About making Films in Asian Language versus globalized English

My notebook: intro of this symposium panel

This morning I went to the Carnation room at the Ala Moana hotel and sat down to listen to the morning symposium "Chasing the Dream: Culture, Capitalism, and Cinema" presented by Netpac@25. It was followed by the panel discussion on "Co-productions and Globalization".

"When Language is Outlawed, speaking it is a political act." ~ Ella Henry, filmmaker New Zealand 

The only Panel Members I really think have the right mindset were-- New Zealand's Ella Henry, Philippine's Nick Deocampo, India's Nilesh Maniyar, China's Shayoi Sun.

"Word's are not innocent & have identity of the Colonizer. Identity is a negotiated process."~ Nick Deocampo, filmmaker Phillipeans.

They didn't give Kazakhstan Gulnara Abikeyeva's time with her more formal paper to share.

What I got out of the 2 panel sessions:- 

•Trying to overcome borders and communicate to other "cultures".

      - whether to use Cultural specific language or globalization's English language.

•The people's film claiming to do combat artistically against some globalization and corporate film mindset emanating from  Hollywood's "Wagnerianish" auture.  

•Attempting to "negotiate" the use of language in a world where only America allows some liberal idea of "freedom of speech".

•Nick Decampo was the only one who ventured to mention ASEAN and making film footage of rice.

------ I did ask 1 question about use of English and tried to briefly explain That even if conversation is put into English that it does not mean there is much context for the rest of the English speaking/ Euro-centric world. -- 

That I went to a business Dinner where there was a table full of people all who spoke English -- who needed a translator to give in depth context of seemingly simple sentences--also broken down in English, to an American Businessman. 

Still how the film world plans to cross globalization borders without similar dinner scenes to resemble & more like a cinematic Opera glance at the story from which the libretto has been derived,  is beyond me. ---------------------

^The panel chalked it up to a "negotiation" of use of language over culture. Or how to "weave" culture specific material with Global English...without getting into cinematic style.

It also made me reconsider being more specific when I use the following terms;-

•indigenous (political term, geographical presence, personal experience of foreign body)

•culture & culturally specific vs. society

• cosmopolitanism (went unmentioned) vs. globalization

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USA should take Hawaiian tribal funds

Since M-16's were prevalent with dozens of snipers at APEC 2011, and even a Hawaiian-Chinese Kahuna & Olohei was sent to the airport to interfere with my Japanese-USA business plan;- it seems that USA should make efforts to freeze and or confiscate funds of the Hawaiian tribe. The USA is using Hawaiian tribes to interfere with international Efforts to maintain a peaceable business environment and to exacerbate war interests by side-stepping head on attacks to private individuals, families, and other international interest. 

They also make zero reparations and the Hawaiian tribal community (whether carrying a U.S. Passport or not) is making advances towards War between Other Asian nations from USA territory/lands.

My Christian experiences

Every Sunday, my godparents took me to Sunday school. The Church I was baptized under was an evangelical Lutheran church in a small nearby town.

I was the older one of my brother and I. So aside from some children breaking my brother's toddler leg with a swift kick at a Unitarian church in town;- I took the brunt of the church abuse for a while.

My parents agreed to let my brother out of going to church activities in Junior high school after he begged them. It was after an incident where the pastor Craig Landis actually tried to strangle me in front of my mother and those in my confirmation class for saying the word Japan. A lot of the church abuse my brother and I withstood was directly because we are not white. 

There were several incidents daily that I was being shouted at like a prisoner undergoing brainwashing. They frequently shouted at me repeatedly, "you ethnics are going to hell" as all ethnics would under the Lutheran doctrine. 

Also at a certain point in Junior high the Sunday school instructor said I couldn't read the bible or say John 3:16 and sat me in a circle and tortured me the same time I could hear them doing something similar to my little brother (through the dividers). 

The church we attended was an above ground cover for the underground local white supremacy movement. They treated my brother and I worse than prisoners, despite knowingly baptising us. 

Years later immediately following my brother's death and that old pastor Craig Landis instructing my father to kill me & he's help him cover it up;- I was offered an opportunity. One of my clients, a Jewish pastor who made angel pins that went into Walgreens couldn't pay me in normal money. So instead of taking the equipment I was offered I asked him if he could u baptize me from the church. He said he had never done so before and came up with a ceremony to cut the cords that bound me to the abusive church. I used to come home and cry in my room after every Sunday school, plus all the kids I went to regular school with knew I was to be hated for my "race."

It was an awful place and my mother naively punished us extra because she believed that these people are the best people despite them hating her for being Japanese too. It was a horrendous ordeal for 17years. 

To be revised/continued...additiona

How Caucasian Vegans are patenting the Asian & Latin food markets

Keeping the peace and spreading the love among America's world rebound obese. As if they didn't consume enough to feed an African village, the Skinnier breed of Caucasian American, the European mixed white american has been patenting what they call "ethnic" foods. Is this a Fair and equal food market full of diversity? It seems highly unlikely since I rarely see an Indian curry made by anyone actually Indian. Most east coast Japanese restaurants & sushi bars are Korean owned. Then try to explain to a white vegan how rude they are telling me that animals should have more rights than minority "ethnics" because we are from countries that kill small animals like dogs. Though they don't see their own Agricultural meat industry as a "race or nationality issue." 

It 

American vegans are more two-faced than anyone I have yet met. Plus they feel more justified to steal from other vegans especially yours truly because they are so white they don't think anyone will believe us if we say a word...because they have the perfect cover. It's a parallel to PETA actually euthanizing their shelter animals.

Even today I was thinking how silly it is and how pissed off the cats are at the humane society and no kill shelters;- their feral & left behind pet counterparts live freely outdoors and flourish. They are stuck in cages in ringworm infested quarters. Irony at its finest. White American progressivism does have its minimum is maximum  quota of "non-whites" to fill. Then take away and patent 3rd world recipes!!!!

Going movies HIFF fall 2015

Assassination Nov. 20th

Assassin Nov 20th

Mocking Jay 2 Nov 19 

Atlantic Nov 19

Black & White (senator Dan Inyoue) Nov 15

my brother's death- head blown off with shotgun

Japan owns $1197.0billion USA dollars in debt. The average inbred homeland American whose reading comprehension is low thinks that they own Japan. 

So...what I have been forced to live through...as a social experiment is absolutely unforgivable. especially after my brother's memorial service and his so called friends joking about beating the shit out of him because he is Japanese. My father & his friends silenced me from getting into a fight and then several people attempted to murder me, which exhausted me financially.

The White Pennsylvanians (clearly have strong white European supremacy) and my college schoolmates thought it was funny that another "dumb Jap" but the dust on the east coast. That's the crowd of Pennsylvanians and New Yorkers (as hateful of Asia and white supremacist in their progressive allotment of race") I had the most exposure to. The Americans  think it's amusing that my mother & I, & our family Akita woke up to the disaster of my brother's brains splattered in a family picnic area with a shotgun.  Apparently my father "found him" and then went to sleep until my mother found him. 

No, I don't have friends here in the states. The half Chinese and mixed race other Asians think it's amusing as well since they revel in Japan's failures.

41 years tomorrow of the USA is quite enough embarrassment and harshness. 

My aunt Junko should know my mother psychologically wrote me off as a representation of her Jealousy for Aunt Junko's beauty and refinement in Japanese society. I was born to an oil and water family;- or steel and steel that clash constantly. 

Clinton & Muslim Law

Clinton boys to adopt Sharia law.  @1997-2005 I was around a number of Clinton Boys of varying though predominantly Caucasian backgrounds - Lebanese, Vermonter, California, oil pursuers who were livid about 2 things while intensely playing big board backgammon and lonely solitaire amidst kilos of cocaine

1. Their white supremacy born of even American nouveau riche  2. Muslim law

Obama didn't tell u that. 

Polarized USA homeland

Recently, many Caucasian & African-Americans are using the overseas refugee crisis to polarize their homeland.

More so America is becoming like Nazi Germany when "terror threat" is used in the media buzz. The words "terror threat" trigger the American homeland to violently lash out harder at more legitimate Americans who are from more diverse backsgrounds than "black or white".  

Again American fantasy patriotism plays a role in everyday American culture where discrimination of nationality and or race is traditionally misplaced on "racial minority" individuals and their families. Using the term "terror threat" sets that game into motion and the number of unofficial diplomatic relationships affected between the USA and other nations can rise to catastrophic and economic downfall. The USA is well stocked for a new isolationist economy. 

Issues--USA

Problems with the USA:

Teachers don't teach or know--most public school teachers use the schools as their political podium to maintain order when faced with a diverse population.

Anerica

To obey is to be gullible USA

Yesterday, I watched a German news broadcast about their European refugee crisis. It made me realize how out of touch Americans are with the global competiveness for solar energy, Africa, population crises. 

I am impressed with the European nations who brought in refugees. Then to establish an order and find some education/training for future industry & life supporting energy resources will take time;- but seems more possible with African refugees in the EU. 

That is an incredible leap for humanity at its crux.

The Harsh Version- almost 41yrs

The USA  paid off Japan for post Hiroshima & Nagasaki A-bomb reparations. In American culture there is little to zero actual sympathy in the domestic culture, and the reparation payment seems to be justification for further actions to politically  tear and ostracize  Japanese women living in the USA and other Japanese from their home culture. 

It is widespread from Caucasian Americans to sexually dominate women unwontedly, African-American men to push us and pimp us, the local Hawaiians who feel justified in dishing out their new rendition of Americana on Japan because the American Masses are  numb to the difference between the pineapple-picking plantation Japanese and those of us who were raised with the Hiroshima political stigma and nuclear residual. the Vietnamese boat people who enjoy empowering themselves as pimps over single Japanese women who don't have a big FOB (fresh off boat) community for protection. 

The United States is full of liars who try and isolate Japanese women (regardless of education or family relation internationally) within their own subcultures because there is almost none who will or can legitimately vouch for us. 

Yes, USA men are scum just as much as the women are across all the American subcultures. I think it's sad that Japan keeps opening its doors blindly to world humiliation and defilement. 

My plan to "expatriate"

good Game, Well the NY Giants disappointed me today...so I'm not fond of the Eagles green or being thrown out a Penns landing window @ 21 stories by an Eagles QB friend. So...I'm making plans to expatriate unless the NY Giants do indeed make the playoffs...Super Bowl.

philly killed my life. ny tried to save it

Japan & Tokyo, PLEASe kick Out USA bases

The U.S. Military and its contractors have terrorized me since arriving in Hawaii. The Deaths of my sister and brother, as well as my fathers abuse of my mother were all prompted by U.S. military and their domestic White supremacist terrorists in PEnnsylvania. The African-American men only offer to pimp me out to other Asian business men or I don't have livable work here in the USA/Hawaii. I am quite certain this is all an attack on my Mother's family, as our deaths are communication to sever ties with Japan. I beg Japan/Tokyo to support removal of all U.S. Military bases.  

I am continually stalked and terrorized by USA men in military, domestic US terror groups, and other private citizens. It has been relentless over 40 years of my life. Please make it stop Nov 20th, 2015.

"It's hard not to say you U.S. Men are as bad as the Muslim Terrorists to my Japanese family."

My Hawaiian depression

Trying everything I can to combat the mental drain of everyday sexual violence (verbal and financial) here that I didn't experience in New York or Pennsylvania;- despite being abducted 2x in Pennsylvania and being a survivor of sexual assault throughout college over 24 attacks and through my classical piano music career. It brought out my vigilante side. My old best friend and ex-boyfriend/husband as we called ourselves was definitely my rock to see me through. 

Hawaii falls way below the Bar of correctedness with its contorted men who have grown up seeing the exploitation of their mothers. It makes for a mentally terse place for me to exist. The saddest part of Hawaii is that the exotic dance clubs have some level of boundaries with men. The regular bars and nightclubs are chocked full of perverted Amer-Asian/Pacific Islander  men whose introduce themselves by molestation. It's not a compliment. 

Oko_ne to the Supuraute Fuera burogu!!! Lots of Veggies for all. Cooking, driving, piano, contracting gripes & glees...ribbit!

I've had a ton of problems with known hackers getting into my email and social media and leaving email commentary for me. I can think of 2off the top of my head one A.I. From Helsinki, another an original Rat pack member.

 I don't have any online privacy. However, now I'm finding that there were accounts set up with my name and identity theft that is erroneously appearing as my "old account" --accounts I was unaware of. And the accounts that I frequently used online/apps have vanished from my reach. That includes billing nightmares! 

it seems that one of the apps has piggybacked itself onto the data for of the OS system on my phone for ICloud account- where financial info is input. Every time the phone requests my fingerprint or ID I'm being charged $10.46 to my actual account. Then Apple turns around and says their software indicates that the transaction was denied or in que because of incorrect address information that their system chooses to re-populate. Regardless of their error reading the credit card charge goes through anyway. They say they haven't received funds;- yet the Credit Card company is showing multiple charges, some that were authorized and released, others that were only authorized to ITunes.

Yet Apple fails to acknowledge that there is an issue because of what their software says happened instead of the real life transactions.

Hawaii & mainstream USA: Not very Buddha.

Party favors & decorations are not very Buddha. They are not needed and pollute the environment. After a 1 month stay on an island in Thailand that limited if not prohibited Balloons and streamers and things for parties;- it's difficult to see Hawaii's islands ever protecting the Wildlife and environment. Hawaii is a Pacific Ocean party Mecca for adults who have not matured past plasticine representations of joy with bouquets of rubber balloons. Children born in the aquarian age should start learning to enjoy life without these decorations as their gift to the Earth. 

Jabbah da hot- Hawaiian Islands

The Navy's top-secret program to create a job of the hut is nearing completion. Thousands of Local navy wives are to have liposuction performed in the next coming months. This humanitarian and top secret effort is part of a top secret AI project to collectively take all cellulite and creates a Starish Wars Jabbah da hut and to bring it life with a re-animation syrum and new artificial intelligence AI OS. The application of this A.I. Will be tested in desert warfare situations early 2016.

gOd- General Omniscient Dogma

I refute 11:11 2015

I cleanse my hands of the blood of Babylon and the Babylon demise, as well as those who perish from outside its borders. I am born of two nations and also have none, I am the blood of the Old Ones that migrated to 11 tribes who fought the coming of Babylon, yet I have no tribe, no nation as I was born not to any formal tribe except my own. Like the flem that graced the life of Joan D'arc, the United States as Babylon has made me a martyr of my Japanese family.

I ask for acceptance by those people around the globe. For solidarity in belief of a General Omniscient Dogma  that has caused our waters to be chemically polluted;- not a bacteria or virus that can be persuaded to leave. We shall live on the scraps of our creators works that are remnants of life here being connected to heaven;- and not far removed to plasticine idolizations. 2 B cont...

Me, an unregistered foreign agent

" insular" is the term used to describe the United States domestic view on international political interactions. 

I have worked on a international business project for over 30years of my life, which resulted in being abashed by Obama's Feds in the Hawaiian islands in the midst of my attendance at APEC's ABAC as a U.S. Representative;- meanwhile across the very vegan Buffet table was an arty an looking white asshole from Bucks county wearing his badge saying he represents Japan. grrrrrr.

So the rest of USA I've encounter aside from the endangered species of Customs brokers who introduced themselves to me ....expect Japan to send money to Me to start a corporation. That means that the USsa doesn't want me as a representative for them;- they are trying to force me into Foreign agent role that is to be utilized by the masses to instigate another War. Blatantly they want to seize funds and destroy their overseas contacts--maybe in ignorance. Yet, this is what I have gathered that they want( from legitimate established grassroots organizers who promote diversity from their progressive Caucasian presences  as well.) in ignorance or not-- it born out of sheer laziness and American might to lure the "naive" foreign immigrants to blackmail their home countries and families. However, this American Repor is not benign. 

Taxi at court vs Honolulu City & County

The City and County of Honolulu has over 1,000 certified taxi drivers to a mere .01% approx. of City and County designated cab stands. The Honolulu Policing agencies are renowned for their corruption, illegal drug deals, on th DL death of citizens, loss of police reports, and yes;- excessively targeting taxi drivers for ticketing. It's almost impossible for them not to ticket cabs in Honolulu and particularly Waikiki just because the cab to public cab stand and Waikiki curbside ratios are so askew.

This is all despite nearly all hotels having private contract/agreements with one of the top 3-4 taxi/rideshare companies in Honolulu County. It's a walk-in trap to drive in Honolulu County as a driver. Plus, it's easy for the few families who control the old Hawaii Business network to single out 1st generation Americans and prevent them from obtaining other suitable employment in the future. This is largely based on the facts that Taxi business being a largely immigrant/1st generation American job field. And that the Taxi Stands authorized by the City and County of Honolulu are low in number. As well as the fact that most tickets for curbside waiting or doing the appropriate paperwork (which can take longer than 3minutes), or simply needing a break which is required on a long shift, begins at a misdemeanor level. 

Clearly, this off taxi to regulated stand ratio makes a vulnerable population of minorities in the USA liable and criminal at a high percentage for doing the City & County licensed job. This is of course if the city and county refuses to acknowledge that the majority of ticketing that Doesn't happen, does indeed make areas "authorized" cab stands because the police do not ticket at those locations typically.  The taxi business is largely Male dominated employment opportunity, despite "driver equality" in the civilian population.  There should be a cap on the number of Taxi Certificates without Private contracts where City & County of Honolulu permits those drivers to park and wait a fare in Waikiki and areas of Honolulu. 

I, as a driver hold personal liability whether the Taxi company I work for as an employee. And, as I have previously blogged, Oahu harbors a variety of businesses and conflicted interest groups to some private/and or public U.S. Interests.

There should be a County system that allows drivers to obtain a registered card to be allowed on the property of the hotel/resort area. This would prevent unnecessary ticketing and court dates and fines for changes of behavior and irregularity of police or property owners. And, would serve as a confirmation of no trespass by the taxi company and their certified driver.

For example;-  I, personally, would need specific permission from a hotel resort, such as Hilton Prince Kuhio, in order to be on their property especially after being generally told to stay away from Waikiki by the Yamaguchi-gumi interest.;- yet the company I worked for has taxi stands at their property that are common knowledge to law enforcement and generally is unticketed even when other taxis are using the stand.

However;- law enforcement changes their game" to the driver's disadvantage because it is convenient, the interest group behind the Hotel is calling a favor against said driver, and so it in turn can adversely affect and create more negative 

U.S. Foreign relations or security issues abroad. 

------ to be revised and continued 

EcoCab is a local Honolulu company which promotes a conservative earthy savy. Hybrid cars with Green logos, and Hummer MV1's for   making medical patients feel human compassion during their transport. 

Hawaii Security protocols? Any for Americans & Us military?

The Hawaiian "aloha" islands are a sub-tropical Mecca for people of every walk of life. Oahu houses everyone from the USA's homeless from cold climates to global elite Corporate mastheads. 

Lately, Waikiki is undergoing a transformation that doesn't support the American portion of Hawaii state's average working resident. 

We have escalated war talks between Asian nations whose citizens like to take holidays here on Oahu. Compact quarters, like those found on an Atlantic city shoreline, accommodate the entire cacophony of international tourists and military purveyors. 

My experiments like going shopping and being on a beach amidst Chinese National  tourists have resulted in them kicking me or trying to confront me after seeing my Japan flag stickers on my vehicle or person. That's just an aside from the multi-national passport holding  Israeli workers who arrive for the Holiday & big Wave season. I've learned the foreign nationals don't report crimes they commit against each other (such as stabbing) so they don't risk jail or being sent back to Israel.

In August, I quit my "Job" & working on think-tank mission altogether due to the escalating Yamaguchi-gumi war in Japan. 

Their Hawaiian local security "consultants" have approached me to stay out of Waikiki. Their warnings were followed up by Honolulu Police Department whose tax-base is Funded in part by Yamaguchi-gumi holdings in Hawaiian Islands. 

This Japanese turf related Gang has muddy borders with the local residing Korean and Vietnamese gangs who frequent the Islands. I'm clearly outnumbered, no matter what--we know this and is why even my parents make pot bets on my demise.

I went searching for an apartment in July and found much of the properties to be Chinese national owned. I was turned down or not contacted again as I am Japanese-American. ------>the Nationals of China are taking over the Hawaiian islands through state government contracts (such as the new rail system) with Hawaii's elite. 

Then, throw in Mexican cartel or at least big family types. 

This succotashish potpourri of people are making Waikiki an inaccessible pinnacle of luxury condos  appear on the Waikiki skyline. Every hotel will have its organized activities and some guests of other hotels may attend. Many of the common publicly owned American style bars and venues are rapidly vanishing from the Waikiki nightlife, never to reappear. The word on the streets rumor is this won't be suitable for Average American workers in Hospitality again until 2019 (at least). 

Homeland security and/or local police are running off rumors and payoffs. English based businesses are collapsing due to legalities being used against them by foreign gangs & anti-USA sentiment crowds. 

Hawaii state lacks a protocol to protect American interest amidst those of us who are private citizens. Hawaii is nothing like Philadelphia where DOD reigns and even I was protected for a period of time from my relatives attacking me on American soil. Even DOD in Philadelphia addressed me personally with my Japanese relatives potentially creating an act of terror (or war) against the USA if I was harmed. Interesting how such words don't have any consideration amidst the flotsam of Hawaii vacationers. So I'm wondering, in American slang--what gives? 

Japan/USA eX-IM ship biz financial sunk with BOH "cherry"

everything I worked for, learned from private entrepreneurs on my time unpaid, and all else is flushed down the toilet by Bank of Hawaii. Though they had help from Honolulu Police Department's finest trainer for guns and martial arts, as well as a very well to do Narc & e-cig company owner. That doesn't include the Navy brightest who attempted to kill me in front of An HPD officer without any intervention in a 20min struggle for my life. Nor does it include the US Army and MI unit asking me to take the HPD trainer -also to court for abuses after HPD "lost" police reports and renumbered them. This is because the trainer raped me several times and held me against my will--though I have to comply to live-- and essentially threw me in the sex trade after robbing me of my money with physical threats and punishment included. This five years in Hawaii ends for me in 4.5 days. It has left me in destitute, homeless, and though I've sought assistance to leave here;- it is undesirable to stay. I have nothing & nowhere safe remaining in the USA.
law Enforcement here in Hawaii as well as possible mob linked Military members/civilian contractors sought to hurt and destroy private EX-IM  (as in export import )they have gone above and beyond their call of duty. I hope these forces are destroyed in return for their 3rd world politics in running Hawaii under the flag of the USA.

Hawaii shoestring- getting slim

Waikiki Hawaii on a Hawaii priced shoestring as a woman $71-$100/day no apartment
Daily budget-- for daytime 9-9pm resting and care
$20 sauna & (usually for only women--and its a joke that guys go there and women hook out the back) for community sauna /shower/relax room/hot&cold tub/ready area
$10 mat session for rejuvenation - feels like sleeping 6hrs in 30min-1.5hrs
$ donation- receive light- mediation various religious organizations- like power napping
$30-50 Still eat out - from grocery stores or stands or low priced restraunts
$4 day for clean H20 drinking
$7-16 movie theater instead of TV can watch when eating out- various places diff channels
$3-7 coffee + wi-fi
$free - day go to Beach to nap & shower in public if budget is tight--not safe after dark.
Then there is night life to stay up all night if you can do this until u find a normal job that pays to rent a place and not worry about making rent.
There are no lockers @ mall any longer and I'm sure they will make it impossible
To continue like this after not too long. Hawaii is totally unreasonable and people renting still pay over $1000+/mo for rat infested apts. or mold coated roofs and ac systems plus utilities cable and food.

The hotels are better, but not feasible for much of anyone much past $1300/10days on the cheap plus food etc. So if ur in a bad relationship- no place to go- try the shelters, if they take you. But remember it's an island, and the guys are ultra creepy on average...so expect to get bulldozed there.

Popular Secret Societies in Mainstream USA Culture

Recruitment to secret societies that are being made public in Mainstream United States culture...
Is furthering private agendas ...tbc

Popular Secret Societies in Mainstream USA Culture

Recruitment to secret societies that are being made public in Mainstream United States culture...
Is furthering private agendas ...tbc

International Law for 2015

There should be a new body;- that doesn't weigh smaller countries, governing bodies, and tribes as less than the USA. The USA can practically stand independent of the UN, except when asking assistance.
However, USA internal politics are very geared around destroying people (who are non-white European based) on an unequal playing field of values, in entirety;- as a trade for European based intellectual immortality through subsequent generations. The UN doesn't police USA's internal actions as a disrespect the Asian continent. Thus, despite USA trade deals with Asian countries, there is no cultural equilibrium that will happen quickly enough to avoid further future conflicts that arise from the intellectual intent of the Singular superpower on the planet.

My I phone 5s--at Genius Bar again

Sitting at the Genius Bar in Ala Moana because my phone kicked me out. I just sent an email to my father and my phone went to login screen. It refused my fingerprint for login and then requested my passcode. My phone then rejected the 4digit passcode and locked me out for 1 min, 5 min, 15min etc.
so, being I wasn't home to wipe my phone and do a reset,- I had to go in to one of only 2? Stores on Oahu in Hawaii.
So sitting there;- I wondered if someone could hack a phone to wipe the fingerprint recognition and change the passcode;- then in the instance one goes into the Apple Store or home tracks u and could detonate a bomb in coordination with ones arrival.
I'm a little paranoid I suppose--anything is possible...I think Apple should have another protocol for phone service at Best Buy or mall kiosks...minus a strong room designed by Hensel Phelps.

Names I was told control all trade in Hawaii

not Japanese-American friendly and everyone had warned me they will send their HPD or boys n girls to kill me cause it's cheap and some of em want to run guns into Hawaii and other places. I've never met them;- but their people are around since they employ so many @ docks and I'm not sure this info is correct & have no safe way to verify it.
3 big families in Hawaii who control the ports:-
1. Bumpy Kanahele --
2. Co Wo
3. Larry Mehau (Mehai?)

That's aside from lots of other bs from the other Asian communities.
I try and stay away from Filipinos since they have been interfering and also watched someone try kill me (including a cop HPD) in their neighborhood. Not the 2nd time I was almost killed by someone and went to court after they reduced charges on guy 2x!!!

Past week/ month in Hawaii

The past week- I went to Gotdon Biersch where an old German man who lives @ North Shore asked me to have a seat with him as I was leaving. I didn't feel comfortable so I excused myself. there was an old ball peen hammer left next to my car--as if someone was thinking about breaking the windows. And when I got in my car after;- the console was left broken as well as the driver's seat. I think this may have been the old Mexican  landlord who was renting property from a Japanese family or since there was fighting the day after in the Israeli place I only heard about--something to do with them possibly.
For the holidays I was spending time with some of the Israeli workers who came to Hawaii to work the Christmas season as I was told.
Also, the place where I work now is nerve wracking, but I find most of Hawaii to be a bervewracking stay at this point--especially since I had planned to move back to NY and my mother suggested I stay in Hawaii due to the severity of lack of work and harsh winter in the northeast.
I'm making little money to survive in Hawaii well enough to have normal accomodations and comfort, but I am getting by despite the high cost of living. I applied for Public Housing in Hawaii after the trouble the U.S. Navy caused for me and the Judge said she didn't give a shit about VAWA. there is A 7-10 year waiting list for housing. I can't afford housing of my own, nor do I want to try and handle more sexual harassment from landlords or their bad financial situations that have affected my own.
That's aside from some other women who go around telling businessmen that they are me...which causes more problems. I'm on an island full of shitheads.

I am the peaceful intent of post-Hiroshima Japan&USA

So...welcome to Hawaii 

What I'm learning: welcome remarks to last year-- and Hawaiians and Chinese say they hate Japan--aside from intending to destroy me to force me to commit seppuku, hurt me, And V kill me. Being in Hawaii is the worst feeling I have ever had. Today I hear how they want to destroy Japanese American image further over what they allowed some Japanese gangsters to do in the 1980's in Hawaii. None of which had to do with me. And because there are so few Japanese-americans it creates bad image, and tries to make a new stereotype in the USA of Japanese and Japanese-Americans.
This is aside from the jealousy and hatred I experience coming from the Japanese-Americans and their families who went through internment. It is not fun to have to tolerate and be social under these conditions. not is there reasonable safety that is trustworthy.

3 families who apparently are against my very existence in Hawaii or otherwise--

Japan & English as a national language

i can only speak from my perspective. Despite that and growing up with the US government stealing my nationality & Japanese language away from me at age 10;- I only know that the Japanese nationals I meet are not fluent In English in comparison to Thai, Chinese, Vietnamese and Koreans who travel abroad.
I feel that because I speak English- more people from other nations like Israel feel it is an opportunity to disbelieve that I am of Japanese descent. Then there is the inundation of insults coming from many other Asian nationals that I can't possibly be Japanese because I speak English. This is new experience since I have lived in Hawaii especially. It seems other nationals who come to Hawaii to do work and be a tourist see Japanese as the most gullible consumers to America's Hawaii state, and prey on them financially and sexually with insults to follow Japan around the globe.

The other downside(negative) of speaking English here since I am Issei/Nissei as common americans decide my circumstance as opposed to Japan law;- is that the depth of insulting Japan is magnified with my understanding of English.

So maybe it is better that Japanese are naive, trust their instinct, and don't fully (not fukly) comprehend the international scope of the limit to respect of Japan.

Japan should charge Hawaii tax

even though the TPP applies to most of the Unites States;- there is an irrevocable difference between The island state of Hawaii and the rest of the United States. One is that the Hawaiian families who run the shipping ports and their families and "good ol boys network" do not have any respect for Japanese other than Yakuza. They do not respect those who are/were Japanese nationals with families overseas and force women from otherwise good families into 3rd world hostess bar prostitution and like industries. Aside from the high level of disrespect and a newfound "American patriotism" in showing such disrespect;- there are few real Japanese nationals who are in Hawaii and the generations of Chinese and Japanese who inhabited the Hawaiian islands since 1600's to 20th century are a bastardized version of what Asia intended Japan and/China to be. Hawaiian born are a bastardized Asia that lends itself to serve the U.S. intelligence community...much as Thailand harbors its Muslim faith.

These 4 centuries of Hawaii born families are not modern day politics.

How terrorists get funding from US outsourcing

So, today I went to the North Shore with my old Krav Maga Instructor, who has a decadently Chinese-Hawaiian background since his grandfather donated the land for the Chinese cultural plaza in Chinatown, Honolulu. I have always felt he works against me because he is anti-Japanese in America despite our easygoing outward appearances together. And today he asked me about the time I met al-Qaeda or Someone who was close to al-Qaeda I was in Thailand at the time;- a friend had asked me to go with him for the trip. That is why I am posting this today on this blog. 

From my American perspective and with my knowledge: China keeps a clean slate while Terrorist groups fight outside the Communist domain. 
The vicious cycle that supports al-Qaeda  and like organizations makes money from outsourced US business to China. Al-Qaeda members will kill those who run business for American companies and then move the funds to support their terrorist organizations. This is done without much punishment in Communist China. Shutting down  USA EX-IM or an Embargo on China in 2005 and forcing Americans in the homeland to "make due with what got" for even a year or two back then would have cut funding to these terrorist groups. Instead they made money from our own "greed" and hit us in the back with military actions in the Middle East over the past 8 years. I learned this from a Chinese -French Muslim business man who sent soft goods(mostly clothing) to the USA and told me he feared for his life since his best friend was murdered by Al-Qaeda  in a business hit. Try telling the American public to go without indulgence for a little while? Sacrifice the "cheap goods from China" for sparing American taxpayers what we've had to go through in raising the debt ceiling, more military expenses that lead to military reduction, now ISIS (in Crowley terms "ISIS rides on the back of the Beast" and other independent terrorist groups that can and may ensue... Just embargoing China until security measures are refined and executed may not be enough. Shutting down the EXIM Bank of the USA for a while will help diffuse the attacks in the next 5 years by hopefully cutting outsourced funding. Simply passing rules to stop or cut back on outsourcing work to China would also suffice without affecting the rest of our international marketplace in a large way.

milk What?  
In 2005, I returned and drew up a single cell cartoon that had then president, George Bush with his image projected at a "holo-port" an empty port by the beach and various off-the-grid small business startups Floating "day-by-day". I attached the cartoon to some hand screened tees I made saying "milk what?" As opposed to our common phrase "milk it for all it's worth" After I sent it in to our friends at the FTPO for a $600 registration and a laugh.
They needed to do it almost a decade ago. It hasn't stopped;- they have to cut USA funding @ EX-IM level. Must, not just sanction or embargo. 

My trip after the big tsunami in Thailand of 2005
So the gist of it was;- I was left on my own for 25 days. I had gone with the son of a prominent USA nuclear weapons scientist. He & I are both civilians and split up after the 5th day of a month long trip.  During that time I had few problems, got in hiking, kayaking, and regular partying and game playing. One day I was out looking for some sunscreen and lotion at a store. The store clerk had gotten a phone call and I understood someone was asking questions about what I was doing inside the store. That day I had also worn my PETA shirt I cut up for the beach (not exactly Diesel or Armani popular for this island). So I attracted a lot of attention from the Muslims on the small island. Due to the tsunami I was instructed to bring clothes I could leave behind, for sanitation and disease control
Upon re-entry to the USA. They said they'd kill even my cats if I didn't leave everything behind, because of biological warfare concerns. I brought a lot of volunteer work & campaign tees, and made few purchases outside of food and spa.

Anyway, when I left the store, I was approached by a man on a moped/scooted who offered a ride to me. I had been walking kilometers each day from my secluded homey resort. He persisted and so I finally accepted a ride. I climbed on the back of his scooter ( main transportation for tourists here)
He took me back to the preserve where I stayed most of my 25 days left.

This island I stayed on had a few backpacker places with rooms including bed and shower and then a plethora of international 5 star hotels without anything mid-range. I believed his story about being a business man from China who was born French-Muslim and did international Export/imports from China to countries around the world. I had met several like people & families from different countries on this trip. He told me his personal story to success and  shared what he did about his concern for his own life being put in Jeopardy by his friend recently having been assassinated by al-Qaeda.  

Exim bank USA close it!!!

So, today I went to the North Shore with my old Krav Instructor who has a decadently Chinese HawAiian background since his grandfather donated the land for the Chinese cultural plaza inChinatown  Honolulu. I have always felt he works against me because he hates Japan, despite out easygoing outward appearances together. And he asked me about the time I met Someone who was close to Ai Queda. I was in Thailand at the time;- a friend had asked me to go

The vicious cycle that supports Ai Queda and like organizations makes money from outsourced US business to China. Ai Queda members will kill others running business for American companies and then take the funds to support their terrorist organizations. Shutting down  USA EXIM in 2005 and forcing Americans to "make due with what got" for even a year or two back then would have cut funding to these terrorist groups. Instead they make money from our own "greed" and hit us in the back with military actions in the Middle East. I learned this from a Chinese -French Muslim business man who sent soft goods(mostly clothing) to the USA and told me he feared for his life since his best friend was murdered by Ai Queda in a business hit. Try telling the American public to go without for a little while? Sacrifice the "cheap goods from China" for sparing American taxpayers what we've had to go through in raising the debt ceiling, more military expenses that lead to military reduction, now ISIS (in Crowley terms "ISIS rides on the back of the Beast" and other independent terrorist groups that can and may ensue... Just embargoing China until security measures are refined and executed may not be enough. shutting down the EXIM Bank of the USA for a while will help diffuse the attAcks in the next 5 years.



After the big tsunami.
So the just of it was;- I was left on my own for 25 days. During that time I had few problems, got in hiking, kayaking, and regular partying and game playing. One day I was out looking for some sunscreen and lotion at a store. The stir clerk had gotten a phone call and I understood someone was asking questions about what I was doing inside the store. That day I had also worn my PETA shirt I cut up for the beach. So I attracted a lot of attention from the Muslims on the island. Due to the tsunami I was instructed to being clothes I could leave behind, for sanitation and disease control.
I brought a lot of volunteer work tees.

Anyway, when I left the store, I was approached by a man on a moped/scooted who offered a ride to me. I had been walking kilometers each day from my secluded homey resort. He persisted and so I finally accepted a ride. I climbed on the back of his scooter.
He took me back to the preserve where. I stayed most of my alone 25days.
So, since the island I stayed on had a few backpacker places and then a plethora of international 5 star hotels without much in between;- I believes his story about being a business man from China who was born French-Muslim.

Driving in Hawaii, from an East Coast perspective

Driving in Hawaii is one of Thee WORST experiences ever. Traffic on the island is miserable if you are almost out of gasoline or your AC isn't erotically cold.

Where to Start with my generalizations from my observations;

• Drivers behind me don't ever, seem to try- braking, and rely on saying they were "cut off". I thought this was odd and it seems that in Hawaii;- there is some commonplace local only law that says one is responsible for the people driving vehicles in back of you.  This sometimes leads to that driver stalking you home and slashing tires or keying cars or starting a physical confrontation which are common knowledge stories to bring awareness to the local rule.
• Drivers don't follow the 4 way stop rules and create chaos;- particularly at places where they have purposely ill managed pedestrian walks and a lack of stop lights and Walk/Don't walk lights.
• It's about 50/50 on how many drivers Don't use turn signals
• Right turns on Red to get across 4 one-way lanes, especially onto King Street in order to make the next left. They could have really used a lesson in city planning that included usage of Jug handles.
• Bicyclists don't seem to understand that to ride in a car's blind-spot is not a good idea;- no matter how much they want to curse and key cars in Waikiki. 

Why Hawaii State needs No Fault Tort...
The pedestrians are chronically annoying walking slower than a snail. When they see a car coming, instead of walking briskly across the street or a marked pedestrian walkway, they stop in the middle of the street and try to stare down the driver. Some more athletic pedestrians attempt to crash into your vehicle as it passes through the pedestrian walk.

Teach Hawaii's children about the Mason-Dixon line!!!

Hawaii State seems to be a place that makes Foreign ideas of slavery acceptable to many residents because it is a temporary means to an end;- and serves the moment rather than their future. Hawaii State's school system and educators ares definitely tied up with the overthrown Hawaiian government by the USA and they haven't moved forward or learn much about those things that make America what it is.  Bringing Hawaii up to speed with their land/property laws, ideas of fixed rent/ say RENT CONTROL!!!, or maintaining a respectable society that isn't groveling at the feet of Foreigners with money.

Most of us from East Coast USA are used to going on school trips yearly, if not bi-annually to see the Liberty Bell, Constitution Hall, the Capitol Building, Monticello, Statue of Liberty, The Underground Railroad, Valley Forge, Tomb of the Unknown Soldier just to name a few places. This is something practically inaccessible and uninteresting to most of Hawaii's youth and their parents.

They also seem to NEVER have heard of the Famous Mason-Dixon line. The line that divided the Free states from the Slave states.  And the older Hawaiian residents argue, minus googling, about the location of it as if I have never seen it the hundreds of time I made the drive from my home state of PA to Washington DC as an intern or organizer.

Mason-Dixon Line, boundary between Pennsylvania and Maryland (running between lat. 39°43−26.3”N and lat. 39°43−17.6”N), 

Read more: Mason-Dixon Line | Infoplease.com http://www.infoplease.com/encyclopedia/us/mason-dixon-line.html#ixzz3CgiPbpbj

http://www.sonofthesouth.net/slavery/slave-maps/mason-dixon-line.htm

Japanese American woman perspective- APEC from the USA side

Today I' writing after much contention as it was my goal and intention to create more peace. The people working against me and the intentions of my Japanese grandfather Kikuchi, Hirokatsu who was a Governor in Japan's Akita prefecture. As his granddaughter, I should be protected under provisions made by the Vienna Convention. However, throughout my life the USA has detained me from leaving to Japan and China by not only squandering my accounts, damaging and not delivering mail, but cancelling my plane tickets as they see fit.
 I was asked to leave Hawaii for the East Coast USA springtime 2014. However, since the Patriot Act created this hostile environment on the East Coast for me with Homeland Security;- I am unable to accomplish even small tasks and am fearful for my life.

 In the past near decade I have been assaulted financially, physically, politically, sexually by those who claim to work for the United States government, Navy, Army, Marines, CIA, not excluding US politicians with private interest in starting a war between Japan and China.   This includes men who claim they are connected to President Obama's personal security when President Obama visits the Hawaiian  Islands.  The total of the damage has left me poverty stricken & homeless in Hawaii since I was forced into the Hawaii Bar scene by a federal agent from a well known Hawaiian/Chinese family;- who also behaved as a pimp taking all of my earnings for most of 2 years; in order to instigate future lawsuits due to his family's pre-existing problem that compromises his role in a Security requirement of good credit. This is all despite my role within my international family & USA at Hawaii's hosted Asia Pacific Economic Cooperation (APEC) 2011;- goal; to bridge and connect Japan &; USA (TPP) in a more peaceful way for a new generation of business leaders.

My daily life in Hawaii is less than desirable. Most of the 3rd & 4th generation Asian-Americans in Hawaii still speak with a speech impediment and out rightly show their Hatred of New York and laugh at the demise of the city for 9-11. I still wonder how it is that these people are even acceptably American as they direct their hatred at me for being raised on the East Coast. I may have been born with dual citizenship;- however I actually find New York state more of a home than other places on the Urban east coast. If I were to reside in Hawaii;- I would want to see already proven senators and representatives from Urban America make a run in Hawaii to bring it up to a modern speed. The antiquated Asian slavery and rights system this state still upholds in reality is heartbreaking.
Many of the "well off" Hawaiian families seem to sponsor Asian "mail order brides" and choose to work overtime on destroying sexual equality at most levels of their society. Personally for me as an American woman who lived with a female Republican senator who passed Roe Vs. Wade;- The business climate in Hawaii is incontestably sexist and harmful to my psychological and emotional health. Hawaii's business climate does not allow for differences to work to a greater end goal. It is very much about men controlling the women who have business interest. And, then the women here are petty and undermine each other due to jealousy and small mindedness. The men here have no respect, and most of the women here are bent into subservient Asian roles;- where even politicians are largely swayed to vote on bills by 'Cultural' preferences instead of American standards of equality and decency. I don't care to live in a state run by a Japanese-American 

Turn of 2000 millenium: on USA progressives and organizations (draft)

• In my synopsis;- I personally do not consider Caucasian women a minority group. The reasons for this is that they typically gain power by promoting values of suppressive groups in order to hold status. In charitable causes;- some of these women are housewives who have no immediate international family or have a working interaction with policymakers and business personnel. These women whom I have met hold racist values against non-white women and make significant attempts to derail some business initiatives out of spite and perceived nationalism.
• Progressive organizations are typically run by a majority U.S. "racial" group
• Have typically used minorities as unpaid volunteer workers and do not improve their individual situations by offering minimal pay scale wages.
• Organizations run on an Image of Ideals and having these minorities join forces to support the organization.
• In theory a reputable organization that upholds its values would need to be perceived as "revolutionary" since there is little to no funding available for "start-up organizations". In concurrence with this, it is nearly impossible for 1st generation minorities to gain suitable representation with the Patriotic stigma that has been created since 9-11 in foreign policy. This includes the Patriot Act and its revisions as well as the Foreign Agents act. 
• These policies in and of themselves negate the US Constitutional ideals. The perceived enforcement of the Patriot Act and Foreign Agents act also contribute to a political Hostage situation in the USA of 1st generation dual USA/other country citizen(s) that creates boundaries in living everyday life to the fullest in the USA as a citizen. Even with travel abroad;- the USA's policies threaten their own citizens abroad. 
• There is also a high level of disagreement between USA and other nation(s) as to the citizen status of various individuals- these various individuals being made out to be foreign agents or "different people with fake identities" by the US . government in order to instigate political upheaval within otherwise peaceable political settings and treaties.
• "Invaluable to the Community" means that the suppressive groups that these progressive organizations join forces against turns into a dichotomy and tracking system of minority group women, 1st generation Americans, and others.
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Honolulu Police Department- a private security organization "abducted me"

Honolulu, Hawaii-
The Honolulu Police Department seems to be a private security company that operates within various Counties such as Honolulu County in Hawaii. Though nostalgic, the Honolulu Police Department is not a typical State run police department. The HPD does seem to be a biased group of security/police officers who manipulate visitors/tourists such as myself in order to extract funds, extort families, and create international incidents after arrival to the Hawaiian islands. Some of the members of this police department and their outside associates have access and knowledge of who arrives in the islands and their relationships internationally, and are able to detain tourists without much effort or need of using any typical uniform or badge.

The case of reporting incidents to the HPD;- It appears that reporting is "accepted" however, records are conveniently lost, misplaced, renumbered, and altered by the HPD itself. This is in addition to any "appropriate" procedure that they may have in place being followed (meaning whatever they seem to see fit in doing at the time).

In the case of some serious felony incidents committed by members of the US Armed Forces;- I have found HPD to be part of that boys club. Instead of assisting a small female while bearing witness to an attack;- HPD will sit idly by and watch in amusement as if aiding the attacker/potential murderer. They claim they have the right to do this because they have no "liability". HOWEVER, they intervene as they see fit and are able to kidnap/arrest the victim of such a crime if the victim does not comply with their HPD demands of accepting huge hospital bills. So, in essence, if the victim does not survive;- HPD is in fact not a "good Samaritan" organization and in fact will assist the US Government in assassinating civilians and classify such attempts as "domestic abuse" without felony charges. I went through this this year of 2013.

HPD and my attackers have cost me my life's happiness and livelihood since my arrival to the Islands in 2009 for a 1 month vacation. This began with one of the police/federal agency/military security trainers picking me up from the airport, telling me they would force me to commit 'seppuku', and that they are looking for employment with my Aunt and Uncle 竹中、abroad. As a result of their "private policing" they have stolen/extorted most of my money that I earned after they put me into work at a Club 939 as a dancer/stripper for over 3years. I was left only with money to cover rent and minimal groceries after obtaining a cheap used upright piano. HPD and its associates--which encompass some old boys club is an atrocious organization that should not exist to police the civilian world.

 I have learned from other women on the Island that this HPD organization gains from the corrupted network of attorneys who compromise attorney-client privilege for consistent financial gain. This entire network seems that it needs to be torn down like a legitimized crime syndicate and have some restructuring in the 50th U.S. State that is more Constitutional.


In my case, I was tracked down online and before my arrival in Hawaii--where I was coerced into a relationship that was unwanted (some say I was abducted by the Security officers). This is now my 5th year on the Island of Oahu. I was a reputable piano instructor in NY and Pennsylvania, as well as a business/executive consultant. I am now emotionally and financially exhausted from these vigilante security officers damaging my career life and causing injuries to me.

More "death threats" from Hawaiian community to me, of "Imperial Japanese" blood

I have 48 hours to make everyone who needs money on this island happy. That's all I was told.
Bad tingly feeling in my neck for past 8 hrs. the one feeling that says there is trouble.
All who know the island's politics and corruptness knows, that Hawaii State and its inhabitants deserved the M-16's at APEC 2011 because of how illegal the average culture and person is on this island.
Much peace to all who have shed light. Don't be my enemy...don't kill or harm...yet fight the good fight.
APEC, Good Works, Everything TPP...good luck... AMK out.

Military State Precedent

Less than 180 days, maybe 100 days away. Hawaii State Family Court oversaw judgement and forceable agreement that a 1st generation US citizen is required to leave the State. Agreement came due to physical and emotional duress (only disputable in like court system in Hawaii State) at the Will of a NSA and security training operative and Israeli trainer, like Mossad, and US Federal Agency combat trainer.

A 1st Generation US citizen and representative of the United States of America is formally and legally bound, due to other "disputable circumstances" due to fortune of Military and Homeland Security exploitation of citizen and duty to uphold their personal financial integrity to the United States of America... Beginning of precedence of Military State Totalitarianism. Despite any citizenship or correlation with any higher powers on the planet earth including GOD.

Ultimate Mountain Apples Smoothie

Back to the drawing board.  Flowery, light, and sweet-- I made my first Ultimate Mountain Apple smoothie last night. The Mountain apples are so ripe and falling off trees. They smell like a light floral perfume that quickly dissipates and burst in a bite with subtle and pleasant sweetness and juice.
My smoothie this morning has changed after 17 years of the Ultimate Meal (that I have neglected for a 2 year stint here in the Hawaiian Islands.

• 3 Fresh Mountain Apples
• 1 cup of lemon water
• 1 tsp. Maple Syrup
• 1 dash of cinnamon
• 1 scoop of the Ultimate Meal (about $4/scoop on Oahu)
• 1/2 cup of Ice

All good. Back on the Ultimate Meal again...after Detoxing most of 3 weeks. Though I cheated last night with some Indian Tikka Masala Eggplant and Kashmiri naan...Oh the eggplant issue-- past Nightshade turned to modern GMO natural pesticide producing plant. I should be feeling better again in a few days with Intense vegan nutrition. Yes. In the meantime... less tampered with fruits like Mountain Apples and Avocado R 4 me.

Vegan combatting allergies

I, a vegan for over 20 years, just finished a series of 3 colon hydrotherapy sessions ($85/session) over a 3 week period at Island Health & Beauty Clinique. I may return 1x a month or quarter. On week 2, I started taking 560-1120mg of Activated Charcoal ($9.99/bottle) daily. At end of 3rd session, I began taking Bentonite clay ($12/bottle). I picked up both  the Nature's Way Activated Charcoal and Great Plains Bentonite (liquid) at the Vitamin Shoppe. No bad reaction to either Charcoal or Clay of them and am easing into "detoxifying" my system from pesticides and other chemicals for another 3-4 weeks. In theory, this should help me regain my tolerance for certain chemicals and laundry detergents that are commonplace in American society, building allergies aside.

What I've changed in my diet in the past 3 weeks being vegan for 20+ years:
I've limited my Wheat intake, despite Gluten/Seitan being a major protein source. Switching to fermented Soy in Tempeh and Natto.

Drinking lots of lemon water, sometimes with chocolate mint or mint.
Drinking Aloe gLoe...just because it's low calorie.

Stopped drinking or cut back on Coffee-- since it contains heavy pesticides. Though there are Local Hawaiian coffees that are sold in bags marked "pesticide free" everywhere,  even at the Walmarts on Oahu.

Just a few more weeks to go. 

What's Holding me Back with the Business- Any Success

People ask me why it is I have worked so hard, only to have nothing. The most prominent reason is that I have not had the right men in my life (particularly boyfriends). There is great difficulty that I am faced with in trying to establish myself internationally. From my life on the East Coast and around Ivy Leaguers, I'm just some "poor ethnic" female to be exploited. No, i can't say any of the men I've met on the East Coast have done my life any international good (Business-related) because of their racist and sexist attitudes. I have no tolerance for these "progressives" and have even less for those who aren't even close to being "Ivy League progressive".

The men I've met in Hawaii are sexually interested to the point where simple harassment is actual sexual assault in a minor way. So, I have no use for these men either. Then, I have to put up with them insulting my life further for their belief and "traditionally Asian" value system of making sure there are few if NO Japanese female executives.

I'm being drowned in a sea of sexist men for whom I have no liking for, though I am expected to tolerate them for purposes of political civility. Probably a reason why my mother lied to Japan so much about our actual conditions of living on the East Coast.

Then throw in all the "white women" who tell me to "lighten up."... They are threatened by my good genes in aging and quickly oust me out of their community for their own insecurities. This is something even my real Aunts don't have to tolerate in Japan with predominantly Asian women and men around.

So, it seems that my existence alone is threatening enough to my so-called friends and foes in the USA alike. Let alone them actually stepping out of their comfort zone and having to put some faith in believing that I have a large and powerful international family that was/is willing to give me, a female, a rare opportunity in the Export-Import world. My "fellow" Americans are ruining what the American Dream and rights and liberties are about because of their Bigoted (if not war-like) actions and words;- by holding the metaphoric gun to my head. I have had no portion of my life that I can keep sacred away from the vulgar American public interactions I have daily. I am very weary of all of this, for the name of what? Peace? It certainly doesn't seem that anyone in the USA who I have met wants much Peace. They seem damn proud that they Nuked my mom's country  and mine of Japan when she was still in it. Their distaste shows in my deteriorated life. For that they are proud.

From my perspective, they are all sorry creatures-- my past boyfriends, friends, and enemies... for not wanting to EVER believe that they destroyed what they think is improbable--if not damn near impossible to occur for a more peaceable (not war-like) world.

Hillary Clinton never spoke about helping American-Japanese Asian women like me. She only spoke about helping 3rd world farm working women. For that, I think, the USA is bogus since they will rarely--if ever help an "ethnic Asian woman" in the USA. Especially helping me with a large trans-national family doing business.

Rosicrucian and Depopulation of the Planet -- Introduction.

I grew up less than a mile from the actual 1940's Rosicrucian ceremony grounds in Bucks County, PA. My mother taught me that these people would shoot me because I'm half Japanese and half US Caucasian mix. And, throughout my life well into adulthood, They have attempted to kill me, as the Rosicrucians' founder's grandson (Lee Clymer) was a neighbor (with his wife Cathy Clymer) to me on the street I grew up on. You can find a blurb on these Rosicrucian in the "Atlas of Secret Societies by David Barrett ." This Rosicrucian Sect have been referred to as an abusive sex cult and have been ostracized from other Rosicrucian sects in the USA for their white supremacist views and practices. They also murdered my brother in 2005 in our backyard (we are both of half-Japanese nationality).

1. My brother told me (2004) that Lee Clymer made him work extra to CNC machine custom guns that the Rosacrucians white supremacist network sold and ran privately throughout the USA. This may or may not be part of some ultimate plan to decrease the world's population. But none the less it is heinous. There are also Federal/CIA agents and their counterparts who seek to promote drugs through these networks of Rosacrucians and their wanna be's.
2.  The Rosacrucians Clymers are related to Representative Clymer (PA) --and have close ties to Cheney. They use "divide and conquer" and many other tactics to smokescreen their white supremacist traditional values (that may go back to Hitler).
3. They also forced my brother to work for the Quakertown, PA irradiation plant @2002-2004 through a temporary employment agency (to cover up). They already knew that we were not supposed to be near radioactive materials. They then labeled my brother a terrorist trying to obtain uranium (in a cobalt reactor) and sent their slews of Illuminati/white trash junkies to barrage me and my brother with more murderous attacks. 

 Personal notes and their abuse never ends

1. Over the years growing up, I'm also quite sure they use mind-control protocols and that I've been exposed to their abuse throughout my childhood. I went through an intense period after the hypervigilant activist side of me emerged after leaving Quakertown and being politically torn at the age of 17 in my 1st semester Ithaca College dorm room and ignored.
2.  And, I had inherited land/house there from my Great Grandmom Kelley as I'm part Kelley, but they have turned me into one of their "Indigent Ethnics" as they so proudly rub in my face as they have completely decimated happiness in my life over the past 30+ years. I became an activist in High School. I later dedicated my time to fighting "the good fight" and learning from whoever I could who has skills to battle with these people. However, I have to say "C.B. you were right!!!!" They attacked me when I returned to my hometown, and I barely escaped with my life... and a duffel bag of clothes to Hawaii. I still have near nothing as I'm attacked by others who feel that they will have a place within the USA military orders if they harm me here in Hawaii.

Anyway, financially decimated and physically harmed... I'm still here.

Tropical Storm Flossie Strengthens, Heads for Hawaii

Flossie, "One of 19 named storms that have approached the Hawaiian Islands since 1957."

Toxicity N Me -- I'm just a US government human guinea pig

A blurry photo of the mold on the walkway to the house where I rented a room. 2014

Angela Kneale is a survivor of Toxic Mold aka Mycotoxin poisoning. What is contained in this page and blog is my personal experiences in living with and reducing symptoms of the Toxic mold strains in MY body and in my belongings. This is my personal journal as many have asked me questions about how I was able to get healthy from Mold Mycotoxin poisoning experiences. Also, I have a resurrection gene. 8/28/2016

Over the past 3-4 weeks, I have been extremely sick compared to anything I have experienced in the past 10 years.  Since I am already eating a plant based diet for over 25 years I kept my body as chemical free as possible. It seems that I'm not the only one on the Island who has, since late June 2013, had respiratory problems. I have heard about the Government dumping Chemtrails for use of HAARP and weather modifications since I have been trying to find a cure for my severe allergy problem I have been trying to hide for the past 7 years that started to get progressively worse since I worked for Evaluation Engineering magazine in for Nelson Publishing in Venice, Florida in 2000. It started with a severe building allergy that made me turn down a new position at the physical office.

• July 2, 2013- Rash/hives
• July 6-7, 2013- possible food poisoning- nauseated, headache, fatigue
• July 9-12, 2013- Sick and slept 18+hrs straight have joint pains
• July 13-14, 2013- Laryngitus (from coughing a dry cough for past few weeks)
• July 15-21, 2013- Irregular menstration only 16 day cycle
• July 23-27, 2013- someone kicked my knee-- pain
• July 22-26-- extreme fatigue 

I was already near full toxicity when I was a child. My mother was 3 years old in Japan when Hiroshima and Nagasaki were bombed. The use of DDT in their farming methods and water systems
was common then. My family overseas in Japan and the doctors in Philadelphia all suggested that my diet be plant based by the time I was about 8-9 years old.
And some things that should cause an immediate reaction are encapsulated by my body for periods up to 7 days before I have reaction.
Here are a few things that I am intensely allergic to:
RECENT ALLERGIES with noticeable but not debilitating anaphylaxis reactions (past 2 wks)
Airwicks- air freshner
air inside GNC at Alamoana-- may have air freshner in ventilation -- severe allergic reaction within 1.5 min of being inside. Within 5 minutes I experienced extreme tearing of my eyes and closure of my breathing/throat so that talking was very difficult. Cleared up after 15 min outside of the store.
 

SOAPS/DETERGENTS

• The use of different normal laundry soaps such as Tide, Gain, and Era all cause Anaphylaxis type reactions for me. 

Once @ 2010 I gave someone who volunteered to do my laundry at his house, a bottle of Dr. Bronner's to wash my clothes in. He brought back my clothes and hung them in my bedroom closet. That night when I went to sleep my eyes were tearing profusely and I couldn't breath.
I called him on the laundry soap switch. He apologized and re-did my laundry since I said I basically have to throw out my entire wardrobe.

• Cleaning products in stores on shelf as well as when store is being cleaned.

 Back in 2003-2004 I already had a noted sensitivity to Wegman's and other large stores that have near cityblock long aisles of cleaning products on the shelves. Back then I could only spend 15-20 minutes inside these stores shopping. And that time was reduced if they were doing regular cleaning for the floors.

MOLDS

• Dust mites, moldy produce sections at the grocery stores, Hawaii's molds- result in Rash or Hives

To be continued

No Pakalolo-- please.

Trying to find an "affordable" living situation in Hawaii that allows a person to live and make deposits to their savings and trading accounts possible is difficult. Now throw in tolerating housemates who smoke DA Kine, Pakalolo, Marijuana. It's even more difficult to live around my potential allergic outbreaks of Anaphylaxis shock. My eyes immediately become uncontrollably pained and tear as if I had some extreme chemical exposure from warfare. My interior throat becomes tight, closed, and itchy as I begin to gasp for air. My nostrils become itchy and I may begin a sneezing fit if I can breath enough.
Yet my housemates find this difficult to believe. So, aside from letting them send me to the Emergency Room by exposing myself to the Girl's weed habit... I can only hope she moves out next month and takes her smoker's tooth colored glass bong along. But, since she's a "respectable Filipino" who is on a respectable rowing team here in Hawaii (12 years my junior) The Girl's disrespect lingers to me as she justifies it with her short Washington D.C. stint at the Hawaiian State legislature. And feels justified in being extra rude to those around her (in daily parking habits and other ways). Mind the fact that the first time I met her, she was smoking cigarettes and sitting in filth on a pigeon poop covered bench. My first impression of her was completely disgusting. 0
           But she's Filipino-American and I'm just Japanese trash to her and her "respectable" Hawaiian family who do well for themselves in the Hostess bar industry, and Insurance industries of Hawaii. I'm sure if her family knows, and as I've experienced with many of the older parents of people near my generation of Hawaii;;- they only laugh at newcomers and their families. This creates a wonderful atmosphere for decreased and stopped funding of all of my activities within Hawaii since my family and especially extended family chooses not to add to such an existing economy. Hawaii's feminism is severely contorted from the academic feminism I learned back in Ithaca, NY.

The Girl's behavior seems to be standard of Hawaii born.  I, being more cultured since my parents met in Tokyo, Japan and returned to settle in Philadelphia, PA. I am supposed to take pity on the locals who are 4th and 5th generation Americans and are "isolated" on these Hawaiian Islands. Though, I cannot pity their foolishness. They don't seem to have much established culture of their own and feel that ganging up on those of us who have other experiences from the East Coast. I still pray for solidarity from my home of New York, as well as some for my birth state of Pennsylvania even though I'm a first generation American.  I'm hoping the pakalolo out here in the Islands doesn't kill me from contact in the air. Trying to ask the locals not to smoke Pakalolo around me seems to be
too difficult for them to manage.

180 days to go

July 22nd, 2013 at 8AM in the First District Court of Honolulu;- the ex-nuclear submarine engineer plead guilty to a charge of Harassment rather than waiting till July 24, 2013 for my appearance as a State witness in what HPD defied as "abuse."
This was the 4th very violent attack made on me by this young 26 year old man. Because of his security clearance, it seems that Hawaii and law enforcement have given him one year of leeway in all incidents that I have reported. This last incident involved me fighting for my life and for consciousness. And, he is a known drunk at bars and for being in fights.
The newly assigned Hawaii State prosecutor never contacted me regarding the case. She also refused to make time to discuss anything with me. Though this new prosecutor seems to be of Japanese descent, she also seems very biased against me as a 1st generation American who is of direct Japanese national descent. (I was advised of the hatred Japanese-Americans in Hawaii are veraciously against those of us who have a direct connection to Japan).
The public that has encountered and witnessed the attacks made on me by this Navy engineer put pressure on me in April 2012 to get a Temporary Restraining Order on the Navy Officer. The restraining order was granted in May 2012. The Navy engineer did many things in order to prevent the TRO from being known by his Commanding Officer. This included more than 6-8 months of his
behavior getting me thrown out of my apartments, having his fellow Navy Officers stalk me and take my phone, His damaging my working laptops and phones as well as many other personal belongings I had, and being verbally and mentally abusive to me for hours on end.
Hawaii State supports this behavior because of their need for men like him to feed their Hostess bar and Sex trade industries. It is a well known fact that the State encourages these men to absolute drunkeness so that they can collect more money in DUI's and other legal matters, as well as fining bars and their workers.  And, that the State supports "soft" sex slavery and human trafficking where women wind up stuck in Hawaii and the Law Enforcement does nothing to help protect women. In fact, over the course of the past 1 year and 4 months I have learned many TRO's are issued against officers of the Honolulu Police Department. Additionally, they target people flying into this island state through the forms that are required to be filled out on the plane (as if entering another country).
Furthermore, the network of Attorneys is not like the networks on the Mainland. It is in fact more exclusive as law firms and attorneys collaborate, organize, and manipulate their clients' legal conflicts of interest.  This is something that the local Courts overlook, as it is yet another way for this Island State to maintain some financial influx in this remote economy.
So, today, I broke down in tears because my previous lifestyle has been mostly decimated by the Military and Law enforcement community here in Hawaii. I have lost a tremendous amount of time, personal dignity, years of paid work, as well as my musical talent going to waste in this rotten and virtually un-cultured Island economy. I'm not certain as to how to re-establish my life, and on my own terms;- since this State of Hawaii has taken away the very things that made my life independent and respectable.
The only light is that;-  Hopefully, the Ex-nuclear engineer will be discharged from the Navy and the 12 or so nuclear submarine reactors will sit in Pearl Harbor and Hawaii's surrounding waters a bit safer.

Kikuchi is Chrysanthemum Land, not kuchi that USA rapes

My mother's family name straight from Japan is Kikuchi, 菊地。It simply means, Chrysanthemum Land. When I was a young child, before I was 6 years old and the Philadelphia doctors told me my biological mother from Japan was dead, I was schooled in the horrors of rape as a young international.
This is what the USA thinks of me. This is what the USA thinks of me as a female. I was politically torn (aka Raped) by many people of the USA before they made me involuntarily become a USA national by their default laws. So, as a young dual citizen, this is what I was taught the USA is to Japan. A body of white United States Americans who disrespect me in the highest form. And, to date, this seems to remain true. I was raised in Bucks County, PA not even a mile away from the Clymer family's establishment called the Rosacrucians. They had a hand in my sister's and brother's ultimate demise. The Clymers are USA political allies with the Cheney family.
It is not a conspiracy. It is simple United States politics. I am an unwilling participant and my parents put me through this so that they could maintain their position in the United States of America's political climate.
I have no protection. I did manage to live with an old New York State senator who was Vice President of Cornell University;- she was my mentor. Her help is why I'm barely clinging to survival here in Hawaii. Hawaii is the worst climate for a professional international female that I have ever lived in in my ENTIRE life. This state needs to change for the positive.

However, they say I should be more Christian and "Forgive" all the men who rape and will rape me in the USA because they bombed the very country;- with atomic weapons, that my heritage is from.

I have no reason to continue since I have no personal benefit at this point in time. And, if the USA riff raft of USA military and Legal bodies continue to treat me as such;- I can only hope for their demise since I don't wish this type of life on anyone. Though, I wish they could experience the Extreme magnitude that they have exposed me to;- only in their personal lives and loosing their loved ones who cannot be replaced by any TV set or appliance that they could purchase.

APEC, Security, & Hawaii State 1st District Court Honolulu

So, for whatever reason, the Hawaii State prosecutor was against me and continues to be against my existence, as most matters in the Hawaii State 1st District Court of Honolulu have been Handled. This morning I appeared as a witness, who didn't receive a subpoena and only a letter, because the Prosecutor is trying to throw me in Jail (for not appearing) since I am from a large Japanese family and she seems to have a complex because I don't have as much acne as she does.  The Hawaii State 1st District Court has made judgements against my Civil rights since last year. This morning was no better. They have upheld everything from my being wrongly thrown out of my living space, to letting members of the U.S. Military and intelligence community make murder attempts on me. I am the last blood family member who can actually bridge one small Export-Import gap between APEC's newly considered Trans-Pacific Partnership member nation of Japan and the United States for the next generation. I attended some of the Asia Pacific Economic Cooperation meetings in November 2011 and had to walk into the Highly secured Waikiki meeting protected by gunmen with M16's.
Given the actions of Hawaii State Police aka, Honolulu Police Department, the U.S. Navy, and the U.S. Army as well as actions taken against my life by other member(s) of Homeland Security (which are ongoing). I have recently been warned that I will not be able to leave Hawaii alive and that I will be killed on my plane flight out of here since there are human traffickers who are against everything that I stand for and have much to loose. Additionally, I have been warned that Homeland Security and I.N.S. may deport me as a "Sex slave" in order to complicate international politics further. They have already destroyed my life in the past 1.75 years especially here on Oahu.
 I think that most Military and Law enforcement bodies in Hawaii are trying to uphold their stake in illegal activities within the Hawaiian Islands. And, it is my sincere belief that they are trying to further the exploitation and sale of Asian women, including myself, since that is where monies for the Hawaiian tax base and payoffs to the legal/law enforcement community are found so they can maintain their security clearances.
Just a thought. Japan 2013 and APEC as well as a Japan National "NSA" style security setup being implemented are still not going to save other USA - JAPAN security agreements that have been  ignored since Hiroshima was bombed.\\
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sidenote:
In all honesty, I know that the locals of Hawaii don't behave any better than the Mainland biggots who have power. However, they are a detriment to the future of minorities who may need to relocate from Hawaii to other racially biased places of the USA.