Growing up Half Japanese: my mom's friends in PA

My mothers American born friends were the kinds of people who invited her to everything and their kids weddings and took huge amounts of money as gifts. They in turn never sent a birthday, congratulations, or any gift or showed up to my or my brother's graduation. They stole from us, mocked me and my brother, and were horrible in general. I seriously don't call that friendship.
My mother also afraid to call me for fear of my being killed by NA Illuminati types and or my father and his friends  ex- military or not.

ICE/DHS/

They have African American Navy employees &/or contractors stalking Asian women in Hawaii. recently Simone inroduced one to me and I learned a few days later that they are also involved in sex trafficking & extremely dangerous.

Eliminate all unnecessary apps on phone
🔼use tracking through phone apps
Also may run down battery due to open apps from remote hack (even i-phone)
🔼hack stored messages
🔼Track through phones of contact
🔼use other women to spy, follow, isolate their target

Banking Security issue USA

My - banking security issue

🔺Physical address in bank database ok

🔺Bank Teller requests new physical address to find out real residence = physical security threat

🔺Bank Teller creates issue with account to further flag my account. If not shut down account.

🔺 Bank calls to settle $2 difference created by teller. Instigates issue.

🔺Bank Teller = security threat due to supply of information at teller window

Grain free / Keto Japanese

Today craving Protein/mineral/oil-

1lb mung bean sprouts

7oz enoki mushroom

4-5tbsp soy sauce/tamari/aminos

1tbsp soy free earth balance

2tbsp sake

Melt margarine, then add sauce & sake, Stir fry 6-8min...leftovers 1/2 lb container for another day.

2days ago- Japanese Yasai & mung bean noodles with daikon konbu pickle.

Ingredients:

3oz Sake (sho chiku bai )

2oz Japanese plum cooking wine (to taste) 

4-5oz Soy sauce/tamari/liquid aminos

9 Donko (shiitake) - soaked 12hrs (save liquid)

Potatoes diced to 1/3" or eighths 

1small Kabocha cut to 1/3" cubes

4med organic carrots 1/3" pieces

3-4tbsp dry Nori

4 packs mung bean noodle dry (put in liquid after strained off cooked Yasai.)

Mix liquids sake, soy sauce, shiitake broth appx 1qt, leave plum wine to add to taste. Bring to boil. Add potato,carrots, Kabocha, shiitake and cook until slightly softened. Strain off  broth into 2qt casserole and add mung bean noodles to soak till soft. Add plum wine to taste. 

Once noodles are softened, mix noodles with Yasai. Add some of the liquid. Do not cook much more unless desire very soft noodles and Yasai.

Let cool and serve with sliced daikon-konbu pickles

Pali Entity & Orbs in daylight

Self painted rough illustration of Daytime Yellow orbs & magenta orb I saw at the Pali outlook.

Just a quick rough  illustration of what I saw at the Pali during Daylight. Later I learned that the entity who spoke with me was probably a Hawaiian Mo'o.  The energy was peaceful that day, however the wind was so strong I could lean back on my heels and it kept me from falling. The reddish orb was actually more magenta color and more floaty feel like a rainbow light intense deep magenta color cloud. The yellow orbs were over the walkway as well as beyond the railing and over the cliff floating. It was where I had previously seen Hawaiian warriors pushing each other during a pre-dawn darkness exploration at the Pali.

Japan:-USA MK Ultra Hawaii

The events of the past few months have put me in close quarters with an aryan US Marine Corps Colonel, who recently transplanted to Hawaii from the Pentagon. And, a practicing Krishna person who claims to be a victim of direct Rothschild gemstone programming in Oaklahoma, and approached me with hope to share knowledge of their family involvement in Aritchoke & Doormouse. I have to say it has been a grueling 3 months for me.
It's really difficult to try to exist for me here in Hawaii with the onslaught of MK program victims.
The Colonel, wouldn't communicate with me directly and instead took to hiding at least a handful of my personal belongings rather than returning them to me directly. Odd behavior for someone with a higher rank. The practicing Krishna is one of many who gaze onward at the Ford legacy. Both are mostly self motivated and not worldly motivated. Both have deeply insulted me as a woman of born Japanese nationality and descent. Both have admonished my Buddhist family history with repugnance of being equal to Satan worshipers. One deliberately placed dirty laundry over my Kalachakra (time Wheel or representation of OM in one glyph). The other again trying to force me into belonging to the Krishna cult and mindset (not the 1st time for ISKON in Hawaii).
I'm still lacking a safe home for myself as renting solo is extremely difficult, and is coupled with the plethora of Delta altar US military personnel and contractors, as well as the trained snipers and assassins that the USA MK Ultra Program has left on the Hawaiian islands. The islands seem to be a catch all for MK Ultra and related Mind Kontrol program victims whose families were promised some sanctuary for submitting their children (now encroaching on 50 years old). Most of the Mind Kontrol victims or participants I have met are approximately 50 years old, give or take a few years.

Some of them have definative altar changes and lack control and composure to stop and engage in a 2 way conversation. Others simply submerge themselves in their work at times, yet do not live normal family life and opt for partying daily on US military pay.

These programmed individuals do not claim responsibility for their actions. They do not show any remorse for their offensive actions. Rather, they make immediate attachment to the Rothschilds and the Military as excuse and refute their own individual freedoms as a form of denial. These people are very unlike those who are not programmed. Or, for those who were programmed and choose to make public through interviews the societal impact of the research that was conducted on them.

Regardless of any involvement my family may or may not have had. Most of the USA MK victims are quick to attach a "satanic" attribute to the program. They refuse to seperate the US military installation from the Rothschilds agenda.    They also remain defensive of their family members particularly if they feel that they have a "special"  or desirable European lineage that has potential to carry white Aryan (blonde hair, blue eyes, or light colored eyes & light hair as a dissapointing second). The use of India's Krishna religion is just one place where the tortured women reside, yet I am still uncertain if it is a choice or if it is the only religion that will give these women independent sanctuary and breeding partners (as it seems there are no marriages yet more "unfortunate children").

Seperate issue from the above and my living situation;- is that the USAF Stargate program is set to be a business and military industry standard acceptable conciousness (remote viewing & personal safety intuition) in 10-15 years.

 

Deconstruct the Modern American Kitchen Refrigerator

When, I mean when is Tiger  or Samsung  or GE going to design a refrigerator for people like me who need a hydroponic watering system to keep our fresh herbs and greens more live?

Vegilogi Specialty Products Needed;
3 types of singles refrigerators

• Vegan Live foods fridge with Hydroponic water system (with or without lights) for herbs and fresher greens, sprouting drawer/shelf, filtered water, seperate potato & root crop storage, no dairy storage, prepared salad pull out tray like a mini salad bar, and wine rack.  

i believe the following 2 would sell if designed properly;- 

• Beer & Power/Protein/Granola bar fridge - maybe hold 1-2 bottles of wine
• 2x Pizza boxes refrigerator or marinade ribs compartment with Beer & Powerbar storage with slush, ice & water dispenser, freezer bottle bar for vodka.

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Long gone are the days of the American frontier Iceblock cellar dug into the earth and stocked with
large natural icecubes that slowly melt underground through the summer months. The modern refrigerator and it's glorified  ice box companion has staked it's way throughout North America, in nearly every home x2 or x3.

 I visited my friends over the years, and made note of the refrigerators, size, number, and stock. Most of them are single. Only one or two people living at the residence. Most of them have at least 2 refrigerators (fridge/freezer combo) or one Fridge and 1 Freezer.  From the East Coast to Hawaii - The average healthier, astute, busy profesional single man over 30yrs. old generally keeps beer in the fridge, with granola bars or power/protein bars- low maintenance, that's it & eats out. By 40's - Some singles, who do eat in and make mixed drinks & coffee at home keep gallon juices, milk or creamer, leftover pizza, and sometimes bacon.
Those in 20's or 1-2 a ploace with men who train/ hit the gym regularly seem to keep a more rounded and healthier diet than their restraunt going elders-  includes large containers of perishing premix salad & untouched fruits and grillable paleo food and BEER. Maybe this is what the men in their 30's figure out that those in their 20's haven't. Find a way to eat the grillables at a friend or neighbor's cause they are single anyway.

They seemed unlike me, at times sharing 1 kitchen with 4-5 people where we divided the refrigerator into personal sections like specialty sections of a supermarket cooler.  Or, in my Upstate NY vegan days- cooking for 3-20 people for potlucks, or so everyone could share the kitchen to potluck. Due to the lack of space, fresh veggies and refrigeration items were usually purchased the day of, or the night before cooking or salad building needed to happen. That way we would seek out our best veggie source and hit up the local farmers market asap as a first choice for ingredients. Any veggies and fresh herbs that could be kept out, went in a partially filled & sturdy glass of water close to a window.


The problem of personal Home kitchens is a huge environmental, health, and  one in most American homes. I no longer believe every home needs a fridge or 2 just to keep beer and sugary drinks, or a full kitchen for that matter.

• Overuse of clean water to wash dishes & get really clean (no crud)
• Waste of Food/ food animals due to undesirable cooked meals 
• Continuous energy utilities use (appx $80/mo) in Hawaii to run refrigerator/freezer alone
• Complex cooking appliances to aid cooking - cooking isn't basic anymore
• use of mined metals increased
• Unsanitary homes - accumulation of mold on used dishes & in refrigerators 
• Contaminated foods stored in refrigerator affects all foods
• results in wasted pots, pans, appliances (fridge)
• metals are not meant to be like toilet paper
• Fat Squirrel syndrome; - Unnecessary stockpiling & consumption of food 
• it's not winter all year (in most places) 
• no need to hibernate
• Storage of high sugar & fatty sauces
• Medical costs due to poor diets
• Use of pharmeceuticals 

Green Paper - Private Shipping - Disaster Recovery vs. Old Grid living

my personal Notes: While going through some urbanesque (urban-like) survival, some environmental concerns do come to the forefront with Supply Chain. I want to see a less toxic personal home use supply chain that may succumb to extreme loss for a period of 80-100 years with global population growth.

For my private shipping Goals;- elimination of unnecessary weight in cargo
elimination of unnecessary product shipments while natural disasters ensue

Global Initiative Goal:  Make metals recycling of containers & appliances UNNECESSARY in public use.

Vegilogi's Goal: 
Eliminate use of metal cans & related mined materials for daily use food pantry item foods from the supply chain. Replace with least toxic storage option.

• Shorten Product warehouse storage time on daily pantry items - 
• Shorten Expiration and move product out of warehouse as "stock" mandatory 2 year minimum on warehouse stored product with 3.5-3.9 year total shelf life from production. 
• Reduce warehouse storage time on unnecessary food items such as Candies to holding stock for less than 1.5 years
• Increase warehouse storage facilities for survival goods in cans to 15+ years with more subsidies to warehouse canned food stocks.
• Shorten Product to Retail Purchase
• Change packaging for fish, meats, seafood, pet foods, soups - impress dehydrated foods as storage method. 
• Refocus on hydration supply to re-hydrate such foods - Hydrators.
• Can be interpreted as moving "healthy/ natural foods"
• Increase reuse incentive of plastic containers that house dry goods;- supplement powders, grains, dehydrated edible plant matter & other protein based nutritional sources.
• Promote shipment of personal water filtration bottles & reduce any canned hydration or recreational drink stocks.
• Reduce number of personal kitchens with pots, pans, and metal cooking utensils. 
• Reduce public sales of personal use/household metals
• Increase disaster recovery stock of portable personal cooking burners (solar or gas @warehouse storage) 
• note:# urban survival burner can: make a 30min heat sourced burner from tuna/pet food sized can with tightly rolled corrugated cardboard inside, minimal candle wax (prolong burn), and long burning wick to start.can be placed in a larger empty coffee can to warm things and trap some heat.
• implement used/broken pot/pans & utensils collections to prevent landfill burial

The use of Cans - BPA-Free or not should be a "Survival Only item" rather than a storage method for daily pantry items that need short storage. Acid based foods that deteriorate packaging need to be reduced as well.  One of the most pertinent issues then becomes continual transport of non-hazmat goods and use of shipping systems geared towards transport of food/liquids. This is in part to reduce EX-IM liability of potential terrorist threats that could easily be hidden in metal container packaging.
I cannot insure the integrity of entire team that I would have to rely on. I have had to consider the requirements of the goods I would ship. I looked at the US GOVT as a model;- and their requirements are different and allow metal items to be shipped domestically & internationally as single packages with personal liability on the sender.
However, as a larger company;- I would not want to incur that liability of metal items being sent.
China & other nations that take actions against democracies, have engineered plastics to resemble weights, densities and textures of natural materials and also disguised toxins as food ingredients.
My focus has been to set the HULOTOXIGEN standard high. This lends itself to a perishable cargo or a cargo that is not haz-mat or chemically complex of human design. Use of mobile refrigeration container units and their storage could be employed across Grids as plug-ins and singular vending sites (with solar compatibility as a mandatory requirement).
To reduce the cost to the shipper and insure a sufficient number of the units, there needs to be a demand. Current American home kitchen standards do not support this type of business to exist with profitability to maneuver the current economic platform in North America. Globally, this type of business has potential to reach even more remote communities with a sufficient power supply;- even a solar converter, to provide the community with a weekly-bi-weekly fresh food source and cooking station for dry/ preserved foods.  

A more extreme viewpoint (or more living like a New Yorker) that I have concluded so as to develop my company values. I don't believe that every home deserves or needs what has become commercial/restaurant quality kitchen equipment in comparison to food standards from 70 years ago using most famous cookbooks from 1950's7 60's as a basis. The reality of old or uncleaned and thrown away kitchen appliances is the loss of metal resource and landfill space used.

Goal: Eliminate large personal kitchen appliances in private condo/homes
or America (specific): Government subsidies for kitchen appliance use & maintenance (purchase, utility, shipment) of large personal/family kitchen appliances to process & cook foods for families with children.
1. To reduce Shipping Insurance damages and loss of materials/goods
2. Redistribute cost of single person home appliances & depreciation (due to transience and unoccupied time) to support restaurant & convenience and vending services.

•     Immediate cost of utilities also included in vending/ convenience store products

3. Kitchen square footage can be re-allocated to emergency shelter space without new construction (more for USA/Canada than Tokyo, Japan). Possible to implement Government payment or tax incentive for emergency shelter housing to participating homeowners.
4. Re-organize distribution of refrigeration units on the Grid - Small Convenience stores & grocery. - in power out, Grid power gone.
5. Re-train consumer habit of continual refrigeration for large quantities of sauces and condiments, the beer fridge, cold storage of "power/meal bars" includes installation of solar panels for pre-existing personal kitchen units.

2011 Vegilogi, LLC Product Needs:

• Reusable &  plastic-flex see through packaging or bulk packaging for fresh or prepared food - oxygenated/ fresher needs to be reusable & strong for units. Vegetables/ Fruits requirements to be - 
• Live enough to be taken out of the package at point of purchase
• Stays fresh in H20/water for 3-5 days without any refrigeration.
• contaminant free: wime barrel style to contain breakages (see through window) buoyancy

America Specific: 
USA refrigeration is mainly used for hydration, frozen veggies (that incur frostbite), desserts, sauces, beer, eggs, milk, Peanut butter, cheese, and incurs a large waste of fresh vegetables & fruits, breads, and luncheon meats & cheeses (speculative due to high volume of sandwich/sub/hoagie shops).
Even without a refrigeration unit in the personal home: Current  (not expired)  liquid  hydration/ Hydrators can be secured in aseptic packaging and reconstituted such as almond milk, coconut milk, soy milk. Non-vegan items could still include high-quality dehydrated eggs for omelettes, crepes, scrambled eggs for personal home use. Dehydrated eggs still serve as a protein source and would cook quickly over emergency burners on a downed grid. Traditional butter keeps out in a covered butter dish at a cooler room temperature and fresh oils could be used if there is still burner/ stove top cooking in the household with use of a thin pizza pan.

   2011 Vegilogi, LLC Product Needs*:  

• high-quality dehydrated eggs (vegan equivalent)
• Dehydrated Pepperonis (vegan possible?
• Science adding oil to a dry parmesean style - mozzerella cheese type protein powder base (make stringy reconstitution) 
• Spice packet for a dehydrated cauliflower or traditional crust
• Dehydrated pizza sauce
• Hydrators:- Requirements;- flavorful for addition to dehydrated proteins & foods, without refrigeration stays preserved in aeseptic packaging or other non-metal & contaminant free packaging.

 *Note: the above products should be able to be cooked on "basic" urban survival burner can
# urban survival burner can: make a 30min heat sourced burner from tuna/pet food sized can with tightly rolled corrugated cardboard inside, minimal candle wax (prolong burn), and long burning wick to start.can be placed in a larger empty coffee can to warm things and trap some heat.
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Chrysanthemums & Rose Petals for USS Langley - 75th Pearl Harbor

My personal hero, who took me to Philly lunch many weekends, Pearl Harbor Survivor remembered.

Yesterday, I made the trip to visit Pearl Harbor's Arizona Memorial and the USS Missouri.  I went, for my late "American Grandpa", who is my father's uncle. Since I am over 10 years younger than all of my cousins, I was like an only child on the weekends with him, his brother, mom, sister, and my the other hateful aunts that he instructed to "try to be nice to her" for as long as I could remember. Uncle Eddie, told me about that day at Pearl Harbor and his duty on the USS Langley gunner that avoided getting hit that day. And that he could only return to clean up while referring me to the framed full crew photograph on the wall of his Upper Darby home. So, yesterday December 7, 2016, I scattered the rose petals and yellow mums at the Arizona Memorial, heartfelt.

Despite Uncle Eddie being a gunner, having only two silver stars from Iwo Jima and the aftermath of Pearl Harbor. My mom, fearing for my life, let me go to lunch with him & to the candy shop. It was a regular weekend at great-grand mom's to hear the fight that he'd been through too much and should stay away from me (offensive names withheld).  Instead, he argued that he'd done the fighting so he could do what he wanted to do. My mom, being Japanese, was someone Uncle Eddie visited with and they would talk in our living room many Sundays. Later 2009, before I came to Hawaii;- he dropped off his Langley mission cards for me to check out. He also was the biggest motivating piano teacher in hindsight, since he "brought me up" not naive about my musical studies and shared his love of music with me.

Yesterday, I didn't know what to say to the living treasured Pearl Harbor Survivors. I remember Uncle Eddie telling me that, "Yeah they want me to come out there, but I don't, nah, dont wanna make the trip." It was like an indicator that he was always pressing to be forward thinking. I remember days he'd show up at the house from cleaning up 9-11 with the FDR hat on. He lived a life of service to the USA, even though he parted from the US Navy so long ago. I always was in awe of him and his inner strength.

I, being born a dual national of Japan and USA,  rarely received a gift of any kind (no graduation cards either) from my father's family members since they would fight and bicker  and cause headaches for Uncle Eddie because they hate me, even as a 6yr old. So I always felt that his time was more precious to me and my late brother. He'd give me a few bucks here and there where he could sneak it in and tell me to hang onto it. That, at this level, it was more individual healing and learning for past events as our interpersonal way of making amends. 
I hope, that there are more of us who choose to honor our fallen appropriately (like Uncle Eddie did every weekend). And, that we can move forward to make peace.

On December 7, 2016
I stopped by a local florist who gave rose petals and the mus to me for my visit. I am grateful for her kindness. The Arizona Memorial ticket was free. I did make some small purchases for momentos of the day since it has always been a family weekend topic in the USA. The box of Cracker Jacks I ate at the USS Missouri was the only one I saw, but it was expired by a couple weeks. Thanks to da Braddah for kamaaina water. 

Beet Salad - with avo-basil dressing

Idea for a raw beet salad for 1 or scale to roast beets & pistachios then mix in raw blood orange and top with raw avocado-basil dressing. 

Raw or broiled beet/pistachio Salad

1.5 Tbsp Pistachios (chopped)

1 smaller Beet (diced)

1/2 Blood Orange peeled & sliced 

"Dressing" avo-basil - blend

1/4  avocado 

1 Tsp chiffonade sweet basil

1tsp McT oil

Natural sea Salt -to taste

Add plain almond milk to thin it

Make thicker dressing with avocado as base, chiffonade sweet basil, add McT oil , blend, add almond milk to thin dressing, after spooned on top of beet/pistachio/blood orange mixture add pinch of salt 

Arigato gosaimashita!!! TPP JAPAN

5 years from Tomorrow, Hawaii Time;- the expendable of the Family walked in the middle of a situation. USA & M-16 armed gunners aimed at protesters holding signs written in Chinese. It was an intense little 20' stroll in front of the Halekulani. The next day, on Nov. 12, 2011,  Japan made the announcement that they would join the TPP agreement. It took 5 years from that day Nov. 11, 2011 till Today Nov. 10 (hawaii time), 2016 for Japan to sign the TPP.


Minasan, (ChoO) Arigato Gosaimashita!!!

I cried when I read the news. It has been totemo ChoO muzukashii here in the USA.
Arigato Gosaimashita, TPP. 
I hope I (we) die(d) here for family.

いとこ　 －－ 有我と　
ITOKO san - Arigato Gosaimashita, Abelia/ JT "death knell"... down with the jibe.
my pocket,  still empty.
 

Voting Nov. 8, 2016

I suppose today, will add closure to the past 12 years of gnarly international politicking adversely affecting my once great life in the USA. I voted this morning, and had registered already in the zip code, and finally gave my personal physical location in the same zip code as I wasn't printed in the Roster. It reminded me back to other times I voted in my hometown of Pennsylvania, a place where the vote remained Republican since the inception of the USA in Central Bucks County, PA with about 148 homes. My cast ballot was broken into as many others, and I was harassed by my neighbors who had very different and white dominant values ( on the fringe of US white domestic terrorism). My father walked in the door to yell at me about how I decided to vote, as he was made aware of the votes on my cast ballot. It pissed off all the neighbors enough that I at least knew they were being honest.

However, I did cast my ballot. Voted for 3 people who have been in my midst or I have met without effort;- from frequent visits to the Collegetown of Ithaca, NY that became my adult home, the Obama/Hanabusa/Maize campaign, And, the crazy dude running for Senate in Hawaii who talked to me at the Waikiki Laundromat who talked my ear off one day about car stuff & the MK experience.

I'm hoping for the best for restoration to peaceable living in the USA.
That the USA mainland becomes more calm again and less racially/ nationally volatile,
I know, my vote most likely doesn't promote TPP issues or any business plans with Japan & other Asian nations that have existed for the duration of my life. However, without the restoration of peaceable calm in the USA mainland;- domestic travel and business is likely to defeat the basic guidelines of security for international/ multinational human beings that should be employed with the TPP.  Yes, I voted, despite being forced into my USA citizenship and operating under USA domestic guidelines of nationality while being terrorized for being a Japanese national  at home, school, and church by white supremicists who sought to impact the future relationship with Japan.

So, for whatever it's worth.,,I voted. Went through the bogus process. Had I been given a fair chance at my own decisions;- instead of being a political tool & statement back at Japan, My life would have been on a very different path. Now, I get to see...what this toss up Presidency creates.

Big Waves already breaking at the North Shore of Oahu;- time to forget this political BS till surf contest season is over. 

perspective: Japan

Japan's citizens pulled through the worst of two nuclear bombings by the United States of America, WITHOUT being a Christian Based nation.

However, the United States views the selfless omiyage culture as a pivotal point of spite. 

Rats in Hawaii 2014

Angela Kneale is a survivor of Toxic Mold aka Mycotoxin poisoning. What is contained in this page and blog is my personal experiences in living with and reducing symptoms of the Toxic mold strains in MY body and in my belongings. This is my personal journal as many have asked me questions about how I was able to get healthy from Mold Mycotoxin poisoning experiences. Also, I have a resurrection gene. 8/28/2016
In Hawaii, it is a known issue that Rats will move in and take over a house or apartment complex. There is not much that anyone can do besides move out. The 2013-2014 Pauoa Valley house in Honolulu, HI I lived in had other issues besides Toxic Mold. 
After the landscape maintenance guy cut down ALL of the natural growth in the front of the house, we had a rat issue. Their natural home being destroyed, the rats moved in. 

I never had parasite or bug issues in my bedroom at this location. The tenants downstairs didn't have such an easy time with the rats eating their tomatoes and fighting on their bed. Welcome to the rainforest. Mind, that the house was renovated on the interior, but needed a roof replacement badly.  My issue mainly stemmed from them liking to sleep by my head. One scraped my ear one night and I only had one tiny scratch like I was tagged. I did occasionally diffuse some essential oils from my bed stand, once or twice a week. 

Issues with modern day Seppuku

The Being 1st generation Japanese-American has brought many troubling issues for me. The one that is outstanding is how my American father sold the swords my ofesan gave to him. So pathetic I don't know where to begin.

Next is that in the USA, it's illegal to behead a person, perhaps even after they bleed out. 

Then, because the United States has so many discrepancies, I would want a clean and understood death. 

I won't even mention that I wanted to commit suicide when I was 9years old. The abuse from the Quakertown community was too much then. I only stayed alive to take the relentless beatings that my brother would have had to endure if I didn't accept blame for his mistakes. Thus, I was beyond upset when they found him dead with his brains blown out with a gun all over the area near where clam bake stove was.

I feel sorry for my mother that she came to the United States at all. 

I grew up with the story of how the white nurses at Quakertown Hospital in 1970 killed my sister after her first breaths and told her 

how she didn't deserve to have children. children. That story was one I heard nearly every night. And as young as I can remember, my mother educated me that the men at my church and school would probably rape me, and how my parents could not afford a lawsuit for such a matter. However, when things got so bad in the USA I was to kill myself, as no one in the family overseas had time to try and solve problems. There are no lawsuits, only war and preferably peace with the Americans. As Japanese I have a duty to the Emporer to exist so that American people meet a little bit of Japan. There were very few Japanese on the east Coast USA living with their families at that time. So I was to represent Japan as well.

Dying a macaroni and cheese death is not something I want in the USA. Tibet helped me through the last round of murder attempts on my life in the east Coast USA.

I have very little in common or that I like of the people I have met in Hawaii. Many are 3-4th generation and are not very classy, missing the Hepburn mark by more than a few republican elephant turds.

I am a Toxic Mold Survivor - Vegan Alkaline Ketogenic

Angela Kneale is a survivor of Toxic Mold aka Mycotoxin poisoning. What is contained in this page and blog is my personal experiences in living with and reducing symptoms of the Toxic mold strains in MY body and in my belongings. This is my personal journal as many have asked me questions about how I was able to get healthy from Mold Mycotoxin poisoning experiences. Also, I have a resurrection gene. 8/28/2016

After 3.5mos August 28, 2014
Angela M. Kneale 

Photos of my blood sample (2 slides/ pin prick) on the monitor under 

a microscope July 2014

Zoom Out;- look to odd formation 2/3 to right
Angela M. Kneale

Magnified area - July 22, 2014
Angela M. Ｋｉｋｕｃｈｉ 菊池　Kneale

American concept of "home"

Experiential learning has transcended typical rural boundaries online. A man who returned to land from RIMPAC drills said to me;-  "no it's just that we miss home." He said that in response to  My dismay with the "white girl" syndrome From white USA soldiers returning. So, this USA soil mindset is that USA Homeland is to be most supportive of white women. This man returns and only wants to support white women after being abroad, despite other attractive American women of other racial descent being single and available. Reinforced by the RIMPAC drills having people of different races and countries that weren't white, so a white mindset  in the USA who "isn't white" doesn't belong. And, that other races in the USA should support this idea to make as reality. This is aside from the fact that there are European countries with White people. 

So understanding that this is a common definition of what Americans call home;- why should I do anything to support their version of home that moves to exclude me and threaten my "no -white" American life. 

I am grateful for the verbal exchange, however;- it lends itself to a capitalist way of thinking of the world that favours propagation of only all white/Caucasian families. As my siblings have already been murdered by USA racists & racism, it is an understanding that those of us who are not white are merely an American grounded cat's paw reaching into foreign nations. 

Why USA soldiers don't embrace the diversity of the USA Homeland is detrimental to my future, even without my having made an EXIM attempt for the USA that I am pondering today. 

I've even had this type of conversation with sailors/soldiers of other nations. They see the USA men/soldiers dock and leave bases in segregated groups based on race. They find it astonishing that the sailors all run the same ship yet seem to have an intense hatred for each other by race, by USA locales, when departing for R&R. 

It is a ridiculous notion for me to continue to tolerate, as a minority and mixed race and nationality female in the USA. My tasks are only compounded by problems that the USA has made clear are based in Nationality first. Clearly I'm merely a cat's paw and pawn to the USA, and some days I am no one, and others thee USA fears their own hurting me as I can also be a great liability to the USA. There is no consistency that makes for a stable life and business platform for me to remain living, especially in the USA.

USA Security Measures Failed

The United States of America prohibited my American identity from having any indication of Asian nationality. This posed a huge problem once the Patriot Act was implemented. Those who are more racist, as we know now with the racially charged speeches of presidential candidate Donald Trump. The immediate issue that was caused was those outside our small and very racist caucasian community of 3000 people accusing my brother and I of being terrorists.
This is despite attending elementary school, middle school, and high school in our other Home country of the United States.

They killed my brother in conjunction with the publication of photos of murdered terrorists in the Gentleman's Quarterly magazine in 2005. My life was constantly threatened, attacked, abducted, and assaulted by police as well as federal agents in Pennsylvania. I left and found some refuge in Ithaca, NY until I was told they tried to burn down my newly started piano studio. They missed and burned down the Ithaca Ballet Studio that was in the adjacent building.

Semi-auto addicted Cops on Sunday Morning

3+ years of Police Harassment in Bucks County, Pennsylvania
For the handful of years I tried to stay with my parents after college graduation, I was harassed frequently by officers of the Richlandtown and Quakertown Police Department. This particulary worsened @ 2002-2005 when they would arrive and start shooting semi-automatic weapons on Sunday mornings in our family field. Later they would harass me pulling me over on the country roads. They also forced my parents to throw me out without most of my piano studio belongings, or clothes. I was also abducted 2x between 2002 and 2006. They threated to arrest me when I attempted to obtain records for court, they said I wasn't white, wasn't a land owner, and was a mongrel dog to them.
They did on occasion escort me to my parent's home, allow me to put some things into a storage unit which was broken into.

Ex-im look at it this way Atlanta

They put a hit out on me, that is Atlanta, GA. so they have helpin Hawaii from local Chinese-Hawaiian maffia. And some NAVY SEALS.

I'm lucky to be alive, though everyone in Hawaii agrees that my misfortune is setting the bar to anger the right people in the right places to set up for WW3. They thank Hawaii for this.