Tuesday, October 18, 2016

Hawaii security Issues

The Hawaii community, including individuals who may be regular salaried or hourly employees at DoE, Homeland Security, Federal agents, and US Military;- have been harassing and coercing me into positions that they think are detrimental to EX-IM with outside countries. In my opinion these individuals are working to undermine overall USA security. And, they deliberately endanger my life. 
They have taken actions to "cover up" abducting me as well as what would be normally perceived as attempted murder charges due to the existence of the art called "martial arts". I feel this is inappropriate for the well bein of the USA, and that no art form in security or combatives, legal or illegal, is beneficial to peaceable international trade and security agreements.

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

Stolen identity & USA Yakuza gang

3  people have approached me claiming that they are my brother. One of them, I have already had issues with and had military involvement for Intelligence investigation as he works for DoE & secret services as a combat trainer and has voiced how the American-Asian gangs always want to hire him. I think that they did, as I also wrote to Israel and they responded that he is not an instructor listed with them as IKMF.
I'm very concerned, also for my life and further issues from these Americans, who may be yakuza gangsters or connected to some other Asian based crime gang.

Tuesday, October 11, 2016

I think I got toxic mold @ my lungs

I'm coughing like I have pneumonia, but my allergies and chemical sensitivity is off the chart. Yesterday, I went to Aldo's at ala Moana, I went to pay for purchase and I was dying in the time to get the payment to the cashier. My throat started to close, my eyes started to water and burn. I felt like I could die standing there. 
My Bad ::: I ate grain & carb loaded  for about a week+. So this is what I get. Harsh punishment.

Monday, October 10, 2016

One Thing

One thing that I have noticed in the European and American special interest and community groups, as well as spiritual places to worship;- is that the Japanese are outnumbered by the huge numbers of Koreans, Vietnamese, Chinese, Indian and other Asiatic groups. This give Japan a very very fine line of measure as the discrimination is not just about the country the Asian person of descent or racial group. It is very much about the Caucasian, African-American, Latino, and other European & Americans lumping the totality of Asians together as One representational group.
What I have found, is that Japan carries a fake sense of prestige that is disrespected by many Caucasian- Americans, and Europeans. They disrespect it because the "human slave power" is low in numbers. So, many of them use Japan for the money they would not be able to obtain safely in their home countries in a similar way. Japan has little to no human power, and is viewed as no longer having a backbone or strength of unified national image.
Even here in Hawaii, there are latina women who whiten their skin, and while younger and not putting on the typical weight of an elder woman in her 30's;- they pass themselves as Japanese to the American European crowd. Obviously this is a different type of impression management to the international community that can later effect opinions. 

Friday, October 07, 2016

Another day back at work downtown

So, this morning my Bank check card that I rarely use and headphones are MIA. Guessing someone took em from my bag last night. 
Theft...again, annoyed

Thursday, October 06, 2016

A pure white face with light eyes ALien

Today, a reflection of a being looking at me with a large eye about 8" long and light golden yellow colored. Has sparse white lashes and white covering not skin, nor feathers, not hairs on the the face but some combination of all? Serene, calm, Beautiful energy.

GMO eggplant is a pesticide

So, if GMO eggplant engineered as an ingredient to make a pesticide;- then why is it put back into the human food supply?
The genetically modified nightshade plant , eggplant, is even more toxic to humans than it used to be.

Wednesday, October 05, 2016

McT oil eats plastic shaker

This morning I put McT oil in my shaker cup to add to my morning Americano. 
See green globs in the photo below-- Just 10 min and the shaker is being dissolved by the McT oil. yikes!!!!

Tuesday, September 27, 2016

TBA: Honolulu, Philadelphia, Toronto screenings in November 2016


This independent documentary film will premiere on Oct. 4th at the Vancouver International Film Festival. I think I made a donation to help support this film back in 2012? So, anywhoo...I'm stoked that this film is making it's debut. It is already a difficult feat to contend the waves of of single race socio-political walls that can crush individual mixed-race personalities. I've already been personally grappling with the issues revolving around predominantly single-race Independent Asian Culture film makers. Now, here's part of the medical reason shared in a ground-breaking Mixed-Race film by a mixed-race filmmaker Jeff Chiba Stearns and his crew. Please share!!!  

Mixed Match

Monday, September 26, 2016

2 chain programming

Since June/July 2016 (3mos) 
Tree image (below) drawn or hand painted elementary teacher style, on walls  indicator of chain programming.
3 different homes connected to people who work at or frequent busy night clubs on Oahu. 
One seems single and random people friends one day put a tree on their living room wall. One is married and family put a similar looking "tree" without leaves (ioW not too attractive) approximately same size on a living room wall. The third one is is more composed.
They had prior history in drug dealing and supposedly were lifted out of that life by US military or US Hollywood. seem to have Delta altars of some sort.

2 chain programming

Since June/July 2016 (3mos) 
Tree image on walls  indicator of chain programming. 2 different homes connected to people who both work at or frequent busy night clubs on Oahu. 
One seems single and random people friends one day put a tree on their living room wall. One is married and family put a similar looking "tree" without leaves (ioW not too attractive) approximately same size on a living room wall.
Both had prior history in drug dealing and supposedly were lifted out of that life by US military or US Hollywood. Both seem to have Delta altars of some sort.

Differences MK Delta to MK Uktra

There seems to be a generational difference that is noticible between the more recent and natural MK Ultra and the drug submerged MK DELTAs.
The MK Deltas seem to have had more active and criminal past in drug use and distribution. They seem more accustomed to the doors being held open for them and their indulgences met as long as they complied. Some MK Deltas did literally go insane with the LSD and or PCP taking them to a restful suicide. Others survived the drugs and programming with proud stories to tell. 

MK Ultra isn't the same, at least not from my perspective. MK ultra isn't just about  the loud, willing, and compliant slew of USA monarch celebrities who draw public sympathy. Some lesser known MK Ultra subjects have been groomed for civilian Intel collection and have family profiles with clout outside the USA. Some of these MK Ultra types have been put through the Alice protocol. I know this one is in my past, definately. 
One unique feature of the Alice protocol is the use of the MK subject's mother in administering physical abuse. I am uncertain how many Mind Kontrol protocols use the mother rather than another adult. Sometimes the mother is also a victim having undergone Nazi-like surgeries to disturb the brain stem. Some cases, the mother is left the widow of an intelligence agent. The violence the mother inflicts is more psychologically binding a relationship than normal. And, the Alice protocol inflicts and exposes its subjects to timed deaths of companion animals, loved ones, and many other atrocities against human rights. There were only two paths to succeed the Alice protocol. The most common and expected path was for the Alice protocol subject to die from inflicted physical injuries, or by suicide from depression of continual and regular assaults. The other is that the MK subject is able to overcome the emotional and mental states of the assaults and to attain a hyper-vigilante persona. And even if this hyper-vigilante persona is achieved past puberty, a resulting factor with the Alice protocol is a suicide command at age 26 or 27 for some. 

China Closer to an Attack on Japan

Yesterday, Sunday the 25th of September;- China deployed military attack drill near Okinawa.
Message I received directly last night before I posted 12:11AM on the 26th August.
http://www.sproutfuel.com/2016/09/nuclear-war-ww3.html

Aug/September Stargate dream

Representation of Red-White inter-dimensional being. (all I had was a green pen--orange didn't work)
Should Have legs and arms the same lengths, and the skin covering is high contrast red and white almost like seeing all the muscle fibers yet the surface is hardened like a skin. The face is the same way. With dark eyes and no pupils.  was in a racer starting stance with hands on ground.
In a location not far from and beneath an old stargate I used frequently in childhood. 
I first became aware of this being 1.5 years ago. 
This past month, I was able to see the being in entirety (body)
"I'll run with you"

Nuclear war Ww3

Message I just received:- "We are closer to a first attack than anyone thinks." "The second attack will be some months..."

This will affect the human species timeline. 
We humans may revert to a genetic state closer to opossum or "rat" that our original DNA mimicked by 99%...making bipedal humans only 1% different. Amphibious genes may be contained in a  total mutation to create our human species successors.

Sunday, September 25, 2016

Mineral/Crystal activation Aug. 24, 2016

Yesterday, I attended Veg Fest in honolulu.
My mineral/crystal that houses/housed an interdimensional being was
vibrating like crazy in my bag. No, it wasn't a vibrator. In fact, there was NOTHING with batteries or electric charge in my bag. The crystal/mineral went off 2x that was extremely noticeable.
1x was somewhere between 2- 3pm Hawaii Time, when I was in line for a cup of Vegan coffee.
And, at the same time my bag started vibrating with the mineral/crystal got going, a small dog someone was holding a few feet away started barking while looking at me.
The second time, between 3-4pm Hawaii Time, I was standing near several clear quartz crystals;- and my mineral/crystal vibrated strong again. 

Tuesday, September 20, 2016

Why Racism is an inbred battle.

In comparison to my numerous HVR1 mutations, 98% of the World has Inbred classic Homo Sapiens. It's no wonder I'm single and physically repulsed by most humans;- though I try to be accepting (I am genetically overwhelmed) The numbers on the Global population have been done for at least the next generation.
And, the majority of humans on the planet have an average of 4 HVR1 mutations. This number is offset by those of us, including yours truly, who are categorized as another Humanoid species;- We possess over 8 HVR1 mutations which puts us at over 80-90% different than the average 4 HVR. A person with 8+ HVR1 mutations is in the 5% of the entire human genus on the planet. And, since we aren't an example of the most common human, scientists have denoted us as another species. So it's safe to say that a healthy & modern, not inbred, human being of the last species on the planet has between 6-8 HVR1 mutations. This describes a human who is hypothetically, not inbred after 100,000 years of the last human species.

Monday, September 19, 2016

Stillwater, meditation

My glyph from the Stargate; - brought back from my U. Mind Stillwater meditation

Sunday, September 18, 2016

Protein powder in Ketchup/mustard bottle

So, I can't find a good way to keep my protein powder easy to dispense without doing a little work. The old skool red or yellow ketchup and mustard bottles are handy to put powder in and put a few Squeezes, through the wide enough nozzle, and into my coffee or ice water.
I got one 1/2 size (not so tall) and clear to carry around my organic cacao powder.
Looks like I need a bigger one for my Protein Powder.( currently Vega Sport performance protein) 

Thursday, September 15, 2016

2009 abduction charges

NI am still unable to safely report my abduction in 2009 by a federal agent who was aided by other Mililani security officers and Honolulu police department officers, who refused to take a report from me in May 2009. They knowingly took political and financial actions against me and forced me to comply or be murdred.
My situation in the USA has gotten more complex and damaging to my EXIM role due to the actions of these USA officers and agents. Sexual harassment charges are the lesser charge.
I have been unable to knowingly make a safe report to HPD or any law enforcement on island of Oahu. Their continued harassment as well as possibly related thefts of my documentation have made this more difficult on the small island of Oahu.

Call to HPD- nonviolence in police reporting not an option.

HPD requires guns and armed officers when taking a police report from an unarmed citizen, who may be a victim of other law enforcement agents on the island of Oahu.

I contacted HPd and since they have lost and erased and misplaced police reports I filed since arriving in 2009. The dispatch officer was angry with me and told me that the HPD officer who will take my report must have a weapon on him. He said there is no way a Honolulu Police Department officer will accept my police report if not made in person. Because my report and others I have made were literally lost and or renumbered and not able to be found by HPD since my arrival in 2009, they have aided criminals to freedom without any due process.
The dispatch also said "as long as I don't do anything to wrong the officer", which is vague and broad when reporting ther law enforcement agents on the island;- the officer should not shoot me.

American doppelgänger

Aside from identity theft against Asians among American Latin cartel and gang related members. The USA  military is finding doppelgänger a for many Asian-Americans and Asians in the diverse Latin people's who immigrated to the USA. They are able to find replacements close enough. Though they are also able to find accepted natural replacements in the Irish crowd.

American doppelgänger

Aside from identity theft against Asians among American Latin cartel and gang related members. The USA  military is finding doppelgänger a for many Asian-Americans and Asians in the diverse Latin people's who immigrated to the USA. They are able to find replacements close enough. Though they are also able to find accepted natural replacements in the Irish crowd.

American doppelgänger

Aside from identity theft against Asians among American Latin cartel and gang related members. The USA  military is finding doppelgänger a for many Asian-Americans and Asians in the diverse Latin people's who immigrated to the USA. They are able to find replacements close enough. Though they are also able to find accepted natural replacements in the Irish crowd.

Sunday, September 11, 2016

The best trainer

I realised today, that Fatigue is my best trainer.
I'm still battling toxic mold, trying to eat like normal ( even 1x a week), and staying in a diet that inhibits toxic mold in my body. 
Sometimes when i am the most exhausted (brain fog symptoms aside),
I learn correct movement for no other other reason than having nothing extra I can expend to complete the task.

New Tohoku Community

Just from my dreams and my ideas without any computer simulation;- The idea for a new coastal Tohoku community is different concept than normal home building.
Each of the coastal home's & office buildings are built to add security to buildings further inland in the event of another Tsunami. The larger buildings should have a concave wall that locks up with pressure facing potential wave direction to absorb more of the wave energy. I don't imagine anyone building a reinforced, concave, drystone wall over 22 meters that can withstand a tsunami wave. The harder the wave pushes on such a wall, if anchored correctly;- the wall should create force that holds the wave back for even up to 5 min. However, the use of Flat walls is not absorbing or deflecting any wave energy to make significant impact.
  • Features of new homes/offices (inner temporary wave container of space):
  •   2 -3 meter wide staircase up to 10'.
  •  There is a upstairs landing area that is another 2.5-3 meters
  •  1-2 meter wide walks off the landing
  •  banisters on each side of the staircase
  •  The ceiling height of this interior wave container reaches up to 4.5 meters
  •   The construction of the rear wall (perpendicular to shoreline) is thicker and more sturdy to withstand a water fill of the inner wave container.
  • Part of the idea is to build & stagger homes to slow down a Tsunami wave by creating interior building and exterior pockets.

The pockets are created by allowing water to enter homes or office buildings that have an interior vault with a reinforced rear wall. Of course there is no guarantee that the sides of the structure will keep integrity.  The concept is to make an initial minimal 3-5% impact in decreasing wave strength. One of the noted instances in the Tohoku tsunami is that the buildings were obstacles that did not allow for water flow through them. This allowed the wave to push and use the building mass to level other
existing structures further in the wave path.
It is counter-intuitive, to allow water damage through building openings.
However, I think that it can be used in some small sense to allow for a decrease in wave strenght.
And, for larger buildings to collapse from interior water pressure and changing wave direction before the building is shoved like a bulldozer.

The other issue is the amount of water receding and the possibility of survivors from first instance of flooding. The time/length of the tsunami pushing through may be a matter of an hour or so. Having a reasonable anchor position with a purified air tank & where there is less debris would potentially enable survival even with black-out from wave pressure. It may be a ridiculous investment.
However, with certain loss of building structures in large tsunami waves;- even a small percentage change in wave strength and temporary re-direction or disruption due to staggered building structures that capture water (with front doors and windows that collapse inward at a certain pressure) may create time for survivors further inland.



New Tohoku Community

The idea for a new coastal Tohoku community is different concept than normal home building.
Each of the coastal home's & office buildings are built to add security to buildings further inland in the event of another Tsunami.
  • Features of new homes/offices (inner temporary wave container of space):
  •   2 -3 meter wide staircase up to 10'.
  •  There is a upstairs landing area that is another 2.5-3 meters
  •  1-2 meter wide walks off the landing
  •  banisters on each side of the staircase
  •  The ceiling height of this interior wave container reaches up to 4.5 meters
  •   The construction of the rear wall (perpendicular to shoreline) is thicker and more sturdy to withstand a water fill of the inner wave container.
  • Part of the idea is to build & stagger homes to slow down a Tsunami wave by creating interior building and exterior pockets.

The pockets are created by allowing water to enter homes or office buildings that have an interior vault with a reinforced rear wall. Of course there is no guarantee that the sides of the structure will keep integrity.  The concept is to make an initial minimal 3-5% impact in decreasing wave strength. One of the noted instances in the Tohoku tsunami is that the buildings were obstacles that did not allow for water flow through them. This allowed the wave to push and use the building mass to level other
existing structures further in the wave path.
It is counter-intuitive, to allow water damage through building openings.
However, I think that it can be used in some small sense to allow for a decrease in wave strenght.
And, for larger buildings to collapse from interior water pressure and changing wave direction before the building is shoved like a bulldozer.

The other issue is the amount of water receding and the possibility of survivors from first instance of flooding. The time/length of the tsunami pushing through may be a matter of an hour or so. Having a reasonable anchor position with a purified air tank & where there is less debris would potentially enable survival even with black-out from wave pressure. It may be a ridiculous investment.
However, with certain loss of building structures in large tsunami waves;- even a small percentage change in wave strength and temporary re-direction or disruption due to staggered building structures that capture water (with front doors and windows that collapse inward at a certain pressure) may create time for survivors further inland.



9.7 California

In 2014, I already had walked through and dreamed version of the State of the World;- most likely 2017.
I was in California, most likely southern California. The earthquake toppled almost everything.
There was little left standing, except some walls attached to exposed thick steel beam structure appx 3 to 5 stories high. I've had this dream from different points of views. There is a tsunami and and earthquake both. I'm in an office building and I'm also a survivor afterwards. I could do the layout of the structure, floorplan. Most of this structure, except for the roof survives. Most of the people do drown in it during the tsunami. It is not tall. But it is bomber steel construction framing. The Steel beams are about 2' wide and the building does not stand more than 3-5 stories. The roof caves, outward, so It's not built by normal regulation to prevent liability.  
There was alot of rubble everywhere. And, it seemed that things had dried up after an additional tsunami. Trying to find even the mexican blanket that we found was an "accomplishment" for a day of scavenging.  Some of us attempted to put back together, some sense of normalcy.
We did have a rugged topless jeep with thick tires, and were able to secure some fuel.
There were few vehicles that survived the toppling of cities.
There was even less left, in sense of food and survival goods.
Many of us, lived well outside the boundaries of major civilization.
Going into these destroyed cities and places was like a way to heal, to remember what civilization was.

9.7 California

In 2014, I already had walked through and dreamed version of the State of the World;- most likely 2017.
I was in California, most likely southern California. The earthquake toppled almost everything.
There was little left standing, except some walls attached to exposed steel structure appx 3 stories high.
There was alot of rubble everywhere. And, it seemed that things had dried up after an additional tsunami. Trying to find even the mexican blanket that we found was an "accomplishment" for a day of scavenging.  Some of us attempted to put back together, some sense of normalcy.
We did have a rugged topless jeep with thick tires, and were able to secure some fuel.
There were few vehicles that survived the toppling of cities.
There was even less left, in sense of food and survival goods.
Many of us, lived well outside the boundaries of major civilization.
Going into these destroyed cities and places was like a way to heal, to remember what civilization was.

Saturday, September 10, 2016

Smudge cleanse of Mystic photo

Today, I smudged saged, cleansed, my Mystic Photo & frame with the positive sage ions. After  many meditation sessions of directing an unloading things to God through the Mystic Bruno Groening, I felt the frame needed it. Uncertain if it's necessary. The smoke was thick around the frame through a leaf. 

Wednesday, September 07, 2016

Japan Nationals in USA

The problem with Americans is that they don't acknowledge actual born nationality laws of Japan. Also, they allow other new American and Non-American nationals of Korea, Vietnam, and China to pass as Japanese. In 1992, there were only 150,000 of us Japanese nationals who lived outside of Japan. 150,000 Japanese who lived in countries across the Globe.
I personally have found most 3rd and 4th generation Americans with some Japanese descent to be spiteful towards most Japanese. The spiteful sentiment is largely due to a perception that Japanese nationals are easy to take money from. And,  being resentful created an emotional/psychological need for Japanese to give money to them. 
Even in Hawaii, the actual news of crime against Japanese nationals is very severe. Most local born Hawaii state residents laugh because the Japanese tourists are the easiest people for them to steal from, drug, and harm.
One night I even saw a petite Japanese woman who was left laying on the sidewalk by the blaisdale with a very nervous Caucasian man who would not let me do anything to see if she was ok, even make a call to a nearby hospital...

Monday, September 05, 2016

The American purge 2016

Due to American and USA banks that are anticipated to fold by 2017, the wealthy are doing their purge. The purge is a slew of inexpensive yet strategic assassinations or hits on potential future USA business leaders. 
This is particularly noted to affect the Asian business community in the USA, since they are highly competitive within.
USA racism may not be the only mainstay affecting the wealthy.
Many Vietnamese and Koreans in Hawaii are also in good favor with North Korea. 
Phillipines immigrants are already subservient to the USA military. And, there is plenty of gun running favoritism from the Vietnamese-American  military.

There are no good choices

Even though it's not what I want, I have to tolerate it to live. 
Today was my most pervasive thought that applies to nearly every interaction and encounter and choice I have in the USA. It start with shopping at a vegetarian market. By American terms, I am considered Vegan, mainly because they discriminate against my Japanese mindset, value set of the mourning  philosophy not to bring death energy into my body. Not just because it is for health, but because It is in regards to those Japanese civilians who died at Hiroshima and Nagasaki. 
The Americans say there is freedom of religion. However they dismantled several Japanese shrines in Pennsylvania. This has always been the case regardless of the events of the 2000 millennium.

I remain eating a diet shojin rupture intent mindfully due to the continued and relentless annual and daily assaults Americans do. I know it's not the same as a monastery Shojinryori meal, because the Americans didn't allow me or my mother who was A Japanese National when I was born;- to choose any religion other than Christianity . I was not allowed to utter the word Japan even in front of the CHRISTIAN pastor. He attempted to strangle me to death when I was 12. He did so in fromt of my mother and the confirmation class.
America is oppressive and hateful.

There are no good choices

Even though it's not what I want, I have to tolerate it to live. 
Today was my most pervasive thought that applies to nearly every interaction and encounter and choice I have in the USA. It start with shopping at a vegetarian market. By American terms, I am considered Vegan, mainly because they discriminate against my Japanese mindset, value set of the mourning  philosophy not to bring death energy into my body. Not just because it is for health, but because It is in regards to those Japanese civilians who died at Hiroshima and Nagasaki. 
The Americans say there is freedom of religion. However they dismantled several Japanese shrines in Pennsylvania. This has always been the case regardless of the events of the 2000 millennium.

I remain eating a diet shojin rupture intent mindfully due to the continued and relentless annual and daily assaults Americans do. I know it's not the same as a monastery Shojinryori meal, because the Americans didn't allow me or my mother who was A Japanese National when I was born;- to choose any religion other than Christianity . I was not allowed to utter the word Japan even in front of the CHRISTIAN pastor. He attempted to strangle me to death when I was 12. He did so in fromt of my mother and the confirmation class.
America is oppressive and hateful.

EXIM new USA label designation for transport

Countries will soon require imported and patented USA based products, components, and patented ingredients to be clearly marked USA or with a flag designation. This includes the container used for shipping and each shipped item aboard the container.

USA "real value of goods" may be required to trade at price of Chinese Yuan 
or man-hour system (due to Inflated USA dollar value and USA debts.)

The USA may eliminate all suspicious cargo, which includes all NON-English labelling. English Only labelling.

Export Shipping containers with USA products & patents may require clear USA labelling. A seperate ship may be the solution. Other countries have to insure cargo and choose not participate in USA based cargo loads.

Courrier flights for USA company products may soon be illegal in many countries.



Saturday, September 03, 2016

My New cells to fight toxic Mold/fungus

Can post a picture l8r. 
Had perception of the new cells my body is building. I donated Blood Tuesday, fasted, and got a purified air HBOT sesh in on Wednesday. 
The new cells my body created have a new construction, as well as an evolution to fight mold/fungus invaders.
The new cells have a microscopic "handle" that can cut through the fungus and mold molecules and handle other difficult to break down substances. I'm not sure if the new handles are stong enough to break through Uric acid in my bloodstream, but is a solution for the mold.
Can't bring that back, or can I?

Asia & Western Business

Most studies of American Companies indicate that under qualified american men 6 feet in height and taller are in positions of power. It would behoove Asia to change the business paradigm by preventing American men 6 feet tall and higher from entering their countries.

Mostly, they assert physical dominanceas if they were playing American football off the game field. Most people react because they don't want immediate harm, even if the big guy isn't actually going to harm them.  

So, there is an already assumed level of actual physical violence associated with these business leaders. It is part of the establishment. 

Thursday, September 01, 2016

Almost Free, way to test for Toxic Mold

I couldn't afford a paycheck or half a paycheck to casually test for Mold in my body. I figured out a cheap way, though not foolproof,method to check for microscopic mold invaders. I did this to find out if I had mold or not. I collected a urine sample in a mold free environment. I wasn't sitting under a dusty air vent, near bathroom mold spot, or fan.  I used a simple and contaminant free container I pulled from a sealed package that I wiped off with Sol-u-guard. I  Collected the urine/pee sample and put it in a dark place undisturbed for a day or two. It's warmer here in Hawaii 80-90F on average. I checked to see if there was mold growth. I threw away the container, or have the mold tested.
Then, I booked my appointment with the naturopath who does dark field microscope work.

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

On Non Dairy desserts

Ok some vegan non-dairy almond milk crammed in with mold laden peanut butter.
I taste the mold now. 
It was different when I ate in Japan and arrived in Hawaii. When I returned to Hawaii, everything tasted like it was toxic to me. It took 5 days to readjust to eating Hawaii's salad and produce. When I ate popcorn it tasted like hotdog grease. Yuk.
Not sure about Hawaii's food supply for a while now. 

Non-permeable area Automobile

When will the automobile industry change so that there is no cellulose for toxic mold strains to grow on? 
It's a reoccurring thought for me.   Stealthy mold spores easily hitch rides from location to location. Yet large motor companies are innovating cellulose based "environmental car interiors."

Toxic Mold re-exposure & Detox today

Where are the Breatharians? I'm getting nervous with my most recent re-exposure to a Toxic-mold laden environment. As a Keto-Alkaline-Vegan who has already recovered from Toxic mold contamination, this 2nd exposure is very concerning.
It felt internally like I was being blackmailed by the Toxic Mold to feed it sugar or it would cause me to feel intense pain.
On a windy day, After going to the beautiful Pacific Heights home a few times where the person I know rented a large apartment, i know I was re-exposed to the mold, outside the home. It took me last week to get out of the Chronic Fatigue mode enough to do normal things. I definately was out of control eating grains. But, I reestablished control over the mold growth.
It's important for me to remind myself, that the mold is an organism that wants me to feed it.
It has the ability with the toxins it emits to change my brain chemistry so that I feed it.
This time though, even with minor exposure to it, I noticed that I am much more sensitive.
And, I feel like the toxic mold is smarter this time as a prisoner in my body.
This time My exposure was by wind and rain that fell at the Pacific Heights location;- which overlooks the rainforest valley where I first came in contact with the mold.
Last week;- I was having difficulty staying in Ketosis. I don't mean a little difficulty, I mean alot. It was like I lost my brain to a happy elated out of control carb consuming state. And, in between was severely painful joint pain that disappeared from my knee, to my hip, and probably rose to my brain. It felt internally like I was being blackmailed by the Toxic Mold to feed it sugar or it would cause me to feel intense pain.

This re-exposure is quite different than the 1st exposure Toxic mold contamination. My daily diet before my first contamination contained a low amount of grain. You know, the typical vegan on the fly diet. Oatmeal breakfast, coffee, salad during the day, with french fries nearly every other day of the week. Late night I used to grab inarazushi with some potato chips to make up for the squishy rice, or a petafied vegan T.B. burrito and coffee. The first time, I did not feel any joint pain. I didn't even notice many severely out of the ordinary "symptoms" until it was really bad.

This second time in the past 3 weeks;- (still needs to be edited)
1st week after Toxic Mold exposure
I was drawn to the vegan oat & almond flour donuts I treat myself with infrequently ( I purchased 4 donuts last week, gave the birds most of 2 the first time in an effort to maintain self control, and I failed miserably eating 2 other donuts.) Normally;- I might have ONE donut once every 2-3 weeks. So, this was definately noticible. I don't ever load up my salad container on veganaise style potato salad either and did so this past week.

1.5-2weeks after Toxic Mold exposure
Tuesday;- I went to a wellness Center and got 1/2 hr of RIFE beam (bugs) during a free event
Fasted until after Wednesday Colonic appointment
Wednesday;- Colonic
Thursday-Sunday- Sauna & steamroom + Eating a larger amount of alkaline based raw foods.
Monday- Feeling much better can swim a handful of laps in the pool
Tuesday- Green 2o & Go! in morning;- Gave blood - in Ketosis; lunch Raw Salad & dinner vegetable Curry soup, then felt too tired and had to sleep.
Wednesday- Slept alot, was wiped out from giving blood. Regular supplements morning.
Colonic.



Yesterday, I made a blood donationThe past 2 weeks, I have 

Monday, August 29, 2016

To Have toxic mold and mycotoxin poisoning is crushing.



A Vegan Keto-Avo

Breakfast this morning
1. Green2o + 5 enzymes (due to mold re-exposure)
2. 1 small organic avocado with olive oil vegan basil-garlic-parsley-cashew pesto.
3. Regular new routine of supplements.
I'm saving coffee with MCT oil for l8r.

More reference materials for another toxic mold victim:-
Listen to time marker 31:50 @ Night mares & mold rage for 
Check out this great Podcast: http://www.podcastone.com/podcast?categoryID2=806


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Sunday, August 28, 2016

Hawaii: Saving Stuff from Toxic Mold Spore exposure

Angela Kneale is a survivor of Toxic Mold aka Mycotoxin poisoning. What is contained in this page and blog is my personal experiences in living with and reducing symptoms of the Toxic mold strains in MY body and in my belongings. This is my personal journal as many have asked me questions about how I was able to get healthy from Mold Mycotoxin poisoning experiences. Also, I have a resurrection gene.

Several of the people who I meet have difficult emotional issues over the loss of their belongings to the Toxic mold.  So, many mold survivors in Hawaii seem to feel the need to keep clothes, furniture, and other household items. The cost of living for a meager life here is high. They move their belongings to a new location without attempt to use concrobium;- especially clothes & furniture. Financially and for health;- we all know it is better to just throw everything away. The emotional and irrational result is not the same. They positively cringe at the idea of throwing away all of their clothes. Even after putting the clothes in clear bags and seeing mold growth in the clear bag. Even after stating they experience more severe symptoms of toxic mold. 

Toxic Mold spores can be trapped in clothing.  Emitted mycotoxins from such clothing can contribute to external Mycotoxin exposure. These trapped spores can also settle in new homes and have potential to grow and proliferate in the new location.   

What I did, personally, is different. 

I met the Stachyobactrys & Aspergillius molds in a natural indoor/outdoors environment of a rain-forest. After meeting many other Toxic Mold survivors;- this makes my situation entirely different. The Toxic mold was not a result of any interior flooding, so not much indoors was exposed to mold growth. The front bathroom;- stored towels were left at the location. I didn't have contaminated furniture, and the furniture used was already at the location. I normally used a natural laundry wash like Ecos, but switched to the Melaluca Company brand. I purchased a new towel or two as I needed them, and learned not to keep too many towels. An unknown variety of Bathroom mold proliferates most of Hawaii's shower stalls. 

1st thing was to contain my things in see-through storage containers and bags. 
And, the outfit & slippers/flip flops I wore the day I left were thrown out. I got brand new & inexpensive clothes. I also cleaned up my car immediately, and normally clean it daily.
Back in 2014, Some of my things had been stored in a clean areas of the house, outside. 
The rest, from the indoors was packed in clear plastic tub containers. I left everything in storage for 3 months before revisiting it, when my blood was clear enough (though not entirely decontaminated). I threw away several tubs that had spots of mold in it, even small spots of mold. The interesting part was that the things that many of the things I expected to be contaminated weren't contaminated and the things I didn't expect to be contaminated were.  However, the location of the items was key. Many things that were closer to the open windows and bathrooms and wet areas, such as the kitchen were contaminated. Several, other containers were clean & clear. 


Animals with Toxic Mold growth:
I can't confirm that there weren't mold spores around as the dog would come inside from the contaminated walk and jump on the cloth covered couch and the bed. The sheets were washed regularly. Notable: The dog frequently wouldn't eat/touch the grain dog-food. Or, would eat it a bite at a time. The cat was on a grain-free diet, and the dog preferred her food. 

Others living at the Residence:-
There were up to 12 people tracking in and out of the residence at the time with their children and rich nanny. To me, it seems that the tenant manager at the property, who lived/lives at the same residence, had symptoms of mycotoxin exposure. But, even though I encouraged the manager to seek medical attention for their large tumor like growth;- the manager refused. I discussed it with my homeopath and was told that I can't make anyone go to the ER for the Mold and probably candida issue, they have to want to get better. Not much I could do, except take care of myself.







Rats in Hawaii 2014

Angela Kneale is a survivor of Toxic Mold aka Mycotoxin poisoning. What is contained in this page and blog is my personal experiences in living with and reducing symptoms of the Toxic mold strains in MY body and in my belongings. This is my personal journal as many have asked me questions about how I was able to get healthy from Mold Mycotoxin poisoning experiences. Also, I have a resurrection gene. 8/28/2016
In Hawaii, it is a known issue that Rats will move in and take over a house or apartment complex. There is not much that anyone can do besides move out. The 2013-2014 Pauoa Valley house in Honolulu, HI I lived in had other issues besides Toxic Mold. 
After the landscape maintenance guy cut down ALL of the natural growth in the front of the house, we had a rat issue. Their natural home being destroyed, the rats moved in. 

I never had parasite or bug issues in my bedroom at this location. The tenants downstairs didn't have such an easy time with the rats eating their tomatoes and fighting on their bed. Welcome to the rainforest. Mind, that the house was renovated on the interior, but needed a roof replacement badly.  My issue mainly stemmed from them liking to sleep by my head. One scraped my ear one night and I only had one tiny scratch like I was tagged. I did occasionally diffuse some essential oils from my bed stand, once or twice a week. 

Find Vegan Energy in Toxic Mold Mycotoxin Poisoning

Angela Kneale is a survivor of Toxic Mold aka Mycotoxin poisoning. What is contained in this page and blog is my personal experiences in living with and reducing symptoms of the Toxic mold strains in MY body and in my belongings. This is my personal journal as many have asked me questions about how I was able to get healthy from Mold Mycotoxin poisoning experiences. Also, I have a resurrection gene. 8/28/2016
This week, my Alkaline mineral Energy Drink shipment arrived, and I got a couple bags of it to 2 people on island. When I was first introduced to Liv International  and the Green 2O, I was helping a handful of U.S. military members and guys I trained with who like the alkaline & paleo diet or who were contaminated with Mycotoxins from toxic mold strains. I learned that some were sick and couldn't move, like my symptoms, but were bed ridden at Tripler Hospital. So, their coach asked me what I was doing and did. So, I let them know my top two things that got me moving again.

 My top 2 things:
1. Green 2O by Liv International
2. Digestive enzymes for appropriate diet (ie, vegan enzyme)



Though it took a couple of weeks and they snuck the alkaline energy drink to the hospital, the marine was able to get moving enough to get out of the hospital. I mean, this Alkaline energy drink is AMAZING! The formulator's father is also a retired Army General. There were 3 other things I did (see below), aside from a total diet overhaul. 

Personal Update:
This morning I sat down with an Americano with my MCT oil and added some coconut water to write about my week. Early this week I found that I could barely swim half a lap at my local gym. The week before, I had done grocery/meal runs for an elderly someone who has mycotoxin poisoning symptoms. Even without entry at their recently abandoned residence wasn't enough to avoid re-exposure. I found black crud in my hair from standing outside and speaking with them. I'm guessing it fell out of the roof/awning as we spoke on the walkway in front of her residence. Also, On Tuesday;- I attended a Free seminar where the Rife Frequency Beam ray was on for the duration of the seminar and set to zap bugs and any possible Hepatitis A in the room, I was quite tired physically after attending only the tail end of the seminar. Hawaii recently had a Hepatitis A scare and closure of nearly a dozen Sushi restaurants. So, naturally the people I spend my time with are more aware of possible unintended contamination. On wednesday, I had scheduled a colonic since I feel the colon is a great place for mold to find matter to grow on. The Toxic mold is an unwelcome and difficult to digest organism that doesn't build the immune system like cheese molds. I took alot of extra digestive enzymes to break down these microscopic delicacies.

So, in the Banter of my continuing to live with toxic mold some things that I did last time are gelling. 

1. Daily sauna/steamroom 
2. Colonic
3. Consume oregano - In my original batch of Vegan Rainforest Chile- bio hack I used a quart of blanched oregano that I had frozen as my chile base.  I made this chile somewhere around month 3-4 living at the contaminated house.  I lived with the mold and parasites around me for 10 months and had allergy symptoms at month 1 of moving into the Pauoa Valley 12b microclimate on Oahu. At Month 8 I was unable to walk across the pavers and was winded before I could enter the house. At the beginning, I walked, sometimes barefoot on the walkway that was covered in mold slime. I mean we are talking a patch of sidewalk that was between the covered garage to the front door of the house over 12'x 3.5' coated with stachybotrys. It had the drippings of the roof awning and the cover of the rainforest vines to prevent major direct sunlight nearly 24/7. That is not to mention the interior bathroom, window opened over this walkway, that had something that resembled aspergillosis growing on the ceiling.     








Friday, August 26, 2016

My Everyday Ketogenic Vegan plan (with Pics)


This is my most current re-design of my morning Alkaline/Keto-Vegan diet
This far is O.K. if you're not allergic to tree nuts.
I just passed a 2 year anniversary here in Hawaii. That is in my battles with the proliferous stachybotrys of Pauoa Valley just outside downtown Honolulu near the Pali, and Pacific Heights. I have designed this nutrition plan for myself,  with professional Homeopathic advice, Jeff Tuttle's in person Oahu talks about Liv's Green 2o alkaline energy drink, and more recently through a 

seminar presentation I received on USB given by Dr. Ben Greenfield on Ketogenic diet.  
Morning Plan:
  • 6-8oz of H20 wake up
  • 2-3 Digestive Enzymes
  • 1 scoop Vega Sport Performance protein (chocolate in photo)
  • 5mg Creatine (Cre5 )
  • 16oz Americano+1tsp raw sugar with my MCT oil (Greenworld Coffee,Best Barista=Moe) (pic shows my use of a Rewards, i'm so sorry Greenworld!!! friends don't let friends drink Starbucks- so it's a venti 20oz- I used 1/2 coffee and then end of day other 1/2 of it.)
Daytime Plan:
  • Mix 3 sticks (packets) Green 2o with 1 gallon purified water
  • Add Lemon and extra water as desired
  • Almonds, Hawaii Macadamia, Chesnuts, Peanuts for snacking (peanuts if I'm not around peanut allergy peeps) Personally I don't like Cashews because they give off a gas that smells bad to me.
Brunch/Lunch/Late Lunch or Dinner
      1/2 lb of salad (3 picture examples below)
 Will update rest l8r.
Basically, That's it.
Nuts when I'm hungry and Green 2o mostly when I'm hungry.

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Tuesday, August 23, 2016

Japan embargo on Phillipines, Halt infrastructure Loans

I Wish that Japan will put an embargo on the Phillipines and stop all loans and funding to the Phillipines, especially for infrastructure projects. 
The Phillipines radical Christianity, as well as UN opposition to human rights make it highly volitile as a secure trade channel.
And, since it is cheap for them to convert illegal funds to gold, it will be some time before allegiance with China will emerge.

I think it's time for embargo on Phillipines.

Monday, August 22, 2016

Cruelty-free product search

Wouldn't it be nicer if there were vegan & cruelty free data-fields at the product search in Prominent Cosmetic stores? 
I'm sick of being steered to non vegan and animal tested products. And changes in the processing of other products.

Saturday, August 20, 2016

My Vegan Original Toxic Mold Elimination Diet

Angela Kneale is a survivor of Toxic Mold aka Mycotoxin poisoning. What is contained in this page and blog is my personal experiences in living with and reducing symptoms of the Toxic mold strains in MY body and in my belongings. This is my personal journal as many have asked me questions about how I was able to get healthy from Mold Mycotoxin poisoning experiences. Also, I have a resurrection gene. 8/28/2016

I published the following on August 28, 2014 as part of what I did as a human being surviving the debilitating effects of Toxic Mold invasion to my human body. This was my actual start Vegan Detox diet plan, immediate, without extra oils until after the 1st month to make it more ketogenic.

1. Drank 3-4 sticks of fulvic minerals with chlorophyllins each day in  3 liters of H20
2. Eliminated major sugar intake;- No grains including corn & heirloom & trendy health grains, No Fruit at all, No Dessert
3. Allowed cacao or nearly pure dark chocolate for dessert
4. Ate  appx. 3/4lb  Organic salad no  lettuce;- bed is sunflower sprouts, shredded beets, shredded carrots, sunflower seeds topped with olive oil and salt. (do not use Pink Salt!!!) 
   4b. No vinegar & no salad dressing due to acidity
5. Allowed 1 - 16oz cup of coffee a day 
6. Drank an additional 48oz of H20 to offset the Acid PH
7. My in between & later meals consisted of a vegetable curry broth with 1 potato (or less) with some carrot, cabbage, and broccoli in it. Or, eat celery with an avocado and salt, handful of Macadamia or Almond nuts too for fresh oils and calories
8. I added a vegan/ vegetarian friendly digestive enzyme supplement regime I increased from 2 enzymes per meal to taking up to 10 a day at various intervals throughout the day.

After months of detoxing I gave blood 2x despite Japanese spiritualists telling me that giving blood is likened to commiting suicide. I was never informed that the blood donation facilities tested for Mycotoxins after I did the detox. I felt it would assist my body to produce newer healthier cells after the Mycotoxin exposure. Just a thought, I'm suprised they don't test for mold;- even under a microscope. But, I was told they throw away the donations every 6 months.

Though I was never formally diagnosed, due to doctors in Hawaii attempting to harm me deliberately;- I consulted with the people of the rainforest. I took some photos of the mold present in my bloodstream and the particular strain is unidentified, and could have been a fungal infection;- though I was definately suffering from extreme Mycotoxin exposure.
____________________________________________________________________________The Original Post from www.blogspot.com/sohopea follows:

Things about the World today;- have changed drastically. I don't recommend that ANYONE attempt what I have been doing over the past 5 months in order to get rid of Toxic Mold that entered my bloodstream that follows. It is extreme and takes extreme self discipline to follow. In order to follow it, I had to virtually separate myself from regular socialization.

The following (see below list) is a guideline to my own "Doctor heal thyself natural mold elimination protocol" while on a still vegan diet. This are components of the natural protocol I followed to reduce the Toxic Mold in my bloodstream as a vegan. I had little to No candida due to my strict vegan diet, so some speculate that the mold entered my bloodstream through a contaminated water or ice machine supply. Because eating fruit and grain adds to "feeding" the toxic mold that thrives in an acid environment;- I had to eliminate these vegan components of my daily diet.

1. Drink about 3-4 sticks of fulvic minerals with chlorophyllins each day in about 3 liters of H20
2. Eliminate sugar intake;- No grains including corn, No Fruit at all, No other dessert
3. Allow cacao or nearly pure dark chocolate for dessert
4. Eat about 3/4lb  organic salad without lettuce;- mostly bed is sunflower sprouts, shredded beets, shredded carrots, sunflower seeds topped with olive oil and salt. 
   4b. No vinegar & no salad dressing due to acidity
5. Allowed 1 - 16oz cup of coffee a day and drank an additional 48oz of H20 to offset the Acid Ph.
6. My in between & later meals consisted of a vegetable curry broth with 1 potato and some carrot, cabbage, and broccoli in it. Or, eat celery with an avocado and salt, handful of Macadamia or Almond nuts too for fresh oils and calories
7. I added a vegan/ vegetarian friendly digestive enzyme supplement regime I increased from 2 enzymes per meal to taking up to 10 a day at various intervals throughout the day.


The problems I experience while still on this diet;- are that my oils intake from nuts and avocados is the most crucial to keeping my heart from having pain. I've had to keep both fresh avocado & macadamia on hand in case as I was told (paraphrased) 'my body will start looking for oils to consume and your heart has plenty of fat and oils'.  I'm going to put this diet on the fringes and DON'T recommend it to anyone!!! Even for me a vegan of 30 years now, this diet is on the extreme and I'm using it to "starve out" the debilitating toxic mold that entered my bloodstream and had a nearly crippling effect on me. Toxic mold made my skin break out, extreme fatigue so I looked like a 90year old trying to walk up a stair or two. The protocol I followed for myself only, has mostly cleared my blood of the mold and under a high powered microscope has reduced the size of the mold groupings to being smaller than my red blood cells. 


Thursday, August 18, 2016

Toxic Mold Legislation needed

Angela Kneale is a survivor of Toxic Mold aka Mycotoxin poisoning. What is contained in this page and blog is my personal experiences in living with and reducing symptoms of the Toxic mold strains in MY body and in my belongings. This is my personal journal as many have asked me questions about how I was able to get healthy from Mold Mycotoxin poisoning experiences. Also, I have a resurrection gene. 8/28/2016
They say that you won't know until you are on the same frequency. And, rightly so, noone really wants to be discussing toxic mold. I didn't know that some of the tent encampments in Honolulu were a result of sick buildings and mold ridden A/C ducts. Not all of the toxic mold and black mold on Oahu is posted notice. And, many landlords force the tenents out without any compensation for mold contaminated furniture, do a small repair of the moldy area and then re-lease the rental space. Due to the expense of furniture replacement, many tenents will take their mold contaminated furniture with them without proper treatment to the mold. Then, they move their belongings to a public storage unit or a new residence where the mold can continue to flourish. There is no Public Interest Research Group (PIRG) that I know of. Additionally, the issue of Toxic mold is that it is a biotoxin and classified as a biological weapon. So, anyone can see the double edged sword of this mold strain being a public liability.

If I were to start a HI-PIRG group- I would be lobbying Hawaii State Legislature with a bill that makes it mandatory for Hawaii residents to be tested for toxic mold strains bi-annually or Annually sometime soon after Hurricane season and before the Holidays. I doubt it would give a completely accurate picture of where toxic mold is accrued, but it might help define areas that are severely affected. I think that this is important because mold spores also can root in clothing, and workers can bring it with them to the international hotel setting in Waikiki. Workers in hospitality industry are already subject to mandatory TB (tuberculosis) testing. A toxic mold test can be very fast with the correct high powered microscope, a drop of blood or two from the finger for slides (amount of blood much like an anemia test).

According to Dr. Croft (on http://www.survivingtoxicmold.com), 525,000 people died with toxic mold in 2003 with a 40% mortality rate. They estimate that the mortality rate has risen to 55% in 2005, 11 years ago.

Since 2014, when I learned I was contaminated with toxic mold;- I have learned of others who have gone through this experience. Toxic Mold survivors are typically left financially devastated.
In 2 years and 6 months, I have learned word of mouth of the following:


  • 1 person on Kauai who is mentally ill and incompetant from toxic mold
  • 1 person on Kauai (vegetarian) who had surgical removal of a tumor caused by toxic mold
  • 1 person PH Pauoa Valley loosing their home to toxic mold & has many toxic mold symptoms
  • 1 person in back of Pauoa Valley has a large tumor looking object (not confirmed toxic mold)
  • Me who in back of Pauoa Valley (the only 12B Oahu microclimate)contracted toxic mold
  • Renters in Chinatown living in tent encampments due to Mold affected air ducts.

Homeowner responsibility to tenants is low in Hawaii. Many renters have no rights as I learned there are laws that do not protect tenants who do not OWN the condo unit or rental room. This I learned is due to the land having separate ownership from the building owner. A condo owner who rented a room and bathroom to me in their penthouse was exempt from any human rights responsibility to me by Hawaii State Law. I learned this when the condo association shut off utilities and attempted to extort the condo owner's condo association fees from me. I had barely lived there for 1.5weeks. I learned that the Honolulu 1st District Court mandated that do not have basic U.S. Constitutional rights in Hawaii as a renter at all, according to Hawaii State Law.












Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Issues with modern day Seppuku


The Being 1st generation Japanese-American has brought many troubling issues for me. The one that is outstanding is how my American father sold the swords my ofesan gave to him. So pathetic I don't know where to begin.
Next is that in the USA, it's illegal to behead a person, perhaps even after they bleed out. 
Then, because the United States has so many discrepancies, I would want a clean and understood death. 
I won't even mention that I wanted to commit suicide when I was 9years old. The abuse from the Quakertown community was too much then. I only stayed alive to take the relentless beatings that my brother would have had to endure if I didn't accept blame for his mistakes. Thus, I was beyond upset when they found him dead with his brains blown out with a gun all over the area near where clam bake stove was.

I feel sorry for my mother that she came to the United States at all. 

I grew up with the story of how the white nurses at Quakertown Hospital in 1970 killed my sister after her first breaths and told her 
how she didn't deserve to have children. children. That story was one I heard nearly every night. And as young as I can remember, my mother educated me that the men at my church and school would probably rape me, and how my parents could not afford a lawsuit for such a matter. However, when things got so bad in the USA I was to kill myself, as no one in the family overseas had time to try and solve problems. There are no lawsuits, only war and preferably peace with the Americans. As Japanese I have a duty to the Emporer to exist so that American people meet a little bit of Japan. There were very few Japanese on the east Coast USA living with their families at that time. So I was to represent Japan as well.

Dying a macaroni and cheese death is not something I want in the USA. Tibet helped me through the last round of murder attempts on my life in the east Coast USA.

I have very little in common or that I like of the people I have met in Hawaii. Many are 3-4th generation and are not very classy, missing the Hepburn mark by more than a few republican elephant turds.


The Caucasian security dillemma

Disclaimer: I was raised in a very objective household. That is Being that there is no time for lawsuits and the USA attorneys are incompetent to handle the multiple attacks made against me as a lucid family member of the Japanese Imperial Security House. It also came with a duty to kill myself when things are so bad for me in The USA. My family never estimated a good outcome since USA prefers to do business with Japanese gangsters. This has held true with the death of my brother and sister. I still do not feel that a suicide on American soil is meaningful. Though, life here is not meaningful either as I can only witness those around me & their attitudes. I do not expect my life to continue much longer in Hawaii and it is why I write this.


 The point was that regardless of my 2 born blood nationalities, I had to learn to live with the surrounding community. That meant attending the churches they attended and making some, minimal friends due to the heavy racism and hatred of Japanese people I experienced. I went to school in a small town, for the American school year in a town that had helped hide the Liberty Bell that is a United States icon.

United States Citizens do not identify citizenship by blood;- rather, they identify by land, because they are American and want more land in other countries.

United States Citizens do not have respect for people, like me, who are born with an American parent and on USA soil especially while living on land that was in the American family for 3 generations.
This is not about Hawaii, which is a special case due to higher rate of the Asian-descent minorities who are 3rd and 4th generation Americans.

So, Americans have little exposure to multiple religions in Church, public school, or in any religious or World Cultures class. The amount of misinformation is huge and stagnates because Americans are rewarded by laziness and being easily controlled. This is why many of the Hate crimes that occur go unreported (also due to racially and nationally biased police forces). The hate crimes only insure that the old Caucasian cultural norms are maintained in the USA. Aside from US businessmen and military members hiring hookers, prostitutes of varying levels of intimacy, and "saving money" by shopping in other nations;- there is not much to be liked about mainstream USA men and the women who uphold and enable them generation after generation. The Caucasian American women as I have learned, teach their children to harm other girls who are not Caucasian as a method of promoting Caucasian hate crimes. Legally, the Caucasian hate families loose less by having a child do this because 1. they are supported by the rest of the Caucasian majority community and 2. even if anyone chose to tell them its wrong, a delinquent child would have less of a sentence than the parent.


Modern America still thinks INTER-RACIAL people aren't appropriate role models.
I have met many inter-racial (IR) couples who have fled cities like Philadelphia and their smaller hometowns in various states due to mass culture enforcing hate crimes on IR families. Many IR couples flee to New York City. So, this tells me that there are additional issues within the African-American community. A community that I have minimal interaction with because they have constantly expressed to me that they don't see me,
a half-Japanese woman as an appropriate role model when I was a Piano instructor at a Conservatory. The other reason being they send very large black men at me towering over 6' to try and force me into prostitution in the USA. I have had some African-American friends whose presence has allowed me to have some protection from this.

Donald Trump is like a maddened Diva or Buddha of some sense. What I have seen of his speech and behavior is in part a representation of different USA domestic mindsets from many different levels. He has been outspoken. He is only one person;- of the millions who have different facets and mindsets that he has portrayed in various speeches.

Another issue, is that people act offended if I choose not to respond to them in public. Typically they start by asking questions that are too personal to me and have security issues attached to them. They ask where I'm from, where I live, what part of the Island;- all of which have resulted in a barrage of thefts over the 7 years in Oahu;- not including numerous issues of Caucasian people stealing everything down to my college textbooks, music on CD's, and anything I needed for daily use such as shampoo and makeup when I was attending Ithaca College for Music.

From my point of view, most USA caucasian men are rapists and the women are enablers. Because they have a high opinion of themselves they mentally shield themselves from the fact that I do not even have a friendship with them. At Ithaca College, I was asked to be a speaker for a women's event for survivors of sexual assault on campus. "Loving and Surviving" had many posters up with speaker and contributor names. At that point I had survived over 26 on campus mandatory dormitory sexual assaults that the private college effectively hid from outside police enforcement. The president JJ Whalen was known for slandering Japanese women as even Professor Miecowski and his Japanese wife filed a lawsuit against the President for slander at a professional event.    I was unable to retain an attorney because the attorneys viewed me as a worthless minority in their social sphere and still a Japanese and USA citizen at the time before the Patriot Act.
I was 17 when I entered college, and had to beg to have a new dormitory that was not Co-ed. I was sexually assaulted many times before I turned 18 at Ithaca College. I was dragged by my hair across the boys side floor, dragged by my feet sometimes. One of my assailants was from Hawaii and told me i look like the scum he grew up with so I deserve it. Sometimes, my older roommates would just let guys in the room when I was trying to sleep. I was failing my 1st semester on Academic probation and begged my father to let me leave by the 1st fall break at the College. I was supposed to be one of the top 3 students at the Music School.






Japan Olympics and Buddhist Symbols

Simple things;- Necklaces with pendants.
Double Dorche around my neck
with a Christian Prayer Card for my American Uncle who was on USS Langley
At Pearl Harbor Memorial
Some things I've found by wearing different "sacred" amulets and pendants is that the knowledge that most Americans or other people actually have is low.
I'm just adding this confirmation bias experience since I've noticed people's reactions. I change my pendants depending on meditations I've experienced.  And, that Caucasian people on the Earth have attempted to attach negative attributed to Buddhist symbology. This is a security topic for the Japan Olympics especially. 
Double Dorje/Dorche (Buddhist) vs. Iron Nazi Cross
For about 6 months in Honolulu, I wore a double dorje/dorche  that I purchased at a Tibetan store in Honolulu. There were some and very few Buddhists who commented on the pendant, 2-3 people who knew what it is and only 1 person who said, "Buddhist monks wear those." Most particulary Caucasian Americans who decided to comment on the pendant either said, "I like that." or more frequently about 95% asked, "Is that an Iron Cross? in reference to Nazi Germany." The other thing was that foreigners tended to ignore commenting on it, even Buddhist monks who saw me wearing it.

The interesting thing about wearing the Double Dorche, which is a Buddhist representation of a weapon to destroy evil in all directions;- this amulet was that it was the only one people did not grab while around my neck. The other amulets I wore were frequently grabbed by people before any conversation was made.


The Cartouche
Cartouche around my neck
I started wearing the Cartouche with some chosen Heiroglyphics I liked on the back. 
Since I received it, only 2 people have volunteered knowledge that they know it's a cartouche. And, those two people also seemed to have great admiration for the Ancient Egyptian culture. Both knew the Dog god Annubis. Everyone else asks what it is, and it seems less "likeable" on the Island.


The Star of David vs. Enochian Holy Table
Even the Israelis didn't quite know what this was. And, they were the most guilty of being a total stranger to me and grabbing the pendant.
It seems most people on the Island of Oahu like this amulet, I wore it for longer than 6 months. The Israelis recognize the Star from their Israeli flag. 
Others just assumed that I am Jewish for wearing the star.
I also attended 3 days of Comicon, due to Deadpool Creator & Stan Lee, in Honolulu with the Holy Table on. The one day I dressed conservative. Another day I wore something more generic with a Femme Fatale shirt on, a olive drab short beach skort from a transient friend,  with red tights & tall wedges. I listened to a second day of Deadpool's creator speaking. That day, people stopping me and asking me "who/character" I am and lots of grabbing at the pendant. One last day, I wore it with a Spiderman T-shirt on. Though more concerned with getting to hear Stan Lee speak. 
Enochian Holy Table around my neck
with a Kyanite & Red Tourmaline choker I made
9/2015 at Comicon in Honolulu








Sunday, August 14, 2016

Vegan Rainforest Chile -bio hack-

I made this chile after clearing out a massive amount of fresh oregano & blanching it. I needed something to do with the oregano and so I decided to make chile with it. I call it a bio hack for personal reasons of living in the back of Pauoa Valley in the only true microclimate 12B tropical rainforest on the Hawaiian Island of Oahu, just outside downtown Honolulu.
Not for novice chile cooks, this is my "Mild Pauoa Valley Chile"
Recipe:  Rainforest Vegan Chili - Bio Hack - 
  1. sunflower oil
  2. 1 diced Maui onion or vidalia onion
  3. 1/2 bulb garlic
  4. 4-5 cups of H20 
  5. 1 lb puréed fresh blanched oregano 
  6. 1 diced poblano pepper
  7. 1-2 diced Annaheim peppers
  8. 1 can tomato paste
  9. 1 large can tomato puree
  10. 1 box Vegan Boca Burger (you can sub out this for beans)
  11. 1-2 cups pinto beans (soaked)
  12. 1 -1.5 tsp cinnamon
  13. Frontier Fiesta Chile Pepper
  14. Paprika to taste
  15. 1-2 tsp Cayenne Pepper
  16. 1 sliced or diced Red Bell pepper
  17. 1 sliced or diced Orange Bell pepper
  18. 2 Jalapeno peppers no seeds
  19. 1 lb of broccoli with stems ( can sub Cauliflower)
  20. 1 tsp. black pepper (grinder)
  21. 2-3 regular dried red chile peppers
  22. 1-2 sliced, diced fresh scorpion/strawberry Habeneros with seeds
  23. 1 tsp black Hawaiian sea salt
  24. Additional cinnamon to taste

This Chile sounds like it would set your mouth on fire with fresh scorpion peppers. Ironically, with the right amount of black sea salt added to the chile the finished hotness is actually mild. And, the taste is sweet & mellow with hints of cinnamon. It takes about 2.5 hrs to cook down on a low simmer in a big pot and is a vegan chile. Like most recipes start, caramelizing the onions and garlic with the oil with maybe a pinch of salt or a dash of Earth balance. then add The oregano will be the first set of herbal steam coming from the cooking pot. It should then be overwhelmed with additional ingredients topped with the strong cinnamon smell and left to stew for a bit. The peppers go in the pot in order of weakest to strongest capsicum level. Once the Scorpion peppers are searing my nose sitting on the top of the chile with steam rising, I add the black sea salt around them. Then I let the chile mixture stew a bit longer. If it's going to be eaten immediately.