Clinton VS TPP - TPP was always a Clinton Farce.

In Hawaii, there is a high turnover of US Naval military forces. Due to this turnover, I have met more than a dozen Navy Seals and other US military special operatives & ex special operatives military. Most of them have considerable pull in the military community. Most of the ones whom I have met absolutely HATE Hillary Clinton. They also seem to be animatedly PRO Donald Trump.

I can't say I agree with either 2016 presidential candidate, though I would try my best to err on the side of world calm & peace & non-violence. Wow, that leaves me with? No choice. none that is any good. In the past I would have voted for Hillary just for the fact that the USA hasn't had a female in Office. That alone is huge. Then add in the fact that she is a mother.
However, with her current stance on the TPP and making internal domestic changes, I can't blame her for being AGAINST the TPP that she purported in 2011 APEC here in Honolulu. After reflection of the past 20 years of my life with 9 years around the Clinton boys in Ithaca, NY. I really can't say that it seems to me that they EVER intended NOT to promote a WW3. The Clinton Boys crowd paid my ex to prevent me from paying my bills, leaving the USA to see my Obasan (Japanese grandmother) as well as other (150) relatives in Japan. They directly undermined my Japanese citizenship and put me into a Stateless issue when I leave the USA. I have in fact been held a HOSTAGE in the USA by the Clinton crowd. And, then they directly contributed to making my financial life dysfunctional in entirety.

In addition, today (after a day notice that her office opened in Honolulu, HI this morning), I showed up just to converse. I met Doug Pyle who is the Vice Chair for the Democratic National Committee Hawaii. He seemed to take a subtle abusive male stance in asking me if I could comprehend anything. That alone made me fume. Let alone his "inability" to say a Japanese family name to whom I have direct family relation. That aside from his admitted limited understanding of International Laws and EX-IM issues. So, despite his coming from a "public health background" the USA yet again FAILS to place entirely domestic people OUTSIDE of the international community where they are less disruptive. This is Hawaii. Minority and National discrimination has taken on a new meaning for 3rd and 4th generation Americans of Japanese descent. They SCOFF and ridicule people like me for being born of dual nationality as they are doing their best to undermine my validity in USA culture.

SO, despite ASEAN telling me that they DON'T NEED the likes of the Trans-Pacific Protocol TPP in 2005;----(long pause) The Clinton Crowd already Proved their intention in my life by 1999/2000.
I got away from them in 2000 and was able to piece my life back together till 2005 (despite being abducted 2x by IRA related Golf Course people in 2006 and an American Caucasian North Korean associate @2002). It took 5 years to get back to surviving on my own after college graduation in 1999. Then was destroyed by the Clymers in Pennsylvania and other Republican and White Supremacists as well as trying to prove themselves NAACP people who ganged up on me and killed my brother. That loss was HUGE in 2005. 
It's ever so difficult for me to see HOW exactly we aren't going to Have a WW3 with the USA.

America scoffs at my Japanese relatives and family members. And, the USA has trashed my life in entirety in a display of "Freedom" that reads worse than the news I read of women trapped in a Muslim Country.

Vegan eats in Oahu

Best places for cost effective veggies;- 

These aren't ideal, however cost effective

-Panda Express - large mixed veggies side @$5.20

-Starbucks - coconut or soy latte -venti $5.69 has Nuts & Kind bars if u eat them.

Rare- salad with rice & tahini @$8

- Down to Earth - salad bar $9.99/lb has organic food & hot bar with vegan chili & rice @ $7.50/lb.

-Krishna Temple- donation based Prasadam. Not all food is vegan, but enough selections. And is all vegetarian, buffet style.

-Farmers stands @ North Shore Kamehameha Hwy about .5miles before Turtle Bay. variety of seasonal tropical fruits & local avocado. Sandwich ziplock Bags of pre-cut fruits $3-$5 on ice & ready to eat. biggest selection.

 Also stand @ Dole Pineapple plantation parking lot, limited selection.

- Macadamia nut stand - Haleiwa across from park. go to 2nd Haleiwa exit at light before old wood Surfer signs. Stand on left. $9-15 bag of macadamias. Different flavors. Salad dressing too.

- Vitamin Shoppe in Pearl City carries biggest vegan supplement selection.

War of *Children - cult of Sukyomahikari

Sukyomahikari member contacted me while I was beginning a session on an Scumann Frequency Mat while being stricken with only a Toxic black mold in my bloodstream. She wouldn't leave the space and at the advice of the Services overseer's, I caved to agree to receive light for her sake.

Shortly after Sukyomahikari contacted me, my life fell apart in entirety.

I joined SukyoMahikari In February 2015 after a "divine act" of my next day's membership class fee of $250 appearing in my life overnight. My first month, I spent 6-8hrs a day at the Dojo giving light (Okiyome), and taking 50 minutes each day to receive Okiyome. I didn't make it through the year with the very intense Omitama and cruel conservative attitudes of the Japanese women in the Dojo once I joined. People around me said I looked drained like I hadn't slept. There were random odd occurances of my car breaking down and the unusual appearances of other Sukyomahikari members.
I even had taken "selfies" before and after I attended the Dojo since this is a Light based practice.
The selfies looked somewhat normal. However they did show severely large and darker areas around my eyes than normal even for being tired, my face had a "death mask" on it.

I returned the Omitama several times to be reconsecrated. The Omitama itself felt like it held "fear" of another being. It was like a lost scared and hungry kitten clinging to me with claws extended.
By August of 2015, I returned the Omitama not to rejoin. I had been disgusted by the smell of "sex" at the signin table. And then appauled that they were conducting Hula in the basement. After I left the daily presence of the Cult a 2nd time and returned my Omitama, (yes I could lie like other members about its HOLINESS), I was called to pick up the Omitama. When I tried to make arrangements, the basement of the Center had been flooded (or Cleansed). The Sukyomahikari members and staff told me I could only enter at certain times because they lost the entire basement level to Waterdamage. The waterdamage was talked about in a happy manner that they couldn't believe that such a freak accident could happen. The building flooded from the outside, as drainage grates were clogged from a pipe that burst in a planter. Then the water continued to seep overnight in the lower stairwell till it was filled, and then continued to seep through the door at the bottom of the staircase.
I thought and felt I had seen enough. I left several times due to other members not heeding my request of not pressing into my cerebral spinal system too hard. I felt that they were intentionally trying to hurt me.


 I did learn that the "will of God" was presented as any member saw fit as they all contained some of God like a "drop of water from the Ocean is still Ocean". However, the continual presentation of "God's Plan for Humanity" was irritating.  To me, there is one plan GOD has for all of us, and that is DEATH.

Today, in Metaphysical hindsight;- I feel that the Cult has a figurehead who used to practice a Chinese form of Wizardry in Dao. Shapeshifting, connecting spiritual cords of members, and tying his spirit to the Mortal human world to become a greater metaphysical entity. Since he spent his time on the Planet Earth as a Japanese Military leader, I do not want my more peaceful energies to be used by such an entity. He may be a black eyed child of the stars when he returns in form again. 

Overpopulation & Agony - Calm & meditation

Imagine the sound frequency wave of 5 to 6 billion people who are mentally suffering in spiritual agony.

The Sounds of their words lack meaning because their prior actions were not of Love & Respect for another. The words they speak lack the depth of their actions done in Love and peace. And So, they have thoughts that resound like a howl at the moon, and like a sounding board the moon reflects back as a trumpet of doom.

War of the *Children

They are like the One the humans call Wolverine. Masters of human rhythm & timing.

Able to anticipate every move with strength and energy to defeat the Largest army of Humans.

Amazing USA- I'm over it -rant end of Feb

So, you USA folk like my mean-spirited parents think your laws mean something when it's convenient or inconvenient. I personally have lost interest in continuing in the USA since most executives I have met. As well as politicians and bankers only have interest in a ww3. That is coupled with the general mass of Americans who vote in the USA being a pep rally for those who they complain about ( though I'm deafened to hearing positive people as substitutes). 

 I'm a person who customs brokers introduced themselves to me and you and your filthy minions expect to "help" me?! Hope your happy with WW3 because you are worse than anyone who calls themselves a mechanic yet can really only put gas in the vehicle and maybe clean the windshield

Surf big wave 2016

Pyramids

I had a wonderful dream last night as soon as I shut my eyes. There were over 900 pyramids were built over fast expensive desert. It was the most incredible and beautiful thing I have ever seen.

Globalism & NWO

 It's become very clear as this Hawaii Security exercise has shown me;-

1. The Feds and airport authorities are manipulating visitors

2. The Police are interested in controlling drugs and being involved with visiting extensions and members of overseas cartels (some who have federal security clearances and businesses on the islands)

3. omidiyar's crowd (possibly Yamaguchi gumi contractors and brown-no sees) I was warned about most likely manipulate the English version of Craigslist. For me, I have been "set up" 3x to be financially & legally hit badly with living space rentals. 5x to be exact with destruction of my physical belongings, computers, and other financial issues. 

This has left me without a stable and secure residence in which I can sleep peacefully.

With the ensuing war talk with Japan and China that has increased, life for me in Hawaii has gotten substantially intolerable. 

I am severely depressed from 6 years of sexual harassment and assaults. Most have happened from those who work at a federal level and with connection to the Hawaii police (last incident in January). 

The local Asian men are unacceptable in large part due to their drunkenness and common greetings. They generally try to engage a woman in sex without dating conversation. They are immature and abusive. 

I have survived largely due to those who are East Coasters. The difference is huge in that there is some sort of intellectual conversation and general appreciation of and liking of a person- I think that is mutual. 

However they are few and far between

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Dream weekend in tears

It is time to start a major assault on the United States. 

No more race

Really much more simple to annihilate all the "races" and keep the genetic remnants of them. 

Really, it's better to be genetically mutated over 6mutations. hVR1 level. 

Most of the human race is exhibiting typical species issues of invbreeding. I'm a firm believer that the planet is grossly inbred.

Day 1 - A.M.K. Growing up first remembrances

Aside from perpetual torture for being put through MK uLtra protocols;- these are the beginning of notes that were demanded off me for 3decades of MK ultra protocol torture. This page is my Day 1. This did actually occur in Quakertown, Pa and since my life has been threatened with physical harm I see no difference in posting the atrocities.

1. Told me they killed my mother (who came back tortured) she has several scars on her neck/spine from Nazi-like experiments. I was told this was not the same woman I remembered and she immediately started to physically torture me her 1st day back from the hospital. my parents first tore me out of my bed and three me in the hall to sleep on floor.

They then went into a crazed and uncontrolled frenzy to try and hurt me more and literally dragged me down two flights of stairs to throw me out the door. 

Being dragged Down the stairs 18-20 stairs at a time became routine when they discovered I didn't have "visible bruises to go to school. Later over many years it resulted in my wearing neck braces from strained muscles since the technique changed to a backward hair drag out of my seat on to the floor and then down 1 flight of stairs. 

Later on when I was in Jr. High school, this specific torture included being thrown outside into the cold snowy and icy winter, without a jacket or shoes. Isomer ones for hours as I hid from them. It would be terror that turned into my mother's nice sweet voice calling me and as I found out several times, she would hit me more once I returned to the warmth of the house. Of course this was in the suburb "country" so only my Godparents across the street and no one else was close enough to hear or see the screaming and yelling. 

Kung fu Kai

Kai an Ox, is definitely on his own. He knows every master Sifu and doesn't want anyone to know what he knows. So logically, he kills them and takes them out of the physical realm. 

Does he really have any students after they serve him? After all, it took him 500 years to get to chi collector. Or did he take his students chi too after he was done with them? 

Not talking about the kiddie classes. Kai the Ox...all students for real combat. Do they just mysteriously get killed? 

So many masters, so many secrets...too bad the universe is infinite.

Hawaii at its worst convenience

Not sure what to do. stopped in a Seven Eleven @ Ka Uka and their employee elbowed me in the back when I went to get an Inari packet out of the deli case. She said sorry, though she hit my spine really hard and it still feels hurt bad. I'm never returning here 1. Seems malicious 2.

Black men - Japanese woman Hawaii

OTrying to go for a walk this morning. I heard what sounded like 3 black men laughing boisterously about the Japanese sticker on my car and going and finding someone Japanese .the something that sounded spiteful about hurting me (though they don't know who) and showing everyone how they help me. It broke my meditation period. I saw the 3 loud/rude men. This is a place where people go for quiet peaceful morning walks. 

Aside from a literal few black/African American men I've met...most of them I avoid because they are totally disrespectful of Japanese women and seem to think that it's their way of making us participate in our "culture" by being pimps. Most of them are way bigger and more aggressive in pursuit of securing a "Hoe" as they refer to most Asian women on island. I don't like a majority of them, personally. 

Guys- the Hawaii type "why post?"

Since its out to some of the Locals that some of my Overseas relatives caused security strife on island. Iow:- they blame me for costing them a ton of money in fresh background checks on their security staff. (One owner said to my face). 

I just want to run through some of the local "types" I've learned to spot in a few years. I'm also posting because these men make the horror stories that women share on island. The stories that keep military wives & kids on mainland. The women who are trapped in Hawaii due to court or financial destitution from the men involved.

In the midst of Hawaii state having laws that don't permit people involved in court proceedings to "Leave" the island state as if it's Attica;- 

it would be Great if there are laws or a system that "Checks on its vacationing newcomers with round trip tickets a day or even 6hrs before departure." (Especially single women)

Also if you come to Hawaii make sure there is more than texting relatives or a phone call back home to check in. FaceTime or Video Skype the room/area just to see who might be there, or um Here.

Guys - the "Hawaii Type" - fedZ

The fedZ - they don't look like the tatted up MMA star Police. These guys are the clean cut model type (2009-2015) who may be ready to make their tabloid review with unforsaken "dad bod" in the near future (present). They are the rule breakers who can bust ur face with a golf club, drop you out of the helicopter to some sharks over by O beach. We know there are 20tagged Tigers, estimated 100 @ islands not including hammerheads.

Rumoured They used to run their own "prostitution stables". Steer away from the pretty boys, some get their hot cars from US gov. Others are hustling trust fund babies.

Guys - the "Hawaii Types" - drama king

The Drama King - he has the primo pad/ location, even if it's a vacation rental. At any age he can still pick up women within a 45min drive on island. He lures them. They lie about their relationship to him. His friends, Need to be unreliable enough to preserve friendship and stay out of the way of the police. Usually an angry boyfriend or husband will appear, joined by cops not soon after.

He also is the one to rescue the fair maiden in a pit of other lesser drama kings.

Guys - the "Hawaii types" - status quo

The Status quo local- 1st read about all the other types of guys here in Hawaii, the USS err USA sex vacation state. 

The status quo local knows he can (this may be past tense in near future) live off his exotic HawAii local woman...either from buy-me-drinke bar money or strip club money in exchange for "protection". Protection? Protection of him not being hungry or broke. Aka - a pimp. 

Many do have martial arts training and do actually loose their tempers and destroy property or become abusive. Though many are sexy like male hula dancers and fighters should be.

This really applies to most of the other types of men who reside in Hawaii who don't or can't support a woman. Because the woman typically has to be a "woman of the night" in order to make ends meet (mostly for him). And it includes all of the theft & social problems of highly competitive bill paying for the cost of living on the island. finding a man "out here" in the islands who can keep the drama to a minimum is trying to say the least. 

Guys - the "Hawaii type" - Married

The Married - this is so classic. 

• the wife doesn't want to sign the actual divorce papers, won't let him go

• is "top secret" military and hides everything on the mainland and in his secret computer- pics of kids & all. Might let u in on it l8r like after a year.

• got a divorce from his last wife. You saw the court filing online Hawaii state. Then, he JUST got married again a month after you were dating him and still dating.

• swingers- calls his wife to talk to you and she claims they are divorced. Everyone else tells you he's married and treats women badly after month 2. Expect to get a restraining order by that time. Believe your trusted homies.

• most classic- openly states they are staying together for the kids but doesn't want to be seen out in public with you for the Kid's sake. 

Guys - the "Hawaii Types" - rehab

The Rehab victim- this one is simple. Go out, have a great time, are in public when he passes out and valets need to carry him to his car u now have to drive. IOW:- you are his "party chauffeur" 

Be sure to ask if he has any health conditions or medication. He takes before this date. Things could get gnarly to the hospital for you or him or his hapless victims.

I had one of these men seem awake when we got to his house and pass out once he opened the door. He passed on on his way out the car door and lay on the pavement by the car so I spent the night sleeping "in his car". Ugh

Guys - the "Hawaii types"- match

The Match dah cum Guy- go yuk! Then realise the bar fly guys that you recently deleted, you remember that the profile photo you clicked No!. He just sent it to you. Just hustled your number from a guy you exchanged numbers with. Go ugh, groan, grrrr as the texts flood in and you wonder how the online site gave him your contact number. Well, they didn't.

Several phone calls later & after Valentine's and Mardis gras partying with the we exchanged numbers person u met all with all his friends.... You learn he Gave ur number to the guy u deleted... Groan

Oh, and if your like me, have the online dating site as a gift from a "nice guy friend". He gets middle of the night calls from other women who used the site to date and call him because they were assaulted and need a shoulder to cry on. 

Guys - the "Hawaii types" -CL

The "Hawaii/Oahu CL guy"- gathered from a variety of sources. 

1. hpd- tries to find out where you live in less than 3minutes. Stalker? Then offers money for sex in person and if u think it's play ( like one Columbia Uni. soon to be & on vay-Kay found out) they arrest you after sex. Arrested for real. Makes u a prostitute after agreeing to a date.

2. The sexercist- wants big women, or skinny women- his plan? To have sex in exchange for trying to help the woman loose or gain weight. Online listing makes this otherwise talented person an airmatress porn star! Oh not kidding he'll offer the bigger women weight loss products so they have a friend and hope of returning. Seems agreeable? Maybe not to the last 20 women he knocked up (be mindful of dhs Mail on door when entering)

 • remember - air mattresses are disposable & anyone around won't remember you because they are entertained and repulsed by the 5-10 women that go in & out of the porn laden room in their apartment each day.

Guys- the Hawaii types

dating in Hawaii the "Hawaii Types

The K-Bay guy - the so called "Progressives" from mainland. Plenty of Jersey boys here too. snotty white men who think they are God's gift to the brown & Asian & other world. These guys  "from good families" just like Jersey, like to bring women home for dinner on the cheap then figure it's ok if you pay for more than half. They cry that it's because They are the "minority" in Hawaii. 

Usually active eco-tour types carrying a mixed message that the "stupid and cautious" Japanese tourists (ahem I'm born a dual national of Japan) will pay top dollar to do almost nothing exciting because they don't want an accident on vacation. 

Welcome to Hawaii

Common complaints about Hawaii's "local born"

1.  They talk about where they went to High school rather than College. Even In Their 20's, 30's, 40's, 50's, 60's etc

2. They seem to consider themselves  cultured" if they have gone to Las Vegas and left the Island state.

3. They don't create their own state revenue and rely largely on money coming to the islands from foreign/outside HawAiian sources. Frequently they try to do business using extortion, threat of death, etc.

4. The Honolulu Police Department officers move large quantities of Cocaine and drugs in public site and then harass and kill witnesses. (Especially in Kalihi)

5. Many of the Hapa & Asians who reside in Hawaii as "their 1st culture", play into outdated Asian stereotypes from WW2. They are also 3rd,4th, and 5th generation Americans, mostly descended from Japanese or Chinese migrant farm workers. Laying claims to "discrimination" frequently;- They seem to live off of it as a "tourist attraction that permeates many facets of modern hospitality in the islands. It is such a pathetic show of the Island's history at this point. It completely disgusts me personally. I'm sure this sentiment is shared elsewhere since even modern Japanese nationals view as major world culture as current such as European cities, New York City, Tokyo, Hong Kong.

6. Many islanders  don't like Sarcasm, yet they want to hear "no complaining" and positive words. after creating unconstitutional laws & courtsystem;- Then they insist on telling newcomers how to live on the island. This is quickly becoming my #1 reason not to spend time with people here. 

To be continued...

Hawaii men not ok for my Role

So a while ago a lawyer reminded me about the guys out

I'm Hawaii. (I'm used to white collar executives, designers, and Ivy League town). The guys in Hawaii have money from the military so they don't relate to civilian women like a University/College atmosphere. Fatherly like, he reminded me they strongly aren't my type and have money. Iow they are too rowdy, cause DV issues, and are used to the military covering their butts for their mistakes.

Today, I'm so again faced with the same thing blaring in my face as that is 70% of the working population in Hawaii. 

My Valentine's eve poem

One night I couldn't rest, 

so I killed this guy and felt quite riled,

The feeling I felt was better than sex.

Reminiscing to DeSade I felt defiled

Atrium drippings made my flytrap wetness

When Venus was shining by a planetary speck 

Mars called forth with 2 other bodies

A new age appeared of air born harmony.

It's Valentine's Eve and my sweetie awaits

Anubis' scale and a heartfelt tear

Is your love as pure as our air? 

Is it as great as those who create?

Is it like Love of dear life tortured & flown through the stargate?

Or is it magnificent love balancing with the size & greatness of a Pharoh's purity? 

My mind wraps around Love like a python for virgin prom security.

Valentine's Day it is here! I awake with a bottle of stoli's and empty beers

In My dream I sat upon a sunset. Did you hear? 

Spider tropical bug Yuk

I very badly want to return to a northern, bug ridden environment like Hawaii. The spider bite is the 2nd one I've had in 6 years. These things make me cringe and not want to go back to where I was. 

The time I saw a brown fiddle spider in my room it was raining, and I didn't sleep at my 2bdr apt for more than days since I coated the place with diatomaceous earth. Ugh... Ugh... Can't stand this

Spider bite- tiny spider big welt

I got this bite 2 days ago. My joints hurt and I'm dizzy, felt a little nauseated. Total it's about 1.2"diameter on my but. I know it's a spider cause I could feel it crawl up my head after I was sleeping. No other apparent bites. Apparently I also passed out for a day and a couple people were worried about me. It's a big welt I've put body armor on, wintergreen eo and myrrh separately. Tiny spider though. 

My Return To the East COast

My return to the East Coast is contingent on having sufficient protection. My Late brother's former boss and my old neighbors attempted to murder me on several occasions since his death. That is only coupled with Numerous racist remarks made by those who my brother falsely called friends- who clearly delighted in his death and persued killing me under their white supremacy of Bucks County and outlying areas. My family clearly to occupied with everyone else to take care of their own children being swamped by ugly uglier & what I compare to myself (being Hapa) as Inbred white supremacists.

Trans Pacific Protocol - Japan/ USA

Today I read the news, after heeding the calls of the Universe to quit my job and duck out of commoner site till Feb 4th, 2016. Today is Feb 5, 2016 still by Hawaiian time. The rest of the planet is already onto tomorrow.

Sadly with the delay of USA & Japan again, I read the news. That the Trans Pacific Protocol rim partners have 2 full years to make domestic preparations for the Agreement. I've read that the presidential Candidates for 2016/2017 are not completely for the TPP in the current state that it exists. Regardless, I personally am out of patience and time since this makes just over a Decade of waiting for me and getting pummelled by the varying opinions of individuals & groups residing within the borders of the United States. This started in 2005 with my overseas trip to Thailand I was not to return from, my return, the death of my brother, then my being abducted 2x in Pennsylvania and surviving multiple murder attempts on my life. Most people in the USA can't read or comprehend well, so I'm sure this article will be misread some.

Most of those I've met in the USA are against the TPP. They are against it so much that they destroy as much as they can (runs the gamut of White supremacists, Filipinos, African-Americans, Other islander ethnicity's & nationalities, Chinese, Other Asians, and anyone with a slight opinion or who wants to show their prowess with the larger opinionated groups).

I know that part of the USA's job is to bring down un-democratic nations. This includes Japan in whatever way the USA doesn't like it. That's the first cause. That's why I'm considered stateless when I travel abroad;- because the USA hacks my life away.

The USA Feds are more corrupt than anyone. Next are the Police who aren't penalized in anyway for re-directing politics to ends that will be unreconciled.

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Hawaiian Islands 2/2009-2/2016

My time in the Hawaiian Islands has had some beautiful moments only pummelled by many Forced and unwanted other interactions.

• I did attend Asia Pacific Economic Cooperation 11-2011 -- crawled in on my hands and knees instead of with considerable company prior to Japan announcement next day to sign TPP.
• I did get a tour of all the Golf Courses from an alleged family friend.
• I did take a Federal Agent also was a Police Trainer & Military Combat trainer to court at the prompting of the US ARMY military intelligence unit as I indicated that I would have before, but was in fear of my life.

It has been at the advise of a Japanese counsellor of mine that I wait to file complaints below since it is clear by the Track record of Honolulu Police Department that they do instigate much of the violence against women 1st hand on this island. That they and their friends directly profit in cash business of forced sex work.

Instead of destroying my image & professionalism in the International Business community- I'm surprised Honolulu Police didn't just kill me and bury me, as they are trying to skew the political view of me and my relatives in Japanese infrastructure. Or, it's really true and the Honolulu Police and their Federal friends are in charge of the crime families in the Hawaiian islands.

My time in Hawaii has been costly to the well being of my life as I still have to file serious Human rights violations/ complaints at this point. Due to the political nature of my life, I have kept only the most life threatening to me at the surface. There is much, much more I can no longer withstand.

• I am waiting to make a formal complaint against the Honolulu Police Department to date.
• I am waiting to make a formal complaint against the Federal Agent (also on Obama's security team)  to date.
• I am waiting to make a formal complaint on Honolulu Prosecutor & Judges. 
• I have taken the Federal Agent to Court when prompted by the US Army Military Intelligence, as I indicated that I would have before, but was in fear of my life.
• I have been attacked by the Filipino Community.
• I have been attacked by some members of the Hawaiian tribal community.
• I have been attacked by the Chinese.
• I have been attacked by the Koreans.
• I have been attacked by the Vietnamese.
• I have been attacked by the Mexican Maffia- issue went to court while HPD laughed at me and complicated matters more.

Dispensary competition Hawaii

The people/businesses who tried to apply for their marijuana dispensary license in Hawaii before January 12-13, 2016 probably got their applications in. However, those who applied for their marijuana dispensary license afterward the 12th and in force, were subjected to a downed Hawaii State server and bottleneck issues. So now no one knows what happened to the applications;- which ones went through and which ones didn't. And there are apparently a ton of complaints about the downed server.

One of the first people to get their completed application in was Dan Lankford who runs a multiple island chain store that provides indoor-growing supplies to home growers. I met Dan at Chuck Kauwe's place when Dan brought the Dabstars from Seattle for a quick bbq & oyster night coupled with a Ted's Pie on the Balcony. btw:-  Dan Lankford makes really great Salsa(vegan).

Some other things I'm hearing besides the downed server sounding shady...for potential busts. Butane processed being on some federal list;- Most islanders couldn't afford a 70K-140k machine for co2 processed products. Nothing major in this 5.5bil dollar industry upcoming...to 6.5bil.

So sick of Corporate USA

Tough to say. 1 full decade. I grew up in one of the most long held republican districts in the entire United States since its inception. I was discriminated against from the time I was born and beaten up by several girls even as early as 3rd grade for being Japanese. Most of the community always in extreme & repressed denial of actual circumstances.  

Things changed after the death of my brother. I met Justin & Amanda whose mother-in-law/mother at the time owned A Citigroup company called Primerica. That was 2006/2007, my brother's death and my credit and finances never saw the end of being shut out of regular service/phone calls/etc. My bank account in NY was pilfered by "new database services" and the monies were never returned to me. It's been a long decade with participation of Hawaiians who have their "own" banking system that they claim is separate from Citigroup and other large banking institutions. however;- they keep forcing me off-the-grid because they seem to be against my participation in anything domestic or international that preserves my life for the international export import field. They have been hard at work on destroying me for over 10years. They think that my parents have say, when my parents have the least say in my international family. However;- I can't function at this minuscule capacity much longer. I am exhausted from being ill treated by the Hawaiians & big corporate. They all know what damage they are doing...

My Dictionary - decade update

http://sproutfuel.blogspot.com/2006/02/my-dictionary.html

So, It's been an unbelievable decade since I've actually updated "My Dictionary"
A long forgotten relic that needs many additions in my unpopular blogoshpere. One corporate animal is on my mind. It includes the big Banking system ( particularly in the USA)

Sorry to the Animal's world...

 Corporate Alligator - Resides scantily in Florida, Pierces its prey with corporate predatory extreme debt or bankruptcy, then proceeds to drag the other corporations and normal workers to the bottom of the drowning debt heap where it proceeds to watch them rot.  
(ie., some took the form of Enron & hid in Florida under the Homestead Act.)

I have heard some large Corporate president/CEO's say "money is like air." The Corporations/Banks know full well that they are allowing the Corporate entity to financially and in effect Physically murder other Corporations and their workers. There should be a way to financially/legally hold corporations accountable for more than putting on a great show of overstock & luxe products. No, capitalism isn't supposed to model communism;- however, for a system that is claims that "money is like air & we all need it to live" ...

Corporations should be held accountable for not providing enough funding to the population for ample health care and basic & sufficient human needs of the modern era (clothing, food, shelter, transportation to and from work, childcare).

Nothing new here... I should embellish a bit... I'm just realizing that even Charity needs to step back from the Luxe Glam spots and ensure no one suffers "burn out" that can be translated to insufficient funding.

Large corporations need to be made more responsible for the entire population if Capitalism & Consumerism are to remain. Without financially viable government due to improper taxation percentages and inflation;- Corporate charity (though I find charity an insult in relation to most "Corporate" matters that are marketed to set the overall "discriminatory" trends)...
How about Corporate Kickdown?  Time for them to spread the wealth manditory so we can all live & keep it peaceable.

Another sleepless night. ........

ASEAN banks MUST open in USA- TPP efforts being sunk by BIG USA Banks

At the Dawn of the Beginning or the End of the TPP on Feb. 4, 2016 USA banks have already plummeted efforts to the pits of the USA debt load. It has been ongoing for most of the past 10 years/ decade. And, with oncoming USA presidential elections;- what USA banks do in the interim will affect the outcome of the TPP (Trans Pacific Protocol) that has been largely booed by the American public (already experiencing the beginnings of big block store closures).

That is irregardless of the Obama Administration's Patriot Act. The Patriot Act itself inspired overt racism, discrimination of National Origin, and encouraged Feds and State and local politicians and their livid followers to devestate the lives of otherwise normal Asian-Americans particularly on the Eastern USA seaboard. It changed the face of Foreign Policy  made all that was said internationally a farce.

Just as America's banks made a huge domestic effort to turn against musicians with PEACEFUL statements. America's banks have been making a huge domestic effort to turn the political tides against persons who have overseas interests in the TPP and other Export-Import ventures. It seems that even the Large cap American banks such as Citicorp have executives in their conglomerate midsts who want to pillage the remnants of Japanese held USA debt and try to turn the tides against Japan. They won't hold their own heiled domestic standard accountable for the National Debt;- instead they are trying to eliminate all the competition that has any notable ties overseas.

Everything from failed credit protection systems, erroneous banking fees, forced closures of accounts, and letting local authorities (as well as newly hired electronic security) violate personal privacy and allowed them to commit fraud at the local level has occured in over 10 years.

Around 1980, when I was about 6years old, my father (ex USAF OSI ) said to me -- the CIA will force you to be a thief or a terrorist;- take your pick, we took pot-bets that you won't live till you're 26.

It's not just that I can't sleep many nights knowing how much they have actively damaged my life in the USA, even being born as a dual citizen. Its that they are horrendous at this point;- and my overseas family in Keiretsu is not showing they have any power or authority to handle the damage that they have done.

I'm starting on my board

I Having an issue with my beginning surfing sorry to compare it to teaching piano (something I do well), or rock climbing (got to 5.11indoors and 5.10was 1st outdoor in 6months)

main Issue:

the surf Board - every surf website suggests obtaining a "cost effective" board that's Big enough. In 2013 I was told by Jay Nu, Carve USA's CEO to ditch the lessons and buy a 9'-10' soft top from Honolulu (argh)Walmart- that the time I spend on the board will teach me more than the 1st lesson is worth. then aside from being offered a lesson with Sunny Garcia, I was told Sunny starts his students on a short board they purchase with lessons. So, same as piano- get something and get playing or get with a pro and learn their way. But, however I don't like lessons as they said in Sarasota, Florida that I have unofficial "defiance disorder" for some reason. 

So, 'MY Board, MY Way.' I thought (my 1st board) would come to me and be something I learn from, aside from not being completely eco unfriendly trash like some soft top. I asked around 2 Triple Crowns later 2015 and was offered to purchase a used Plumeria 8'6" mini tanker from Plumeria's rep Robert Courtney. Thanks to Johnny Orr from Liquid my board price was talked down a little bit mainly because "it's a bit yellow & taking on water".

I got a used board bag, leash, and soft rack too. Though Surfer Supply was going outta biz one day on way to my helix warmup@24 hr with an ambulance out front blocking the parking garage... I got a new DaKine longboard leash, board sponge, wax for a little bit.   I went to the North Shore Surf Shop and bought a pretty red fiberglass cutout fin that day I got the board. It took 2 weeks of searching for a pair, the only pair, of Futures honeycomb actual fN side bites I could find on the entire fN island-- that coincidntally color coordinate. 

Total spent- a bunch. Though the shopping motivated and taught me some things as well as my newbie discovery of the FireWire line (which better be my next board). And a book "sustainable surf". That's aside from meeting Jimbo (board shaper) who charges @ $100/board foot. Then a Big wave surfer also named Angela who found me with my new board at the Green World coffee shop- getting all metaphysical on me & sounding like my Mother only with surf and waves in mind. 

After consideration of making the Brewer stock board a preserved surf relic since his boards are already collectible;-Today, I put my board fins on. Sidebite fin screws a little rusty, and caving in to Chuck's placement of the center fin. I was going to put it all the way up.

It's a smaller day at the North Shore;- headed to Freddyland,maybe. I decided I'd rather look worse on larger waves than mess myself up at the Old Beach (Barber's Point).

12/2014 was my first time on a Waikiki rental board. And first time I tried I caught a wave, I had to jump down due to tourist surfers in the way attempting to paddle. Argh. I tanned on the board with Israeli Suzie nearby on her rental. 

I need to make this surfing thing real.

And yes, I met Kelly Slater 1x with his GF @ the Elephant Truck in 2013 and 1x he was @turtle bay driving range under hat cover. I did wait from when I was a teenager at Jersey Shore to be "seen" around a real surfer instead of shortboards in poser skimboarding shore break while In awe of the people a mentioned above. it was well worth the 2.5 decade wait and being told everyone thinks I'm a surfer for 10years.

End of day- went to Freddyland with Chuck (who went out to V-land to catch some waves). I'm sore from Paddling in places I didn't think I'd be sore. Freddyland got up to about 6' waves and was fun. Have to go out again soon...I think this can be addictive. 

Watched the sunset with everyone back @ chuck's -(Marine who attended the Memorial service this morning from the crashed unit that's been in news lately & his newly envaged friends) Chuck, Johnny Orr- Ty for a beautiful day...the planets are in alignment literally.

The Planet Epsilon organization

The Planet Epsilon organization (aka P.E.) will use coordinates  rather than political descriptors such as Country names. We will use people's names who we know in the nearby areas, or their chosen name within the organization.

Planet Epsilon will do and focus on current tasks applicable to most current and near future changes to fit the global supply chain environmental demands.

We will focus and energize the global workplace market to maintain financial health, physical well being of our environment and all of its inhabitants first.

Planet Epsilon will become the ultimate predators who level the biological playing field to cause balance against the sinking weight of "lethal* chemical change".

*Planet Epsilon acknowledges that the inhabitable human & animal environment of planet Earth is reaching toxicity with the array of extracted & processed chemicals in the Global marketplace. most biological interactions are considered "chemical". planet Epsilon is most concerned with those chemical stashes, uses, and testing that are adversely affecting animals , as well as humans with lethal results. "lethal chemical change" examines everything from chemical sensitivities to In-extinct chemical warfare elements in the modern supply chain. Serious other chemical stocks used in guerrilla warfare and pharmaceuticals that are dumped into major waterways may fit this broad definition of "lethal chemical change". 

Phase 1#~ develop coordinate library

•use of coordinates is to keep the issue in mind rather than acting as a live advertising agent. We share this planet regardless of political or capitalist attributes a designated area may have. 

• classify coordinate for research, videography, prolonged surveillance, other campaign actions.

• write coordinate as;-

Green - chain store

Red - military 

Blue - water pollution

Brown - government 

Purple - heavy industrial 

Orange - industrial agricultural

Yellow - nuclear waste

Since the responsibility of Planet Epsilon is dedicated to balancing the "lethal chemical change" on the planet;- Planet Epsilon does not condone the use of lethal chemical change itself to harm any life. Any actions on behalf of Planet Epsilon will be done with the most care to self and others possible. 

"planet epsilon" Mission statement

The Planet Epsilon organization (aka P.E.) will use coordinates  rather than political descriptors such as Country names. We will use people's names who we know in the nearby areas, or their chosen name within the organization.

Planet Epsilon will do and focus on current tasks applicable to most current and near future changes to fit the global supply chain environmental demands.

We will focus and energize the global workplace market to maintain financial health, physical well being of our environment and all of its inhabitants first.

Planet Epsilon will become the ultimate predators who level the biological playing field to cause balance against the sinking weight of lethal chemical change.

Written here 2016 by A.M.Kneale

Question #1

What's the volume of C4:plastique/Semtex that can fit inside a pair of headphones housing/baffle? How large an explosion? Can it be Plugged into an airplane seat? 

tourists leave camera batteries for endangered green sea turtles

I took a walk on the beach at Ali'i Beach Park in Haleiwa one afternoon. As I walked past the palms to the shoreline, I heard a bird squak. At first I looked up for the bird. Then I proceeded to walk on the rocky shore and while watching my steps, I saw a lithium camera battery. This is a place where endangered Hawaiian sea turtles emerge and climb ashore. I picked up the battery and took another direction to the right. I walked on the path that looped back to the main beach. I heard a bird squak again. I looked around at the ground and I found two more AA camera batteries with Japanese Kanji on them. I looked around a little more and headed to the lifeguard house. When I was closer to the infamous Baywatch lifeguard house I returned to a nearby picnic table under a palm tree, and again the bird squaked/shrieked loudly. This time, I saw the battery was under the picnic table.

I'm not joking about the bird shrieking when I was within arm's reach of these camera batteries. However, judging by the urgency of the shrieks and squats from the bird(s), the batteries must pose enough of a hazard that yes, even the birds are being proactive. 

I'm not sure how to make tourists understand that leaving camera batteries on the shoreline with endangered species  is not appropriate disposal. Even if a trash can is still not proper battery disposal, it is better than leaving the batteries to corrode and harm sealife. I can imagine that the battery acid can main and blind and burn the endangered Sea turtles. 

Japan should withdraw/halt moratorium on building contracts with Hawaii/USA interest

Many American businessmen say that Yakuza runs Japan and there are no other legitimate people who they will do business with. The average American business man seems to feel Yakuza legitimizes American/USA interest in controlling Japan as a territory. 

This runs contrary to the goals set forth by APEC in attempting to eliminate mob payoff payments that run in the hundreds of millions. 

Since the USA has legitimized many of these illegal Asian gangs economically, and politically within its own borders;- maintaining decent relations for business progress is crumbling for Japan overseas. 

It's my opinion that Japan should halt all business in steel and construction to Hawaii especially. It is an observation that I can't ignore. 

I'd like a gift...real help please.

I want to file a report against certain HpD officers for aiding and assisting attempted murder on me 2x. Not sure how to do so since they are the cause of my non return to the mainland from my 1month vacation.  I need assistance.

I can't just keep asking an angel.

Chinese Navy in Honolulu, Problems with Hawaiian Nation hating Japan

My anxiety level is through the ceiling while at the Vans Off the Wall 2015.

This nearly marks my 6th year in the Hawaiian Islands. Fight over Export import- especially Filipinos attacking me, Chinese-Hawaiians trying to use shipping lines to run "independence guns", Yamaguchigumi wars aside from normal enemy status with my family in Japan, Israelis, and everyone else including the local born Feds and corrupt HPD has just been a NIgHTMARE.

Chinese Navy destroyer & navy are visiting and the "local born" Hawaii residents think that finding doppelgänger of yours truly is fun to mess with. Can't imagine who else they do this to, putting doubles near work places and gyms and outings. Rumour is that China has 5-6 doppelgänger of any person they want to replace in the U.S.

Chinese+Hawaiians working to exacerbate 

Pacific security with "revolutionary" actions against USA/ North America  & Japan. 

- this has been an immediate issue beginning with security trainer Olohei* Shane Kainoa Kekoakalani  Li, who asked me if I could bring guns to Hawaii in 2009. He ha been asking around as well as other small island nations outside the Pacific region. 

*In English, Olohei means a leader of the people.

http://m.washingtontimes.com/news/2015/feb/10/china-threatens-arm-hawaii-separatists-who-want-ki/?page=all

Arms to run through South China Sea

http://www.arabnews.com/news/850781?quicktabs_stat2=0

USA is hunting bloodlines

I can't say I'm enthralled or even mildly delighted at this point. It seems the quest for genetic supremacy in the USA is more of a genetic "hunt" and not an outreach of understanding. Originations of African American genetic lineage are hunting the other mindsets of genetic survival. Control of media, film, English language and newfound storytelling 

Re: my ex-I'm biz plan

I definitely cannot be successful with Hawaii State & local federal involvement. I'm barely alive and surviving on Oahu. 

Definitely a project for Philadelphia, Ny, DC only. 

Sunrise & surfer

Last night COF meeting

"People have withdrawn from nature, going over to culture. That means people have raised themselves only to be lowered. But we cannot manage without nature. Man doesn't have the right to withdrawal from it. Nature  is God." ~ Bruno Groening, "I give you a little wisdom of life on your way", pg. 40

Last night I received one "Schoolingletter" publication from our spiritual healing group leader. I have a lot to learn about going through this most difficult time politically, as I have been on the edge of having a suicidal bout the past week that stems from my knowing I will no longer influence my family's decisions, as I cease to exist in physicality. 

The onslaught of Hawaii being the American crossroads for international & domestic civilian, criminal, & military cultures is tremendous. And of course sorting political attacks against an American versus plain jealousy Amidst the novelty thefts by those from less criminally advantaged cultures is additional & unneeded adversity. 

Facsimile Arming

Subversive university actions @ commencement closings. Military turf is campus.  China takes actions against Jews, Egypt, fascism. 

My Giving "divine" light experience

No matter what "God's plan" is for us, I do believe we all leave our physical plane body or experience human "death". 

The Japanese based giving light cult was my most in depth spiritual "cleansing" experience this past year. I joined on 2-22-2015. Just relieved of my complicated Omitama pendant which enabled me to give light and sitting for a "receiving light" (okiyome) session  I'm sitting at D&B watching College football with some guacamole & bbq chips.

I know every time I entered, there was something more than spiritually distasteful about the place. Some of the Senior members, aside from being anti most everything I stand for by saying "God allows them to" so it's ok, didn't ever resonate well with me. Especially when it comes to the environment & my veganism. That and having over 50 something crowd breathing down my Gen X neck about contributing more money because "all money is God's".

Though I've had the omitama in the box for a while, I read a psychology article about people with severe psychosis "seeing things" and experiencing & explaining the world though a more primitive and unscientific mindset. Attempting to put a quantum value on it is, Obserd to me;- despite several members who seem to be excorcised by shaking and erratic movements during an okiyome session. It is grossly more subtle than an evangelist TV healer, however it has longer participatory times and exists as a fixture in some communities. 

Politically, financially, physically, and mentally draining and put in the hands of old wealthy Hawaiian-Japanese who are incredibly sexist and rude to all of my senses. They are rude because they dislike The East Coast experiences they have had and are used to 3rd world Hawaiian ways of living and socializing with undereducated women.

I've opted for 2 other more independent practices of similar spiritual Healing practices that are headed by actually known and acknowledged master Healers who walked the earth. This profound actual healer vs striving practitioner difference is what lead me away from OShinenushi Sama founder of Sukyomahikari. 

Plus I've had better results with extremely less time commitment than Sukyomahikari. And, with less interference to my actual human needs of employment and working on a lifelong project and such. 

The Omitama pendant used to give okiyome I was given upon completion of the primary course for $250 in Honolulu was returned today.

Paradise to a modern City scape

Most people fly, cruise, row, or sail to Hawaii in search of a peaceful and warm abode for a weekend or two in paradise.

My Morning Photo: Honolulu, Hawaii 

_______________________Like most women who get stuck here. I make enough to survive, but not enough to make up for the financial damage the men have caused due to lack of employment. I want to go back to life as usual on the mainland. That's aside from my business plans and how broke Hawaii state is -- so they try to extort my family stateside & Japan side for money so I don't get killed here. That's why they have shooters at meetings like APEC. Average people are horrible. The people they admire are worse.__________

- one woman I lived with was attacked at her job site taking inventory at the warehouse. The men cornered her and cracked her skull open. She made 70k+benefits a year. She has 3 Hawaiian children. She offered me the job. Of course I said no & remained the course of physical integrity. She left the island with her children for safety sake.

_________________

my experience with Photography law inside a state building:- 

- I went to the Honolulu DMV on Dillingham to voluntarily surrender the taxi license I had obtained for work I tried barely a month prior. The clerk informed me she could only issue licenses. So, I went to take a photo showing an attempt at surrendering my license. She got her manager and he came to the window told me that it's illegal for me to take photo of his employee. I told him I'm representing myself in court and that I can take photos to defend myself in court. He kept telling me the legalities of my photo taking on me, implying immediate arrest if I didn't delete my photo. I asked him, "are you an attorney?" And he stayed in silence, no response. I asked him, can you tell me what laws there are that will tell me that info? He said "you can go look it up."

The manager had to tell his employee that they do accept surrendered certificates. I tried to point out to them their requirements say that I have to surrender it if I stop driving for 30days. So I need to know where to surrender the certificate of they don't accept it.

________________________________

My "duty" is OVER - it has been tremendously damaging to me

After a one month briefing and a hint that "my family" might need me to remain in Hawaii for 5 years -- No More Hawaii for me, please!!! Have mercy! 

 I received a January briefing before my February vay-k about how the Hawaiian islands are full of old Japan based gang enemies to my Most Imperial Japanese relatives and families;-

Most of The Japanese I met in Hawaii are   Pathetic critics of east coast life since they can barely stand to stay there more than a year or two at best. 

The other major issue I have with the Hawaiian born Japanese and Japanese green card residents is that they are collectively and individually pathetic & deplorably rude to me. This is not only because of my relation overseas, but they are completely insulting to my senses as I am accustomed to "dominant American cultures " of the East Coast and impacts of at least 14million other people who don't fly back and forth to Asia as frequently as Californians.

And then they fail to understand that I have some Caucasian upbringing that is a family tradition that skipped my parents generation yet was handed down to me.

My peer group in the islands is nothing suitable for Any business requirements and I have met others on their visits who give me more than tremendous awareness of their preparedness for future actual project(s).

Apple phone FuK'd me over eh-tee-tee

So. Today's task is for me to try and view a .mov video file of Independent footage that is still being "sold" in a manner of speaking. 

Problem, I only have my iPhone 5s that has been chronically hacked. Survived decimation of 2 Lifeproof Nuud cases that also had Hawaii sun & heat exposure. My several laptops have died out of extinction real. Due to balcony swan dives caused by Nuclear Engineer submariner tantrums, I'm guessing or presuppoposing M.I. Jacking of my hard drives, and TSA forcing me to surrender my carrying. All USA sinking USA effort because I'm me. How many ways can I say my own kind USA nationals absolutely Bloomington big SUX, without a friendly game of euchre and microbrews. 

I am left with generified not gentrified as word goo Apple Store wireless terabyte Formaluzed Bawlshert while having a second glawsss of  chianti to subdue my implant headache. 

Hawaii has been chrawnik-cally pein-full. 

And I am aht thee end of mawyee rue-ope. 

Hard SD vs wireless terabyte drive BS

Thing about globalization of Asia

Everyone and anyone can be a nobody in  America (the USA).

Blog topics thoughts after Netpac@25 symposiums

Analysis of the American Impact on peer censorship of cultural identity language of Asian Nations and localities 

(as an issue from domestic USA discrimination of nationality and or Race)

• How does this impact differ in specific regions of the USA. Variables to analyze include education level, industry presence, population density, political parties. Gross geographic regions traditonally separated by history such as East Coast USA's;-- New England, mid-political Washington DC area, to Southern Eastern Seaboard states including Florida.

focus especially in areas for example:-

 ~ where Asian descent is only in 1% to .1% or less of dominant culture

~ and/or where there is a high per capita of higher education institutions such as Private or state funded Universities.

~ proximity of Human Rights Commission offices (if any) and what the radius is.

• How is this American impact on the USA's West Coast different? 

•How is the American Impact in Hawaii and other USA territories different? 

•In total, Does one geographical region impact globalism with Asian countries more than another through use of language or through peer censorship?

• Is peer/social censorship of the cultural specific Asian language in USA regions representative of government enough to substantiate changing Asian film language from culturally specific to globalism language in order to open and engage a conversation with audience that has only Eurocentric view from America-vocabulary of ideologies.

Chinese Film & Professor Xie Fei

World renowned film Professor Xie Fei

participated in Netpac@25 Nov. 24, 2015 

With an hour interview by Netpac@25 participating directors and audience. followed by a showing of "A Mongolian Tale" and a Chinese Film Presentation.

Professor Xie Fei for Netpac@25 presentation

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Some days

•bombing of Israel

•build a China wall (with Trojan horse), Myanmar 

•we no longer trust any governments. There is slight chance and later greater possibility of biological warfare contained in any air strike and capsulated armorment being aleotoric in its ultimate destination;- ie plane crash. 

I barely didn't sleep.

Today I decided to attend the morning panels for Netpac@25. Hasan Elahi gave a keynote speech that was worthy of note taking. 

During coffee break I also briefly met the Man, Xie Fei;- world renowned film school director from Beijing Film 

All of it was followed up by a lengthy discussion with 2 other attendees.

HNL security should improve--

After hearing how many ISIS supporters monitored online & are living in the Highrises of Honolulu: - this does worry me....unattended baggage & simple lies

reparations included future rape payment of Japanese

The reparations payoff from the 1945 nuclear bombing by the United States of America on Japan is considered by May Americans to be justification in the Rape, assault, and further killing of Japanese citizens. This includes some of us who are forced into American citizenship due to American ignorance, personal agenda and discrimination, and abuses towards Japanese Nationality Laws. 

The United States feels that it is justified lifetime torture to those of us who have political family in Japan to influence. 

About making Films in Asian Language versus globalized English

My notebook: intro of this symposium panel

This morning I went to the Carnation room at the Ala Moana hotel and sat down to listen to the morning symposium "Chasing the Dream: Culture, Capitalism, and Cinema" presented by Netpac@25. It was followed by the panel discussion on "Co-productions and Globalization".

"When Language is Outlawed, speaking it is a political act." ~ Ella Henry, filmmaker New Zealand 

The only Panel Members I really think have the right mindset were-- New Zealand's Ella Henry, Philippine's Nick Deocampo, India's Nilesh Maniyar, China's Shayoi Sun.

"Word's are not innocent & have identity of the Colonizer. Identity is a negotiated process."~ Nick Deocampo, filmmaker Phillipeans.

They didn't give Kazakhstan Gulnara Abikeyeva's time with her more formal paper to share.

What I got out of the 2 panel sessions:- 

•Trying to overcome borders and communicate to other "cultures".

      - whether to use Cultural specific language or globalization's English language.

•The people's film claiming to do combat artistically against some globalization and corporate film mindset emanating from  Hollywood's "Wagnerianish" auture.  

•Attempting to "negotiate" the use of language in a world where only America allows some liberal idea of "freedom of speech".

•Nick Decampo was the only one who ventured to mention ASEAN and making film footage of rice.

------ I did ask 1 question about use of English and tried to briefly explain That even if conversation is put into English that it does not mean there is much context for the rest of the English speaking/ Euro-centric world. -- 

That I went to a business Dinner where there was a table full of people all who spoke English -- who needed a translator to give in depth context of seemingly simple sentences--also broken down in English, to an American Businessman. 

Still how the film world plans to cross globalization borders without similar dinner scenes to resemble & more like a cinematic Opera glance at the story from which the libretto has been derived,  is beyond me. ---------------------

^The panel chalked it up to a "negotiation" of use of language over culture. Or how to "weave" culture specific material with Global English...without getting into cinematic style.

It also made me reconsider being more specific when I use the following terms;-

•indigenous (political term, geographical presence, personal experience of foreign body)

•culture & culturally specific vs. society

• cosmopolitanism (went unmentioned) vs. globalization

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USA should take Hawaiian tribal funds

Since M-16's were prevalent with dozens of snipers at APEC 2011, and even a Hawaiian-Chinese Kahuna & Olohei was sent to the airport to interfere with my Japanese-USA business plan;- it seems that USA should make efforts to freeze and or confiscate funds of the Hawaiian tribe. The USA is using Hawaiian tribes to interfere with international Efforts to maintain a peaceable business environment and to exacerbate war interests by side-stepping head on attacks to private individuals, families, and other international interest. 

They also make zero reparations and the Hawaiian tribal community (whether carrying a U.S. Passport or not) is making advances towards War between Other Asian nations from USA territory/lands.

My Christian experiences

Every Sunday, my godparents took me to Sunday school. The Church I was baptized under was an evangelical Lutheran church in a small nearby town.

I was the older one of my brother and I. So aside from some children breaking my brother's toddler leg with a swift kick at a Unitarian church in town;- I took the brunt of the church abuse for a while.

My parents agreed to let my brother out of going to church activities in Junior high school after he begged them. It was after an incident where the pastor Craig Landis actually tried to strangle me in front of my mother and those in my confirmation class for saying the word Japan. A lot of the church abuse my brother and I withstood was directly because we are not white. 

There were several incidents daily that I was being shouted at like a prisoner undergoing brainwashing. They frequently shouted at me repeatedly, "you ethnics are going to hell" as all ethnics would under the Lutheran doctrine. 

Also at a certain point in Junior high the Sunday school instructor said I couldn't read the bible or say John 3:16 and sat me in a circle and tortured me the same time I could hear them doing something similar to my little brother (through the dividers). 

The church we attended was an above ground cover for the underground local white supremacy movement. They treated my brother and I worse than prisoners, despite knowingly baptising us. 

Years later immediately following my brother's death and that old pastor Craig Landis instructing my father to kill me & he's help him cover it up;- I was offered an opportunity. One of my clients, a Jewish pastor who made angel pins that went into Walgreens couldn't pay me in normal money. So instead of taking the equipment I was offered I asked him if he could u baptize me from the church. He said he had never done so before and came up with a ceremony to cut the cords that bound me to the abusive church. I used to come home and cry in my room after every Sunday school, plus all the kids I went to regular school with knew I was to be hated for my "race."

It was an awful place and my mother naively punished us extra because she believed that these people are the best people despite them hating her for being Japanese too. It was a horrendous ordeal for 17years. 

To be revised/continued...additiona

How Caucasian Vegans are patenting the Asian & Latin food markets

Keeping the peace and spreading the love among America's world rebound obese. As if they didn't consume enough to feed an African village, the Skinnier breed of Caucasian American, the European mixed white american has been patenting what they call "ethnic" foods. Is this a Fair and equal food market full of diversity? It seems highly unlikely since I rarely see an Indian curry made by anyone actually Indian. Most east coast Japanese restaurants & sushi bars are Korean owned. Then try to explain to a white vegan how rude they are telling me that animals should have more rights than minority "ethnics" because we are from countries that kill small animals like dogs. Though they don't see their own Agricultural meat industry as a "race or nationality issue." 

It 

American vegans are more two-faced than anyone I have yet met. Plus they feel more justified to steal from other vegans especially yours truly because they are so white they don't think anyone will believe us if we say a word...because they have the perfect cover. It's a parallel to PETA actually euthanizing their shelter animals.

Even today I was thinking how silly it is and how pissed off the cats are at the humane society and no kill shelters;- their feral & left behind pet counterparts live freely outdoors and flourish. They are stuck in cages in ringworm infested quarters. Irony at its finest. White American progressivism does have its minimum is maximum  quota of "non-whites" to fill. Then take away and patent 3rd world recipes!!!!

Going movies HIFF fall 2015

Assassination Nov. 20th

Assassin Nov 20th

Mocking Jay 2 Nov 19 

Atlantic Nov 19

Black & White (senator Dan Inyoue) Nov 15

my brother's death- head blown off with shotgun

Japan owns $1197.0billion USA dollars in debt. The average inbred homeland American whose reading comprehension is low thinks that they own Japan. 

So...what I have been forced to live through...as a social experiment is absolutely unforgivable. especially after my brother's memorial service and his so called friends joking about beating the shit out of him because he is Japanese. My father & his friends silenced me from getting into a fight and then several people attempted to murder me, which exhausted me financially.

The White Pennsylvanians (clearly have strong white European supremacy) and my college schoolmates thought it was funny that another "dumb Jap" but the dust on the east coast. That's the crowd of Pennsylvanians and New Yorkers (as hateful of Asia and white supremacist in their progressive allotment of race") I had the most exposure to. The Americans  think it's amusing that my mother & I, & our family Akita woke up to the disaster of my brother's brains splattered in a family picnic area with a shotgun.  Apparently my father "found him" and then went to sleep until my mother found him. 

No, I don't have friends here in the states. The half Chinese and mixed race other Asians think it's amusing as well since they revel in Japan's failures.

41 years tomorrow of the USA is quite enough embarrassment and harshness. 

My aunt Junko should know my mother psychologically wrote me off as a representation of her Jealousy for Aunt Junko's beauty and refinement in Japanese society. I was born to an oil and water family;- or steel and steel that clash constantly. 

Clinton & Muslim Law

Clinton boys to adopt Sharia law.  @1997-2005 I was around a number of Clinton Boys of varying though predominantly Caucasian backgrounds - Lebanese, Vermonter, California, oil pursuers who were livid about 2 things while intensely playing big board backgammon and lonely solitaire amidst kilos of cocaine

1. Their white supremacy born of even American nouveau riche  2. Muslim law

Obama didn't tell u that.