Philippines is USA's door to owning ASEAN interest

Philippines' bankers are chasing the good ok' American Dream through vested USA military support that is an ineffable welfare system to further put America's grubby grip on Asian money control. US military interests seem to largely support Trump in the 2016 presidential election. Most USA citizens are popularly against the newly inducted Trans Pacific Partnership that "welcomes the USA with open arms".  Meanwhile, USA military is already making tactical money interest moves to control ASEAN funds and in attempt to upset peaceable ASEAN countries in larger EX-IM effort.

Acceptable and non-military USA efforts must be clearly made to ASEAN countries in TPP before more terroristic & anti-USA eruptions surface. 

The USA is a clear precursor to global calamity, as it is popular for US militarists to attack Asian & Japanese civilians in the USA  in effort to re-shape the "ethnic" Asian countries' populations.

Sendai Quake & Democratic Debate

I'm at the gym doing cardio : saw Sendai quake, my relatives granmother, aunts, uncles, cousins are still recovering/rebuilding from the Tohoku quake 2011. 

From the curve treadmill 

Also GO HILLARY!!!  

Hawaii politics a Harbinger for WW3

Yesterday I was stuck in traffic and contemplating a maximal 30min arrival time of North Korean Missiles once launched (with the jet stream). The past 6years I have been in Hawaii have resulted in a Major financial and social setback, in addition to my brother's gory death in 2005.

 Since most of Hawaii has given its voice to Trump and Sanders nominees, there is an even bigger lack of support and political clarity for me to contend with as a Hawaii resident. Many of the Asian-American Republicans still voted for Trump, and those who have half a brain switched and voted for Sanders. Irregardless, the backlash of Trump's hardcore racist antics are propelling the more savvy international Mexican, African-American, Japanese, Chinese, or Vietnamese local gangs, maffias, and black market collectives to make attacks on more legitimate Americans and other international citizens doing business. 

The enormous numbers of break-ins, thefts, and other abuse and slander that I have endured in Hawaii has made it impossible for me to survive much longer. That is, of course, aside from the initial derailment of my vacation in 2009. 

I have documented for security reasons, the extent of the most violent attacks that local & military authorities prompted with tremendous character defamation. 

I was a simple piano faculty/instructor and business organisational development consultant with well over 15years experience prior to arriving in Hawaii. 

I am struggling with the negativity of the Hawaii locals who run businesses that do not generate enough legitimate revenue for the state. The Feds & State also subjected me to a precarious position by giving  my identity to businesses they know deal in sex trade and other illegal activities, however harmless that they claim it is. 

The high cost of living and home owners (not necessarily landowners) raising rents to offset their own debts is a further glimpse into total financial inferiority.

I am praying for a place to live that is safe  and secure (not necessarily in the USA) and appropriate for me to endeavour on the EX-IM inter-government project with Japan I was asked to complete on behalf of the USA. If not, I accept that with ease and hope other ways to make a most agreeable  and more considerable paying living ensue.

Hawaii has been an extreme waste of my life's time. The local & Native people mostly have proven themselves highly immature and inappropriate for the current political and extreme weather climate.  Especially as my relatives abroad grow older each day. My business opportunity and that for the USA quickly diminishes.

USA ideology creates terrorism Abroad

I know I'm difficult to follow as I sift through large amounts of incongruent information. I have to get this out of my head tonight to sleep a little. Will be back to revise...l8r

"We the People"... "Life Liberty & Pursuit of Hapiness" ~USA Constitution

Ideals that inspire regularly, create and inspire non-jihad and more ambitious "terrorist" groups of Unsatisfied civilian populations with common gripes. USA ideals abroad don't equate to traditional coup d'etas or revolution simply overthrow a tyrannical government leadership.

Nukes ICbM's Mercury Retrograde & North Korea

For those of us who are in awe of North Korea's show of nuclear infancy;- remember it is Mercury retrograde. Anything can go extra wrong!  Who knows where the Missiles would land. Or, if they would explode in North Korean territory.

Update: Failed North Korean Missile Launch Friday April 15, 2016 http://www.cnn.com/2016/04/14/asia/north-korea-missile-launch/

Harassment & stalking 1st thing this morning after breakfast

I'm being stalked by a Chinese looking American guy this morning @ ward village parking garage. He speaks English. Harassing me, would not answer my question if he is a cop or secret service or Yakuza. He seemed to be Driving silver Audi with sunroof. Was following me in the parking lot on foot and I asked him ?'s as he was not acting normal. 

I already got 2cups of "rat poisoned?" Sour black coffee last week and still recovering ;- have some bruising and removed myself from situation, so again I have no home.

Food temperature, storage, contamination

The past week, I ate from the DTE vegetarian market Pearl City salad bar 2x in the morning. 1x afternoon. I felt like I have food poisoning and very sick yesterday. I actually spit out the raw avocado because they tasted wrong & threw out the remaining salad. My stomach felt a little better after ingesting some coconut charcoal & yeah I ate a whole sauce & veggies pizza last night. I fell asleep afterwards. I have extreme joint pain from the grain based crust. Today, I still feel sick. I woke up and ingested more coconut charcoal. Melaleuca tea seems to calm down my stomach. 

I grabbed some veggies at Panda Express and saw the server do a temperature check on the fried rice. Makes my mind a little at ease. At least they check temp. No thermometers I saw at DTE vegetarian market on the salad bar either, in years I've eaten there.

Feeling sick- day 4/5

My pillow, just had something snap in it like a rubberband through layers. Then the radical thought that it's a capsule full of a chemical raced through my mind. 

I ordered a pizza and the options I selected on my phone did my process in their system before I was charged ( Not registered through system=selected thin crust and spinach) Since I've been sick to my stomach lately- stress likely & trying to eat regular foods;- 

When the pizza arrived I went downstairs. This place doesn't have cameras like the Super 8 where I stayed and burned through my savings to stay alive from Pennsylvania based white supremacist/IRA/KKK/& Cheneyites trying to kill me since my brother's messy and tragic death.

So, I got pizza in the lobby. No key card to the parking level. Got something from my car. Got in elevator @ parking level...didn't need key card as people in elevator already. There is entry from street into parking garage. Got to my floor and 2 large people got out 1st. One guy randomly got in elevator still going up. (No keycard needed). Seems a lot different than normal place. I looked out my door before the pizza and all was quiet. Coincidence? Probably. Paranoid, I am. 

Improve Hawaii hotel check-in

It will be great when we can check in at a hotel with a kiosk to take payment and print invoice/receipt. Also it could give us USA citizens a room key card or update our phone with a key card that changes each time we enter the hotel lobby @ kiosk. Whether biometric or not.

 Just saying, lines are awful for someone like me ready to pass out. 

Before I eat--I'm so exhausted

In my mind, the back of my mind, everyday;- 'Hurry, every moment counts.'

"Time is God." ~ Bruno Groening

Gullible cartoons:- idea for shipment check

Just an sketch idea:- cartoon develop for weapons component checks. Despite literacy... A shipment with a Turbines for propulsion of nuclear warheads. One box reads" this is not a weapon component. Contents: Ceramic Turbine. "One box reads Food Source, PubLLC "industrial steamer basket".

The word "ON";- American Comprehension Vs. Demonstration of "ON"

Yesterday, I was at the gym near a US Military Base. I had about 45 min to use the Hot Tub, Sauna, and do a 30 min. cardio workout. I was in the hot tub that I turned on for water-jet massage. Within 8 minutes, FOUR other people entered the room. Despite a sign saying Press button once to turn hot tub ON, Press button to Turn hot tub OFF, all four of them failed to check that the hot tub was ON. They all pressed the button, turned to enter the hot tub, then seemed to realize the water-jet sound had Stopped. They then returned to the button on the wall and pressed the button to turn it back on.
Being that they all stopped and restarted the hot tub in a 3 minute span, I concluded that NONE of them actually could demonstrate reasonable cognition that the HOT TUB WAS ON IN THE FIRST PLACE. And, this was across an demographic of diverse backgrounds who could afford to pay dues at a gym.

Then, I think about more complex issues and realize why I am drowning in the USA social environment of Ignorance.

Conversely, there are people in the USA who I have hired (thank you Philadelphia!!!) in the past who were not Immigrants, clearly had little literacy, yet were able to perform a simple task such as setting tables with an array of cutlery, negotiate transportation, as well as more comprehension and demonstration of much more complex functions. These people were not able to afford gym membership to my knowledge, as in the above "ON" incident.

Global Shipping & Shutdown. Domestic handling only.

Quickie Summary:
The heightened consequences in EX-IM regulation have prompted some businesses to begin plans to Shutdown after clearing and shipping out their major inventories. This will take on a new online buying trend, as it will supersede other regular quarterly Fashion releases.  Soon only domestic buyers who have brought in product prior to the "at Large" shutdown will be able to have ample stockpiles to provide to the rest of the Online purchasing community. WW3 preparations are going to saturate the global demand for a 3-6 year buying spell as international warehouses exchange goods.
This should also assist with global safety and regulation issues. More focused searches can be done more effectively.
Searches for hidden weapons, and weapons of mass destruction carried in more ample cargo ( not boxes of shoes and other common goods) will have more attention from security. However, the initial common goods (shoes, clothing) shipments will take time and be delayed without an appropriate trained workforce to check individual package integrity for weapons components. This may cause delay at shipyards and initial heightened security measures for masses of shipping containers. That is until an appropriate workforce is trained, scrutinized, and hired. However, ship while weather is fair.
Additionally, this should result in some reallocation of workers to focus on growing internal/domestic issues with migrant populations and safeguarding their homeland supplies. If WW3 does ensue, this domestic common goods surplus should be enough to last 8-14 years in the worst case scenario.

I like to try nice products.

The other day, since my budget has gotten tighter than ever imagined, I went to the FaceShop to purchase my favorite sunscreen;  Natural Sun Eco: Ice Air Puff Sun. I got side-tracked. Though, I despise the aluminum package of the Natural Sun Eco: Ice Air Puff Sun has SPF50+ with burst of COLD Liquid Nitrogen, cruelty free, and made with Sunflower sprouts. I feel cans of any sort should be reserved for bomb shelter supply (to make a pipe bomb in war time later). We have enough metal clanging around the planet above ground to wake any remote life forms over a trillion light years away. Then again I also eliminated all forks & knives from my kitchen due to livid talks from some with PTS around me about dinnertime terrorist attacks and having nothing to fight with except utensils. I had one lone big blue plastic knife for veggies.  

USA ingredient requirements for products usually are posted in order of highest percentage% to lowest percentage%.

Good looking feet in Hawaii & Asia are sometimes more important than the sandals we wear. I was sold on a 25% off set of FaceShop Peeling products that included Smile Foot Peeling (smells like an old Seventeen magazine), Body Peeling mist (nice scent), and White Jewel Peeling Face Peel (smells like a generic mall perfume counter area) that came in @$29 + 4%tax= $32.

The Body Peeling Mist grabbed me because it is like a 1/2 dry shower. Its gentle, though I found difficult to get off some parts of me. It clings to oily spots and fine hairs and clumps as a result. I definitely wouldn't want to drink coffee before using it. You are supposed to use it on DRY skin, advised before showering. Then, the shower is used to rinse the nicely fragranced (not too strong) product from the body. It does leave the skin drier than I prefer, and a bit matte finish.

It's definitely different than my product since it does exfoliate, yet has a similar concept of dry shower. I like being more moisturized and not having to use additional lotion. And, I also prefer Organic.

FACESHOP: WHITE JEWEL PEELING review

Good things about the White Jewel Peeling:

• Does react/clump with the extra oils that are under skin
• EMF deflecting Tourmaline & Amethyst particles (great for tropical sun)
• Leaves matte finish
• Gentle

Needs improvement about the White Jewel Peeling:

• Pearl powder isn't a vegan ingredient.
• Methylparaben & Polyparaben
• Fragrance is irritating & strong - OK if u can live at a mall perfume counter

 

Right now, I just finished using the White Jewel Peeling 1st time and even though It's 15min past my eyes are on fire from the parabens and fragrance (really strong mall smelling fragrance). I knew better. But, I thought I'd try it. The salesperson suggested I could use this peel on my body or hands to keep it away from my respiratory system. (it came in the pack) I think I'll pass it on or return it?

------------------------------------------Side note: 

I'm chemically sensitive so product usage lasts @ 1day to 3 mos. before bad reaction. I return the stuff or pass it on if possible. I do make my own stuff for myself...but I like to explore the products on the market like any other well groomed person.

Unpacking Asians on Oahu

To most mainlanders, all Asians are the same on Oahu. Hawaii is a more complex state and is diverse with a segment of non-English speaking. It is a  Hub of international & domestic legitimate business, black market business, government contractors, mafia families & Bloods, high school gangs & kid drug dealers, private USA citizens, and military soldiers of all branches.

People of Asian descent on Oahu

1. "Hawaii born Locals"migrant farmworkers from China & Japan who came to Hawaii long before the USA took it over and declared Hawaii the 50th state for statehood. 

2. International tourists from All Asian nations.

3. International military from Asian nations  including China & Japan.

4. International land owners - hold Hawaiian land and or building/ air space rights.

5. Mainland raised 1st generation Asian-Americans who transplanted to Hawaii during the Patriot Act especially.

6. International Gangs/Mafia - Many

- Yakuza are from diverse international backgrounds (White, Black, Korean, Vietnamese) yet operate through Japan. Japanese Yakuza are more frequently from the Big Island/ Hilo. 

They are especially known with the USA military crowd as their go-to for women in the sex industry. Hawaii is a stopping point for USA military & ships returning from deployment. A century in existence and organizationally older than the State of Hawaii, yakuza have proliferated the young Hawaii state as legitimized business people who network together and have spiritual Dojos/temples that they support.

Most Americans don't know the complexities of Japan or Asian culture and business's as well as the plethora of unfamiliar and typical Japanese surnames. This makes the culturally superstitious Americans easy to be manipulated by yakuza because they are a #1 source for Asian cultural knowledge in the USA. 

Social responsibility Untelevised, Ww3 & Terrorism gets attention.

I have found that the haters in Hawaii who hate on me are definitely, from appearances, diverse, and hate Japan and love private security contractor checks;- largely includes the African-American crowd at large. 

Most of them want to move more guns, and "kill more" so they can make money.   

I have received plenty of death threats in the past 12 weeks on Oahu. I no longer trust Anyone for time is short for peace. 

The American-Asians or those with Green Cards on the island are more inclined to jealousy due to their centuries past as migrant farmworkers or Fresh off the boat status. Since it's America they all take delight in actively sabotaging my personal security on every level due to my relatives involvement in infrastructure and security on an international scale. 

In total, as a Bernie Sanders & Trump state, They are actively encouraging WW3 & terrorism. These people seem to get an elated egotistical high from helping to encourage Mass destruction since they are happily excused from social responsibility by actual American Mainstream culture.

USA bad for Asian-Americans 1st generation

I think the propaganda aimed at the USA is meant to play on grandiose bigotry that Donald Trump is showing the world. The volatility of USA international relations due to racism/nationalism. The ability to shut down trade routes and business dealings by using  USA citizens to attack Asians within USA borders. 

Most majority groups other than Asian have no interest in allowing those in the USA born USA citizens ground to stand on;- this will force Asia to bow to the USA  to maintain non-military trade. 

Japan, USA, North Korea, China

I made a jest that I could walk around Asia with a t-shirt saying "Americans deserve Nothing." 

Japan's warship is claimed "it isn't enough." 

Problem: despite leaders of Asian countries & UN posing sanctions against North Korea;- NoKo's leader Kim Jong-in is promoting actions that have popularity and are embraced by Asia people's sentiment of the USA . 

Japan still chooses to host and participate with the USA inside its borders. This makes Japan an easier target for All Asian nations, despite all the nuclear reactors. 

Shellfish & Hawaii's Shopping Malls

Honolulu, Hawaii has a monstorous addition to the original mall near Ala Moana Beach park.
I took a few walks through the Mall. And, aside from most mainlander USA folk scoffing at Adults "hanging out at the Mall" (an otherwise High School teen behavior);- I also don't cruise at the Mall too often.

My acute allergy to shellfish and the molecular pollutants from Fried shellfish make me steer away from areas that are adjacent to Shrimp, Crab, & Lobster restaurants. That includes the Old portion of the Alamoana Blvd. mall and a popular bar that hosts some live music. None of the restaurants keep the allergens contained.  The molecular drift from a nearby tempura restaurant,  caused my respiratory system to become severly irritated and begin shut down while standing over 25 feet away. The door to the tempura place was also shut while I was reading the Directory/Map of the new Wing.

Also, people generally cause uproar if i tell them not to grab me, or kiss me on the cheek, or touch me;- especially if i know they have been out dining. The Shellfish contaminant causes rise to my skin rash outbreak for weeks. The people here really need a lesson in keeping their hands to themselves and are introduced to a "stranger" such as yours truly when out & about. 

All personal security aside;- its all not secure for me.

Money & Water is Lost in Translation - Export-Import

Still baffled as to WHY China & Japan buy USA debt. Here's an example below, of 1 item.

I don't remember if I blogged on my rant about how Network Marketing and Other products are creating a huge rift in the Global Financial Schema.
It's all Money that is Lost in Translation.

THE FINANCIAL BLACK HOLE CAUSED
FOOD from street vendors in 3rd world nations, to the Capitol's of the 1st World's upper echelon;-
Food packaging and labelling, as well as marketing and educational PR to prompt "Euro-Centric" Americans to participate.

IE: A Package of Black Sesame seed crackers that a "progressive" person (environmentally conscious too) purchases at their local Cooperative market or "Health Food" store.

In USA- AMERICAN STYLE                                     In Asia - ASIAN STYLE
1. Is a round flat wafer                                            1. Usually a small thick rectangular noodle cracker
2. Limited Count in a Thin Plastic holder               2. No cracker count, is sold by weight
3. Has an additional Thin Plastic cover                   3. In a plastic bag (from bulk or pre-weighted).
4. Printed in English explains the Cracker              4. Has list of ingredients (somewhere).
5. Retails @ $5.69USD/ 24 crackers                       5. Can purchase for <$1 for 16oz in 3rd world



In 1999 when I worked at a National Merchandising Firm HQ out of college;- I was told that the Big Block Chain Stores were already open to set design for LESS PACKAGING in their stores. They had asked me to get into the Floor Planning for purchase control;- trying to integrate what they defined as more Ecological. Since I just had 3 years of working on Water related environmental issues;- I FAILED TO SEE HOW SELLING MORE SOAP & DETERGENT & HOUSEHOLD CLEANERS benefits the planet. That goes with MAKEUP that needs SOAP & CLEANSERS that goes in the water for removal. In Fact, I couldn't even justify doing a floor plan purchase scheme for a 6BILLION person world population to purchase HAIR COLORING/ DYE that goes in the water supply.
To date;- I'm still failing to see the change in Big Block Stores;- that includes tossing tubes of plastic containers in bins on the walls of some of the stores. Selling more containers of water contaminants on Palates, in Bulk.

Cults & "Salvation Syndrome" pt. 2

More Cult Themes from my notes:
Continued from previous posts:
1. http://www.sproutfuel.blogspot.com/2016/04/just-my-notes-cults-spirituality.html
2. http://sproutfuel.blogspot.com/2016/04/cults-salvation-syndrome.html
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My Goal=Trash Structure of Salvation Syndrome: - 3. The Way, 2. The Ideal, 1. The Problem

Create an Altar:  GOD DOES NOT EXIST UNTIL GOD IS CREATED

• Possession within cultural norm or something like normal possession
• Normal possession is an expression of Stress/Anxiety for functional clarity of Mind within Slave Structure.

"GOD LETS US" justification for "unholy" behaviour of cult leaders

Slaves are parasites  VS.  Slaves have unconditional love for God

Mind Map order:

1.  God is linked to  a Human Ideal

2. Eternal Life is a Common Theme

3. The collective slaves work towards this ideal & support figurehead

4. This creates a "God" vocabulary where actions & emotions are defined

5. Deviations from this are punished.

6. ***Can a slave function with deviations?*** (with the cult's awareness?- will Cult kill the Ego?)

                       Cult Action:- Exorcise Slave Mentality

                      - Not all deviations matter in function of Existence in NOW time.

7. All known human methodology to attain spirituality is the ART OF HUMAN NATURE (like painter's technique.

• Destruction of Energy/Soul  Vs. Preservation/ Restructure (Resurrection) of Energy/Soul
• Sound, Frequency, Vibration attracts slaves of like mind
• There is no breaking free of this existence - Humble thyself and accept it.

Cults & "Salvation Syndrome"

HAWAIIAN ISLANDS
A Cult to for me to Study:

In the case of the Spiritual dojo I studied for 1.5yrs and due to my family background;- Almost daily, after my initiation month the cult member attempted to apply acute physical trauma to my skull pressure point connected to normal sight and nerve receptors. I was expected to behave with great shame cast upon me if I was outspoken. My being outspoken resulted in several "spiritual disturbances" that were my actual requests that the members have no physical contact with me while in the process of giving light or okiyome.

How this began:-  In Spring of 2014 while I was at an already world famous homeopath's office, plagued with toxic mold in my bloodstream (without Candida) so I couldn't walk;- I was approached by a Japanese Cult ("New religion") group.
Create Biological Confusion = Toxic Mold = Incurable Doom
Catharsis = Obey Homeopath (Ritual) = Impassioned/Elated Existence
Salvation = Living & without most food = Extreme Phenomena
Follows a pattern that fits into ritual cult abuse protocol:

• Exposure to Electro Schumann Frequency therapy
• Change Diet to Minerals & Chlorophyllins - not as sports drink
• Eliminate "spiritual contaminants" from normal food that grows on planet.
• Coerced into receiving "light" and harassment by cult member(s)

;- they claimed I was going through a deep "spiritual cleansing" while I attended "light" sessions for 10months as a non-member. Despite cult members adversely affecting my life, being chased out of my home within a month;- becoming homeless with huge "nutrition" bills, I finally joined the Cult for a short period 2/22/2015-8/2015.  I officially resigned 8/2016 and turned in my @ Spiritual level 1 omitama due to their ensuing manipulations/coercion and acute/deadly physical trauma attempts on my head & spinal chord.

The other personal side-note about this cult is that the founder made the cult of a hodgepodge of Asian occult practices and was kicked out of other more established Asian/Japanese cults. The new cult members, as well as those at the Homeopath's office are heavily laden in Network Marketing products as well as having backgrounds in promoting old Nazi value systems such as Skull manipulation and grading, biological blood classification, and financial exploitation of less educated ethnic minority populations. They are English speaking figure heads who have had a dislike of my tribal Asian background from Siberia & the Kurils. Coincidentally, places where their "light giving" okiyome practices began from my tribes shamanic traditions.

My notes on "Salvation Theory" after reading the 1980's publication "DOJO: MAGIC & EXORCISM IN MODERN JAPAN" I ordered shortly after joining the cult. I ordered the book because many of the spiritual dojo members quickly changed behaviour after I "joined" and took the initiation course & ceremony. They began to behave abusively and malevolent spiritually. Their behaviour was similar to other cult behaviour I experienced in my childhood. The  quickly confirmed and explained the main ideas that were enveloped in their particular "Sect."

1. The main Criticism of the Cult members were that they are all "high" on themselves (Ideal Ego) to be giving the "light of God to people."
2. The positive was that a person is able to "Bless Food" that is animal derived even though they are striking hypocrites.
3. There was much hypocrisy of words & actions in between and little logical continuity.

My more General Formula of CULT control follows:

INCURABLE DOOM + IMPASSIONED/ELATED EXISTENCE = EXTREME PHENOMENA

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Points of discrepancy/ Notes from spiritual dojo study:

Possession by Defective spirits: The Spirit is Lying if it claims to be GOD. It is sometimes assigned an "Evil" attribute for claiming to be GOD. However, the Cult will claim that everyone is "of GOD" and is equated to a grain of sand makes beach, drop of water makes ocean, a little bit of GOD that remains connected to God (with their help/ through them) yet doesn't make a person GOD. 

After this "possession" of the Cult can claim the new member/ person is "Pathological" as

"Possession in Western Culture is considered pathological behaviour due to the Legal System" (Dojo: Magic & Exorcism in Modern Japan, Page 127).

The Cult member may feel safe in the Cult because there is an extraneous social nonacceptance of this behaviour. It can be compared to having a normal nervous-breakdown (of Western Society) within the constraints of the spiritual values of the Cult.

The Cult uses Coercion & is cold and follows am established protocol. The harmful actions and proof of the Endless Realm of Hope ensue. Typical list of Chemicals, Seduction, and Physical manipulation used in cult protocols are as follows:

• Sodium Amylobabitone for functional organic/biological confusion
• Post-Hypnotic Confusion
• Denial of Actions & Refutes responsibility of Actions (common in Delta altar)
• Hypnotic Behavior
• Hypno-Sociodrama
• Catharsis
• Psychic Abreaction
• Electro or Insulin Convulsive Therapy - (Typical in Hawaii)
• Sodium-Amytal
• Sodium Pentothal
• Orgasm / Sex - (Typical in Hawaii)
• Religious Ritual - (Typical everywhere)
• Hyper-Arouse
• Hypnotic Lethargy
• Semi-Meditative Tranquility
• Psychogenic Stupor - Extreme cases only.

• Spiritual Seizure - is not hypnotic, it comes from Repressed Guilt aka Symbolic form of "evil" spirit.
• Actual Ego compartmentalizes Repressed Guilt/ "evil" spirit to balance the Ideal Ego
• aka.  Compartmentalize is to hide the disassociation of a deviation from the

SALVATION SYNDROME

 U (Unbearable Dread/Fear) + I (Endless Realm of Hope) = A

U :-   First, is created by placing an uncompromised importance on a concern/object/ideal/movement/practice. A deviation from that First is assigned an Harmful & No compromise Consequence.

I :-  The Endless Realm of Hope - Prayer, Practice, Spells, Giving Light with God,

independent disassociation from the Value System leads to perceived placement in Exceptional meritorious sphere/Realm.

New Death Threat-

Today I got a verbal death threat from someone dressed as a Military personnel, in Camo.
They told me they'll kill me just to make sure Japan is on the US side.
Security Agreements like this, after my Ex USAF OSI father called me & told me he has hated me since I was born yesterday. Apparently;- The USAF had some other intention when they brought my mother to the USA (or as my mom's sister claims:- USAF trafficked my mother to the USA.)
At Valkenburgh Rd. near Pearl Harbor,  I don't take this as a good start to April Fool's day

Just my Notes- CULTS & SPIRITUALITY

Cults & Spiritual or Religious factions today create supportive environments for their followers. Some cults are too destructive for their new members. My life in the USA has taken me through a spiritual realm of organizational business and value development in Environmental and Rights movements especially. I have spent a lifetime in the midst of how USA cults & domestic terrorist groups (such as White Supremacists) recruit and develop their organizations by living in some of their communities. All of the negative exposures that I had as a child prompted me to become the "ALICE" aka the vigilante to overcome the injustices. It is not really anything new to the world, except maybe making the statements in English as a primary observer's language. I suppose that the Asian continent is still curious as to what lies beneath the blood streaked Banner of Stars that lies across the Pacific.

Most people who gravitate towards cults do so because they have experienced childhood with some religious setting. The religious setting may have been one of the most peaceful times to interact with "strangers". If there was a meditation or other prayer time, this is a very powerful feeling because there is a sense of safety and trust in closing one's eyes and diminishing senses while reciting a prayer. Many times, all of these basic elements in a person's life are gradually overcome with hectic modern life. Unlike other regression periods, participating in religious or "Spiritual" groups is a socially acceptable adult practise.

OFFERING by the Cult, Religious faction or Spiritual group
- (Mission Statement) An inclusion in the group whose members have a Value System that is based on the appreciation of a common denominator;- singular (noun) Object, Ideal, Person.
- (Participation) The ability for members to participate in a supportive environment that supports the Value System.
- (Acknowledgement) Since many people are not going to give large sums of money (Pirates), the Social Acknowledgement from group must have a high value for the person's ego.
It is from this last portion the Social Acknowledgement that the Cult gains it's momentum and control.

Mind Control and Ego are common facets of Total Environment. Symbology has evolved in similar ways throughout the world;- yet homogenization of Symbology in meaning/definition is not uniform throughout the world.  I'm not talking about any traditional college courses here. These are attributes that I am attempting to define from my point of view at the organizational level of a Cult or group that is "Spiritually" inclined.

                    Actual Ego + Ideal Ego = Destruction or Resurrection of Ego

The Actual Ego, is the Ego in itself with it's natural flaws and understanding of Sin, Good & Evil.
When the Actual Ego enters the Cult, there is a significant impact of feeling "unworthy", due to dedication of time to values, that may be impressed on the individual. This unworthy feeling may be kept supressed by the new member. Some Cult members call this the testing period, other's use it as a crux for bending a person to surrender themselves to the Cult for fear of further rejection.

The Ideal Ego, (ie., the Divine person who is with God);- This is to say, some fantasized version of what life is like as a human, within human social constraints living perfectly with the Spiritual Value System. However, attached to the Ideal Ego is a typified Ultimate Personage. The Ultimate Personage is the spiritual version of Ideal Ego that is meditated upon and used for Actual Ego comparison check-in.

Destruction of Ego;- In fact, once the Prayer/Check-in with God/Meditation/Spell/Healing Energy is made the Actual Ego goes through a small, or large, destruction (aka to Humble oneself).  In extreme cases, the Actual Ego is annihilated/destroyed as a show of unworthiness in this realm of existence;- ie., Waco, Suicide bombers, Mass suicides. In a normal case, slight correction of an unbecoming behaviour or circumstance & attributing the correction to the Ultimate Personage/ Thaumaturgy/ God.

• The Cult already knows that most people "will believe in" the 10% they hear that is good.
• This Destruction of Ego is a small eye opening to see & change the 90% undesirable with the Cult's Value System.   

Resurrection of Ego;- The Actual Ego attains a "Theta state" while accepting the Cult programming. The Overall corrections to the Value System are comprehensive and emerge as to fit the desires/needs of the Cult. On a spiritual level, the Actual Ego has relaxed within the Cult environment and is attuned to the Value System in entirety and can insert pentagram to dictate change.

The Comic/Movie Deadpool uses the "Salvation Theory" justification theme
Incurable Death + Ultimate Cure = Deadpool

Spiritual Cults work on a similar platform.

INCURABLE DOOM + IMPASSIONED ELATED EXISTENCE = EXTREME PHENOMENA

write more later;- bedtime....m still sorting out all of this... groan. My worse than a vampire problem has subsided Skinwalker Navajo & Rosacrucians. Time taken over by retired? DELTA altar Military Contractor, Add back in JP Cult members tied to Yakuza gangs, and minus one Nutritionist who hates me who has White supremacy background and a huge Isis tattoo splayed on her back. I NEED SLEEP!!!!

My Vegan Diet -Today 31st March

Today I splurged on carbs (day off protein) after talking to a new nutritionist to me the nutritionist @ the gym I frequent. Her advice was to add poi or sweet potato carbs since I told her I kept crashing on my new water soluble diet after workouts. Today's food rang in @ $28. I shopped at Target and got local Hawaiian poi, almond milk, and bai5 bubbles. Close to average Hawaii price for a day of food with fresh veg's. 

POI IS POWERFUL!

I'm not supposed to eat grains at all (not just processed ones) but, I did eat those memorable Slave mentality based foods today from Panda.

1. 1lb poi (508cal) - ate 1/2 morning 1/2 night ($7)

2. panda bowl mix vegs- with BAD grains of low mein & chow fun-- they say all vegan.($7.80)

-- actually don't trust the eggplant tofu to be vegan here anymore. 

3. 1 gallon Califia Farms almond-coconut milk ($4) with 1 packet of mint Green2o ($2.87)mixed in. -better to dissolve Green in warm H20 1st.

4. 3oz Bai5 blood orange juice ($2) with BioSil drops.

5. 1 12oz iced coffee(3.60), 1tsp raw sugar

6. 2 Tbsp blanched almonds

My energy level is much better despite a more mentally stressful day than normal. This was a complete change from my daily protein diet. And I feel super full. And I didn't crash after eating all of this huge food for me.

Yesterday, I was invited to hear a band play at Hardrock (an ex coworker the singer)- my diet yesterday after the nutritionist chat steered carb wise to 1 rice dream mocha cookie, and a Dirty Martini 3olives & vegetable stack at Hardrock. I had a panda plate I split 2meals breakfast & late lunch with mostly mixed veggies, then eggplant tofu + some chow fun. 1protein shake with my coffee.

USA murder attempts on EX-IM

The United States decided to detain me from my home country of Japan, and has made several attempts to slaughter me. 

Each person I contact who works at a different agency has a particular political opinion. The total sum of their actions has damaged my life and is highly unacceptable for me to continue with my role in the USA.

Today, I'm revisiting the financial damage caused by Honolulu Police department and  a 2013 murder attempt made by a Nuclear Submariner in the USA Navy. I was never contacted by the Hawaii State or Honolulu prosecutor regarding the matter, as she was bought by the Navy.

USA military wants run guns through ASEAN Ex-im

USA is Only one country. Their military has expressed a want and need to run guns and more arms through ASEAN territory. They think it's great and their contribution to world peace.

ASEAN is comprised of 10 large Asian countries  on this planet working together without USA's new TPP agreement. 

Does the ASEAN world & its families really want to afford the risk of the USA? 

I don't want that ASEAN blood on my karma. 

Most USA citizens of any race or nationality think tearing apart other nations is a great money maker. They have zero regard for actual peace. 

Identity theft, sex trafficking & Hawaii

Just 2 generations since some of the Pacific's most historic battles, Hawaii's military culture has created an influx of civilian women who have been forced into the sex industry (aka the Industry).

One of the most common types of sex trafficking happens because of the severe "cultural" reliance on a wholesome family structure. Women of all ages arrive in Hawaii for a vacation, and are robbed of their crucial USA identification. Many of these women have abusive and unhelpful parents who have military backgrounds. Any identity information the parents hold "in good faith" for ther daughter is quickly lost (good faith) once needed in emergency. The parents refuse to surrender the identity information their kids who can be older adult women. 

This behavior coupled with discrimination for being "mainlanders" by the Hawaii State residents makes it nearly impossible for women to return to the mainland on a plane flight (without ID). 

No job, no money, no protection, no housing, many women are left to turn to the sex industry if not forced or coerced, in hopes of returning to their previous lives.

The common military mindset and 3rd world mindset thinks this use of its women "of age" is acceptable to "return the favor".

Forget Hawaii Security

People in 👘Japan are well aware that Yamaguchi-gumi & Yakuza gang factions are practically sworn enemies to my relatives. The fact that Hawaii is full of these legitimate United States Yakuza business people is not a hidden fact. Why anyone would think I'm doing "Great" since I landed in Hawaii is beyond me. I have to work in Hawaii's legitimate night clubs, where I am "allowed" by different Asian-Americans who choose to accept me. The money I make is barely what I made as a Part-time non-profit piano teacher and the hours are longer & tiring, especially since I have reached my 40's. I don't have energy for 2more jobs or the patience as those around me continuously take to creating "issues" and try to instigate legal issues. 

Twice, men who identified themselves to me as Yamaguchi-gumi tipped me $12 each time they warned me to stay out of Waikiki when they had meeting/outing, and to stay away from their end of Waikiki since Yakuza war began, a year prior to media acknowledgement. 

Everyone else, especially US military, remains numb to the actuality of what is going on. My life here is difficult, very poor in fact for Hawaii's multimillionaire scene. The US military pays rent here for the soldiers so they have nothing to fear.

Those are some of my issues with other Japanese alone. Then there is everyone else who terrorized me, especially From Phillipines who are like Yakuza gangs & are knowingly are jealous of my family relation that already brokers steel & builds infrastructure. Tell me how these people aren't terrorists? How am I to do USA Ex-IM in this insecure environment. That discludes the high level clearance US Military men who have tried to kill me while the local Honolulu Police stand by idle and Prosecutor succumbs to cheap tips from the other side, never contacting me.

I have no life left here in Hawaii, or the USA for that matter. I do hope for something better for me  than the people whom I have already met, in all fairness. 

This was a tough gig for this lifetime. 

Ps. Just an afterthought about how my treacherous 1month vacation in Hawaii ruined most of my financial life in the USA. How could he, The Martial arts security person with 31+ black belts including 5-6 Grandmaster titles, not understand that staying in Hawaii was a bad idea to force on me. He hisself told me that all the "Gangs" in Hawaii had asked them to train him. So someone please tell me where he gets away with involving federal & local law enforcement to in essence "pimp me out". Left me with bad credit, I wasn't able to pay bills once I landed here, ransacked what was possible out of my Social security number and His federal and local buddy ties at the banks & DOE. 

Now he's at wits end trying to save his parent's home (so he says). So how am I really supposed to trust him? I can't. I'm just wondering who's going to kill me first here in Hawaii. 

Ex-IM are the Doers

The Export Import world I know of and am familiar with is indifferent to religion. Trust is something that exists based on actual execution of business dealings. Trust is not something that follows behind the failed acknowledgement of some Christian's God, or anyone from any religion. American's seem to have a habit of screaming that they are Christian, which brings them online with their own views of domestic acceptance. They FAIL, in most circumstances, to engage and correctly complete most of what they proport they will do in fairness. And sometimes those with a proven track record fail because of those "Christians" who want to show off and ask for their forgiving God's pardon. 

I had the most Disgusting dinner:- I was listening to another biggot scream the word Christianity aloud, while trying to eat my moldy cooked mixed Veggies from Panda on Valkenburg. 

So amidst his smattering of Crowley and other names used to Justify the Christian background of USA culture and acceptence in USA military;-ugh such awful and annoying commentary.

American @ssh@l@s versus Terrorists

The United States of America is supposed to be a diverse place. However, despite weak attempts at incorporating diversity in the Corporate schema;- it has failed. There are large companies that have purchased multiple properties in the USA, in nearly every state. These companies are supposed to do some kind of minimal human rights standards. However, depending on the actual employees, their personal values, and the surrounding community;- they can be harsh and discriminate against their customers. Some places that are predominantly "Caucasian" will target non-Caucasian customers, harass them, break into their vehicles, confiscate laptops at coffee shops, and even call in their friends to terrorize these USA citizens. However, some of the non-Caucasians they target have not been USA citizens. So, it takes on an actual air of American Terrorists who target Foreign citizens. The USA cries loudly that they are "All Men are Created Equal". Most international people who have foreign citizenship have learned that is not the case;- even if they are also citizens of the United States.

It does translate;- that the USA has a plethora of quantifiable terrorists who pose a threat to the Peace & Security of the World more than the "Outright" terrorist attacks that we see in non-democratic countries.

The United States and it's common people attribute most of the attacks, rapes/ sexual assaults, aggravated assaults and other issues to common "Party" standards as well as college/University campus "Frat Party" standards of their Privileged intellectuals.  I think that it's time we call it what it is in the Worldwide media 'U.S.A. Terrorism."

USA airports & Personal security

Racism plan that pervades the business scene of the USA:- Because I am non-white & born a dual-national.

Federal security discrimination stolen my belongings in air travel including;- important and crucial items to my personal security. 

My experiences as well as those of other non "Caucasian" friends of mine who make substantial money in USA domestic oil and other industries, are shared. 

It seems that the airports target us as terrorists and confiscate our baggage. 

Now tell me, did they turn around and give someone my clothing, cellphone, and ID if they take my ID this time? 

Oh, and there is no complaint bureau.

Extra Monitoring USA - domestic travelers non-white

Brussels attack, has pushed forward the extra global monitoring time up from May 15th - June 15. Personal security for business travelers and other influential persons and future connections is at an extreme high. 

Many spiritual groups that include claimed Pleidian connections will travel into the USA for their international meetings;- May 15-May 30.

Those internationals taking extra precautions will have left the USA prior to their USA re-entry closer to meeting time, it may appear as atypical travel plan. 

Advice is to travel lightly as USA Airport security is prone to emotional outbursts and interferences, and slander in the airport in order to cause unneeded security disruptions. USA airport security is also subject to personal value sets (use Trump as an example) that do not coordinate with keeping global World peace.

They can and have confiscated anything one brings in USA airport through domestic changes;- including phone chargers and tearing down important means of personal safety & security communication. 

I was born a USA national;- I represented the USA at APEC in 2011. USA domestic airport security has severely compromised my own personal safety by creating extra delays and contaminating my baggage as well as destroying my communications. They cost me great agony with 1 carry on suitcase and no checkin baggage.

Prayers for @ Brussels

Dear God, & Master Healers;-

Please, 

for those affected by the Belgium terror attacks yesterday,

 for the Peace in the World and for those making preparations for the Security of Peace;- 

please quickly heal these wounds.

Please, take away this sacrifice,all, of suffering, Divine God. 

Please send patience, protection, and security & safety to myself & my family relatives, and to those adversely affected by the Brussels Airport Terror attacks.

Thank you.

Donald Trump foreign agent

Why is it that a white man who is alleged to have received funds from people in a foreign country isn't considered a foreign agent? 

It doesn't matter if he set up business from the United States. 

I think Donald Trump should be expelled.

EX-IM warning

 I received a death threat from the local Hawaii Iolani* crowd yesterday. More specifically, the Hawaii Iolani* crowd who are possibly pro-republican and run Hawaii's above ground sex trade- most likely part of Hawaii's old sex trafficking families.  Despite the Iolansters* being Asian minorities they are propping up a Trump for President message. 

The Hawaii Iolani crowd are isolationist and want to use that to Kill (me) & the new USA EX-IM efforts even if they don't agree with the Donald. 

*my stereotyping of Hawaii's crowd of private schooled people who are proud not to speak pidgeon (some from families remaining in the States for 3-4 generations) 

This all comes after last week's St. Patrick's day missile launch at Japan by North Korea. I was already put on "code red" 

I am Plant

Souls in Human bodies are like Leaves on a Tree and receive the Great Divine Light.

We are beings of the Great Divine Light and life-giving force.
The variations that make our unique human body are part of our physical gift from God.
My human form, is gifted with being able to sustain itself on minerals, water, some plant matter, and chloryphillins as well as  on plant life and filled with the Great Divine Light and of God's creation.

My next task, as others have indicated is for me to switch my human form to a light-based diet of light alone. We may see the future as humanity as sustainable if this is accomplished.

Receive God's Light like Leaves on a Tree

Everyday, I am surrounded by human beings with souls. Many of them choose to identify themselves with what they call "races".  These are seemingly unimportant physical traits. Nearly All of these traits have a different quality in their material presence. The human races speak of these "physical qualities" as being superior to another human being with a soul.

Over the millennia, These discussions about "race" have transcended the physical and started to dominate the spiritual perceptive plane of souls given human bodies. So then, today the spiritual world is clouded by the physical differences.  The more constraints a human being allows to inhabit their body = the more they are clinging to their humanness. Souls in human bodies worship God's creation of the human physical form.  These souls are engaging conversations as to who is more spiritual by receiving divine light that are directly linked to melanin in humans. It is all there to belittle or entertain those who enjoy oppression. 

This has little to do with being "God centered". Being God centered is allowing oneself, as a soul inhabiting a human body (a gift of solid matter from God) to reclaim their truly divine nature.

A Life Beyond Numbers

We are taught we are "of God" in nearly every spiritual discourse. God the Almighty is infinite. We all have some quality of God with us as we walk this Earth Eden. 

Money, quantifies many legal & illegal interactions between humans in life. Money is a finite system because it is unable to withstand the bounds of Time that define human bodily mortality. Rarely, does anyone address the quality of the human perception experience from the world of spirits & souls or interstellar realms. Money is the greatest human excuse to define otherwise Godly traits. 

Those who have unconditional love of others are scoffed at by prostitutes. 

Those who are peaceful and enjoy a non-violent frame of mindset are ridiculed as weak by the violent Warriors and militarists. Many of these Violent warriors were enchanted by the lust of violence, money rewards, and shows of courageous strength, only to succumb to  trying to make a living sharing their violent framed Mindset's version of living peacefully. 

Families who stay together for the sake of their children and the family can become are troubled & face legal humiliation compared to the broken families of unmarried couples who compete financially to secure welfare distributions. The children rarely grow up with unconditional love in their presence. 

 These are just a few examples, why humanity as a whole must steer away from money. 

Today Earth Eden is becoming decrepit with mortality and conditional love based on money. There must be a way to regain Eden and save the precious gift this world full of transient souls has. The beautiful environment Earth Eden once was a place full of unconditional love and light. To make Earth Eden a place where there is less hatred and grandeur of false kingship & queenship that destroys more families. To make the world peaceable once again without it falling into states of anarchy and chaos due to the human attachment of money. The Earth countries will fall. They will fall swiftly to a spiritual bath like lemmings over a sea cliff. 

To live, without money. To live with life. To live with abundance of health. To live with a new creed and renewed spiritual investment in God's manner. This is ultimate health. This is ultimate peace & freedom. 

Light Based Organization & old Nazi ideals

Many of the light-based organizations I have experienced during my time & distributing light and receiving light in Hawaii are highly offensive to me. There is an air reminiscent of Nazi ideals. This includes manipulation of my cranium and its classification. They claim to have some end goal in common. They claim that they are "cleansing the earth" of toxins. Or on the reverse, that the material world is toxic and not of God or spiritual body because it is solid matter. 

The members of thes organizations and their leaders and staff are highly critical of me. They are astonished that I can speak any language, let English. They are souls who worship the human form, not God. 

About Life on Earth...today

Why is it that the world it's not progressed? 

When the great architectural monuments were built on the earth, humans had little money and immense connection to God.

The reasoning below has not followed;- slave forces are employed with paper and metal objects/coins that have significant value to objects/goods that destroy the life force of the planet. 

Maybe humans don't know how to connect to God any longer. They cannot live without their shelters. Well, Soon they cannot live with them!!! 

The path to true freedom exists. Desperation from Money exists. 

Instead of working on spirituality and unconditional love amongst each other, humans have worked to create even more mortality in exchange of money!

It is an exchange of constant death!!!

Humans today have fallen from the unconditional love the Masons  and builders of the past created by providing shelter to many!!!

Long gone are the thoughts;-

If you have little money and the ability to build a house. You can have a house of your own someday.

If you have billions of dollars yet no ability to build a house. You will never have a house that is truly your own. 

Today, for humanity to survive they must leave the finite interactions of their numbers system. Every interaction to make finite sets of human interactions must cease! It's very existence is collapsing What remains of the life force God gave to the Earth. 

Nuclear war & energy destroys God's lesser spiritual beings. This is a sign of the need to keep What remains, the remnants of God's creation. It was a grand project, souls will be annihilated.

Spirituality & Light giving orders

• Light - what is it?
• False Teachers

Light is Light esteemed on its own & encompasses the Duality of the Ying-Yang concepts. Ying-Yang washes away the "good & evil" of human actions with perception of the Read (like colors juxtaposed). Many people are familiar with the "Dark" side.  To accept "life force" through the filter of conditional and finite human belief systems like "money" is not of God. If life force is equated to money in actuality;- most human activity would stop and halt if it were an absolute fact of existence.

Light giving, sounds super obscure. To give, the intangible "light" or more appropriately "to distribute" light. Light, is what spiritualists call by different names and have different Quality;
Human Light without God= Source,  Life Force, Chi(Ch), Reiki (JP), Photons,
Human Light with God = God's Light, Divine Light, Okiyome (JP), Heilstrom(De).

Some religions consider "distributing light" the same as blessing objects, food, living beings with an extra dose of God's source energy. it can become more obscure with occult pendants/talismans with "Alien technology", Guardian angel, other "hired" angels, guiding Pleiadians (or other ET), or a deceased spirit of a prior member/spiritualist as claims.

"The Devil is Mighty, God is Almighty." ~ Bruno Groening, master healer & mystic

Highly desired: Find a donation based teacher or "free" access to teachings and do book research.

Undesired:  Entrapments and disruption from Light based organizations/cults and spiritualists cause by social pressure of giving donations.

Light is "assumed" to be given when a person develops the attribute of unconditional love further.
However, part of the teaching that runs consistent is that there are False Teachers.
These "False Teachers" are the organizations and sects of spiritualists and religions who attempt to pilfer the pockets of their students. This seems to be more prevalent in Euro-centric countries and traditions that don't have "free" monastery based educational & boarding systems.

Charging for Light service/ learning and demanding donations is considered to be on the same plane as the martial arts fopas to 'charge' for lessons;- lending itself to corruption of an influx of money and glitz that stems from perpetuators of crime. This is regardless of what God lets humans do.
To stay on the path of light, is regardless of the social constructs of Human social systems;- difficult indeed. God, does not force us to be part of the Divine energy source. It is part of God's plan, to allow us to remain flawed in our sins and die. Asking forgiveness is possible. Transcending the limitations of this existence remains in our abilities to navigate the asteroid belt of dark matters that others put in our path.

Hawaii Govt. killing Ex-IM

My USA Export Import politica life on Oahu;-  

Trying to find security here on Oahu is very difficult for me. I need personal space on days like today. Personal space of being left alone to cry in utter anguish. I am burning both ends of the candle so to speak. That "all light" diet seems to be coming to my life soon as the world is so terse. I've tried my best to hang on for everyone else...despite their sheer ignorance.

My prior apartment/house in Mililani were frequently broken into. That probably includes Military intelligence. Some of those compromising security were the security officers themselves due to how impoverished the cost of living is and a lack of "legitimate" funds for their personal credit rating to remain intact.

-The Kapahulu end of Waikiki is out due to Japanese gangs who own hotels on island. 

- Some of the gangs seem to manipulate online browsing;- Craigslist, etc.

- Hawaii Kai has gone to the Koreans who are blatantly racist due to Samsung's 50mil home being built in the neighborhood.

- St. Louis heights goes to Mexican mafia who have dominated in the federal buildings construction contracts & security on island. 

That's just for a few. I'm exhausted from the tension I feel today. I want a safe quiet space of my own where I can use the bathroom quietly and know when I enter someone isn't going to try and kill me. 

I wish I could say to the dumdums -- what I think of them exactly:- how bad their perception is skewed. 

USA + North Korea vs Japan

Apparently it wasn't spiritually enough for the USA to have already broken my heart to pieces this past decade;- today I got the news that North Korea has launched missiles at Japan. My heart, I thought I felt no more, is in great pain.

30' foot Archangel & acre of rainbow in sky.

There were distinct atmospheric changes in what I would call an approx 1.5mile radius.

Today,  a large archangel approx 30' foot tall appeared in my spiritual perception. The sky/ atmosphere was grey, cloudy, cold, and rainy. Beyond the archangel/ dark angel was a very wide rainbow patch in against more sunny clouds;- seeming to be over 20"wide in the sky going towards Kailua, Hawaii on Oahu.

No leprechauns 

ACV - Best Car Freshner ever

Apple Cider vinegar (ACV)bottle of Bragg's;- It opened in my car and soaked in the passenger carpet & seat. OMG!
It stunk so bad for 2 days.
HOWEVER, the 3rd day after it all evaporated.
My car didn't have any damp moldy smell from tropical rain, there were no cockroaches.
I think it killed everything and smelled new and fresh.
Good thing my interior is a light color & Cloth!

Now, I keep a spray bottle of
Hydrogen Peroxide mixed with a couple teaspoons of ACV & water
and a few drops of wintergreen to freshen my cloth car interior.

Works great.

Personal check-in - a MK

Today, I'm just really angry. I suppose it's like my monk said after my meditations lead me to a complete center of pure rage, "maybe you need to feel anger". I tried to live  and peacefully control my moods every day. 

I lived in normal American environments, exposed to normal biological factors. The person who was my brother;- was exposed to the worst Irradiation. We are the World's actual test dummies for consumer stupidity and poor decisions. We are a test group of the biological actuality of nuclear weapons usage. I, have been asked to write "a book" since I was 21. Today I am in my 40's.

As a part of this civilian USA & Japan governments influenced social program called MK Ultra;- as well as genetical program after Hiroshima was bombed; – and sadly raised within arms reach of Rosacrucians cult leaders in Bucks County, PA. I'm infuriated at the people who are civilians who have profited from the government experiments that have so influenced my life in every aspect. 

For me, it has been a lifetime of psychological protocol from MK ultra protocols that I have been fighting.  My controllers know that I was able to create a conscious partition in my memory  to where i was able to store and thus able to clearly recollect otherwise "unconscious programming sessions."  They called this my defiance disorder when I was 25. I I survived Everything from protocol administered physical, psychological, and emotional torture to financial devastation. At 17, I entered a liberal arts college in Ithaca, NY as a dual major set to have 2 Bachelor's degrees by 21 and my 1st Master's degree by 22. Instead I went into my "Alice program protocol" and became an organizer who founded an active rights group & voted president of the environmental society. I delved into my own physical fitness and also visual arts including turn of century DIY computer animation at the advent of the 1st G3 computer. At which point my controllers from same town Cornell University sloppily implanted NLP enneagrams that I was able to express to the community with conscious awareness. It was a relentless battle for me at that time. 

Today, the public talks about MK Ultra as if it happens everywhere & to everyone like sliced bread. They tout killing the planet with their highly toxic lifestyles as "uncontrollable" because of their slave mentality. 

Cost of Living in Hawaii

Hypothetical clean living indoors in a place that is NOT infested with rats. Even at $1500 there still may be Rats fighting over food in the kitchen;- I've heard of places for $2100/month with rat infestation issues. 

My main issue is health related with mold. 

20 days to work in a month 5 day workweek. 

$1500 apartment / 20 days = $75

$300 utilities / 20 days = $15

______________________________

$1800 a month /20 days = $90/ day

Tax @ 12% would be like $285 a month.

This doesn't include food costs, transportation, other basic bills.

Looks like time to leave the Rainbow State!!!

Growing up Half Japanese in a white community

Like other "successful" kids I attended church and High school with, I was pulled out of my Classes during school to attend Ala-teen meetings. My parents faults were blaring to my community that was already heavily white supremacist influenced. It was a difficult balancing act for me to maintain since I was teetering on the brink on being thrown into foster care in an unacceptable and racist community. My parents abuse was overshadowed by the negtivity I endured throughout my public school years In Quakertown, Pa. it had been difficult to separate the bruises I was smattered with from girls beating me up each recess in front of teAchers and the ones I received at home for not being a worthy student. I was told that Corporal punishment wasn't illegal in Pennsyvania so I really didn't matter to the school or church ( where more abuses happened).

It was something I endured and kept my hope up since I knew I had acceptance in my other home country of Japan.

Sick of Majority attitudes.

I don't consider most of my activist/ organizing life as a "minority, mixed race, dual citizen, female"  to be a "privilege" in the USA, aside from the fact that I wasn't immediately slaughtered like those living in communist countries. The activism stems from a severe lack of healthy friendships, support, and caring throughout my education from Nursery school through the start of my Master's degree.
There simply is only so much one person can do of their own volition, despite the ridicule and abuse the surrounding community dishes out and then decry that they are the one's being punished because hearing my complaint is "highly offensive" to them.

The martial art of finding peaceful space

Even when one is in a mostly violent environment, there are very tiny physical places to exist in peace if only momentarily. Not all space is occupied by violent assault against physical existence.  

Each time we breathe it is an affirmation of living the great gift;- the melody of God's will & divine order. 

Death, Environment & Peace

The most common way of death (to die), will be the most likely cause of death. 

Feminism, tampons,& Hawaii

There has got to be a way. Oahu, isn't the Mecca of untamed Brazilian bikinis after Big Wave season and the surfers leave North Shore by March.  

So rest of the year, women- are heavyset housewives, pastey, untanned, skinny, can't stand on the beach when white water washes in after the low tide shore break Tourists and residing foreigners. 

I hope u get the picture. 

So for the rest of the local women who are exotic prey to the men visiting the islands 366/24/7;- maybe the others don't understand we can't ALWAYS keep a stock of emergency tampons!!!

Since they ELImINaTeD almost all tampon dispensers in every restroom, local women ask for tampons from each other...there goes emergency stock. Then for those of us who are active and use soft. Cups or diva cups- accidents accumulated blood to happen and 1 tampon isn't enough backup to have in Just lucky it's not in the Sharkie waters of O beach.

Plus;- they stopped selling TRaVEL size packs. So, no shopping, no events, and only the slimmist evening  bag. For those of us who like natural plan, taking pills to stop The Flo isn't a good option.

Ugh...prices are ridiculous!!!!

Hawaii guys- "Community Leader" type

The "Community Leader" 

He is respected by his community through a variety of organizations. Not all of these men are bad to date, however, watch out for the bad ones. Underneath their strong & statured posturing as a role model;- the stress will be vented somewhere where he thinks no one is looking. Every type of abuse can be dished out freely financial, physical, emotional. Usually the financial & physical abuse are firsts and he considers your emotional response to him "your problem alone" because His feelings are superior and more worthy of attention.  He may be single & seem baggage free. However, because of his position, he firmly believes that the social organizations for abused women exist specifically so he CAN abuse women and not feel bad about it because "someone" will take care of them. 

If you can't handle making a community spectacle of your disaster, you will suffer silently & alone.

Church or no church

BSitting trying to decide to go to church or not in 20min. It's not that I don't have a belief in God. It's the hogwash of condescending & outright judgemental congregations that I can't stand from the moment I walk in the door. For the Lutherns, how I was raised, the complete  negative environment of white supremacy  prevails. Then in Hawaii, I already found out that the Japanese & Koreans here feel the need to be more outright evangelists and whiter than anyone;- without much of an inkling for regular Christian values in daily life. It's a shame I have a tan. I'm too dark for them now. 

Ugh. Then another round of telling me I don't know how to meditate or breathe correctly followed by their derogatory remarks that they send sailing in my direction. Ugly;- in entirety. I am in utter disgust. 

Small Space Craft to fall to earth

Use your chi/ life energy force to keep the beings in these craft alive. When they crash to the earth they loose the cosmic force that is outside the earth's atmosphere that they use to stay afloat. Unless you channel your chi/ light force, life force to these small craft, they will not survive. Please take them to a temple where monks and others meditate all day.
Several small and very heavy spacecraft, much like a traditional flying saucer. Small as in within the circumference of a basketball, yet much heavier & denser like a lead weight with an usual center of gravity. (yet still within carrying weight with both hands). They are very heavy and with a matted metallic sheen. The surface is detailed, with some windows if any;- yet there are no other apparent openings to pry open.
These craft will glow with light/ life force if you are able to channel and
focus your energy to them.

Please take them to a Temple for Buddha or Krishna if you come upon one of these craft. They are precious beings from God & the heavens.

Starbucks Vs Coffee Bean

Starbucks new rewards program that starts up soon had me weighing in the collection of coffee shop spending cards I have piled up. It's Hawaii (the Coffee State--they could put beans on my license plate & I'd be happy) I have at least a half dozen  locations I frequent. 

This is in the order of like ability, not convenience:- 

1. Green World coffee

2. Coffee Bean

3. Taco Bell (yes I like their coffee & drive through & will splurge on a dry & cheeseless potato soft taco for $1.39 )

4. Starbucks 

5. 7-11

My demographic;- vegan on the paleo side. coffee, nuts, occasional meal my NY bagel, and coffee or tea lattes & Americano made with Almond milk #1&2 carry. Or coconut milk or occasional soy. Free wi-if for my online international spiritual group meetings and to catch up on Asian politics news & elections. 

Starbucks has little value when I weigh it out on spending $$ for rewards instead of per drink. Except convenience and domination in airports. 

My most recent letter to Starbucks

Many times I am a customer at Starbucks here on Oahu, your staff makes me look like I have a problem. Today, I decided to write because I purchased a toasted bagel, and they gave me only 1jam packet. I took a photo so you can see how a thin layer covers the surface area of only 1&1/2 of the bagel. 

Otherwise I am unhappy with the racism directed at me from some of your "Caucasian" baristas who say they can't understand  my English. I'm 41 and attended Ithaca College and Cornell University and have been a PR spokesperson for environmental groups and currently do volunteer for an international spiritual 501c3 as well as Hawaii for Hillary. I also happen to have been a USA rep for EX-IM as I have a somewhat political but definitely corporate founding family relatives in Japan. I know people judge by appearances here in Hawaii. 

I also wish you would have almond milk on your menu. My nutritionist dislikes my eating soy, grain, fruit. I am allowed nuts, coffee, tea, and veggies, avocado. I saw the rewards program is changing and so I want to tell you;- I will have to switch to Coffee Bean entirely:- because they have almond milk. And for a little more their bagels (convenience for me) have PB on them and I can take bananas off. I am not supposed to eat fruit with any other foods. 

Additionally, dairy Milk is expensive on this island. Aside from my veganism;- many people here regularly drink soy and almond milk, which is also less expensive at the market. 

I love the convenient locations of Starbucks;- but if $ for $ I have to choose between you and Coffee Beanery;- they will win. 

Ideal illusions today

TPP is old talk in the USA already. Long forgotten is Hillary's conversation about generating economic support in 3rd world ASEAN nations for WOMEN to sell in online cottage industry. The actuality of it occurring is that it generated some $120mil in revenue

For Obama's childhood Home State, despite a more "Republican" canter that WILL always happen when dealing when not scorching and burning nations that USA engages in EX-IM.

For yours truly;- the politics are a total wash of actuality disparity and well intentioned thoughts that amount to less than nothing. The stress placed on me to perform in business with such anticipation of cash flow directly from Japan is so misplaced. That is in actuality aside from some personal commitment to info flow.

If u read my blog the politics of misperceptions plagues my life at the ground level. I'm back to thinking in terms of ideal illusions. 

2016 Presidential Campaigns are for WW3

Today I received a Honolulu, HI Hillary Clinton Office call from a 69 year old woman named Caroline. The call was asking me to do some phone banking 4:30pm-8pm Hawaii Time from the Business district/ Chinatown office.

After spending the morning trying to clear my energy in meditation, I've come to realize that this 2016 Presidential Election is not about the Trade Deals &  It is not about popularity or women's issues or American Jobs.

This 2016 Election is about which candidate will be the BEST equipped American President to perform through WW3.