My Tropical apartment nightmare #3

So again, several Rental options came my way. Some too far away for commute, some close. 

So, out of concern for me a member of a spiritual group I attend offered me a space rental for $200 for rest of the month. 

The building the studio is in is not up to modern day code, lacking working fixtures, lots of wood rot on sides and stairs and railing. Tons of visible mold growing on stairs and building (uncertain of attic space) and  No A/C.  Lacking a cable connection? And seemingly infested with cockroaches & rats that come and go in seasons as it was explained to me. $700/mo is a good deal to live close to downtown Honolulu. 

They painted the interior place and put in filtered water except for the kitchen. 

The place feels haunted, creepy to me. 

I'm a different person who likes clean bright modernity and knowing that my space isn't like a 1700's Black Plague and fire scene waiting to happen. 

If you see me crashed out bugging out in a beach park sometime soon;- don't be suprised. Not that I'm not appreciative to have a roof over my head in Hawaii after I kick down some rent. 

I'd just rather buy bottled water, catch a good night rest at a modern hotel, and know my housemate doesn't have boyfriend issues that can be further drama. Aside from our differences in liking rustic space with tropical trees that rats can use easily for roof access.

North Korean Surfing Trip

Some things that could wrong with the Trip Itenerary to visit North Korea;- Ok not that I should be thinking about going to North Korea at all being that they abducted one of my cousins from an Akita, JP beach.

However, If someone wants to sport appx. $4000 to see how far I make it on the trip;- i'll sign up. And I'm Tan from the Hawaiian sun.

Orientation in China

#1 - Japanese restrictions on travel to China. And, since USA doesn't acknowledge my Japanese family and called us Japanese garbage;- Someone will probably cancel my flight who knows better overseas. I have gotten a Chinese Visa before, however with misspelling of my name. The name being misspelt can create issues if trying to LEAVE China, even if they allow the entry. 

 America is politically insensitive lets anyone go anywhere and ignores important things like its own security agreements and international families that are larger than the Kennedy's. 

Oh yes, and the rumor that being Christian is illegal in China and currently being enforced and punishable by Death. 

'KARMA AFFECTS CHRISTIANS 

In 2005 after my brother was murdered, i helped some 25 Chinese Exchange students as I saw an organization called People Link bringing 400+ Chinese exchange students to our very Racist Philadelphia suburb. Some of the Children were sons and daughters of the more educated and elite in Chinese Universities and Government. The Children were aged 8-16 and accompanied by 1 young adult translator. I stepped up to the challenge since the Philadelphia area's racism typically would result in a slew of Foreign Exchange students being dropped off at our doorstep like a litter of unwanted kittens. Some of the stories I heard throughout my life that came back to me to try and assist in the area included 10 year olds being thrown out on country roads with a sign that said they need a home (because they weren't Christian) The American host families voluntarily signed a contract for the responsibility of caring for an international child visitor knowing full well that the children were coming from China and were not Christian. Several dozens of children went through similar ordeals that one year (though It was a problem in the Philadelphia region for DECADES and included Japanese students).

#2. - Tourist of Pyongyang;- Despite peaceful intentions of those who organize peaceful efforts. Actions against Citizens of countries that are highly disliked can occur. 

  In 2004, on a private business recon of Thailand after the Tsunami;- I was invited to China by a wealthy French Export-importer. I stayed up on the politics with Japan and China then, and decided I would wait a month instead of easily going on the day visas. Because of my Japanese family relations, I had great business concerns. And, within a week of turning down the offer, a number of Japanese tourists (including women) in China were mobbed and beaten/assaulted at another Anti-Japan protest though with escalated violence. The first publicised Toyota burning in English occurred in the months before my brother's death in the USA. 

Pile of Sprouts

Today I found a pile of sprouts growing. They are So cute!!! Growing in the middle of an unpaved lot. 

Ala Moana Mall- WTF

At mall, a man hit me hard above my bicep as I was getting on the escalator after parooIng the North Face store. Not sure if he was trying to punch my face. I reacted and told him not to hit me...he said sorry. Asian guy with Aloha shirt, cap, big sunglasses and light skin with some moles. 

I don't recognise him...went to mall after email from my father. 

Hyperacusis vs Super Hearing

USA question Summary:- Are they going to bring back the super hearing classification to market products because manufacturing claims need evidence that humans can perceive sound at a magnified" level? Is decibel perception and super-hearing equivalent?     

Will they re-classify those of us who were "mis-diagnosed" with hyperacusis due to elimination of "super hearing" classifications, so that we are no longer considered disabled in the current world?

In 1999, I was working in an electro-acoustic sound lab creating HF sound waves. With visions of John Zorn's HF warnings on my future music creations,  I was working on an independent animation that I never actually finished. I had already had a lifetime of refined classical piano performance training and was already sensitive to the oscillating of sound waves.

While working on a project sound wave that split 3 ways, I lost track of the upper HF wave. In need of inexplicable help, I was sent to The Sir Alexander Ewing Speech and Hearing Clinic, then one of the best  hearing clinics in the USA. 

The thing was, I became hypersensitive to the high frequency range and was hearing it clearly. However, my perception of the HF range was somewhere between 20% to 50% louder than normal.

The hearing specialist told me that they used to have something called "super hearing" prior to it being "reclassified" into a psychological disorder called Hyperacusis.
The difference being, that Hyperacusis was triggered by psychological sound events such as ambulences, Gunshots, etc. So, in anycase, I was considered Hearing disabled by the last semester of my Music Degree program. They said, it would go away in time, and if anything that aging would correct the issue. I was no longer allowed to wear headphones and the Music School invested in a couple of speakers in the $30k range accomodated my handicap so that I could complete the course. They also fitted me with a pair of rock-star custom earplugs to reduce the incoming HF waves. Total bill in the earplugs with fitting ran about $650 with insurance.

To describe what I went through for 3 years after the HF accident incident is somewhat painful and isolating. #1, I couldn't play most pianos because I could hear each wave distinctly and it began to sound like glasses being shattered on the ill kept instruments. At home, I couldn't stand the refridgerator frequency, it sounded like I was in a roomful of crickets even 10' away in the carpeted livingroom of my condo. When I went to shower, I cringed under the individual water drops hitting the bathtub basin. I decided it was interesting after the initial shock so, I'd hold my fingers over my ears and then take a breath and then listen. It was like seeing with my ears and completely mind-blowing.

Once in 2002 (I was  I sat in an audience of pianists and was the only one cringing and plugging my ears with my fingers during a beginning student duo. The children played on pianos positioned with matching hearts. The masterclass pianist from NZ, actually took note of my behavior over 20' away and made a mention that the pianos should not be placed that way because they give off a high frequency. Apparently, I was the only one in the room who noticed. The typical Orchestra concert pianist (which I am not, i only perform solo) has hearing loss from the decible level of  the Orchestra which also includes tinnitus.

Now it's been 15 years, and my ears are much more sensitive than most people around me. Changes in the airpressure around my ears bothers me to no end. It's not just the sound of the fan or AC that is grating to try and sleep to. Loud non-acoustic environments mentally exhaust me within 3hrs. I learned in 2001-2005 that I can't play on a keyboard (Clavinova) for much longer than 3hrs with speakers. My ears also strain in anticipation of a natural acoustic decay on "fake" acoustic sounds.

Listening to musical mistakes made by students are literally painful, as if someone jumped out and stabbed me with a knife. I'm listening along and know what I should approximately expect on the path and then the frequency is WAY OFF, not even in microtones. Because it is not a simple matter of being startled, my ears go into decible and frequency shock that takes me time to recover from. It is very different from the emotional disappointment of an enjoyable pianist making a mistake.
Going for a swim and putting my ears underwater is like having a magnifying lens. I can hear the seashells softened by the water yet trickling down the beach back to the ocean as the tide receeds. It's absolutely beautiful. And, on occasion above water, I can hear dolphins clicking in the distance.

It is very isolating. Random screams of children are so painful sometimes, I steer away from family shopping times. You'd be more likely to find me in a store on Senior Citizens discount day, simply for the quiet differences. Night Clubs generally have mediocre sound systems that have been overused and blown speakers. It turns into an awful environment for me quickly. I also had to forgo going to weekly or 1/2 a week of concerts and live music I was accustomed to for most of my life.

It's been 15 years since I was diagnosed with Hyper-acusis. And, It seems like they are bringing back the "super-hearing" idea in Hearing diagnosis. I read an article the other day on Super Hearing. Some of the reasoning is because they want to market devices so that they can prove humans can perceive sound in this way.

Sometimes, I think they should make the majority who have damaged hearing from years of headphones and bad music be the "disabled" and take away their Driver's licenses for not hearing enough. Just on the dual piano frequency being such a Classical Victorian era issue, I think my hearing may have been the old NORMAL a century before electronic music and speakers were invented. So, after months of listening to HF sound waves, it seems to me that I became sensitive to the frequency range. I think that by listening to HF waves, maybe my hearing mechanism triggered a way for the rest of my brain to adjust the auditory perception of decibles so that it became clear. I did not experience any hearing loss or tinnitus. 

Fantasy Japan & Asia become American style

The USA doesn't really embrace Japaanese culture, as well as several other countries and cultures of Asia. USA Tourists and military might purchase pieces of the cultures and import them, however;- most of what the USA embraces about Japan and Asian countries is being lavished with subservient and illiterate women who serve them and their personal fantasies of Japan and Asia. 

We have seen this through American Hollywood style films of segments of Japan and other Asian cultures. Without nuclear bombardment modern day Vietnam and Phillipines has secured this coveted role in American culture that opened the door to dominating the rest of Asia.

Freedom of Speech Vs. MLM companies

Just looking at how this blog has accumulated posts over a decade versus, the other Blog I had started and had accumulated a huge number of pageviews. That one was attacked by a major EO's network marketing company, as was my freedom of speech/press attacked over a 3 year period.
I had joined an EO's based company due to the homeopathic/nutritionist who I had seen to help my situation.  I started a blog before that and decided to blog some articles. I had gone through a book that promoted the product in pictures and brand names for maladies. These weren't Wiccan spells, and I did use the appropriate referenced "quotation" in the minute, short article. Hint, it was about Ebola. And, the book I cited did in fact contain a possible essential oils  "cure" for the Ebola malady.
They contacted me over a period of 3 years claiming they owned all of my email addresses. That I had no personal privacy or right to freedom of speech. Additionally, they claimed that I was still a distributor when I decidedly never renewed. Mostly due to the initial reason being they had a "Vegan" eo's supplement that arrived on the market, and it made me sick. It contained Frankincense oil which I had previously thought was only for external use.

To be updated. ....

 

Russia vs. USA parenting

Just a thought:
One thing that Russia does make sense of with their government, is parenting.
That is to say, children who have special skills, genius,  or inclinations are noted from a young age and the Russian state intervenes. In the United States, many parents have a sort of mental illness that stems from trying to live life through their children and making inappropriate choices.  

Spiritual technology

Spiritual object: The USA has taken and stored something from Afghanastan region and stored it in Texas.

It is said to be an explanation for the disasters that have been happening in Texas especially for the past few years.

Sometimes spiritual objects are compared to using the term "alien technology".

So, I'll start using Spiritual technology for these unknown and godly objects of origin.

Fix satellite dish @ AU

2days ago, an engineer from NASA expressed that he's on his way to repair a Large dish in Austrailia. He travels globally for this work. 

Just a thought.

Male activists & Hawaii Feminism

Something that still irks me to this day, is the number of men who are activists and womanizers consistently. In 1997 I briefly held a part time job (Hawaii will kill me) with United Poultry Concerns, working for feminist Karen Davis. While working for her, it was the first time I protested within 12' of Frank Perdue, then the 214th richest USA citizen with a then $825mil net worth (without security rushing me). We had a table and UPC's "too neat to eat" chicken T-shirts on amidst the conglomerate of factory farm workers and hearing some of their daily gripes much to my surprise. It wasn't a happy scene. 

I just still fail to see why the activist men still don't get it. Some of them play "womanizer" after posturing a broke, snag persona. It doesn't work on me. In fact, I can see through it clearly. It's repulsive. I understand that men are a plague of machismo that takes many different forms. It's simply repulsive.

Those were the days.

In 1996 I read Karen Davis' article In the compilation book "Women and Animals".  

The articles really spoke to me much beyond any other feminist theory book. It gave me real life perspective, rather than ideology. In 2005 my life changed again, and again in 2009. So almost 2 decades later, I'm wondering what happened to those who care about women. I know I'm seeing the remaining remnants of Hawaii's past sex trade tied to the local judges and police since Hawaii finally passed an anti-human trafficking law. 

There is still poverty in the educational system that is compounded by immigrant greed for money. Thus cock fighting still holds a significant role in survival and luxury. The laws of "cultural relativism" apply in Hawaii to protect monetary interest. The Economy here on Oahu is still not geared to United States Individual rights.  And whereas animal slaughter is disallowed for religion, Hawaii keeps fighting and abuse current for human economy of 3rd world cultures. There is a lack of English improvement classes.  There is a lack of caring about others. Hawaii in my eyes is worse than a factory farm full of pigs being raised for slaughter.

The rent is too high for "decent" women's rights those who prefer decency to public prostitution (which has a broad definition in Hawaii). The locals socially attack visiting women to add to the local sex trade/ aka. "The industry". Financial decimation happens and there are no safe holds that seem functional. The number of fight schools & bars ratio per capita to educational institutions and organizations is low. The more legislators allow expensive business, the more "industry" is needed to support the tax base to cater to rich Sex Tourism from around the globe.

The richer sex tourists and vacation home owners set the tone on the island of how women are spoken to. The men are vile. Not even appropriate by Spanish from Spain standards.

I can't quite express in entirety how I feel about my social surroundings for the past 6 years. Trying to navigate through pods of Seals, surfers, Vietnamese sex traffickers, Black African-American pimps, and all the underlying gangs has not been remotely normal. 6 years and my nerves are exhausted. They said they thought id have a better time here because I look like them. They were wrong, as it has made it easier for them to isolate me. And, I no longer trust anyone much, if any. Relationship is definitely not here for me. I hope this sums up a little without the nitty gritty.

Harsh Reality Of the Firestorm

So I got into different mode of thinking for a while it was a load of spiritual thinking about the spiritual fire storm and finding acceptance in such destruction. They say the fire storm, it's probably more of a nuclear storm. Most of the spiritual sects don't find acceptance in a forms of being animal, fish, plant life, human life that has been exposed to nuclear radiation is to frown on such mutations. I suppose the fact that there are beings who can exist in such intensely different environment than what we modern day, 21st century humans can accept is threatening. It constantly poses the question of "who will survive"? 

I noticed while I tried different sides in some "light giving" spiritual groups, that people are squeamish about surrendering their physical being to God's will during such nuclear incident(s). And that they feel the surviving and mutated beings are lesser than they are. That there is not Godly spirituality beyond nuclear incident and that rather it is an "evil" being that exists. I know this derogatory thinking affected me deeply as my own mother was a toddler when the nuclear fallout from Hiroshima and Nagasaki affected her. And additionally, the same nuclear thinking makes me spiritually exempt from the generations of humans who created and imposed nuclear implementation globally. They say, it gives me No credibility to be a humanoid being to be born intact just 1 generation after the biggest nuclear bombs were dropped on my Japan country. So this is the rationale of those in power with the most money, they have the most credibility in the Nuclear field because it is their "baby". They accept that they have a high probability of death, yet spiritually can't surrender consciously to "God's will" as it doesn't fit with the current criteria of life in their own life plan 

Hawaiian animals yesterday...

Thursday, the animal presence began with the Tiger shark while I was at Haleiwa beach park. Then I returned to see a handful of small sea turtle. One seemed injured. On my way to go surf for the next morning, still dark, a white owl flew across my path by Waimea bay. It was like the animals of Hawaii were saying Hi!  Later that Friday morning, I could hear the Dolphins chattering away while I was sitting on my surf board @ Val's reef.

Loss of life, American style for Japan

I was watching a documentary on the "Aizu" samurai. The narration was in English. I couldn't help to be disheartened when I heard the narrator say "they would loose their lives" in a kind of polite, yet happy and spiteful tone of voice. I thought about the "loose their lives" phrase that was spoken. It didn't hold any true value, any Way, any specifity, any thing that didn't seem negated to me in the English language along with the narrator's preference of tonal coloring.  "Loss of life" suddenly turned to a jest at "loosing" itself and as it is thought of in the English language. It detracted from Samurai presentation. The idea of "loosing one's life" wasn't given any honour as a sacrifice of one's life for their family and nation. It wasn't given even an appropriate and continued acknowledgement of Samurai honor, so basic as "death with dignity", since "loss of life" is negative. 

 It had that American flair of hatred of Japanese culture & the Japanese women that American men so enjoy to defile even in modern times. The modern being that we Japanese women pose no threat to the men or their culture, yet our burden is so enormous to bear post Hiroshima outside of the safety of any normal Japanese neighborhoods. 

The tv "special" was definitely probably put out to encourage American girls and women to fight harder against those of us who are Japanese. A historic, special tv documentary to compound the threat of Japanese women to the mainland USA. After all, regardless of the Aizu, they were on Honshu, the main island of Japan. I don't see any good in it. The Americans in Majority  find Japanese culture intriguing in that they can sexually abuse women as if they are Japanese themselves. This irritates and infuriates me.  Most of American male behaviour irritates me, despite most of my assailants before I reached puberty being female classmates and elementary school and Sunday school teachers. Maybe it is a novelty and a fight to the end. It is not an ultimate battle if it is not respected. USA has already shown the world that killing masses of people with atomic weapons is acceptable and there are no feelings hurt, no health issues they should be concerned with, no guilt to bear. Imagine a world of terrorists who plead sympathy with a monetary donation to rebuild with the survivors of a catastrophe. That is what the USA has done, despite the niceties of Japanese customs I wish I could respect more. However I am some estranged relative abroad. And the Americans have tampered with most of my communications with my relatives in my Japanese homeland for decades.

Inner pride

Some words really reached me this morning My Bruno Groening reading this morning, "I don't ask about their religion. I don't ask about their nation. I ask about the human being. I have to go all over the world. I have to bring enlightenment everywhere. ...I  have been mocked and ridiculed, as well. But I keep going. I don't need to speak loudly."~ Bruno Groening

I also do have my inner pride, the tasks I have been assigned to complete for Japan & my Emporer as well as the USA. Mocked, ridiculed, attacked and nearly murdered by those who want to wage war and whose hearts are filled with sometimes, newly found American greed. They are not the business men and women who established society. These are the jealous hateful and resentful people, the power hungry and yearning for any attention to be acknowledged. This will make them soon powerless.  

May 2016 - my EX-IM notes

Elimination and *Action Plan + minimum constraints

• Everyone has their own agenda
• Some do marketing to "unite" it under a common cause
• Race/national issues unwelcome
• Refrain from using the word "Culture"
• Business requirements to be met
• not personal agendas of Others who create issues
• There are no lawsuits at this level, only War(s).

Too Violent                vs.               Intelligent (Makes appropriate decision, maximizes cooperation)

Untrustworthy            vs.              Subversive ( Proven Works in favor of organization)

Steal from System      vs.              Personal Wealth (including education & experience)

(Steal from Business)

wrong mindset:   Military members work in teams against civilian initiative & corporate global agenda - Compromise integrity of mission especially using JAG's and free resources. 

*Eliminate those who compromise integrity

Looking for those who are 

1. non-violent
2. Non-Government  (not working for charitable causes either)
3. Don't sway because of money
4. Dedicated to cause or belief

*Set up business to see who steals

wrong mindset:  Qualifier mindset that must be eliminated:- Military Tourism = not international credibility.

Memorial Day surf

Memorial Day. 

3rd time on my surfboard...today actual wave...@ Sunset, Haleiwa 4' waves.

Then Buzz Bar for sunset. 

Great day! 

Make USA military leave Japan

Get 90% of USA military bases out of Japan please!!! 

My legal issues with US military personnel off duty

USA military in my life since Hawaii 2009 and APEC 2011 :- the following 2 Military personnel & contractors have damaged my safety and 

Financial integrity.

2/2009-3/2012- interference from a member of Obama's Hawaii based secret service. Worst:- Attempted to kill me and drive off with me half hanging out truck window;- Mililani, HI.  Made police report that disappeared when Honolulu Police Department lost many police reports in that time frame. This was despite the impression management and the Chinese-Hawaiian Secret Service Agent's motive to bring guns to Hawaii. 

Later in 2014? I was approached during a house interrogation with my housemates involving the same agent. I filed for a TRO finally due to some backup. The Federal Agent named with his attorney filed lawsuit(s) against my attorney to complicate the restraining order. After 6 mos it ended as what I initially offered at the first hearing;- TRO dismissal with prejudice. 

Hawaii State also tried to impose unconstitutional law on me saying that I will have to leave the state within 180days. I left within 180days to Japan and went to Ginza, Tokyo. I then returned to Hawaii.

2013:- I was attacked by a Navy Chief who was also a submarine nuclear engineer & friend for some time. He was out of control drinking and HPD watched me fight off the 190lb man for appx 20min. I was appx 119lbs at the time. I refused medical attention. They threatened to arrest me if I did not comply. This resulted in huge hospital bills so that the Honolulu prosecutor could drop all charges after failing to contact me, to avoid felony implications for the Navy Chief.

painful bioregionalism. 16mile town plan. Shingyo Money.

When I was a tween, I was reading loads of Issac Asimov and political books on Environment. One book that was in harmony with me was a book about a "new" idea named bioregionalism.
However, I read it after a trip to Japan and a thorough tour of our economic growth in  the Tohoku region to buildings in Tokyo.
Bioregionalism is for some reason in the English language a "new" idea that became popular in the 1980's.  However, because of the European feudal system and the USA being a new land with odd political boundaries contained within it;- it is a new idea for the USA. ASIA, however has been in existence for thousands of years compared to the USA's short 300 year life since 1776AD. And, in Japan, a system that was similar to Bioregionalism was in effect around 775AD.  It was called SHINGYO money.  Despite the government system of Lords being somewhat different and having more of a severe outward presence, shingyo money circulated in the Japanese prefectures. It supported the local economy even though sometimes the Lord held most of the money. Not dissimilar to the 1% phenomena that is happening globally.
Bioregionalism may be a shift in mental focus to the environment and away from typical governement and earth boundaries, However, the idea remains the same that waterways and mountain borders are obstacles that should not be monopolized in entirety by local people to block trade in entirety.
 Some Rare, 1% people in the USA who have had EXIM family  believe that humans are meant to live within a 16 mile radius. All food, work, and other basic life sustaining elements should be in that 16 miles. And, that more basic transportation for daily use should not be an automobile as most areas do not produce oil and gasoline. Basic, daily use transportation should be bicycles, or for those less healthy, a more suitable chauffer.

Shingyo Money ideas as Japan turns out of Deflation

20 years of deflation and the less expensive yen, caused shoppers to seek out local goods at discounted rates. It's the Same same, but different impact of USA is too expensive to do business with.
And Japan, should seek more personal wealth in positive investments and straying from the global banking credit lines.
Something to consider similar to Shingyo money, to remain insulated from foreign business interest is trying to develop a local/prefecture currency that does not ripple due to the international trade market, Also, to keep the local/prefectural money on a short schedule to be "recycled" every 3-4 years. Thus the national standard Ginko can still remain with the larger Japanese banks.
A local "shingyo" type money should be based on actual life goods that are made, used, and traded within the prefecture. It should encourage sufficient sustainable & local agriculture, Health services, Tutoring & Arts lessons, regional clothing & household goods. Today, for some;- will include technology, vehicles in the vicinity of the company production buildings. And, in those more globally linked regions, should enforce corporate participation in supporting the local workers on a domestic standard. In some places such alternative money is structured like USA military pay/money. Others call it group wholesale. And again there are other areas that use the money as a representation of a more socialist concept that everyone is equal and so the money is equal in time.  Another Idea to protect local Japan from warring economies;- Shingyo banks by prefecture for those who do not have a need to move Japanese money abroad.

Bio regionalism is an old idea that the Europeans purport as a stodgy equivalent to Asian countries coping with European & American presence. It seems evident that other ASEAN countries that are frequented by USA tourists work on a local money & goods scale as well as an international standard. It seems to make life less stressful for the domestic population.


thoughts about Hawaiian Islands as the underflow is raging from Mexico, Israel, China & the Asian blackmarket economy.
Hawaii state, an old Kingdom;- is now plagued with low wages and high price of goods due to international competition for property. There are many homeless who are able to afford above average goods, and eat nutritional food of a high quality;- yet they cannot break through the glass ceiling to home ownership in the USA.
Building materials and other large goods are consistently damaged in shipment for the Oahu island population of 1mil., and the immediate cost of the goods is passed to the business owners rather than the home owner. Thus the current "modern" building construction  is already outdated and stale by international standards. Starting today, the new structures will be outdated for the next 50 years until mold and deterioration set in. If Hawaii is an example of International presence,

Business in Hawaii is closed to outsiders not connected to the undercurrent. They say it takes at least 5 years of surviving in Hawaii before any doors are opened to doing business in the State. And, that is irregardless of reputation. Many of the construction & Government contact workers who travel to the islands are also ex- USA military and have high level clearance to do contracting for the Military bases. They are able to participate in both the Federal level business as well as the local blackmarket economy for Marajuana/Pakalolo the biggest actual Hawaiian cash crop.

Racism: USA dual citizen passports

Since the USA has many internal domestic issues with national origins discrimination and racism;- they plan to make new USA passports that are different to show dual and multiple citizen ships of its citizens travelling abroad.

It's supposed to be an "information quest" to target multinational citizens in business and who have political families.

The USA is terribly mentally painful in Representing Asian Culture

Today my personal issues with the USA:-

1. That Asia has catered to the USA's consumer wants, without population projections and pollution/contaminants consideration.

1. USA is a ghost land. Spirits without responsibility to the planet or the larger human society being run responsible to maintain a healthy balance on the planet. There has been too much taken from the earth for this one country alone just based on 2 inventions:- lighting & cars.

3. They live as unattached ghost spirits who travel the world and criticize and kill people based on Americanized bibles. Not everyone in the USA has over a 90% reading comprehension. 

4.  The advent of the television and Internet has not informed the USA public of much that is unbiased. False history of the world and other nations is taught to USA citizens to influence wars in other countries. 

My Akita Japan

The North Western region of Honshu has a prefecture named Akita. Most Americans haven't even heard the word Akita, as it is also a name for an expensive dog breed from the Akita region of Japan.

Akita is a prefecture in the Tohoku region and has a long history that extends beyond the 1600's. The 1600's Akita samurai compound was comprised of over 150 samurai Families. Additionally, this area referred to as the Hachimantai is where the Godly Japanese Emperor descended. The Hachimantai was a political sanctuary before the 1600's. Because the Ocean was difficult to navigate with ancient ships and canoes, anyone who needed sanctuary and could make it to Akita safely was allowed to live peaceably. This included sailors, vikings, special forces from Siberian tigers to the Devourers and Catfish as well as Indian traders. It also included beautiful princesses from Korea as it was a place where they could live safely during wartime. They would travel to the region for the duration of battle until it was safe for them to return to their homelands abroad.

Akita was first settled by an ex-Prince from China who built and sailed a boat there with 500 beautiful women. He was disgusted with the Chinese Emperor and decided to leave China. Akita was rumoured to have been settled/ owned by Imperial China long before it joined the actual Japanese Country. Akita remained separate from Japan for approximately 600 years before formally becoming a Japanese governed prefecture.

Despite the Diversity in the Akita region, the Samurai families protected the Northernmost border of Japan. They had an old family trade and fishing routes that went from Akita to the Kuril islands, then from the Japanese side Ainu tribes to Siberia and Yakutia where the best horses were traded. The horses were also traded for weapons that came from China.  This was the modernization of the Samurai.

I still see that American culture teaches it's countryfolk that the USA brought weapons to Japan, that is despite Guns being developed in China in the 13th century. The main discrepancy being that the USA wasn't even a country for another 400 years. The other issue that the internet has cleared up  in the late 1900's somewhat, is that Americans believed that they invented Tofu and that all noodles came from Italy.

Last night

I got to sunset before the T-shirt tent. The 1st bus load of tourists arrived pounding on my car window because I wanted to leave the lot, and was still sitting with engine running in my parking space. Old white guy with a Yokohama (American owned Japan city) hat on. 

My dreams this morning;- I was working in a 2 story building in Japan and the ocean engulfed the large stairway to the second floor. I was underwater holding my breath. Floating, I felt the walls & molding along the wall and followed it pulling myself by my fingertips  to the large square banister (which was partially hollow and contained some air) at the top of the staircase. I anchored myself to the banister post seemed 1'*1'. I blacked out and woke up at the top of the stairwell, laying face down. Only myself and a younger child seemed to be alive. Then another body began to cough and shrimp. I had to be thankful... Coming out of my dream the Egyptian snake headed God spoke to me in my lucid state;- telling me they finally found me. 

I wonder if this has to do with 2011 Tsunami as I was supposed to teach English in Tohoku region. I obtained my ESL weeds teaching certificate in Feb 2011.  It was after my 12/2011 visit with my family in Tohoku. 

Eating grain today from Ganesha Pad Thai dish @ elephant truck in an hour. Then to town Honolulu  by 4pm. I need the ocean and peace away from the tourists...

Crazy posts I make public to try stay alive in USA.

Fraud due to USA companies/ Institutions i am unable to remedy

From the time of my brother's unnatural death;- Most USA banks/creditors  have mishandled or not allowed me to access my account. They also  allowed data breaches that destroyed my credit and bill paying ability. Some  have also shut down my accounts when I began to receive paychecks.They have in fact, made it difficult for me to continue living in the USA. Their automated systems also fail when I call. The tellers complain to their management when I have issues with this as well.:
list includes: Alternatives Federal Credit Union in NY
                     American Savings Bank, Hawaii
                     Bank of Hawaii, Hawaii
                     Citigroup
                     Chase
                     M&T Bank

The Federal agent was friendly with Tellers and was able to access my safe deposit box at the Mililani, HI  Branch especially (due to the Agent's  personal girlfriends & "students"). The agent was also able to take enough personal identification and cards of mine to most likely have a female accomplice and take out line of credits as below.

This bank was entirely fraudulent and added $60,000 debt to my credit report during a time where I was having issues with a member of Secret service/ Feds :  Bank of America

Fraudulent: Bills from University of Hawaii that included parking tickets when I had NO CAR.
also, during the time the Federal Agent I took to court 2 years later with slight intervention with USA Military intelligence unit.

Other Stores in Hawaii that have made accusations and collected my personal information with security present and refusing me any "privacy policy";- because of purchases I made
CVS/ Long's Pharmacy.

I cannot live in the USA. Pennsylvania has White Supremacists who frequently attempt to kill me, with aid from the Quakertown and Richlandtown, PA police.

I define my  week currently  as Tuesday- Monday.
Wednesday tends to be my spirituality & Personal  day.
I am off typically Saturday.  Friday on occasion.

Blue flower moon over Haleiwa

Once in a Night Rainbow

The North Shore;- Blue moon rising, and the rare night rainbow was seen by a Hawaiian woman as a privledged lifetime experience. Today May 21, 2016 at 10:16:37am Hawaiian Time is the real full moon we won't be able to view, In daylight. Viewing times at this link http://www.calendar-365.com/moon/moon-phases.html.

Stills from my phone while watching the moon set @ Haleiwa 5 hrs before today's "full moon" is seen @ the rest of the planet. I'm still wishing for a decent camera.

Beautiful

American men can't impress Japanese family

It's become really clear to me;- 

The men I've met really can't afford to date me or be part of my family. My father married"? my mother at a time when Japan was poor economically. Since the Japan became the 3rd largest economy and American men find it cheaper to impress Vietnamese, Chinese, and Filipino families abroad. Their money buys a lot in those countries now. 

It makes things really intolerable since they "scoff" at my family overseas due to their own financial deficiencies. 

So, I understand why China doesn't change their currency value. 

Japan is in a difficult position. It's an extremely difficult time for me here in the States. Plus add in that all Japan's competition has been on the east coast undermining my life. Compounds the problem for me. 

I'm ready to throw the towel in soon because the men in Hawaii also expect me to "be nice" and have sex with them for free;- and they harass me a lot (nearly everyday here by someone new out in public). I really can't tolerate much more as a first generation person. The Americans are awful to me most of the time. Very few actually help. And then I still have to be cordial and polite for political purposes. 

It's unbearable at this point.

Was thinking of writing a song today

It might go like 

1. I want to wrap myself in the ocean 

Surrounded by waters of peace...

Or 

2. I'm so sick of u you f'n tourists

U think the parking lot is a f'n sidewalk

In Haleiwa we don't gotta work

So they rob u tourists blind for making us late and f'n pissed off 

Because u won't get out of my f'n wawhile u walk the f'n parking lot all f'n day

And the bus dropped off a new crew

To do the same thing every day 20x by two!

U f'n tourists fly a price to f'n eat pizza in paradise

HPD worse than Terrorists to me

I saw this headline this morning;- though I'm sure entirely unrelated to my personal safety concerns::--- I was like wow! About time, though doesn't include specific officers

Journal meditation day

Today, meditation group @ Waikiki from 6ish till 9pm. Our community leader is still in Argentina and headed to the group's international North  American conference in a week or so. Yesterday, I got my weekly and quarterly focus plans underway. Still have to pick up a new journal and do my annual focus plan. Working out of "The Way of the Seal" since it already mimicked most of what I learned decades ago as a trained grassroots organizer. Today is going to be an intense self reflection day for me, more so than usual. 

Also, I'm going to try and restart master cleanse minus the super strong Senna ClenzT. Going for a more dilute version. 

This morning drinking my Green2o and a coconut lime KeVita. Getting choked out on coconut. Opting for mint tea if I'm out at Starbucks. Picked up a couple organic lemons. Last 2 -- will half fresh juice with lemon organic presqueezed lemon juice.

Stomach still sore

Today 

mint tea  in morning. 

.18lbs  Tiny beet, cabbage, carrot, cherry tomato salad. 

.3lbs kidney bean chile.

Then totally ruined my 160cal Vega Sport performance protein chocolate by mixing it in most of a total 360cal 16oz Soy Delicious Coconut Milk yogurt- I ate most of it (added water) until I realized there's tapioca & rice starch in the yogurt...gak!!! 

Yesterday:- 

16oz Green 2o in h20

16oz Zico + 1stick mint Green 2o + Vega Sport Performance Protein chocolate (watered down with mint tea)

20oz Mint tea

Lg side Mixed veggies Panda + blanched almonds. 1/4 fortune cookie.

1avocado

2cups coffee

1cup CleanzT tea

28oz natural saltwater flush

Missing card today

Has happened more than 1x so far, several:- someone steals bank cards, credit cards, anything with a name and then make a fake ID to go with it. Annoying Hawaii 

Not much i can do;- since it takes time for replacement to arrive 

Day 2 recovery from MC

Stomach still hurts and finished the night with last of MC lemonade with maple syrup. Breakfast is slow:- mint tea 1st, 1 organic avocado, then some almond milk yogurt, and this salad with a fat free tomato sauce based basil dressing (no oil) ; cabbage, beets, olives, carrots pumpkin seeds and a couple cherry tomatoes 

Thought on TSA

Collateral damage of TSA on "race and minority women". Especially since they target "me" 100%.

I'd like to know the financial setback when the airport's TSA confiscates various items from passenger luggage. 

This happens every flight I make, they take my carry on too and damage electronics if they ever return them. Also collateral damage of the delay of held luggage and missing appointment or not being able to charge a phone because TSA takes the charger.

Financial damage & personal security tampering to my life without reason or repayment.

Nightmare since 2003

This morning stomach sore - fast off

150 cal. coconut yogurt chocolate 

0 cal. 1stick Green2o +8oz H2O

0 cal. 16.9oz Pellegrino

10 cal. Ginger lemon KeVita probiotic 

I may restart MC Sunday & go to next week. Figure out new sugar dose. Or try with less senna Cleanz T, liquid only.