American concept of "home"

Experiential learning has transcended typical rural boundaries online. A man who returned to land from RIMPAC drills said to me;-  "no it's just that we miss home." He said that in response to  My dismay with the "white girl" syndrome From white USA soldiers returning. So, this USA soil mindset is that USA Homeland is to be most supportive of white women. This man returns and only wants to support white women after being abroad, despite other attractive American women of other racial descent being single and available. Reinforced by the RIMPAC drills having people of different races and countries that weren't white, so a white mindset  in the USA who "isn't white" doesn't belong. And, that other races in the USA should support this idea to make as reality. This is aside from the fact that there are European countries with White people. 

So understanding that this is a common definition of what Americans call home;- why should I do anything to support their version of home that moves to exclude me and threaten my "no -white" American life. 

I am grateful for the verbal exchange, however;- it lends itself to a capitalist way of thinking of the world that favours propagation of only all white/Caucasian families. As my siblings have already been murdered by USA racists & racism, it is an understanding that those of us who are not white are merely an American grounded cat's paw reaching into foreign nations. 

Why USA soldiers don't embrace the diversity of the USA Homeland is detrimental to my future, even without my having made an EXIM attempt for the USA that I am pondering today. 

I've even had this type of conversation with sailors/soldiers of other nations. They see the USA men/soldiers dock and leave bases in segregated groups based on race. They find it astonishing that the sailors all run the same ship yet seem to have an intense hatred for each other by race, by USA locales, when departing for R&R. 

It is a ridiculous notion for me to continue to tolerate, as a minority and mixed race and nationality female in the USA. My tasks are only compounded by problems that the USA has made clear are based in Nationality first. Clearly I'm merely a cat's paw and pawn to the USA, and some days I am no one, and others thee USA fears their own hurting me as I can also be a great liability to the USA. There is no consistency that makes for a stable life and business platform for me to remain living, especially in the USA.

Asia Unite, Asia Balance

About Time.

USA Security Measures Failed

The United States of America prohibited my American identity from having any indication of Asian nationality. This posed a huge problem once the Patriot Act was implemented. Those who are more racist, as we know now with the racially charged speeches of presidential candidate Donald Trump. The immediate issue that was caused was those outside our small and very racist caucasian community of 3000 people accusing my brother and I of being terrorists.
This is despite attending elementary school, middle school, and high school in our other Home country of the United States.

They killed my brother in conjunction with the publication of photos of murdered terrorists in the Gentleman's Quarterly magazine in 2005. My life was constantly threatened, attacked, abducted, and assaulted by police as well as federal agents in Pennsylvania. I left and found some refuge in Ithaca, NY until I was told they tried to burn down my newly started piano studio. They missed and burned down the Ithaca Ballet Studio that was in the adjacent building.

Semi-auto addicted Cops on Sunday Morning

3+ years of Police Harassment in Bucks County, Pennsylvania
For the handful of years I tried to stay with my parents after college graduation, I was harassed frequently by officers of the Richlandtown and Quakertown Police Department. This particulary worsened @ 2002-2005 when they would arrive and start shooting semi-automatic weapons on Sunday mornings in our family field. Later they would harass me pulling me over on the country roads. They also forced my parents to throw me out without most of my piano studio belongings, or clothes. I was also abducted 2x between 2002 and 2006. They threated to arrest me when I attempted to obtain records for court, they said I wasn't white, wasn't a land owner, and was a mongrel dog to them.
They did on occasion escort me to my parent's home, allow me to put some things into a storage unit which was broken into.

Hawaii needs to end sex trafficking

The Old Hawaii needs to grow up into the Western world. The local born crowd revels in the decadent trades and human trafficking as a secondary source of income. It is also way they can import and export terrorism to promote the old idea that Hawaii is not a part of the United States. That is in addition to their sale of children to foreign countries, kids who run off to the mainland with pimps, & women forced into the sex trade where there is a continual massive slippery slope of blackmail.
Those in the human labor "industry" sometimes gain outside financial support from undefined Muslim business interests. While the same women are prostitutes for the US military that resides in Hawaii, the local law enforcement virtually gives them free reign by having a blind eye to these trafficked workers to physically attack other women and families. Maybe in comparison to mainland USA, there should be a wider definition of prostitution. I have heard stories from Bar owners who have received fines for their Hostesses being engaged in prostitution. This was frequently due to undercover officers propositioning women in their establishments for prostitution. The frequency of men propositioning women for prostitution or sex in any Hawaii public location is very high. It is unlike the Mainland USA where prostitution

The maturity of both military and non-military officers and housewives who participate in the Hawaii and Transient Vegas sex worker industry is a gateway for human trafficking to remain enabled in the Hawaiian islands.

I feel redundant saying this and personally feel it may make some matters worse. if Hawaii state and City of Honolulu were to shut down most exotic dancer clubs and hostess bars;- it would put an immediate end to the above ground use and crimes against dancers and other women who prostitute out of the hostess clubs. 

From my personal experience, corrupt law enforcement is able to take money from women in the industry and use it directly against the women's domestic violence support attorneys and social workers.

 It is self defeating for Hawaii to keep so many hostess bars open, since most of the same women are in circulation and supposedly own homes elsewhere in the United States, take up to 10k to foreign countries they are from, or are trying to pay legal or hospital bills from Domestic Violence issues and stalkers and having to move off island.

38th Floor, Light Orb anomaly

July 30, 2016 between 10pm (22:00) - 10:15pm (22:15) High frequency tone that I found irritating, same frequency I normally hear around installed alarms. The HF tone lasted for over five minutes with a loud gurgling sound coming from the Wall area of the A/C and bathroom sink (similar to an old heater). Only the hall & bathroom light was on. Near 10:15pm (22:15) There was a strong  flash of light about 2.5' in diameter that happened about a 1.5' from the lamp by the window . Then, nothing except for a smaller orb with dark matter around it 6 inches down from the corner of the wall/partition meeting the foyer by the A/C.  I thought maybe it was an electrical surge coming from the outlet box another 4.5' diagonal from the lampshade, and checked to see if the light bulb blew at the Lamp by the window. The light turned on and the bulb is in working condition.

Omedatou Okinawa!!!

Here in Hawaii, I go to night clubs somewhat regular. It isn't what I expect most days. Former US military and Hawaii syndicate members talk to me about the days when their pockets were full. How they used to carry over USD 25k in Tokyo to party and schmooze and mingle. Some are upset and don't like life now without the money. They complain to me, as I listen. I definitely have been 

Pushed to the limits of "indigent ethnicity"  and especially in Hawaii. That is despite being schooled on the mainland east coast. 

I just texted an ex- US marine, commodities broker about how I'm happy about the Okinawa land return today. Since February, I've met 2 UsMc higher ups. One who travels to Japan frequently and a Hawaiian surfer friend introduced me to him the morning of the 5marine memorial @ north shore. He talked about toothpaste spit on his mirror over lunch. A lunch I wanted to remove myself from in entirety. Other was a colonel who I met out one night, and whose Pentagon  buddies from the Irish rose pub harassed me (worse than a prostitute) in subsequent months till July 4th, 2016.

War warning

There will no longer be information or warning for any War actions against Asian or American nations, that can cause disaster to civilian populations. 

Visit to temple

I visit the temple at Byodo-In in Hawaii. 

There are many American tourists many who seem to be Latino who are sporting biceps with Christian tattoos while holding their cameras.  I heard some are say that the temple exists so they can find hookers and run hookers. One of them is a large African-American man. I hear one saying, that one's a hooker and that one there. He seems to be pointing out the Asian women. I'm horrified that this is what temple means to the non-Asian American men. 

After making a small donation, I light incense. And find a place to sit and meditate. A fat Caucasian woman moves the long bench I am sitting on in the Buddha room to adjust her sock. Then she turns around to sit.

There is no introduction room or anything for this temple structure. It seems to have little spiritual value to those around me. One Asian parent prostrated in front of Buddha. She tries to have them bow. The parent's children ask why he needs to pray to Buddha in English. 

I feel more violates than relieved to come to this "sanctuary" as it provides no sanctuary to me. 

I think of Buddhas animals as I continue meditate, and how they each have a place in Buddhas' kingdom. Then I think of the tourists. I try to internalize the outrage and anger I have found in this visit to temple.

American thieves

Allow America, the USA, to steal so much from itself that America, the USA, never recovers from their losses.

Xin Wo Tun

Raw water hits Haleiwa

Post Tropical storm Darby, just before noon Hawaii Time. 2 dead fish were being churned in a 3sq. Ft part of the water at the shore. Certain more marine life perished, Raw water reaches the North Shore beaches after lifeguards warned beach goers to get out of the water if they have any open wounds. 

One snorkeler was seen at the brown edge of the raw water face down in a full wetsuit.

Hole argument is triangulation

Triangulate and change direction for Seismic Arial triangualtion 

links: Earthquake + arial triangulation

Triangulate and change direction

Hole argument is triangulation

Triangulate and change direction  triangualtion links: Earthquake + arial triangulation

Triangulate and change direction

Pole shift

What if all the fish died so humans could use their oils to fill their own cells maximize density to prepare for disaster.

The idea of a mathematical philosophical hole i.e. A cube with a mathematical hole path/tube  is the very concept of free will. 

Glyph a metallic entity without definitive biological DNA yet a metal/semi-solid is a being who is elemental- elements being like the primary colors of biological life structures.

Collapse of economy : toss thought

Reminder;- Do the thinking, do The mental work.

So how long is it going to take for everything to collapse.? All of the bad things that good people used to do, to keep everybody going but no one else was willing to do, are Now somewhat common place. 

When they passed the first laws to make made marijuana sales legal several million came out of the woodwork. It's turned into a projected 23billion by 2019. However those are not multimillion dollar companies who are going to return the dollars to the workforce in force. Or will they?

Even in Hawaii where Pakalolo is the #1 cash crop to pay off the $110k/acre agricultural land overhead;- there are still "drug" dealers at the strip clubs selling it, if not stripping through this decade.

Even back in 1999-2000 it was a better idea for Americans to simply grow their own marajuana at home. However, marajuana is restricted to those with medical marajuana cards. And, one doctor was reprimanded by his professional community for issuing over 500 cards within a years time. Clearly prohibition will be on growing at home.

I suspect the pharmaceutical industry already is making deals to buy up or supply the small local dispensaries. It's clear they already have teams dedicated to defeating naive newcomers by hacking and monitoring all competitive online actions, up to submitting a dispensary application to the state online. Hawaii of course being home to the GMO GIANT. This can total out the actual dispensary applications made by more normal citizens who want to live the dream.

Making marajuana an easy industry giant overnight is no issue. Keeping farming practices and seeds in the hands of the public may become an increasingly difficult as the laws will change to accommodate the mainstream industry.

Right now, They aren't sure if it's $10k out or $20k out per household they are loosing to the marajuana black market. That is to say the banks & credit card industry. Or maybe someone just takes this as a small portion of their equity line of credit. 

Block the crazy, the chronic laughter, they are doing the numbers and some more than special unwarranted surveillance.

 

Mark of the Beast

Definately ready for sporting the mark of the beast. No one should need to take personal information.

Soft Adieu Four Seasons!,, need a new plan

My dream last night Fred and I were at the Four Seasons. He used to tell me he liked to go downstairs and wait in the lobby to see who was around, before going upstairs. 

I got to tears when I read it's closing just barely an hour ago. 

That's after my yesterday;- I enrolled in the Unbeatable Mind academy. Everyone scrapping with me because of the 4 letter EX-IM statement has well deteriorated the top notch entrepreneurial studies has worn down the positive thoughts. 

Today I realize;- I don't like the people anymore. At least my perspective has changed in 18 years. It's not that I don't like the money. One thing, I always like money. But, it's not even close to enough. I need very legitimate money, plenty of it, that does NOT compromise "the plan" in any way.

 And I think I actually should and need to like the people attached to it.  

My brother was bonded and carried over 100k at times. He was run off the road over 10 times and on his 13th car before he was what I consider to be a murder. He tried to be positive. The people he worked with were spiteful under every smile and laughed after he was killed.

Side note about Hawaii's Japanese:- 

The American mindset of legitimate Japan is definitely looser rated like backwoods rednecks. Definitely the Nazi mindset is of Hawaii plantation Japanese folks. They have the audacity to tell me I'm not Japanese enough because I don't have 2 Japanese parents. Regardless of my actual jus Sanguis Japanese nationality. So, Hawaii has made a comparable KKK version of the Japanese-Americans it has claimed as residents for 3-4 generations. It disgusts me.

IoW:- I don't think people abroad like contracted migrant farmworkers who complain about interment or racism.  As well as calling everyone else names, and berating, and mugging and hospitalizing foreign and domestic tourists. 

 

And then there is everyone else, every nation else. 

Bedtime mind cleanse

Reflection to clear my mind before bed:-

Maybe someday, I'll find people who can respect me on my terms. Till then, it is difficult if not impossible to accept a disrespectful friendship or partnership of any kind.

Month 2- nutrition list

Start month 2 today.

Viable civilian budget EXIM

$250k+ for basic licensing & security clearance 

$40k basic courses

$100k for viability towards the matter

Other expenses to set up actual company...$250k+ for first six months