls is not absorbing or deflecting any wave energy to make significant impact.

• Features of new homes/offices (inner temporary wave container of space):
•   2 -3 meter wide staircase up to 10'.
•  There is a upstairs landing area that is another 2.5-3 meters
•  1-2 meter wide walks off the landing
•  banisters on each side of the staircase
•  The ceiling height of this interior wave container reaches up to 4.5 meters
•   The construction of the rear wall (perpendicular to shoreline) is thicker and more sturdy to withstand a water fill of the inner wave container.
• Part of the idea is to build & stagger homes to slow down a Tsunami wave by creating interior building and exterior pockets.

The pockets are created by allowing water to enter homes or office buildings that have an interior vault with a reinforced rear wall. Of course there is no guarantee that the sides of the structure will keep integrity.  The concept is to make an initial minimal 3-5% impact in decreasing wave strength. One of the noted instances in the Tohoku tsunami is that the buildings were obstacles that did not allow for water flow through them. This allowed the wave to push and use the building mass to level other
existing structures further in the wave path.
It is counter-intuitive, to allow water damage through building openings.
However, I think that it can be used in some small sense to allow for a decrease in wave strenght.
And, for larger buildings to collapse from interior water pressure and changing wave direction before the building is shoved like a bulldozer.

The other issue is the amount of water receding and the possibility of survivors from first instance of flooding. The time/length of the tsunami pushing through may be a matter of an hour or so. Having a reasonable anchor position with a purified air tank & where there is less debris would potentially enable survival even with black-out from wave pressure. It may be a ridiculous investment.
However, with certain loss of building structures in large tsunami waves;- even a small percentage change in wave strength and temporary re-direction or disruption due to staggered building structures that capture water (with front doors and windows that collapse inward at a certain pressure) may create time for survivors further inland.

Spirituality; Thinking of Grain

If one approaches eating from a spiritual and/ or ethical point of view, eating grain, eating animals, and eating fruit & root crops are the top three contenders for spiritual reflection.

Most of modern civilization came into being from the incorporation of grain that was grown through agriculture. The pyramid building Egyptians initiated the circle of slavery enforce while they indulged themselves on breads and grain based foods more than any other previously known society.

The Olympians, had a diet of mineral drink (from ash), grains, and veggies too. The incorporation of grain into the human diet early on in human history is spiritually attached to the development and implementation of human slaves. This human slave mentality has evolved over thousands of years to include the manipulation of the grain to what we now call Genetically Modified (GMO), This recent manipulation of the grain causes health issues in worker slaves. Worker slaves are those we consider normal and not existing as the slaves referred to in brutal ancient Egypt. 

Attuning ourselves with foods that are not vibrating on this plane with millenniums of slave energy is possibly a way to steer clear of the spiritual manipulation of the human race. This is regardless of the particular qualities of God that one believes in. Like frequency with like frequency;- 

• the spirituality of grain is seated in slave labor
• to eat grain is to attract the frequency of slave labor to ones self
• not eating grain is in exit to the mentality of being in the circle of slavery

Eating Grain-Fed Animals

As the Mystic Bruno Groening said, "you don't know what kind of souls animals have within them." It is not fair to the souls who inhabit animal bodies that humans employ them for human concerns.

From perspective of spiritual well being on the planet;- The number of slaves on earth has a set of fibonacci numbers that pervades all species and has grown like a cancer. It is similar to the collateral damage of the meat industry and the environmental atrocities that are attached. However, it is about the slave mindset that the human race has imposed on the planet and it is out of control. This isn't just a matter of it being immoral to kill another being, human or otherwise. This isn't about survival as in early paleolithic humans or Ghengas Khan's women hunters killing one wooly mammoth or an elephant to feed 900 people (a small army). 

Eating an animal, particularly one raised in captivity and fed with grain (GMO) as well as BGH and other particulars is the magnified embodiment of humanity's need to express control over another being while in the circle of slavery. It is not logically motivated to sustain life as we are seeing with the population growth of humans on the planet.  It is a spiritual sickness of cruelty that has enslaved many, many souls. The act of eating any modern meat is a spiritual Communion of Cruelty.

Eating Fruits & Rootcrops

In respect for the bodies of plants, and any souls their physical structures may contain, eating fruits and roots are the children and very life of those plants. They are frequently the most starchy or carbohydrate drenched foods when ripened to capacity. The fruit that falls to the ground has micro-organisms which grow and infuse the soil with their energy. These things are necessary for the groves to thrive. And, obviously taking the root of the plant in entirety;- such as a potato or sweet potato or the Taro is immediate death of the plant. This is a sensitive matter especially when the micro-organisms that fertilize the soil and interact on the microscopic level are deeply affected. It in fact effects the entire ecosystem and has a long term impact also affecting the aerial pollinators as well as other organisms living in the soil. It seems most humans have spiritually distanced themselves from dirt, soil, and earth itself as containing multiple instances of spiritual beings that exist as a spiritual community. This community of the Earth soil itself is networked well beyond human population numbers.  

No Japanese language to select to receive email

So, someone hacked my settings and rerouted things. However, I can't receive Email in Japanese.

Japanese is not even a choice. It was so faint in the lightest grey. I found it This is like another death threat sent to me, among many.

Death Threats that Included a Chinese-Hawaiian Navy Seal Trainer in Ninjitsu.

I guess Google thinks WW3 is better than peace.

New Death Threat-

Today I got a verbal death threat from someone dressed as a Military personnel, in Camo.
They told me they'll kill me just to make sure Japan is on the US side.
Security Agreements like this, after my Ex USAF OSI father called me & told me he has hated me since I was born yesterday. Apparently;- The USAF had some other intention when they brought my mother to the USA (or as my mom's sister claims:- USAF trafficked my mother to the USA.)
At Valkenburgh Rd. near Pearl Harbor,  I don't take this as a good start to April Fool's day

USA vs. Japan my world...new year 2012

The martial arts instructor, primarily E. Li or S Kai Li or Yoshiaki Li (kendo), told me at the onset of my arrival in Hawaii that he won't work for anyone. Since he has many connections to US law enforcement up to the international level also felt he is doing his duty by "training" me and that because of my relations in Japan, he has every right to take away everything from me including my life.
He &/or his Family & students in Hawaii from various dojo's where he teaches has already taken away most things that I purchased or has plans to take them away. At the onset, he destroyed my business potential in Hawaii at his mother's instruction. I have endured 3 years in Hawaii where he and his collegues, students, and friends have only damaged my life.
He has done so will full knowledge and intent to hurt me, any of my overseas Japanese relatives, and to make his own political statement about how women should be treated in Hawaii. He has done this primarily because of my relation to my Uncle Yoshitomo.

A short Letter I sent to Amnesty International USA

This I wrote, as things are so bad here for me at this point, primarily on behalf of my mother and myself. My mother was a Japanese Citizen at the time, and I know that my Japanese relatives have disputed my U.S. nationality as a result of how we are treated here in the USA. I am still being discriminated against heavily while I stay in Ithaca, NY. My rights are no respected and I still have no defense. My mother's family in Japan is also involved with decision makers in Japanese Government and some people like my Aunt have access to high level govt. information. Due to the Patriot Act revisions we can no longer communicate with our Japanese relatives.
The brief letter I sent to Amnesty International USA is as follows:


Over the course of a lifetime: 1970My still then, Japanese mother gave birth to my older sister and was told by the nurses at Quakertown Hospital that, "You don't deserve to have a child." My sister died at the Quakertown Hospital and her body is buried near Philadelphia. There was nothing that my parent's could do about it. 1980's I was a child and was informed by my mother about racism. Nearly every day at elementary school, I was grabbed by my hair by a group of girls and thrown to the ground and kicked and beaten at recess (with teachers watching nearby). Aside from experiencing regular name calling,"Brownie, Chink, etc." I was also put down by my teachers at school for my race. When my mom showed up to teach kids about Japanese culture;- the beatings I experienced at school for being "the wrong kind" worsened for me.This lasted through till Junior High school. Church during these years was worse as I was perceived as being "an abomination" by God's word and Pastor Landis because I am of mixed-race and national origin.
1990's Quakertown Community High School People I knew at school became involved in Born Again Christian movement and KKK meetings and concerts. I had very few friends and was still one of 2 non-caucasian people in the entire school. My history /U.S. Cultures teacher (Mr. Pfeiffer) compared me to a 3 tier Latrine photo posted on the bulliten board in front of the class. He screamed "Those/You Japs" at me frequently when covering Pearl Harbor and Hiroshima from the U.S. perspective; - making my classmates laugh at me. Though he is also avidly anti-semetic.There were regular fights at the small Quakertown Movie Theater then between Skinheads and Non Skinheads most Friday nights.2000 I returned after completing college. And, fell under attack by local KKK people. They broke into my car, harassed not only me but my then living younger brother (now deceased). I was targeted by an engineering dept. in Buckingham and locked in a apartment and raped repeatedly until I managed a 9-1-1 call on a nearly dead cell phone.Between 2000 and 2007 I was stalked, harassed, locked in 2 apartments and raped, received death threats, found German knives outside my window at my parents' house. Police would follow me from business meetings and stop me on back country roads (difficult) and harass me. Police would follow me once I got off the turnpike exit and follow me to my parents' house where I reside. Investigators refused to investigate the rape incidents claiming it "out of their jurisdiction" and the advocacy outreach refused to see me because I'm a minority woman who is non-white.Upon my brother's death, when the police arrived, they Chased me and even the 1 minority female officer said that "I'd better run outta there (my home) because I'm a half-breed and there isn't anyone who's going to help me there." After my brother's death I was stalked and raped. I knew a Chinese woman who owned substantial business and has a family, she told me re: her own sexual harassment problems that "the Judge said that Asian women are here for men to have sex with in Bucks County." She also advised me to leave. Shortly after she sold her business and left the area. There is alot more racial profiling that happened due to people using my brother and the monies that the lawyers received for the problems. My brother is dead and nothing and noone will ever replace him. He was my best friend.
In 2007 I was forced to leave my Parent's home in Quakertown, PA without money or shelter. An Amnesty family (also Tibetan) helped me for a few months to relocate. Since I left their care I have had more problems with men ( I am a repeat rape victim ) and my Japanese family memebers cannot send financial help because of their involvement in Japanese government and the new restrictions in the Patriot act. My Japanese Family communicated to me that they think that my life is "as good as dead" in the next years. There has been concern about my nationality, which I cannot resolve because my mother was a Japanese citizen at the time that I was born. If I had to choose a nation today because by Japanese law I cannot be a dual-citizen, Today I would choose to be Japanese.
I need help. I have so much more to tell that I can't even begin to express. I have been attacked by many people on the East Coast because they rarely see Popular Japanese faces.
I am 33 yrs. old today. My mother faces discrimination against her and her disability due to cancer by the State of PA. I personally have been made an example to my piano students and their families who are also "East-West" families or other minorities to Bucks County.
My life is nothing but sadness.The help I need is tremendous to repair respect to me and my Japanese family.